[Chapter 13: Experience] (1) A class of people
The lights of the city are so beautiful, neon colors, all the streets, buildings, viaducts...... It seems that they all have souls, and then reflecting the soft moonlight in the sky, it seems that the night of the city is so shining, as if the stars have come to the city from the sky to play.
However, at this moment, all the star-like scenes in front of Tang Qingyou's eyes were paste, and after she wiped her tears, her eyes would immediately fill up by themselves, and the intensity of the tear gland's work this night had reached the peak of this life.
Walking barefoot on the street, stepping on the sand from time to time to cut my feet, the soles of my feet hurt and hurt. But at the moment, the pain was nothing to her. She had no idea what else she could do except walk aimlessly now.
The encounters that she had never imagined, and the uncontrollable and unpredictable future, were like two mountains pressing on her heart, pressing her breathlessly and unable to think.
Maybe you can go to the lake and take a leap.
The lake, half a city away.
The lake is not cold this season. I've lost a lot of weight lately, so I think it's going to sink easily, right?
She walked as she thought, and she didn't know how long she had walked, and she was numb from her legs to her whole body, and her tears had dried. Looking at the already cloudy sky, there are still several miles away from the lake.
In the morning light, a taxi stopped beside her, and the driver poked his head out and shouted, "Miss Tang? ”
Tang Qingyou was slightly stunned, she didn't understand how the driver knew her surname was Tang, and she didn't recognize the familiarity with her eyes. I was inexplicably a little scared, and subconsciously took another step back to the sidewalk.
"Miss Tang, you don't remember me, do you? Xiao Qin, who used to often deliver food to you! I still remember your address. The driver said and reported her address, which was exactly the same.
Tang Qingyou took a few steps forward, looked at him carefully, and finally remembered that the last takeaway before the Spring Festival was delivered by this little brother who was a little chattering, and at that time he said that he was going to change careers and open a taxi.
Tang Qingyou took a breath, tried to maintain a normal tone and said to the other party: "Thank you, I didn't bring my mobile phone or wallet, so I may not be able to pay the fare." ”
"It's okay Miss Tang, who doesn't have a little difficulty when you go out? In the past, you often took care of my work, and today I thank you for taking a ride! Don't put the watch out, I'll send you home! Get in the car! ”
"But I'm ...... now I'm going...... Friend's house. Tang Qingyou hesitated for a long time and temporarily found a place for himself. But I couldn't tell the specific address. Where can she go now? In the middle of the night, go to Minglan? Vivi? Or which colleague? was entangled, and Xiao Qin's driver urged again: "Let's get in the car first!" Think about the address, don't worry, I'll open slowly. You can start with a direction, and I'll think about the specific address while I drive you. ”
Tang Qingyou got into the car, and after talking about the lakeside, he added a little distractedly: "East of the lakeside, Dijing Garden." ”
Xiao Qin glanced at the rearview mirror and said, "If you're tired, just squint for a while!" When it's time for me to call you! He drove on the road and saw Tang Qingyou walking barefoot from a distance, with his hair draped and his face pale, if he hadn't recognized people, he would have been able to hit a ghost for himself. As a member of the floating city, he struggled to imagine what would happen to a single young woman walking down the street in such a dejected way at this time. With his limited life experience and imagination, he could only judge that the young lady in front of him was either out of love or unemployed, so he stopped the car and did a good deed every day.
Tang Qingyou shook his head: "It'll be here in a while, no need." ”
Xiao Qin observed his words, and first asked Lehehe: "Miss Tang, you should be a little older than me, can I call you Sister Tang?" ”
Tang Qingyou nodded: "Of course you can." ”
On the way, Xiao Qin's driver continued his chatter style and shared his life experience: "When we come to the city to work, we are actually here to wander, without our own house or even relatives by our side. In order to save money for the driver's license test throughout the year, I often only eat one meal a day, I lost dozens of pounds of hunger, and my mother cried when I went home for the New Year, as if I had suffered a lot of sin, in fact, what is it, isn't it just hungry for a month or two, and finally I saved enough money to take the money to take the driver's license and successfully changed careers, how good do you think? Now I'm also a skilled person! Seriously, Sister Tang, I especially envy a cultural person like you, who understands so much, and can earn several times our income by tapping on the computer with a pen, but unfortunately I didn't study hard when I was a child, and now it's too late, I often think that if I have a next life, I must study hard, I want to be the top student in the college entrance examination, and I want to work in a large enterprise. Sister Tang? ”
Tang Qingyou sighed and said, "You work hard. If you work hard, you will definitely gain something, and your life will get better and better. ”
"Thank you!" Xiao Qin's voice was quite bright, and he always sounded a little happy, "I remember that I saw you working overtime to get documents when I delivered food to you several times, and you worked very hard, and you will definitely get better and better!" ”
"I also promise your good words." Tang Qingyou replied a little absent-mindedly.
Xiao Qin observed his words and tried to continue to Pudu Tang Qingyou: "You who sit in the office, there should be a lot of troubles that we don't understand, right?" But it's okay, you don't have to be exposed to the wind and sun, the most you have to suffer is not to lose a love, lose a job or something, life is so long, your starting point is so much higher than those of us who are not educated, naturally there is nothing that can't be passed, right? ”
When Tang Qingyou heard this, he finally realized that the little driver was comforting himself. She didn't expect that the kindness and warmth she received in the most painful moment of her life would come from a stranger who was only a few faces. She couldn't tell the other party about her suffering and persistence, because it was a world that most people couldn't understand in an era when everyone was competing to take shortcuts. She thought about it, tried to squeeze out a smile that wasn't actually good-looking, and said to Xiao Qin sincerely, "Thank you, Master Xiao Qin." I hope my future will be the same as yours, and it will be better and better. ”
"That's a must!" Xiao Qin had a smug smile on his face, "You see that you work so hard, just like a hard-working low-level person like me." We're one of the kind! Of course there will be a good future! ”
Hearing Xiao Qin classify her as a person, Tang Qingyou's body couldn't help but tremble, she worked hard to maintain her state of calming down, nodded and mumbled, and a teardrop fell by herself again.
Xiao Qin saw that her mood was not very stable, so he also stopped the topic, asked a few gossips about whether the route was right, and quickly sent Tang Qingyou to his destination.
Tang Qingyou finally returned to the Dijing Garden in the east of the lake, but it was in such a situation.
Xiao Qin waved her hand enthusiastically, signaling her to hurry into the community, humming a small tune and turning around and leaving. Tang Qingyou watched the taxi drift away until it disappeared without a trace, Xiao Qin's enthusiastic smile was always reflected in front of her, and his boundless persuasion kept echoing in her ears, and the warmth from strangers gave her the last bit of courage to stay in the world. Finally, she quietly picked up and put down her plan to go to the lake in her heart.
She was quite familiar with the property, and after registration, she was approved to go upstairs, and when she arrived at the door, she tried to stretch out her palm in front of the door with trepidation, and countless ideas were tumbling in her heart.
After a burst of blue light, there was a dripping sound, and the palm print recognition passed, and the door opened.
Finally returned to the familiar "home", and her heart fell back. This one, which she nominally has half of the property rights, has made her a canary, and at this moment, it has become her safe haven.
She went straight to the bathroom to take a bath, leaned back on the bathtub and fell asleep.
She had a light dream, both illusory and real. In the dream, she was still the silly female college student, Tu Yiran was not so busy, and occasionally picked her up on campus for a date, and along the way they passed, they would receive the attention of almost all the alumni.
Tang Qingyou said complainingly: "It's all your fault, it's too dazzling." It's like a star. ”
"You're the star of this campus!" Tu Yiran wrapped his long arms, hugged her shoulders, lowered his head and smiled, "The queen of drama!" ”
Tang Qing pouted: "Don't come in the future." I'm always being ridiculed for being a sugar daddy, and I'm really annoyed. ”
"If I don't come, how can we date?"
"Then it's not an appointment." Tang Qingyou said angrily.
Tu Yiran scratched her nose, picked up the shelf of her predecessors and said, "Don't care too much about other people's tongues." Instead of spending time dwelling on this, do something meaningful. ”
Tang Qingyou was a good listener to persuasion, and immediately asked, "For example?" ”
"For example, do you want to do a job?"
Tang Qingyou glared at him suspiciously.
Tu Yiran smiled: "Okay, didn't I tell you?" How about the establishment of a new cultural company under Boyi, specially set up for you? I'll find someone to take you, you learn first, and then ...... More on that later. ”
"Can you find a big handsome guy to take me?"
"Absolutely."
"Huh? You're not jealous? ”
"Joke, who am I, Tu Yiran! Who can pry my corner? Tu Yiran replied disappreciatively, and at the end, he added with a smile: "Unless you take the initiative." You don't want to go out of the wall and give me a green hat to wear, do you? ”
"Then it depends on whether the other party is more handsome than you."
……
When he woke up, Tang Qingyou's cheeks could barely move, and they were full of tear-stained stiffness. She poured two handfuls of water hard before she returned to earth.
She walked around the house and around the room, unconsciously coming to the safe.
Entering the password and opening the safe, Tang Qingyou flipped through it aimlessly. Inside lay half a box of equity papers, a few pieces of antique jewelry, two keys to a bank safe, and a few wades of cash...... Seeing the cash, she sighed and said in pieces, "I should have told Xiao Qin to wait just now." She has never been accustomed to accepting other people's benefits, and she always wants to pay it back immediately, so that sometimes it makes people feel that she has to cut off with others every minute, which is also a big internal reason why she doesn't have many friends around.
Flipping through it again, she turned out the two Bayreuth Festival opera tickets she had booked, the tickets were real-name system, and the names of her and Tu Yiran were prominently printed on them.
She thought for a moment and pulled out her ticket. - I don't know if I can see it as an opera. Even if you keep a thought?