Chapter 212: Am I Wrong?
First love is indeed beautiful and unforgettable, but many people's first love turns around after many years, and it is just a fleeting meteor, although beautiful, but it can never be held in their hands.
Lan Xintong's first love is the same, looking back, it was just a joke that youth played with her, Hua Shuxin disappointed her too much, maybe he was not a bad person, but he was too young, too young, too ignorant of love, he couldn't give Lan Xintong a sense of security, whether it was a woman or a girl, in fact, what she needed most was a sense of security, but unfortunately the young Hua Shuxin couldn't give it to her.
But Mi Zixuan gave it to her, he is not much older than Lan Xintong, very young, and even looks a little green, he doesn't even have embarrassing stubble, and there is only a layer of pale black fluff on his mouth, but he has a soul that sees all the joys and sorrows of the world, love and hate, an old soul, a mature soul, a soul that his young body should not have.
The two of them have not known each other for a long time, but Mi Zixuan still gave her a sense of security, the kind of security that a man can make a woman feel at ease, in Lan Xintong's opinion, no matter what happens to her, Mi Zixuan will help her solve it, and will block in front of her, and block all the storms with his not too broad shoulders.
She was reluctant to leave him, she was afraid of leaving him, no one would shield herself from the wind and rain like him, she was even more afraid that the world without him would be dark and dark, so Lan Xintong didn't want to go, even if she lost her ideals, she suddenly wanted to be his little tail, chasing behind him all her life, laughing with him, crying with him, growing old with him, and seeing the vicissitudes of the world with him.
Mi Zixuan understood Lan Xintong's thoughts, and suddenly said coldly: "I'm not your nanny, I'm not your anyone, I have no responsibility or obligation to take care of you for the rest of my life, Lan Xintong wake up." ”
Still saying this, Mi Zixuan opened the door and walked in, Lan Xintong suddenly shouted behind him: "You lied to people, you lied to people, you said that you would take care of me for the rest of your life." ”
Mi Zixuan turned around violently, glared at Lan Xintong angrily, and suddenly grabbed her collar very roughly, and said loudly: "I didn't say that I would take care of you for the rest of my life, no." Speaking of this, he stared at Lan Xintong like a beast and said, "I'm like other men, I just want to possess you, possess you, do you understand?" ”
Mi Zixuan suddenly yelled viciously, which scared Lan Xintong, she looked at the person in front of her blankly, he was so familiar, but it was so vague, and his appearance was terrible at this time.
Mi Zixuan suddenly dragged her in, pushed her down on the bed, turned around and kicked the door shut, he pulled his clothes roughly, and roared: "I just want to possess you, you will understand immediately." ”
Lan Xintong suddenly jumped up and pushed Mi Zixuan away, she covered her ears with her hands and said, "You lie to people, you lie to people." ”
Lan Xintong's cry, the sound of closing the door sounded in the corridor, and also sounded in Mi Zixuan's ears, he slowly took out a cigarette and lit one, his hand trembled slightly at this time, Mi Zixuan stepped to the window and opened the window, and then sat in the window, letting the knife-like cold wind disrupt his black hair, the cigarette butt flickered in the cold wind, and the curtains were whistling by the cold wind.
Mi Zixuan's thoughts drifted through time and space, back to that yellowed era, and a girl cried and shouted: "You lie to people, you lie to people." Then he cried and ran away like Lan Xintong.
The white smoke spewed out along Mi Zixuan's snort, fast and urgent, but it was quickly dispersed by the cold wind and disappeared into this dark winter night.
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The next day, Mi Zixuan drove the car, sat in the back seat with red and swollen eyes, and Lan Xintong, who held his knees with both hands and did not say a word, returned to the county seat.
Lan Xintong received 5,000 yuan, a business card, and an opportunity to participate in the Victoria's Secret Angel selection.
What Mi Zixuan gained was that he was angry and left Ning Yuze, and injured Lan Xintong, and he smoked cigarettes one after another along the way, also without saying a word, and the car was terrifyingly quiet.
When he arrived at the mouth of the alley where Lan Xintong's house was located, Lan Xintong held his bag and watched Mi Zixuan get into the car, start, and then leave, crystal tears fell, floating away in this cold winter.
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The seasoning package was developed, but Mi Zixuan was suddenly not interested in giving it to his parents, and he sat in the laboratory in a daze and smoked one after another.
The verbose Luo Luo was rarely silent, and the room was very quiet, very quiet, so quiet that it was audible to drop a pin.
In the evening, Mi Zixuan dragged his tired body home, Mi Dayong looked at him with an unkind face, and wanted to have an attack immediately, but suddenly found that his son was very wrong today, and swallowed the words on his lips hard.
Mi Zixuan returned to his room without saying a word, lying on the bed, seeing that Mi Zixuan also noticed that something was wrong with him, he screamed twice and put his head on the two front paws.
Mi Zixuan sat next to it and touched its head for a while, muttering to himself, "Am I wrong? Am I really doing something wrong? ”
All he responded to was the sad "woo" of the!
The door opened at this moment, Huang Lingyun walked in with a bowl of noodles, put it on Mi Zixuan's old desk that had already lost paint, looked sideways at his son and sighed: "Son, what's wrong with you?" ”
Mi Zixuan squeezed out a somewhat ugly smile and said, "Not much!" ”
Huang Lingyun sighed and sat down beside him to help him straighten his hair and said, "Your father was angry today, if it weren't for you like this, I guess I would have scolded you." ”
Without waiting for Mi Zixuan to ask what was wrong, Huang Lingyun revealed the mystery: "What auto show did you say you took Lan Xintong to?" She also lied to her mother about going to a free clinic, isn't it good to be a nurse? Now she is clamoring to go abroad to participate in some model audition, Lan Xintong and her mother are so angry that they call your dad, do you think your dad can not be angry? ”
Mi Zixuan took out a cigarette, lit it and took a puff and said, "Just because of this?" ”
Huang Lingyun hurriedly said: "This matter is still small?" ”
Mi Zixuan stood up and said, "I know, I'll go out." ”
Huang Lingyun hurriedly said: "Eh, where are you going at night?" Son...... Son ......"
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The Lan family was under dark clouds at this time, Lan Xintong was sitting on the chair with red and swollen eyes, the ground was in a mess, the dishes and dishes were shattered, and the food was thrown everywhere, Lan Daqing's eyes were red and panting like a wounded beast, there was anger, pain, and incomprehension in his eyes.
Ji Yanjun sat on the side and looked at the mess on the ground in a daze, without saying a word, his face was ugly and terrifying.
The knock on the door suddenly sounded, and Lan Daqing said angrily: "There is no one at home, they are all dead." ”
Ji Yanjun came back to her senses, looked at her husband, and then at her daughter, sighed and walked out, and when she opened the door, she found that it was Mi Zixuan, who was stunned at first, and said angrily the next second: "What are you doing here?" ”
Mi Zixuan's face was not very good-looking, and he said with a cigarette in his mouth: "Come and see the excitement." After speaking, he pushed Ji Yanjun away and walked in.
Ji Yanjun said angrily: "You go out for me, get out!" ”
Mi Zixuan ignored it, went directly into the house, and saw a mess on the ground, as well as Lan Xintong who was sitting on the side, he directly pulled a chair and sat on the side and said, "Why don't you continue?" continued to scold, continued to say that she was immoral, continued to say that she was embarrassed, and it was really not good to beat her. ”
Lan Daqing was so angry by these words that he trembled, patted the kang and roared: "You get out of here, get out, you don't have to worry about our family's affairs." ”
Mi Zixuan smoked cigarette after puff, and the smoke rose to make people see his expression clearly.
"You don't want her to go, do you? I hope she will follow the path you have chosen for her, become a nurse, and then live a few years to get married and have children, and live her whole life, right? Mi Zixuan's voice was so cold that there was no trace of human emotion.
Ji Yanjun shouted: "Isn't the road we arranged for her bad?" I have to be a model, dress like that and let a bunch of people see her, she is shameless, we still have to face that, can you not get involved in Mi Zixuan's affairs in our family? ”
Mi Zixuan smiled coldly, looked sideways at Lan Xintong and said, "Pack up your things, pack up and follow me." ”
Lan Xintong immediately stood up.
Lan Daqing roared angrily: "What are you going to do? ”
Mi Zixuan put the cigarette butt under his feet and said, "Don't worry, you won't let her go abroad to be a model, don't you want her to be a nurse?" Don't you want her to get married and have children? Okay, I'll arrange the nurse's affairs for her, don't find someone else to get married, I'll marry her, and we'll start working hard tonight to make sure you can hold your grandson next year. ”
No one expected Mi Zixuan to say such a thing, Lan Daqing was stunned, Ji Yanjun was also stunned, and Lan Xintong looked at Mi Zixuan in disbelief.
Lan Daqing really wants to say what are you bragging? What does it take for you to make her a nurse? But he can't say this when it comes to his mouth, he knows very well how hard Mi Zixuan is in the county, he crashed a car, hit someone, the police protected him, the traffic police repaired his car, he is still the director of the Hongqi Canning Factory, it may be difficult for others to enter the county hospital as a formal nurse, but for Mi Zixuan, it is estimated that he is a person of one sentence.
Say you don't agree with your daughter marrying him? His daughter has been with him for several days, lonely men and widows together, Lan Daqing doesn't believe that nothing has happened, it's not good, his daughter already has his blood in her stomach, do you let her daughter beat? When this news spreads, do you still have the face to see your neighbors?
Mi Zixuan suddenly roared angrily: "Lan Xintong, what did you say you didn't hear? Pack your things. ”
Lan Xintong immediately picked up the bag she took when she came back, and the contents were not taken out at all, and then walked to Mi Zixuan's side, dragging the corners of her clothes stiffly, with a posture that if you let me go with you, I will go with you.
Seeing her daughter like this, Lan Daqing was so angry that her body trembled.
Ji Yanjun was afraid that her husband would be angry, so she hurriedly took a few steps over and stroked his chest and persuaded: "Eliminate your anger, eliminate your anger." After speaking, he hurriedly shouted to Lan Xintong: "Why do you want to make your father angry?" Don't give it to me yet. ”