[Chapter 13: Suffering] (2) Lovesick in the storm
The ghost sent the gods, Tang Qingyou entered the wine cellar, and he didn't know what mood he was in, so he deliberately brought out a bottle of "samurai" and drank it all alone.
I drank a bottle and didn't get drunk, I didn't have a mobile phone around me, I still remember to turn on the computer to log in to the Q number of work, send a message to Gou Liang to ask for leave, send a message to Ni Huaner and ask her to sign the formalities on her behalf, and after the double insurance was explained, I opened another bottle of wine.
By the time she opened the second bottle, her vision was actually a little blurry. Holding the wine bottle in one hand and the goblet in the other, he touched the K room with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
Tu Yiran decorated a small karaoke room at home, which is small and complete, and there is a full set of home theaters in it, because other couples can go shopping on the street and watch movies for half a day and a day, they can only take an hour or two to get together, and not going out is undoubtedly the most time-saving solution. It was here that Tu Yiran pulled Tang Qingyou to sing "Lovesick in the Wind and Rain" hundreds of times, so that this song became the only "reserved track" that Tang Qingyou could not sing out of tune.
At that time, Tu Yiran said: "Your incomplete five tones are probably innate, don't change it, it's too hard, just leave a song for everyone." Tu Yiran put a lot of effort into researching this, and summed it up and said: "You can't sing Mandarin well, let alone foreign languages, Cantonese songs, I feel that Cantonese is your mother tongue, and you speak it more than Mandarin." Well, you have to pick a melody that is simple and not too fast, so you don't have to bite your tongue......" finally turned out the old antique song "Acacia in the Wind and Rain".
Tang Qingyou sang twice with the help of wine, and gradually became a little impatient and slow down - or, probably because she was hurt by singing this song with Tu Yiran in the early years, she has rarely and reluctantly ordered this song in recent years.
Later, she ordered a few new songs from the near future, and the ghost roared, and the tune ran farther and farther, and she didn't know.
After drinking the second bottle of wine, she didn't fall down, grabbed the last bit of consciousness that still existed in the world, found a piece of paper and left a sentence: "Anyway, you haven't been clear with me about the house payment, I drank the wine, let's clear it now." After doing all this, she finally found a place to lean down with peace of mind.
After that, Tang Qingyou slept in the dark for almost a day and a night.
When she woke up the next day, it was five o'clock in the morning, and she had enough time to clean up the messy house and herself, dig out the old clothes that had been left in the house, change her outfit, and then officially return to work in the theater.
Unexpectedly, in the theater, she was greeted by another big play.
As soon as she walked into the operation center, Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huaner desperately squeezed their eyebrows at her, she imagined countless possibilities in her heart, but she still lacked a little imagination. She never expected that she would automatically work overtime for more than half a year without remorse, so she took a day off without authorization, and became a "difficult to manage" employee. - This is Gou Liang's sentence to her, and Ren Taichu also accepted it.
Ni Huan'er secretly sent a message to Tang Qingyou and said, "Sister You, I only found out when I came here in the morning, I heard that Director Gou chatted with Mr. Ren late last night. Director Gou's rhetoric is that she gave you an urgent job, and you deliberately asked for leave, and she didn't approve you and didn't come directly! ”
Tang Qingyou carefully recalled the task assigned to her by Gou Liang the day before, which was a few 15-second broadcast scripts to be broadcast on the radio in two weeks, and the radio station was not satisfied with Gou Liang, and Ni Huan'er, Zou Jianfeng, and Li Yue's draft Gou Liang was even more dissatisfied, and Tang Qingyou had to come, Tang Qingyou said at the time: "Then you have to give me some time, I'll think about it." As a result, now this has become "urgent work"?
Tang Qingyou wanted to find Ren Taichu to make it clear, but she really felt that it was ridiculous to explain such a matter. But if she didn't go, she fell into the situation of being dumb and eating coptis again, so she was not reconciled. After a bit of struggle, Zou Jianfeng nodded to her on the side: "Sister You, I think you need to clarify this matter." ”
Tang Qingyou finally made up his mind to go to Ren Taichu to explain his "absence".
However, she could only stop at the level of "there is an urgent matter at home", and Ren Taichu said that she didn't believe anything. Gou Liang also rushed to Ren Taichu's office when he heard the voice, and came to a "face-to-face confrontation", after a verbal dispute, Gou Liang's vibrating words compared with Tang Qingyou's support, and made a judgment, plus Tang Qingyou's whole person was already on the verge of collapse, and he was in a hurry and touched his emotions, and it was inevitable that he lost a few golden beans, which fell another heavy advantage in the workplace. The balance of Ren Tai's original trust quickly fell to the side of the "Maxima" he had discovered.
At this "briefing", Gou Liang focused the debate on the false issue of "deliberately delaying urgent work", Tang Qingyou explained several times that those oral broadcasts were not urgent, but they were completely ignored. As a result, Tang Qingyou quickly fell into complete defeat, and lost the "hard work" since the opening preparations, and also lost the basic trust of Ren Taichu.
For Gou Liang, this is naturally not the result, but just the beginning. Everyone knows very well that in the future, Tang Qingyou will become the second Yao Wei, becoming another proof of "the death of the cunning rabbit, the cooking of the lackeys, the exhaustion of the birds, the hiding of the good bow, the destruction of the enemy country, and the death of the ministers".
In life, no matter how lonely and inseparable, there are always one or two confidants, three or five friends, who take the initiative to stand behind you when you are the most depressed and sad. It's just that Tang Qingyou didn't expect that the first ones to stand up were Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huan'er.
Zou Ni and the two have always existed in Tang Qingyou's life as subordinates, and suddenly one day, Tang Qingyou, a hard-working, resolute and resolute female boss who is extremely difficult to deal with, fell off the altar. However, these are two young people full of idealism and fighting spirit, and when they are "nitpicking" by Tang Qingyou in their daily work, the signals they receive are all about "exercise" and "growth". Therefore, when Tang Qingyou was in trouble, they stood up to help her. They can't help anything in the practical sense, so they ...... They took Tang Qingyou to the temple.
Three college students, intellectuals, and urban elite white-collar workers chose to turn to the gods when they encountered problems that they couldn't solve. This in itself is a piece of black humor.
Tang Qingyou thought that these two subordinates were going to take her out for a walk, at most they would just take a stroll around the old street, find a café to sit in a daze or something. I didn't expect these two young people's methods of relieving their emotions to be so nostalgic, and they were a little stunned for a while. But since he arrived at the gate of the temple, Tang Qingyou still preferred to believe it, went in and kowtowed a few times reverently, and added some sesame oil.
After completing the request for help from the gods, Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huaner really took Tang Qingyou to a café in the old street for two-way enlightenment - coincidentally, it was the "Jane Eyre" who went there.
Because it was Wei Wei who brought Tang Qingyou here the previous time, Jane Eyre's proprietress recognized Tang Qingyou at a glance, and specially explained that the front desk gave her a discount.
After Zou Jianfeng and Ni Huaner glanced at each other, Zou Jianfeng spoke: "Sister You, we originally wanted to ask if there was anything we could help with, but you see, we thought we could take you to a fresh and remote place to change your mood, but you brought us a discount instead." ”
Tang Qingyou asked a little puzzled: "So, what do you want to express?" ”
Zou Jianfeng glanced at Ni Huan'er again, and said with an expression of the code: "With Sister You's ability, you shouldn't encounter the current workplace problems. ”
Tang Qingyou chuckled, very reluctantly. After a long time, he replied: "The workplace is a Shura field, and there is nothing that should or shouldn't be." Now it seems that I am indeed inferior to others, and I am too naïve. ”
At this time, Ni Huan'er couldn't help it: "Sister You, have you figured out how to deal with the current work situation?" "Looking at her expression, she was really anxious.
Tang Qingyou knew that he was going to disappoint them, but he had no intention of fooling them or appeasing them, and said honestly: "I'm sorry, I'm really not in the mood to deal with it right now." I can't even see the move. Did you disappoint you? Since you took me out for a break today, it can be regarded as an opportunity to have a frank chat with each other, and my advice to you is that if Gou Liang asks you for tea and chat again, you will leave. Make a statement, and say a word to lead the horse. You are so young, you have unlimited and broad development space in the future, and you should not fall as soon as you leave school. ”
Ni Huan'er was even more anxious, and shouted directly: "Impossible! ”
Zou Jianfeng also expressed his attitude: "Sister You, we are not people who are good at hypocrisy and wrongdoing. From our point of view, what we see is that Sister You has done everything for the company, without any selfishness. The education from childhood to adulthood has not taught us how to draw a line with Sister You at this time. Even if this is really a catastrophe, then I," he glanced at Ni Huan'er and continued, "We, sacrifice our lives to accompany the gentleman." ”
Tang Qingyou's heart warmed, and he was really moved. However, where could the two young people in front of him who were worried really understand Tang Qingyou's mood.
Life and career, Tang Qingyou is facing the biggest challenges in this life at the moment. And her whole nerves, all her emotions, have long been tense to the point that they will break at any time. At this moment, it may be just a moment of numbness.
She was alone on her back on a mountain that no one could see, walking on a road full of thorns. The feeling of being out of breath and having nowhere to say is no different from the pain of cutting flesh with a blunt knife.
Tang Qingyou didn't want to explain more, so he turned his face and looked out the window of the café.
Suddenly, when she came back last time, out of sight, she found a small yellow building in the style of the Republic of China behind the side of the café, which was old and still hung with a sign. She picked up her mobile phone and found a suitable angle, embedded the corner of Xiaohuanglou and the café in the frame with the most matching proportions, clicked a picture and put it in the circle of friends, and originally wrote the sentence "Thank you, children" and finally changed it to "Thank you, friends".
At this time, Zhou Zhi, who had been bombed for two days, was still sending messages persistently after WeChat was blocked. Tang Qingyou accidentally swept the latest one: "You, please answer me." You really didn't give me the slightest chance to compensate and went to court? Whatever you do, I don't dare to stop it. Just want you to know that I'm genuine to you. ”
Even if Tang Qingyou had a fleeting good impression and illusion of Zhou Zhi, he had already turned the page. Now is different from the past, Tang Qing was stunned for a while, and he became more and more speechless about this absurd world.
Half a moment later, she turned her head and asked Zou Jianfeng, "What is that little yellow building?" ”
Zou Jianfeng said: "The old district court! Or the relics of the Republic of China! ”
Tang Qingyou's heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and she didn't know how long it would take, she made up her mind and sent a short message back to Zhou Zhi: "I won't ruin your future, because I don't want to ruin my life and life either." I will forget all the unpleasant things, and I will never want to see you again, and I will not want to have any contact with you again. You don't have to reply to the message, and don't contact you in the future. After sending it, his phone number was also blacklisted.