Chapter 210: The older you get, the more lonely you become

Soon Su Mo came out, shook the water in his hand, and walked towards the outside of the suite, He Jingyan followed behind her, it seemed that she was very calm and normal, but he felt that she was abnormal, but he couldn't tell what was abnormal.

"Auntie, what are you eating?" Sniffing his little nose, he sat down next to Yu Shiyan and put his head on Yu Shiyan's shoulder.

When she heard the movement, Yu Shiyan put down the chopsticks in her hand and observed Su Mo's every move.

Seeing her snuggling up to her affectionately, she rubbed her little head.

"Tell my aunt, is there anything uncomfortable?"

Su Mo shook his head and covered his little appetite again, "I'm hungry here, is it uncomfortable?" ”

"What do you say?" Yu Shiyan patted Su Mo,

"Jing Yan said, you haven't eaten well these days, you can't eat too greasy and too hard, so I asked you for porridge, do you want to eat some?"

"Hmmm! Want! Su Mo stretched out her little paws to reach the lunch box on the coffee table, He Jingyan hurriedly opened it, put half a bowl of porridge for her, and was about to hand it to her, but was blocked by Yu Shiyan.

Su Mo looked at her aunt puzzled, is this not for her to eat? Hungry for her?

He Jingyan also looked at Yu Shiyan suspiciously, not understanding her intentions.

Yu Shiyan looked at Su Mo with a slight smile, "Want to eat?" ”

"Hmm!" Su Mo nodded heavily. She wanted to eat, she wanted to eat, she wanted to eat very much.

"Then you tell your aunt that before you went to bed, you heard everything I said very clearly, right? First of all, what do you feel in your heart right now? ”

He Jingyan furrowed his brows, why did Doctor Yu ask now, can't he wait for Su Mo to finish eating? It's easy for her to have a desire to eat, what if she doesn't want to eat if she asks this question?

However, Yu Shiyan is a psychologist, and since she asked like this, she had the intention of asking so, so He Jingyan didn't say anything, just stared at Su Mo, waiting for her to answer.

Su Mo resisted his head, then raised his head, and looked directly at Yu Shiyan with both eyes.

"Little aunt, don't worry, I'm not so fragile, I'm very sober now! My mom has passed away, and she has experienced unforgettable love in her life, but she can't love it! My father, the person I love and respect the most, I have always thought that his compromise is his love for my mother! ”

smiled wryly, "But no, he does love my mother very much, but it's more to make up for it, to make up for the consequences of his impulsiveness back then!" ”

looked at He Jingyan, his eyes were fixed in his beautiful eyes, "Perhaps, all of you think that my father is a sinner and deserves death, but I still love him, because he is my father and has always loved me, no matter what rebellious things he has done, but he is always a qualified good father!" ”

Turned his eyes and looked at Yu Shiyan again, "Little aunt, in fact, I pretended to be before!" ”

This sentence did not make Yu Shiyan anything, but He Jingyan was very surprised, she said that she was pretending! She was never delirious?

"I really can't stand my mom's sudden death! At first, I thought she didn't want me to be happy because she didn't like me, and punished me with her death! ”

"I'm afraid of her, but I love her, she's dead, I don't know how to face this, and I even hope that there is a time shuttle, there can really be, the so-called multi-dimensional balance space, so that I can go back, see her again, and ask why all this is!"

"However, the truth is that there is no such possibility, so I deceived myself and pretended to be garlic, in order to make myself feel better!"

"However, I can now understand my mother's painstaking efforts!"

understands that her mother doesn't want her to be happy, but is afraid that she will not be happy, after all, she is Su Bingsheng's child, a child of a sinner who robbed Uncle He Jingyan's beloved woman, and her mother is afraid that she will marry into the He family, once the past thing is revealed, she will be disliked by the He family because of her father's mistakes back then!

It may even be kicked out of the house by the He family.

Yu Shiyan touched Su Mo's head, "Okay, my aunt confirms that you really have no problem, so it's time to eat!" ”

He Jingyan handed the bowl containing porridge to Su Mo like a treasure.

"Thank you!"

Su Mo took it and thanked her naturally, but it made He Jingyan extremely uncomfortable, when did she ever be so polite to her? It seems that it was when he helped her in the first chance encounter, and in the future, no matter what he did for her, she would take it for granted.

And he prefers the kind of snorting that she takes for granted!

Seeing that she had eaten all the porridge in the bowl, He Jingyan wanted to add more to her, but Su Mo shook his head,

"Don't eat yet! I haven't eaten on time for so long, I'm afraid that I will eat too much at one time and hook up the old stomach disease! ”

Then, he raised his eyes and looked at Yu Shiyan, "Little aunt, can you just stay in Bincheng and not leave?" ”

"It doesn't seem like it's okay, Momo," Yu Shiyan held Su Mo's hand,

"My psychiatric clinic is in Shanghai, and the patients there need me!"

"Oh!" Su Mo looked regretful.

"However, I can stay with you for a while, and in the future, I can come back often, and you can also go to Shanghai with Jing Yan to see my little aunt!"

Su Mo didn't answer, but looked around the room, "What about Su Yi?" Got home? ”

"No, he's next door!" He Jingyan said where Su Yi was, but he didn't say that he was with his uncle and had already recognized each other from father to son.

"Next door?" Su Mo raised her eyebrows, remembering that before she fell asleep, He Zhenhuan seemed to have come and fainted, so was Su Yi accompanying him next door?

"Momo, Su Yi is in the next ward, chatting with his biological father, they know each other!"

Yu Shiyan said it for He Jingyan, what he didn't say!

He Jingyan locked Su Mo's face tightly, wanting to see her reaction after hearing the news.

Su Mo nodded very calmly, "That's good, although Su Yi didn't say it, but I know that he has always been curious about what kind of person his biological father is, and he is eager to see him!" ”

"It's okay now," Qiao smiled and looked at He Jingyan, "Your uncle is a famous painter, and he will definitely be able to help Su Yi develop in the future." ”

"I'm happy for him!"

With that, he touched his body.

"What are you looking for?"

"Where's my phone?"

He Jingyan took out Su Mo's mobile phone from his pocket, "I'm here, but it's out of power!" Mine, it looks like I fell in the car, who are you going to call? I'll go and get it for you. ”

"Forget it, don't worry, ask Su Yi if he has a charger with him in a while, and then talk about charging it!"

Yu Shiyan took out her mobile phone from her pocket and handed it to Su Mo, "Use my aunt's, do you remember the number of the person you want to call?" ”

Su Mo scratched the top of her head, "I don't call, I just search for housing rental information on the Internet!" ”

"You want to rent a house?" This sentence was asked by Yu Shiyan and He Jingyan in unison.

Su Mo nodded, "Well, I can't always stay in the hospital, and besides, I'm not sick, am I?" ”

I can't tell if it's a bitter smile or a light smile.

"I don't want to go back to the old house, I feel uncomfortable when I come to the scene, and then I come back, my mother has promised to make a wedding room for Su Yi there before her death, and I can't live there."

Although he recognized his father, he may not need that house, and his father will definitely buy him a big house to marry a daughter-in-law. However, since my mother promised to give it to him, then she would give it to him, and even if he didn't live it, he could sell it for cash and keep it for himself. ”

"Mo, we can go back to our home!" He Jingyan had a vague bad premonition, and reminded her in time that she still had a home that belonged to the two of them.

Su Mo lowered his head and said in a small voice, "I don't want to go back there for the time being, there are traces of my mother's life everywhere!" ”

He Jingyan was relieved, she was still afraid that she would see things and think about people.

"Okay, leave the matter of renting a house to me, and it will be done soon!"

"No, I want to do it myself!"

"People always have to grow up," the longer you get, the more lonely you are, which really responds to this lyric.

"I can't rely on anyone else for everything!"

The words were very reasonable, but He Jingyan was very uncomfortable to listen to, he wanted to say, you can always rely on me, but in the end he didn't speak.

At this moment, although she looked very sensible, He Jingyan felt that she was still immersed in a kind of sadness and melancholy.

It's better to follow her, she can do whatever she wants, he won't interfere, but it doesn't mean that he won't help her solve all the problems behind her back.

So, soon, the house was rented.

It's just that He Jingyan feels that Su Mo is very satisfied with this set, which is just one bedroom and one living room, which is too small.

But he still didn't express any objections, anyway, it was only temporary, and sooner or later they would have to move back to their house.

Time is the best medicine, after a while, Su Mo fully adapted, and also diluted the sadness of her mother's departure, and naturally returned to their home, the least good, you can buy a new one.

It's just that there are bits and pieces of his life with her, which makes him a little reluctant.

Three days later, Su Mo was discharged from the hospital and moved to a newly rented house, she didn't even go back to the old house to pick up her things, but made a list and asked Su Yi to bring it over.

But between words and deeds, Su Yi noticed that Su Mo was alienated from him, not only him, but also He Jingyan, and Li Xinyang, who came to see her, with a touch of alienation.

She is just more intimate with Yu Shiyan alone, and she clings to her aunt almost all the time.

After packing up and having dinner, Su Yi and Li Xinyang left.

He Jingyan had to leave until nearly ten o'clock, there was one room and one living room, and Yu Shiyan had to stay with Su Mo, and there was no place for him to live.

I wanted to make do with the floor in the small living room, but Su Mo said that there were no extra bedding and pillows, and the implication was obvious, and he didn't want him to stay.

Helpless, He Jingyan could only go back to their original home, staying alone in the empty room, unable to sleep.

A week later, Yu Shiyan received a call from her assistant, saying that there was a patient with multiple personalities, and the situation was repeated, and she continued to go back for psychological intervention.

She had to return to Shanghai, which was undoubtedly good news for He Jingyan.

He felt that he could finally sleep with Su Mo in his arms!