After personally disposing of Zhou Zhi, Tang Qingyou gradually listened to Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huan'er's worries. She finally realized that in the past six months or so, she can be said to have put a good hand of cards, four twos with two kings, and one hand was shaken. There is a handful of small points left that can't be connected, how should I go about the next road in life?

Tang Qingyou reflected on his original intention and right and wrong. Before coming up with a conclusion, she first thought of Nala, and thought that Nala had just entered China, and the promising people of that era interpreted and analyzed it inside and out. Regarding Nala's departure, in fact, Mr. Lu Xun has already made a judgment. She clearly remembered Lu Xun's "What Happens After Nala Leaves? In it, there is this passage: "Since Nala is awake, it is not easy to return to the dream, so she has to go; But after leaving, sometimes it is inevitable that he will fall or come back. ”

Tang Qingyou naturally didn't want to fall, but she didn't want to "go back" - in fact, she had no place to go back. For the sake of secular "face", for the justice and principles that have always been adhered to, and for the last stubbornness and ...... in my heart Dreams, if she still had dreams, she thought, either die or carry on.

Since there is still a little unwillingness, refusal to admit defeat and reluctance to die in her heart, then live well and live better than those who tortured her.

Since the stubbornness in his nature is fused with his blood and bones, let's rise to the challenge. Anyway, she has nothing to lose.

Since life is endless, disasters are endless. Self-improvement, then, is the truth.

Later, Tang Qingyou swore to Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huaner almost with full blood resurrection: "Don't worry, I will not live up to your trust and expectations." ”

Later, Zou Jianfeng concluded: "Sister You, you are the person I have ever met, the highest anti-businessman. ”

Tang Qing was silent and silent.

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In fact, at this moment, even the gods and Buddhas have been worshipped, Tang Qingyou does not have a good premonition in her heart, she has never felt that she is a person who is particularly favored by God, in the Nanshan Grand Theater where people are swords and I am fish and meat, she clearly knows that she has no way to decide her own fate, but she is still willing to work hard, because only if she has worked hard, she will not have regrets.

Therefore, Tang Qingyou went to Ren Taichu alone to talk for a round. In this conversation, Tang Qingyou did not list how much she had done, but only concluded that with the joint efforts of all her colleagues, Nanshan Grand Theater had a good start, and now the brand is gradually becoming known, listing what achievements the Grand Theater has in this city, she is very pleased that her hard work has not been in vain, especially said that she is honored to join the team of Nanshan Grand Theater. In this process, Tang Qingyou deliberately emphasized that he entered this industry entirely because of the honor during the interview, and he directly met the leader and received personal guidance from Ren Taichu, who was the "teacher" of his own industry. Then, she admitted her mistake on the item of "not being convinced by Gou Liang's management", and she promised Ren Taichu that she would bury herself in work in the future and "no longer cause trouble to the leaders". Ren Taichu was a little impatient at first, but he finally recognized it when he heard it: "It's good to know that mistakes can be corrected." ”

The conversation between Tang Qingyou and Ren Taichu became a tacit understanding between the two. Tang Qingyou didn't say anything about this, because her career situation in the Nanshan Grand Theater has developed here, and there is only one reason why she still wants to stay, and that is that she is not convinced. She hid these things in her heart, and she didn't even tell Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huan'er. Because, what she prefers to do is to give these young people a good example, so that they can still have hope for their dreams and the future, so that her surroundings can appear better, less realistic, and the education she has received in the cold window for more than ten years is correct.

Although it is the front wave of the Yangtze River, it itself will die on the beach sooner or later - this is the natural law of human society. But what kind of posture to die in is the character that this wave can choose. No matter what kind of situation life falls into, Tang Qingyou is always willing to choose to be an idealistic wave.

Her idealism has even been applied to the world of feelings.

Just when the future was uncertain and there was no way to go to heaven and no way to enter the earth, Tang Qingyou received a call from Tu Yiran. In idol dramas, at this time, the male protagonist will tell the heroine, I have cleared all the obstacles for you, from today on, the director of the Nanshan Grand Theater is you, and those who are sad for you are waiting for you to speak.

However, the fact is that Tu Yiran himself was so busy that one Buddha was born and two Buddhas ascended to heaven, so how could he care about what Tang Qingyou was busy with. In the past half a year of separation, he knows that there are indeed certain problems between himself and Tang Qingyou, and he also deeply reflects and strives to ease, and now the relationship between the two is on the way to reconciliation, he thinks that the future of the two still exists, and now Tang Qingyou is playing some literature and art outside, let her play first, as for what difficulties will there be - how is it possible? Tang Qingyou is also a professional executive trained by himself, and in terms of the trivial things that can be imagined in the literary and art circles, it is not a problem at all. Therefore, Tu Yiran was very relieved to decide to continue to give Tang Qingyou a period of "play", he himself needed to devote more energy to his career when his career was at a turning point and a new situation had just begun.

Therefore, at this time, Tu Yiran will come to Tang Qingyou, naturally not to turn over old accounts, nor to be a "parent".

The phone rang, and after Tu Yiran's name flashed for a long time, Tang Qingyou's heart began to flutter. All kinds of speculations raced through her mind, and the first one was that he must have seen the note she left and came to settle the account with her.

She settled down and answered the phone.

But Tu Yiran on the other end of the phone was obviously happy: "Youyou, have you looked for me?" A while ago, the phone was always harassed, so I turned it off for a while, and what I wanted to tell you forgot when I got busy. In those days, no matter how anxious Tang Qingyou was, he could only ask Zhou Zhi about the current situation, and all the information he got was Tu Yiran's work progress, and he slowly became cold to him.

Tang Qingyou was in the mood to settle these "little things" with Tu Yiran at this moment, so he only sighed.

Tu Yiran probably thought that Tang Qingyou was angry, so he quickly apologized, and cursed and swore very consciously: "I know this is an old problem, I swear that I will pay attention in the future, I will change it, if you don't change it, you will see me once in the future, and you don't have to pay for it, don't be angry, okay?" ”

Tang Qingyou said calmly: "I'm not angry, I don't have the right to be angry now." We're just friends. ”

Across the mountains and rivers to imagine the other party's expression just by his voice, Tu Yiran deeply felt that Tang Qingyou was still angry, and he must be very angry, so he didn't bother to say anything. He didn't have much time for himself and Tang Qingyou, and he didn't want to waste any more time in the air contest where he couldn't see each other's expressions, so he directly said the purpose of looking for her: "Youyou, our new company has been established, you know, right?" Hearing this, he continued: "The main business is still focused on technological innovation, and Linda and I decided to put the key projects in the early stage in Silicon Valley. ”

Tang Qingyou understands this. There is a statistic in Silicon Valley that says that the success rate of starting a business is 1%. As a result, domestic entrepreneurs have also cited this data. But in fact, where is the success rate of entrepreneurship as high as 1%, but there are more entrepreneurs who die unknown. In the case of a similar success rate, Silicon Valley, as a standardized and transparent concentration of the world's top high-tech forces, is a place that is relatively easy for investors to operate and control risks. And Linda's own resources in the United States are so abundant, Tu Yiran focused the early investment of the new company on Silicon Valley, in order to improve the overall success rate, which is completely a business decision. Therefore, Tang Qingyou was not surprised to hear Tu Yiran's farewell: "I will go home tomorrow and fly directly to the United States." It will take at least half a year to make this trip. You have to be good yourself, don't worry me. ”

Tang Qingyou's heart was already cold, and it didn't matter if he poured another basin of ice water, he sighed again.

"Tomorrow you go home, let's meet, otherwise the next meeting will be at least half a year later."

Tang Qingyou frowned and agreed. In fact, for a period of time, she has been at war between heaven and man in her heart. There are some things she wants to tell Tu Yiran, and she even wants to ask him for help just like she did when she was a student. The words came to my lips for a moment, and I swallowed them back. Because the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't face it. There are some things that she would rather treat as a nightmare in the end, wake up and forget about it completely, and never mention it again in this life. She also wanted to question him and ask him for verification, to know what kind of existence Linda was in his world, and whether there was really ambiguity? However, in the end, she chose to believe. She believes that even if she and Tu Yiran have no future, there is at least a tacit understanding between them about the "spirit of contract", which is a matter of character, and she still believes in Tu Yiran's character in her heart. So, when they were both exhausted, her final decision was: not to add to the chaos.

At the end of the short call, Tang Qingyou went straight to Dijing Garden and took away the note he had left after drinking too much. - Since you have decided not to add to the chaos, this note left in a half-drunk state should wait for half a year before coming. After thinking about it, since Tu Yiran's friends thought that she was ignorant and pulled her back, she could never do anything to distract Tu Yiran during the critical period of his career. Regardless of whether she can see her in half a year, no matter whether the one-year appointment between the two is still fulfilled or not, she wants to put off all her private affairs. When Tu Yiran's new career improves, the two can calmly face each other's problems, can rationally choose the next life, can calmly re-accept or completely let go of each other, and then make a decision.

horizontally, she didn't break up because she wanted to start another relationship.

When he said goodbye at the airport, Tu Yiran, who was full of energy, was like a ball that had just been full of energy, full of life power, and even his smile was full of brilliance. In comparison, Tang Qingyou looked haggard.

Tu Yiran said with concern: "Didn't sleep well last night? Is it because of what I said on the phone? ”

Tang Qingyou didn't know how to answer him, so he only shook his head.

Tu Yiran thought of a solution on his own: "Or, let's book a ticket now, and you will fly to the United States together after work?" ”

Tang Qingyou smiled when he heard this: "Mr. Tu, your self-righteous fault really can't be changed in 10,000 years." ”

Tu Yiran looked at Tang Qingyou's half-ridiculous and half-provocative expression, and felt that he was too worried, Tang Qingyou was still the same Tang Qingyou, so he advanced according to his original plan: "Actually, I don't have time to accompany you when you go, you are stuffy and we are both uncomfortable." You take a break at home, you want to continue playing in the theater for a while, you want to travel or study, you decide for yourself. All right? ”

Tang Qingyou responded with a kind "good", but silently added in his heart: Tu is a great reward.

Tu Yiran suddenly sensed something: "You, it seems to be a little different recently. ”

Tang Qingyou smiled and said, "Have you grown taller or fatter?" ”

Tu Yiran looked her up and down at her prompt: "Thin." ”

Tang Qingyou didn't say anything more.

Tu Yiran obviously felt a little sorry for her, and stretched out his arms: "Hug? ”

Tang Qingyou continued to be good.

After a shallow parting hug, Tu Yiran frowned slightly: "Why have you lost so much weight?" ”

At this time, Tang Qingyou pretended to smile lightly and said, "Lose weight." ”

Tu Yiran couldn't help but reprimand her: "What kind of fat do you lose if you're not fat?" How many times have I told you, don't deliberately lose weight, it's not good for your body. Seeing Tang Qingyou's smile gradually close, he thought that he had made an old mistake again, so he softened his tone and said, "Don't be angry, I'm just worried that your body can't bear it." ”

"I'm not angry." Tang Qingyou said, took the initiative to hug Tu Yiran again, and then, leaning on his shoulder and said, "Yiran, you have to take care of yourself more, don't fight too much." ”

Tu Yiran's heart warmed, hugged her hard, and said, "I know." You wait for me, I'll bring a different Ida back. The corners of his mouth inadvertently rose upward.

Tang Qingyou couldn't see Tu Yiran's expression, but he still felt his pleasure, and deliberately said in a relaxed tone: "Well, you can bring a different Ida and a different wife and children back together." ”

After Tu Yiran listened, he bit her earlobe sideways, and said in her ear, "We have an appointment." Half a year later...... Forget it, don't get back together then, let's go and register directly, okay? Probably because there is a one-year covenant between each other, the separation of this trip is not like a test at all in Tu Yiran's view, but like an accelerator towards each other.

Tang Qingyou's ears were numb, and his whole body trembled slightly. A big question mark popped up in her sober mind: Obviously she reconsidered it after half a year, how did it become a reunion after half a year? — but that's not the point. The point in the front row that she drew in her heart was that this time she would not cause chaos for Tu Yiran and leave a voice for his friends. She wants him to fight in peace.

I wanted to say a lot of things, but when it came to my mouth, I swallowed it all back: "You can go over with confidence." I'll be fine here. ”

Maybe she will no longer be able to be the woman behind Tu Yiran's successful career in this life, but she doesn't want to be a negative teaching material.

Tu Yiran and Tang Qingyou finally faced each other calmly with the attitude of being friends and lovers, naturally caring about each other, and waved goodbye calmly.

Tu Yiran is too busy to take care of himself, or if he has figured it out, at this moment, he finally sincerely let her go freely, which is also a late request for benevolence for Tang Qingyou, and she can't help but be curious: In a world without Tu Yiran, at least in the next six months, what can she live like?