Chapter 211: Leave silently
The parting mood is always very sad, even though Yu Shiyan said that after dealing with the patient, she would come back as soon as possible, but Su Mo still cried and her eyes were red.
Before boarding, Su Mo hugged Yu Shiyan and refused to let go, "Little aunt, you must talk and count, don't disappear again, so that Momo can't find you, I have only one of your relatives left now!" ”
He Jingyan felt very uncomfortable when he heard this, isn't he her relative?
Yu Shiyan rubbed Su Mo's little face, "Silly boy, don't you still have Jing Yan and your younger brother Su Yi!" They won't leave you alone! ”
"But I just want my aunt!"
Yu Shiyan and He Jingyan both regarded Su Mo's words as coquettishness, and no one cared about it anymore.
However, when he came back from the airport and entered the rented room, Su Mo threw himself into He Jingyan's arms, stood on tiptoe, held his handsome face, and the soft lips were imprinted on his lips.
This is an extremely passionate kiss, Su Mo firmly grasps the initiative, but this kiss makes He Jingyan seem to smell a smell of parting, and his heart is faintly uneasy, so that he can't concentrate on tasting the sweetness in her mouth as before.
It has not regained the initiative as before.
Sure enough, when his thoughts were wandering, Su Mo let go of him and said lightly,
"Let's talk!"
He Jingyan was stunned, her voice was too cold, and the coldness made him shudder, and a bad premonition hit his heart.
"I'll make you something to eat first, and after lunch, we'll talk!" He was running away, and he didn't want to talk to her about it.
"No, let's talk about it now!" Su Mo insisted.
He Jingyan saw her resoluteness in her eyes, he knew that when she was strong, no one could convince her, and no one could change her mind!
Although I don't want to hear what she has to say next, I can only follow her!
poured half a cup of boiled water from the cold water bottle and handed it to Su Mo, and after a deep groan, he said,
"What do you want to talk about?"
Su Mo pursed her lips and walked to the chair on the side and sat down.
"You sit too!"
But she hasn't looked at He Jingyan, whether she doesn't dare to look at it or doesn't want to see it, even she doesn't know.
"I think, let's ......" seems to be looking for words, and seems to be silently giving himself courage, after saying these four words, there is no follow-up.
He Jingyan didn't urge, just waited quietly, or, more hopefully, didn't say what she said next.
However, Su Mo still said,
"Let's go apart!" The voice is small, but the tone is resolute.
Although she was mentally prepared and expected that she might mean this, when the fluttering tone reached her ears, He Jingyan was still stunned.
It seemed that the blood in his whole body was surging on the top of his head, and he had an urge to get angry, and even wanted to strangle the little conscience opposite!
His hand clenched into a fist at his side, suppressing the anger in his heart, staring at Su Mo for a moment.
And Su Mo didn't look up, and stopped for a while before continuing,
"I remember you warned me that if you broke up again, we really broke up, so, I didn't say break up, I just said separate...... Temporarily separated! ”
He Jingyan took a deep breath, fortunately, she was not sentenced to death, she said that she was separated temporarily, maybe she needed time to adapt to this sudden change, then he could give her time.
"For the time being, for how long? Term! ”
Su Mo lowered his head, "Five years!" ”
He Jingyan wants to scold, five years, in her Su Mo's cognition, five years is temporary?
"How many five years in life can you waste at will, Uncle and Su's mother have only been separated for two years and everything has changed, and you want to be separated from me for five years?"
"Su Mo, do you know how old I am in five years? It's all four! ”
"I know that my thoughts are cruel and unfair to you, but I can only do this!"
"Reason!"
Su Mo didn't answer him immediately, but said what she wanted to say to herself, "In the days when my mother just died, I was very confused, I didn't know where to go, and even hated my mother, really as she said, even if she died, she wouldn't let me be with you!" ”
"I think she deliberately gave up the idea of survival, just to make my conscience upset, and finally leave you!"
"So, I pretended to be crazy and stupid, and made myself look like a mentally ill person, I know that even if I am crazy, you will not ignore me, you will take care of me, and I will never abandon me, and my mother will be grateful to you if she knows! At the same time, she won't blame me for continuing to be with you in my delirium. ”
"But that day, after my aunt said everything, I suddenly understood my mother's hard work, she didn't love me, she didn't want me to be happy, but she was afraid that I wouldn't be happy!"
"After all, I am the daughter of a sinner, and I am not qualified to marry into your family, enjoy a comfortable life, and I am not qualified to be pampered by you! My mother must be afraid that after the matter is revealed, I will be looked down upon by your family and even you! ”
"But, I still can't let you go, what should I do? In the past two days, I have thought that I can atone for my father's sins, as long as I am by your side, even if I have no name, I will admit it! ”
Raised his head slightly, met the eyes full of anger, and smiled faintly,
"Look, I'm just saying this, you're already angry, although you can't bear it, but the anger in your eyes can't hide it from me! So, I know it's not going to work! ”
Hearing her say this, the anger in He Jingyan's heart dropped, and she seemed to understand the reason why she was going to separate temporarily, it was nothing more than wanting to let Mo Qingxiao under Jiuquan rest in peace, of course, it was more to convince herself.
"Tell me why it's five years?"
"At first, I thought about three years, even if we don't separate, I have to keep filial piety for my mother for these three years, the custom of Bincheng, three years of filial piety is not allowed to marry!"
"I can promise you that we will get a license for the wedding in three years! Even, I can not touch you for these three years, but allow me to take care of you! ”
Su Mo ignored He Jingyan's proposal,
"In addition, didn't your uncle return after two years of absence, although when he returned to Bincheng, my mother didn't know, everything has changed, but I still want to return these two years to him, so it's five years!"
also gave the He family a clean woman who did not change her original intention and waited for the return of the man, but just changed to a male protagonist.
He Jingyan really wants to scold her for this illogical theory, bullshit!
It's just that Su Mo said again, "I know that I am very cruel and selfish, and you also said that you will be almost forty years after five years, so in these five years, if you meet a woman who makes your heart and want to marry a wife and have children, I will not blame you, and it can only mean that we have no fate!" ”
However, she Su Mo will not change her mind and will always love him! If, five years later, he has not changed his mind and still loves her, then she will have a good reason to convince her mother and convince herself at her mother's grave!
There was a long silence that followed, neither of them spoke, but Su Mo could feel that the man opposite was angry, and she even heard him pinching the knuckles of his fingers.
"What if I don't agree?"
After the silence, He Jingyan spoke lightly, and there was a ruffian and angry tone in his tone.
Su Mo trembled, but still didn't dare to look into his eyes,
"If you don't agree, you have to agree, of course, you can imprison me, but then I won't be happy, I don't think you want to make me unhappy!"
At least for now, she firmly believes.
He Jingyan wrinkled his eyebrows, he really ate the little things.
He really doesn't want her to be unhappy, he likes to listen to her silver bell-like laughter, likes to see her heartless smile, and likes her cuteness!
"Even if I guessed wrong, you really imprisoned me, I would have found a way to escape! You know, my ability to survive on my own is actually very poor, and even if I escape your captivity, my life must be very difficult, so don't push me! ”
It's really sealed all roads for He Jingyan, even though he didn't think about imprisoning her.
It's only five years, and he thinks he can wait.
"I promise you!"
"Thank you!" Su Mo held back her tears, "Tomorrow, I will go back to the company to go through the resignation procedures, these five years, we don't have any contact, don't interfere with each other, five years later, on my mother's death day, goodbye!" ”
He Jingyan's brows were so twisted that he could catch a fly, and he thought for a while before saying, "You don't have to leave, I'll go!" ”
Su Mo's tears fell, and he said that he was leaving, but what she thought was that after she left the glory, she would at least be able to hear about him from Xie Aiyuan.
At least he's still in Ben City, and she can sneak somewhere to see him.
It is also possible to breathe the air of a city together.
However, he said that if he left, would he go to the Shanghai headquarters?
Seeing her eyes wandering, she was still a little panicked.
He Jingyan said lightly, "You also said that your ability to live independently is not strong, it is very chaotic outside, and I don't feel at ease if you go to other companies." ”
"Don't forget that Li Jinhai took you on a business trip to Shanghai in the first place! If it weren't for me, the consequences would be unimaginable, and I wouldn't dare to bet! ”
Su Mo pursed her lips and said nothing, of course she didn't forget, she no longer resented Li Jinhai, but it was just because that person was He Jingyan.
But this incident has always scared her, at present, she is still a rookie in the workplace, and she still can't cope with the complicated situation, and even because of his protection for a period of time, her adaptability has not only not grown, but even regressed.
It doesn't matter if he stays in Brilliant, he is at the headquarters in Shanghai, and it is not difficult to find out about him.
He Jingyan sat for a while and was about to leave, but when he walked to the door, he suddenly stopped,
"You're not afraid alone?"
Su Mo's tears rolled in his eyes, and he still remembered what she was afraid of.
How could she not be afraid?
However, people always have to adapt to everything and grow up.
"Don't be afraid!"
The big deal is that I don't sleep all night, and I just get used to it gradually.
"Don't be stubborn, I'm really scared, just call me, I'll chat with you!" Having said that, He Jingyan knew that she would not call him, no matter how afraid she was.
"Why don't you ask Xiao Li to come over and accompany you?"
"No, one day when you have to face someone, finding someone to be your companion is not a long-term solution!"
He Jingyan didn't say anything more and left silently.