"Who the fuck made you shoot!" I saw Jiang Zuoyi get up and kick Andy a few meters away, and handed over the gun in his hand with a click. The muzzle of the gun turned straight and pointed at the face.

The boy's eyes flashed with resolute stubbornness, and his generosity and righteousness made me almost laugh -

"Jiang Zuoyi!" I drank him: "What else are you going to do besides killing?" Is the only way you persecute others to fear you is really that nasty? ”

I gripped the railing, sticky blood almost linking my hands to the cold steel. I finally stood up straight, and every breath was a whirlwind.

"Shu Lan, where are you going!" Jiang Zuoyi threw down the gun and reached out for me to pull it back. But I struggled so badly that the more I moved, the more I bled out, and no matter how much the goose feathers and snow covered me.

"You don't have to." I swayed step by step with my shoulders pressed, and when I passed Andy, I sneered and said to him, "You people, since you have chosen such an inhuman path, what do you want women to do?" Is...... No one is more suitable for Jiang Zuoyi than you. ”

I thought, whether it's me or Ling Xue...... At best, they are the victims of the men's struggle for power. This kind of sacrifice is not even a stepping stone, just a poor worm to vent his anger.

Back then, Ling Xue was humiliated in order to save Jiang Zuoyi, and after being accidentally conceived, he Jiang Zuoyi was not just unwilling to accept this dirty 'child'!

So even if I bite the leaf with tenacity and self-sacrifice, even if one day I can return my innocence? Doesn't Ye Jinliang also think I'm dirty and disgusting?

My misfortune is, after all, my misfortune alone. I don't have the right to inflict my wounds on the grievances.

And for Jiang Zuoyi today, his self-blame and regret are just trying to make up for his betrayal of Ling Xue at the moment.

I don't know how much his soul has been tortured over the years, those drunken dreams and deaths, those negative and reckless. The slashed wrist marks that snake snake snaked deep in the wrist......

All I know is that the love he spoke of was pale and weak.

I staggered along, the sound of my own blood rushing in my ears. Under the numb half of his body, the wet and warm body temperature gradually passed.

Such a woman covered in blood walked in the corridor of the hospital, but she didn't think for a moment to save herself.

I just want to take one more look at my leaves before the blood runs out......

"Shu Lan!"

I didn't expect Ye Jinliang to be outside the ward, and I thought that yesterday's conversation swore that he and Ye Zi would never intersect in their lives.

"Shu Lan, what's wrong with you!" He tried to come up and hug me, and I instinctively tried to push, but I really didn't have the strength at all. I collapsed in his arms, and he scrambled to crush my penetrating wound. The front one couldn't hold back the blood, and the back one was still surging.

"Doctor! Where's the doctor? ”

I pinched Ye Jinliang's arm, and in my blurred vision, that face had been familiar for centuries, but how many times it was unfamiliar.

"Ye Jin ...... cold" I raised my face to look at him, and my breathing was painful: "You said that if one day you regret it...... Can you please let me know?

I don't want to see the second Jiang Zuo Yi ......"

"Shu Lan, what are you talking about!" Ye Jinliang was hurriedly scratching, one of his shoulders was still inflexible, and he tried to hug me but couldn't hold me.

"Get out of the way!" It was Jiang Zuoyi's voice, and he rushed over to snatch me from Ye Jin's cool arm.

"Jiang Zuoyi, what the hell is going on! How did she get hurt? I've called a doctor—"

"! Gunshot wound! Jiang Zuoyi hugged me and was about to go to the elevator, but was stopped by Ye Jinliang's waist: "Where are you going to take her!" What did you do with her? ”

"Ye Jinliang, you don't have to go crazy with me! You ignorant fool is not qualified to touch her! If you want to come, follow it, and I'll unload you with nonsense! ”

Ignorant fools?

I laughed bitterly in my heart, Jiang Zuoyi, you just looked in the mirror and wanted to punch yourself in the face......

I don't hate you, and I don't hate Ye Jinliang. I only hate myself for ...... Love one is crazy, love two love is hesitant.

But I always forgot that I should love myself well.

I writhed in Jiang Zuoyi's arms, falling as the elevator fell, and the weakness that grew throbbing from blood loss.

"Jiang Zuoyi, let go of my ......"

"Don't move!"

"Jiang Zuoyi, she let you go!"

"Ye Jinliang, shut up for me!"

"You just shut me up! There is a kind of you who killed me today, otherwise I wouldn't let you take Shu Lan away! This is obviously a hospital, when are you still taking care of the trouble caused by the so-called gunshot wound! ”

"I have a better doctor, in addition to treating the body but also the heart, Ye Jinliang, don't think that I really dare not touch you!"

I said you both shut up and send me ...... Go to the winter night, I don't believe anyone, otherwise you insert a few tubes and I will pull out a few!

Then they didn't argue anymore and took me into the car in a hurry, and I couldn't even tell who was driving and who was hugging me, but all I heard was calling my name.

When they took me to Li Dongye's house, my good sister let me into the ward without saying a word. I felt calmer and stronger than before on the winter night after the accident, and after hearing that it was a gunshot wound, she took out the medical kit and closed the curtains heavily.

"But I don't have anesthesia here," she said.

I said no, you just sew like that.

"Lanlan!"

"I told you to sew!" I yelled and deliberately turned my face away from looking at Jiang Zuoyi, who was pressing on my shoulder.

With a sneer, I said Jiang Zuoyi, since I can bear the suffering you gave me, I won't be unable to bear the same pain as you.

Just sorry, winter night.

I'm sure when she poured naked disinfectant alcohol on the muzzle of my gun, she was visibly more broken than I was.

I bit down on my towel, the shattered gums were filled with blood, and the atmosphere in the room was so oppressive that it was hard to breathe.

I stared at the ceiling with my eyes, and I could clearly feel the tension that had not penetrated the flesh.

The whole time, I saw myself as the tortured Jesus, and all this was just the most extreme punishment that God had inflicted on me.

One, I was punished for not being able to let go of Ye Jinliang first.

Second, I was the first to fall in love with Jiang Zuoyi.

Then I finally passed out and woke up in an unknown amount of time.

There was only Li Dongye at hand, and the surrounding furnishings were still her newly decorated but never came in handy.

I'm still having a fever, burning chaotically. But the first thing I said was what happened to the leaves.

"Rest assured, it's been forty-eight hours, and there is someone to take care of you in the hospital."

As soon as I heard this, I struggled to get up, and I said I had to go and see the leaves, and I woke up from the operation like a baby in the animal kingdom. If she can't see me, she will feel insecure, what if the second personality takes the lead!

"Lan Lan, don't move yet! I don't know what I've been hurt! Li Dongye was about to cry, which made me feel more and more sorry for her.

I reached out to wipe her tears, and she was so angry that she shook me off: "Shu Lan, let me tell you, it's the first time in my life that I don't want to care about you so much!" Do you know that night...... I'm really going to collapse, you let me do the work that even those two big men can't stand anymore!

Until now, as soon as I close my eyes, it's still a nightmare, Shu Lan, do you still treat yourself as a human being! ”

I touched Li Dongye's face, and my breath was still hot. I said I'm sorry, I'm just you, I can only torture you, what do you say?

"I'm not the same, the child is gone, Chen Feng is gone, Shu Lan, I only have you, you fall again...... I ......"

I said that I would not fall, and at this moment, I really have no way back.

I asked what about the two bastard men.

"I drove you away." Li Dongye said.

I nodded and said in a good time.

Holding back my appetite, I swallowed half a bowl of porridge handed to me on a winter night. I said you can give me another injection to reduce inflammation, I have to get up and look at the leaves.

Li Dongye knew that he couldn't stop me, so he could only let me.

Being able to get up on the third day after being shot is amazing how my willpower is. I used to think that Jiang Zuoyi was wonderful, but now that I think about it, it's just that people haven't been forced to this time.

Pushing open the door of the ward, I saw Ye Zi sitting on the bed, flipping through a fairy tale book with his eyes slick. Jiang Ling was lying on the side of her bed, painted with a very abstract piece of paper.

If it was me before, I would definitely be moved by this warm and warm picture in front of me. But now, I confess that my anger burst out of my chest, and I could not raise the slightest affection for this innocent but helpless boy.

"Little Zero, you go out."

"Aunt Shu......" Jiang Ling obviously didn't know why I was suddenly not very friendly, and blinked innocent eyes and was stunned for a while.

"Get out!"

I just had a fever that was too chaotic, and my voice was so loud that I scared the little boy into crying every minute.

"Shu Lan, what are you doing!" At this moment, someone rushed in behind him and hugged Jiang Ling without saying anything.

I was startled, and when I saw that the person who came over was Lu Zhaoxin, I felt even more incredible.

In my memory, this is the first time she has opened her mouth to call me Shu Lan.

"I ...... It was Dr. Li who said that you were injured, and asked me to take the time to come over and help take care of the leaves. Lu Zhaoxin probably realized that he was out of shape, and said to me after putting the crying Jiang Ling back in place: "...... I think this boy used to be here with the leaves, and he was quite well-behaved. He's ......"

I controlled my emotions for a while, walked over and sat in front of the bed and hugged Ye Zi, who was a little confused: "He is Jiang Zuoyi's adopted son, I'm sorry, it's a little unpleasant with his father." ”

I waved at Xiao Ling and said why are you here, your dad?

"Nan's mother is in the next ward, and my godfather asks me to come over often to accompany Yezi."

Jiang Ling said while sobbing, his eyes narrowed, and he secretly looked at my leaves.

I said Zhao Xin, please send Jiang Ling back over there.

"Aunt Shu, can't I come to see the leaves in the future?" Little zero tears, let's be honest, it breaks my heart.

But so what?

Eight out of 10 people will lose their childhood friends because of moving, which is not a tragic memory.

Xiao Ling and Ye Zi are only four or five years old, and their lives are so long, and premature fate will only increase the pain in the future.

What do children understand? Playing with each other is just like being addicted to a cute toy. With such an entangled love-hate relationship between their elders, why is it necessary to be together?

After Lu Zhaoxin took Jiang Ling out, my leaf gently crawled into my ear and said, "Mom, did you quarrel with Uncle Jiang?" ”

I didn't speak, but the pain of the wound and the chills of the high fever gave me more and more precise logic and judgment. I know, this kid is not a leaf.

"You're still like this, you can't tell what's most important for your own sake. Ye Zi is because of a weak mother like you, so she will be timid and afraid of things, and she will be lonely and autistic. ”

I wasn't as shocked as I imagined, because I had seen Susi Airlines when I first came over. He told me in advance that Yezi's dual personality did not disappear, but after the operation, due to the changes in the central nervous system environment in the brain, there was a slight period of frequent activity.

"So you must first learn to accept the fact of your daughter's illness, and you must also have a balance point to get along with Ye Zi and 'Xiaoxiao' at the same time.

Because whether it's a leaf or a 'smile', one is three or four years old, and the other is seven or eight years old, and it's essentially your daughter. You have to love them, educate them, and guide them like an adult.

It's like the best way to deal with the enemy, first to make her believe in you, and then you can destroy her. ”

These were the exact words that Su Xihang said to me, and I and the painful gunshot wounds on my body understood.

I said that as long as the leaves are not in danger of life now, I will thank God. As for dual personalities, it's not going to happen overnight, and I'm ready to fight this protracted psychological battle.

So I hugged Yezi's shoulder, not afraid of her tendering nerves. I'm not your enemy.

The girl's face turned and tilted her head to look at me.

"You're here because you want to protect the leaves, right?" I scratched the tip of her little nose and kissed her forehead gently.

The daughter flattened her mouth blankly and nodded.

"I'm Yezi's mother, and I want to protect her well. So why don't you do it when I'm there, and you do it when I'm not there? Okay? ”

Stretching out my trembling fingertips, there were still traces of blood between my fingernails that had not yet been washed away.

I hooked up with my daughter and I said it was our agreement. From today onwards, we mother and daughter are fighting side by side. No one will want to hurt you again, and no one will have the strength to hurt me again.

I looked firmly into my daughter's eyes, and as I watched, I found that her gaze had finally softened.

"Mom!" Fat little hands around my shoulders, under every nerve that hurt, but no longer able to knock out my tears.

I patted the leaf on the back: "Good leaf, are you back?" When your mother is away, if you want to play with the jokes...... Hehe, my mother agreed.

But shall we have three chapters of the law?

First of all, what your mother doesn't let you do, you have to tell Xiaoxiao that you can't do it.

Secondly, no matter what you say with a smile, Ye Zi must remember that your mother loves you.

Also, Ye Zi is a big girl, and she has to learn to make her own decisions about many things, and she can't listen to her friends for everything.

Okay? ”

"Mom......" Ye Zi nodded vigorously, his bare little head was funny and cute: "Ye Zi knows that his father and mother are divorced, and Ye Zi no longer clamored for his father."

The leaves will learn to read storybooks by themselves, and the leaves will not bother you when your mother is busy with work.

Mom takes Ye Zi to a fun kindergarten, Ye Zi wants a teacher who is not fierce, and promises not to quarrel with children again.

And also...... And me...... Can you still play with Xiao Ling? ”

"Okay." I nodded, pinching my daughter's fleshy little face. I said that the leaves can still play with Xiao Ling. But if Xiao Ling doesn't appear again for a long, long time, then the leaf has to learn - there are many, many missed things in life that must not be obtained, don't miss it too much, don't ...... Too persistent.

Later, the doctor came in to take the child's blood pressure, and I ran out with my hands on the wall. Squatting in front of the sink in the bathroom, I emptied my brain but couldn't squeeze out a single tear.

Girls at the age of three or four are precisely the stage when the concept of right and wrong begins to form a primitive system. How I want my daughter to be like other children, so innocent and pure to go through this growth.

It's a pity that I not only do my best to worry about her, but also have to fight with her. What the fuck...... It's a lot of fun.

Su Xihang is right, the big deal of the mother's egg is to raise it as twins! Maybe the day 'Xiaoxiao' dies, I'll cry even more sadly!

The hand clutching my shoulder grew wetter and tighter, and I knew that the wound must be bleeding again, surging under the heavy winter coat, restlessly reminding me that I must not overdraw, and must not fall.

"What you just said, did you say it to Ye Zi, or did you say it to yourself?"

A big hand behind me grabbed my waist strongly, I looked at Jiang Zuoyi's cold and pale face from the mirror, and subconsciously gently pushed him away.

"It doesn't matter who it is, but please stay away from my daughter." I said word for word.

"Are you going to see Ling Nan?" Jiang Zuoyi swam his eyes: "I think you will have a lot to ask him." ”

I sneered and said he wasn't dead yet? Since you want to die so much, don't you have to stab your heart?

"Shu Lan, things are already like this. If you don't want to kill, then you can only bear it. ”

"Who says I don't want to kill?" I dusted off the blood stained on my fingertips, turned on the faucet and flushed it off: "Take me to see Ling Nan." ”

The first thing I did when I entered the intensive care unit was that I grabbed an infusion tube and strangled him directly around his neck.

I said you just tell me a word, who is the man who raped me!

I have comprehended Ling Nan's aura, the kind of belly black city mansion that smiles and gives you a knife at the same time when he raises champagne with you, it originally made me very afraid.

Like now, he's so weak that he fucking dares to smile at me with his signature professional smile.

"Three...... Afterwards, I was told to do it. He replied calmly, his face unchanged: "List or?" I'll send you an email...... If you are interested in doing an examination, it is also OK. ”

I saw Jiang Zuoyi turn his back and leave the ward.

I wonder if he deliberately left me a chance to crush this man who still doesn't feel like he should repent!

I let go of the IV tube, kicked over a chair, and sat down firmly.

I said Ling Nan, first of all, I apologize to you for your sister's matter, for my father. But in any case, what my father did wrong was nothing more than choosing his own position between the two sides.

He is not the direct murderer who hurt your sister, although he should be held responsible, don't you think that you have already let him carry the black pot to prison, it is not enough?

But don't you feel incompetent and shameless at all doing such a thing to me?

Ah Xue said that she was very envious of those innocent girls who walked on the college campus, with long hair fluttering and thick books in their arms. They have a good background, a family background, and a gentle boyfriend who holds them in the palm of his hand.

So Shu Lan, do you think if you were me and wanted to get out of a path of revenge, how should you lay it out? ”

I said, hehe, it is better to unite with the unpopular Shu Yan to deal with me, the arrogant and unpopular lady, than to let me grasp the handle to deal with Shu Yan, right?

"Yes, whoever has a high hatred value is worth taking advantage of."

I said that you first use Linda Special, the title company, to produce an unqualified detonator, select Ye Jinliang's small Tang Kai, and let him sell it to Zhongshan Jianye at a low price by eating kickbacks. After causing a construction accident, my father was imprisoned.

then deliberately asked Liu Jian to guide an intern reporter Wang Xiaofei to take pictures of Ye Jinliang's evidence, and then found Shu Yan.

Shu Yan hates me to death, such a good trap, she would have long been eager to appear on the stage.

But Ling Nan, I just don't understand, since you just want me to suffer what Ling Xue once suffered, why are you so troublesome?

It's in line with the style of people like you to just find someone to drag them into the alley and beat them up, right?

Why did you ask Shu Yan to take Liu Jian with him first?

Liu Jian is a gay, you won't know it! He didn't succeed, so you find three more people? You are so obsessed with raping me for 30 years!

Someone as thoughtful as you is, I suspect the slightest illogicality. So today, you'd better be honest and make it clear to me.

Since Jiang Zuoyi has already handed you over to me, I believe that even if I kill you, he will be able to help me think of a hundred ways to hide from the world - who called him, hehe, to say that he loves me?

"Shu Lan, you really have a big heart, is it possible that you still want to ask those people what position they used back then?"

I slapped Ling Nan's glasses off, and the wound was torn out with blood again: "Are you so fucking physically disabled and incompetent!" ”

Ling Nan gently tugged at the corner of his lower lip and closed his eyes for a while before saying, "If I say it's an accident, do you believe it?"

I asked Shu Yan and Liu Jian to set up a trick for you, because I wanted them to drag you to the private room to take nude photos of you. I didn't expect your sister to hate you to the core, so she asked Liu Jian to move you temporarily.

Liu Jian couldn't move, so he left you in the dark box of the Tang Dynasty Hotel. Those three guests, just went to the wrong room. ”

"I don't believe it." I say.

"If you don't believe me, you'll kill me." Ling Nan closed his eyes and took a few heavy breaths: "If you want to shake Zhongshan Jianye, you must first split the Ye Shu family." Your relationship with Ye Jinliang is so good that everyone is angry, so I simply feel that making a fuss about this matter is more effective than taking a few photos.

Of course, God doesn't help you, but the one who is pregnant is really not Ye Jinliang's daughter. ”

"When did you find out that Ye Zi is not Ye Jinliang's daughter?" I clenched my fists tightly, forgetting that it was the first time I couldn't control my attack on him.

"Have you forgotten who your early obstetrician was?"

At the mention of this, my whole body is going to explode!

"Li Tong?!"

When I was just pregnant, it was indeed Mo Qiaoqi who was 'kind' enough to ask Li Tong to help me do the examination.

But Dongye never trusted her second uncle very much, and insisted that I be transferred to the hospital.

Thinking about it now, I feel a little scared, this family of tigers and wolves may have planned to harm me a long time ago. I've been treating them like good people for so many years!

"Not only do you wear a pair of pants with Shu Yan, but you also drill a quilt with their family! If my guess is correct, even the explosives that Mo Jianlin tied to his body at the beginning were all provided to him by you 'accidentally'! ”

"I'll just say that only smart women are worthy of Ayi." Ling Nan smiled tacitly, but he was very unkind to squeeze my anger three thousand feet.

"Using my father's youngest daughter against his eldest daughter, using my leaves as a heavy bargaining chip, was exposed in one fell swoop when the biggest project of the rise of Zhongshan Jianye.

Let Ye Jinliang and I get married, Jiang Yuan will smoothly invest in the capital, and then let Shu Yan take the opportunity to take the position and ask my father to hand over the last 20% of the shares in his hand.

Then you crush the second dragon and let him carry the black pot on his back, and at the same time wash himself as if he was a good young man who was brave and brave. In fact, it was just to take over his business and get the bidding qualifications for building materials. In the end, the yellow finch turned his face and took all the orders of our hard-working 'Riverview Capital'!

So far, the malicious bankruptcy catalyst of Zhongshan Construction has been completed——

Ling Nan, you treat everyone as chess pieces, and you have a lot of fun playing with them. In the end, he couldn't escape the condemnation of his conscience and wanted to die to apologize?

I believe in you, I have your surname! ”

"I have an agreement with Ah Yi." Ling Nan raised his eyebrows slightly: "With the revenge for Ah Xue as the center, and the radius of more than four years, he is bright and dark." None of us cares what means the other uses, just look at the results.

Whoever gives up first, the other will kill this indisputable ally with his own hands.

So a lot of what I did he didn't know.

During the whole process, I started with Shu Yan, and he started from the 'City of River View'. He saw victory in his hands, but he lost to you......

Shu Lan, he's in love with you.

So much so that later, he dismantled it, and it was all my trick. Do you still remember the wedding of Du Chenfeng and Li Dongye?

Li Tong is Mo Qiaoqi's lover, and with such an illegitimate child, he will be the best weapon to deal with Shu Zhongshan in the future. I'm going to have to give him some sweetness first. ”

I said that I knew that there must be someone behind Du Chenfeng's matter. It was you who helped Li Tong get Du Chenfeng's handle, and you didn't hesitate to ruin my two innocent friends!

At that time, when Li Zhijian helped me break down the IP address of video download, although the locked encryption interval could not be finalized, at least the common IP addresses of Li Tong and Shu Yan were excluded.

"You have harmed the winter night, and then you have taught me how to deal with them, like two crickets that have been angered separately and thrown into a jar to be pinched.

Ling Nan, can you really get the thrill of revenge from us? ”

"I can't." Ling Nan stretched out his hand on the quilt and lightly pressed it on the ventilator: "Especially when I knew that Ah Yi sent that disc to Du Chenfeng in advance, I knew it...... He's out of control. He wants to remind your friend that he has relented in on you. ”

"But you still killed the children of the winter night...... Is it because I want me to forgive you?

Tell me one last thing -

Who is the one who the leaves with needles?! ”

"You'll just take it for me." Ling Nan said.

I almost pounced on him and picked him up: "I don't believe it! Jiang Zuoyi said that you won't attack children! ”

"Do you believe in Him, or in my humanity?"

I said I don't believe it, I just need your statement, and I will judge the truth or falsehood!

But at this moment, Ling Nan suddenly turned his backhand and directly screwed on his ventilator!

Me: "!! ”

The group of rainforest-like intertwined instruments suddenly buzzed, and I saw Jiang Zuoyi come in, and at the same time slammed the door shut!

"You—" I was surprised.

"This is Anan's own choice, Shu Lan, it's also yours." Jiang Zuoyi didn't care about the precariousness on the hospital bed, but lit a cigarette facing the window.

"He had severe liver damage and a lung infection. Doctors say that if the oxygen saturation concentration is below 90 for ten minutes, it will cause functional hypoxic asphyxia death.

You can decide whether you want to leave him alone or not...... Don't worry, if he dies, it will be considered suicide. ”

I looked at the crisis index on the instrument that was getting redder and redder, and the entangled complex curves and straight lines seemed like the devil's jump.

In the face of a person who dares to gamble with his life several times, how can I use my three views that are upright and red...... Come and fight him!

"Enough!" I pounced on it and pulled the ventilator on. I don't think it's because I forgave someone I hated when I didn't want to die in front of me. It's because he can't forgive himself anymore.

I slammed the door and ran out, and in the three minutes I was sure my breath was even more worrying than Ling Nan's.

"Shu Lan! You wait a minute—" Jiang Zuoyi chased me out and slammed me into the corner of the wall in a few steps: "I have something to tell you." ”