"Xiaobei, you're not in a stable mood right now, don't be busy making decisions, okay, you're thinking about it carefully, this is also your child!"

Gu Xiaobei looked down at her flat lower abdomen, feeling a little incredible, is there really a little life in her body? But when she thought that this was a child conceived by Li Haonan's 'essence', a wave of humiliation hit at the same time, this was the shame that Li Haonan branded her, she didn't understand why God was always so harsh on her, and always embarrassed her again and again.

She can't ask for it, she definitely can't want this child.

"Brother Zijun," Gu Xiaobei raised his head firmly, "I'll go to the hospital now and take it out." ”

"Have you thought about it, Xiaobei, we'll go again tomorrow, what you need most now is calm!"

"No!" Gu Xiaobei shouted hysterically, her eyes contained a kind of anger that was about to erupt, she wanted to scream and shout her helpless sadness and anger, "I don't want to be calm, as long as I think of Li Haonan's things hidden in my body, I will go crazy, I don't want it to stay in my body for a minute, I don't want to!" Gu Xiaobei now only feels that there is a vicious and ugly ghost fetus hidden in his stomach.

When He Zijun saw Gu Xiaobei like this, he was afraid that something would happen to her: "Okay, Xiaobei, don't 'stir'...... will hurt your own ...... Don't 'stir up' ......"

Once he made a decision in his heart, Gu Xiaobei was like he couldn't wait for a minute, broke away from He Zijun's embrace, went upstairs to take a hurried shower, changed into clean clothes from the inside out, took some money in his pocket, and went downstairs.

When he went downstairs, He Zijun greeted him, "Xiaobei, I still think you should think about it carefully, that's also your child......"

"No, it's not!" As soon as Gu Xiaobei said that the child was a little 'excited', he strode to the 'door'.

Seeing that he couldn't stop her, He Zijun hurriedly turned around to find clothes, "You wait, Xiaobei, I'll go with you!" ”

"No need, you're a public figure, if you're seen by others, it's troublesome, I'd better go by myself!" Of course, Gu Xiaobei knew that He Zijun's identity was sensitive, and he still accompanied him to do such an embarrassing thing as an abortion. Before He Zijun could put on his clothes, she had already rushed out of the house.

He Zijun naturally knew his sensitive identity better than anyone else, but after a little hesitation, he put on his coat, armed himself, and went after Gu Xiaobei.

He knew that Gu Xiaobei needed himself the most at this time, a 'girl' child, what kind of eyes would he face and what kind of mood would he feel when he went to have an abortion by himself? And what kind of accidents will occur during surgery? At this time, how can he protect the person he likes, how can he put her in a lonely and helpless situation.

In any case, I have to be by her side at this time, that is my own Xiaobei, the 'girl' child that I have cherished since childhood, how can I let her face this embarrassment, humiliation, and unknown everything alone when she needs herself the most!

He Zijun, who was tall and had long legs, caught up with Gu Xiaobei downstairs in the building, and didn't argue with Gu Xiaobei, just when a taxi came, he stuffed Gu Xiaobei into the car, and then he sat in.

Gu Xiaobei really didn't want He Zijun to accompany her, but she was really a little scared, after all, she was an eighteen-year-old little 'girl' child, and she would be afraid and embarrassed to do something like an abortion.

She saw that He Zijun was wearing a hat, a scarf, and the collar of his coat was still standing up, covering his eyelids tightly, and it was estimated that no one could recognize him, so she half-pushed and half-asked him to accompany him to the hospital.

It was just after one o'clock in the afternoon when they arrived, and the lobby of the hospital was noisy. The unique smell of disinfectant water in the hospital made Gu Xiaobei a little dizzy.

She just asked He Zijun to stand in a secluded place and wait for her, she went to line up and register by herself, and then they walked into the elevator one after the other and went to the 'gynecology' and obstetrics 'door' on the third floor.

Gu Xiaobei wanted to enter the 'door' consultation room by himself and let He Zijun stand outside and wait, but He Zijun insisted, she had to let him follow her.

"What's wrong?" The 'female' doctor glanced at them casually, bowed her head and wrote her basic information on the 'door' medical record.

"I was a few days late for menstruation, I tried it with a test strip, yes, I was pregnant!" Gu Xiaobei said abruptly, feeling a pair of big hands behind him, firmly hugging her shoulders, "I'm going to take this child off!" ”

The 'female' doctor on the other side listened to her words, frowned, looked up at the two of them again, "Are you the first child?" ”

"Yes." Gu Xiaobei lowered his head, embarrassed and ashamed, and his face was red as if he was about to drip blood.

"You know that if the first child is aborted, it will cause great harm to the body, and it will cause many problems in the future, even infertility!"

"I, I know, I thought about it, I can't have this child." Gu Xiaobei was so embarrassed that he almost cried.

The 'female' doctor sighed lightly, lowered his head and opened the list, "Let's go do a color ultrasound first, and then decide when to arrange the abortion!" With that, she signed the checklist and stamped it again.

The color ultrasound results came out, Gu Xiaobei came back with the list to find the 'door' doctor, and the doctor took the checklist and looked at it, "You are indeed pregnant, forty-two days pregnant." The surgery will be done in a week, sign it here! "The 'female' doctor pushed a list in front of Gu Xiaobei.

"Why did you wait so long?" Gu Xiaobei asked in surprise.

The 'female' doctor said professionally: "Now the fetal sac is too small, and the operation is not safe. ”

"What if I want to take it out now?" Gu Xiaobei was like wanting to remove the tumor, and he desperately hoped to take off the piece of flesh and blood that represented shame on his body immediately.

"If you insist, you can do it, but I want to tell you that now the fetal sac is small, it is not easy to find the correct position, the bleeding time is long, and a few people may have incomplete miscarriage and still need to have another operation to clear the uterus."

Before Gu Xiaobei could speak, He Zijun stepped forward from behind and pulled Gu Xiaobei up, "Thank you, doctor, we'll wait a week to do it." Then without hesitation, he took Gu Xiaobei's hand and walked out.

"I want to do it now!" Gu Xiao struggled slightly as he walked north.

"Xiaobei, don't make trouble, didn't you hear the doctor say that it's dangerous to do it now! We'll be back next week. ”

Gu Xiaobei still wanted to say something, but when he saw that there were already people around him who were looking at He Zijun, he had to speed up his pace and go out of the hospital with him.

Back at home, He Zijun thoughtfully boiled porridge for Gu Xiaobei, made two light side dishes, tried not to cause her nausea, and coaxed her to eat two bowls.

After eating, the two nestled in the sofa and watched TV together, as familiar and intimate as an old husband and wife.

He Zijun saw that Gu Xiaobei's mood had calmed down a lot, gently 'rubbed' her hair, and said tentatively: "Xiaobei, in fact, you can also consider keeping the child, I won't mind!" ”

Gu Xiaobei hugged He Zijun with his backhand, put his head on his 'chest', and he lowered his head to kiss her.

"Brother Zijun, are you really great, or are you pretending to be a saint, you really don't mind that I am pregnant with Li Haonan's child?"

"I'm not great, I'm not pretending to be a saint, I'm sorry for you. I don't think about which man's child this child is, I just know that he is your child, and that's enough. Xiaobei, I don't want you to regret it in the future, and I don't want you to be hurt because of this incident! ”

Gu Xiaobei sadly hid his face in He Zijun's arms, "Brother Zijun, I think about it, I can't have this child, even if I am born, I have no way to face him." ”

He Zijun heard the choking and sleepiness in Gu Xiaobei's voice, lowered his head and rubbed the hair on the top of her head with his chin, "Okay, Xiaobei, whatever you want, I will depend on you, as long as you are not sad." ”

Gu Xiaobei just hugged He Zijun and didn't dare to speak, just afraid that if he moved a little, all the tears in his eyes would flow out.

He Zijun hugged her tightly, her face pressed against his 'chest', listening to his heartbeat, making her feel both relieved and as if she was a little uneasy.

"Shinokita." His voice seemed to come from the 'chest' cavity, an urn.

"Huh?"

She was in his arms, warm and quiet.

"I love you, remember, no matter what happens, I will always love you."

The two of them slept in each other's arms, as they had done for so many days, and slept in a very intimate position, like two little children, and she rested on his arms and nestled in his arms.

Gu Xiaobei lay in He Zijun's arms, and had a lively and extraordinary dream, which was full of fresh 'flowers' all over the world, as if he had returned to the town, full of people beating gongs and drums, wearing bright 'colorful' clothes, twisting and dancing in the streets and alleys.

A wedding procession came from afar, the bride and groom wore beautiful wedding dresses in red 'color', and the sound of firecrackers ......

After Gu Xiaobei woke up, thinking about everything in his dream, he actually had a bad premonition. Grandma always loved when she was alive, and when she dreamed of these festive and lively things, most of the bad things would happen.

When she came out of the bathroom, she heard He Zijun talking on the phone in her room, and although the voice was very low, she could still hear his anxiety and anger.

After a while, He Zijun came out of the house, already dressed for going out, and kissed her on the face, "Xiaobei, there is something in the company, I have to go over immediately, breakfast is ready, don't run around, don't make any decisions yourself, no matter what happens, you have to wait for me to come back, you know?" ”

Gu Xiaobei nodded a little blankly.

"Also, if you're not in good health now, don't watch TV and computers, and read books when you're free!" He Zijun walked to the 'door' and was still admonishing.

Gu Xiaobei saw He Zijun close the 'door' and leave, he didn't feel funny, he didn't want this child, what could he do if he watched TV and computers? But because she was in a troubled mood, she really had no interest in watching TV and playing on the computer, so she casually found two books and read them on the chaise longue in front of the window.

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Li Haonan has been abroad for the past few days because of business matters, and he came to Cameroon with Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng and others, he doesn't like the pilaf here, looking at the two glasses of water on the table, but he doesn't move.

He was already in a depressed mood these days, and at this time, he looked at the cup of hand washing water on the table fiercely, as if he had a grudge.

Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng looked at Li Haonan, not knowing what to do, the phone rang suddenly, and when they saw that it was Wen Yimo, they felt that the savior was coming, so they hurriedly picked it up and handed it to Li Haonan.