Lan Xintong has always been a good child in the eyes of parents, relatives and friends, neighbors, teachers and classmates, well-behaved, sensible, quiet, she has never contradicted her parents since she was a child, even if she is dissatisfied with some of her parents' words and practices, she will not say anything, but she is such a good girl, today it is rare to let go of the corner of Mi Zixuan's clothes and stretch out his hand to hold his hand, look at him with a smile, and then say to his parents: "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I can't listen to you this time, I'll go with him." ”

Lan Daqing covered his chest and said with a sad face: "You ......"

Mi Zixuan interrupted him and said, "She has grown up, and she is no longer the little girl who chases after your ass all day long." Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan let go of his hand and picked up the photo frame on Lan Xintong's desk, which was a photo of her when she was a child, he walked up to Lan Daqing and handed him the photo frame and said: "Look at the photo, you are looking at her, she has really grown up, she has ideals, she has her pursuit, you can't shelter her under your wings forever, she will fly one day, to find her happiness, to chase her dreams, to soar in a broader sky, you have to admit that you are old." ”

The last sentence smashed into Lan Daqing and Ji Yanjun's chests like a giant hammer, the force was so great that their bodies trembled, looking at the daughter in the photo, it was her full moon photo, she was so small at that time, but now? She's taller than herself, she's older, we're old.

Mi Zixuan raised his head and said: "I know that you are for her good, so I have planned for her what you think is a broad road, in your mind, she will follow your arrangement, so that she will not take more detours, will not suffer losses, will not be wronged, will be happy for a lifetime, will be safe for a lifetime, and will not be hit in this world for a lifetime."

You always want to give her the best, you always want to shelter her under your wings.

Think about your parents, how could they not be like this? But did you listen? ”

Lan Daqing closed his eyes and sighed long, he didn't listen to his parents, he took too many detours, he suffered too much, he hit his head in this world, and only then did he have today's comprehension, comprehension of this world, comprehension of life, comprehension of life, Ji Yanjun is the same, who hasn't been young? Who hasn't been young and frivolous?

Mi Zixuan lit a cigarette again: "Growing up always has to pay a price, it will only understand when it hurts, it will mature when it hurts, she is older, she needs to see the world, the wonderful world, the world full of warm sunshine, but it is also a dirty world, she needs to pay the price for her growth, this is what everyone has to experience."

Or many years later, when she hits her head and bleeds, she will regret why she didn't listen to you in the first place, and she will complain that I said these things to you today.

But I still hope that she will go out, she will pay the price, but there will be a harvest day, and what she needs is to face the storm on her own, not to hide under your wings forever, to be a bird that can never fly.

She has her dreams, and if she has a dream, she should chase it, how can she know if she can achieve it if she doesn't chase it? Even if you can't achieve it, you won't regret it years later.

If she follows the course you set for her, and years later she looks enviously at those dazzling models in the spotlight, will she blame you? Do you think that if it wasn't for your obstruction, she would have become such a person, instead of the housewife who deals with firewood, rice, oil and salt all day long. ”

Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan walked to the wall and pointed to the award certificate above: "She is actually very good, she is fully capable of being admitted to a good university, and then enjoy a good college time like other girls, but she gave up because of the conditions at home, she is actually very sensible, she knows that you are very hard and tired, and she doesn't want you to work hard for her, so she chose to go to a health school instead of high school."

She is paying for this family, she has also lost a chance to change her life, and now there is another opportunity in front of her, do you still want her to give up? How many times do you want her to give up? ”

Lan Daqing closed his eyes painfully and said, "Don't say it, don't say it." The last sentence was almost shouted, he knew that he owed his daughter too much, too much, this family dragged her down, even affected her, since she was a child, she has no way to compare with other children, other people's children have beautiful new clothes, she doesn't, others have dolls, she still doesn't, and even in terms of eating, she doesn't eat as well as other people's children.

She can only look at others with envy, but she will never cry and argue with her parents that she needs these things willfully and ignorantly.

Lan Daqing remembers very well that when her daughter was in the third year of junior high school, she was looking forward to high school and college with joy like other children, but when she told her if she could not go to high school and go to the health school, she didn't say anything, she agreed directly, and she did the same as before after that day, but Lan Daqing heard her daughter's desperately suppressed cry more than once at night.

Lan Daqing knew better that his daughter's smile was forced out after that day, and he felt pain in his heart, but he couldn't do anything for his daughter, so he could only watch her give up her studies and go to some health school.

Mi Zixuan is right, this family owes her, she has given up too much, she is older, she should leave her side to fly, to find her dreams, to find the sky that belongs to her, to find the wonderful that belongs to her.

Ji Yanjun thought that tears were raining down at this time, and so was Lan Xintong.

Mi Zixuan sighed and said: "Let her go, let her fight to break through, being a model is not ashamed, and it is not unethical, when you see her on TV one day, I think you will be proud and proud to have such a daughter." ”

Lan Daqing's seven-foot man was in tears at this time, he wiped a handful of tears and sat down, and said in a weak and weak tone: "Go, go!" ”

……

Three days later, Mi Zixuan sat in the courtyard and looked at the sky, he seemed to hear the whistle of the train, and in a few minutes Lan Xintong would leave the small county town alone to chase her dreams, her ideals, and her wonderful.

Mi Zixuan didn't know if she was wrong or right to do this, Lan Xintong would suffer a lot when she was outside, she was only eighteen years old and she was going to start seeing the ugly side of this world, which was unfair to her, but she should fly, she should fly, leave this small place, and go to the wider sky to soar.

Huang Lingyun walked out, saw his son and sighed, "Aren't you going to send her?" ”

Mi Zixuan forced a smile and said: "Mom, you know, I hate parting the most, forget it, I won't go, it's not that she won't come back." ”

Huang Lingyun sat next to his son and said, "What you said to Lan Xintong's parents that day, they told me and your father, you are old and sensible, but don't you want to think about yourself?" ”

Mi Zixuan smiled bitterly: "Thinking about myself? I'm not very good, what can I think about. ”

Huang Lingyun sighed and said: "You had this attitude when the girl of the Liang family left, and now that Lan Xintong is gone, you still have this attitude, son, you tell your mother the truth, do you like them or not?" ”

Mi Zixuan looked at the sky and said blankly: "Mom, I don't know." ”

Huang Lingyun rubbed his son's short hair and said: "Sometimes people should think about themselves, don't always think about others, you have to feel more distressed and feel sorry for yourself." ”

Mi Zixuan smiled: "I know Mom." ”

……

Mi Zixuan felt that he was a lone star, Liang Xianyu was gone, Xiang Qixuan was gone, Lan Xintong was also gone, Ning Yuze was angry with him and left, this was not at all the same as what he thought when he was first reborn, he thought that he would still be surrounded by beauties in this life, just like in the previous life, he did encounter a lot of beauties, but after a circle, there was not a single confidante around, all gone, all gone, leaving him in this small county.

In the dead of night, there was only one guy who said that wolves were not wolves, Mi Zixuan didn't know why this was so, this was completely different from what he thought, very different, quite different, he should have selfishly left Liang Xianyu, Xiang Qixuan, and Lan Xintong, and let them accompany him all day long, but he didn't, he let them go.

Lu Jiayi didn't know when she sat next to Mi Zixuan, the little girl sighed first, and then said, "Don't be sad, there is still me." ”

Mi Zixuan looked sideways at Lu Jiayi and said angrily: "Bean sprouts, hurry up and go to school, don't bother me with this." ”

Lu Jiayi immediately complained angrily: "Aunt Huang, he said me again, you don't care about him?" ”

So there was another flurry of chickens and dogs jumping at home.

……

Mi Zixuan went to the hospital, and along the way, he seemed to keep hearing the whistle of the train, as well as Lan Xintong's reluctant eyes.

Let's go, let's fly, chase your dreams, and find your own wonderful!

When he arrived at the hospital, Mi Zixuan's mobile phone rang, and it was Lan Xintong who called, and neither of the two people spoke after answering, but Mi Zixuan heard a noisy sound in the train carriage.

I don't know how long it took for Lan Xintong's choked voice to come: "I'm leaving, you take care of yourself, when I come back, I will definitely come back, when I come back, are you okay with me, please." ”

Mi Zixuan smiled, he only replied with an "um", and then hung up the phone, looking at the blue sky, Mi Zixuan suddenly smiled brightly, there is parting, there is reunion, there is nirvana, there is rebirth.

And on this day, Mi Zixuan officially rotated to a foreign department, and he was taken by a doctor in his forties named Xie Tianning, who had one thing in common with Mi Zixuan - they were both smokers.

After the two people met, Mi Zixuan called him Lao Xie, he called Mi Zixuan Xiaomi, and then the two of them glanced at each other, and slipped to the duty room while the director was not paying attention and began to swallow clouds and mist.

But it didn't take long for Director Lu Pengyu's roaring voice to sound in the corridor: "Xie Tianning, where did you die?" Don't know about ward rounds? Get the hell out of here. ”

Judging from Lu Pengyu's yelling in front of Xie Tianning, who was in his forties, in front of so many people, the relationship between the two was very bad, and Mi Zixuan pondered that he was going to follow Xie Tianning unlucky.