082 The Past That Can't Be Lived
Long Lao Er didn't take a knife, the person who stabbed Ling Nan...... Is it himself?
I grabbed Wang Xiaofei by the collar, and I said you handed over this video to the police?
"Are you a fool to me, I don't want to die." Wang Xiaofei blinked: "What did they do before?" I can be so cruel to myself, and I regret having something to do with them now......
If it weren't for you...... Because of you, Shu Lan, I ...... I'm going to just smash this footage and destroy it.
I don't want you to be ...... Jiang Zuo is easy to deceive. ”
Wang Xiaofei lowered his head, the last voice became smaller and smaller, but my breathing became tighter and tighter, and the whole person was uncomfortable.
"Therefore, Jiang Zuoyi and Ling Nan did enough to do such a scene in order to get rid of Long Laoer." I slowly sat back in my chair and weaved my brain circuits around like a ball of yarn.
But this doesn't make sense, if Ling Nan is just playing a bitter trick, why should he hurt himself so badly.
I asked the emergency doctor earlier, and the wound was not hesitant at all, it was clearly fatal.
What kind of injuries have they not seen? The start can be completely accurate.
Unless, Ling Nan really wanted to die......
"Shu Lan, what are you thinking?" Wang Xiaofei held the coffee and shook one hand in front of me.
I said nothing, I just felt tired. Mentally or physically, I couldn't figure out what kind of conspiracy I was standing on.
Reaching into my coat pocket, my fingertips suddenly hurt, and I was paper-cut by a hard card.
Frowning, I took it out and put it in my mouth and sucked it, only to realize that this card was a business card given to me by Su Xihang before.
"Wind and rain? Ah, Shu Lan, why do you have Uncle Lin's business card! Wang Xiaofei screamed.
"You know this detective too?" I was surprised at first, but then I don't think about it. Wang Xiaofei is Su Beiwang's brother-in-law, and Su Beiwang is Su Xihang's twin brother.
"This Uncle Lin is very famous in the circle, he is my brother-in-law's brother-in-law."
What a brother-in-law's brother-in-law, it's just a brother-in-law!
I reacted a little before I figured it out, it turned out that Wang Xiaofei meant that this Lin Yuqing was the brother-in-law of the Su brothers.
"Alas, I saw him once, in his forties, with a tender baby face and peach blossom eyes. Absolutely impressed-" Wang Xiaofei said: "Shu Lan, are you going to find him?" I'll take you! Eh, but I heard that he went abroad some time ago, so I don't know if he's back.
Either I'll ask you first, and we'll make an appointment. ”
I nodded and said thank you.
"But what are you looking for?"
I said I don't know, probably ...... Let's look up the backgrounds of a few people.
In fact, I have some eyebrows in my heart, but I don't want to say more to Wang Xiaofei for the time being. I always feel that this kid is quite innocent, and it's a pity to follow me into troubled waters. Even if I block a shot for me one day, I won't fall in love with him, I really can't bear to drag down this little boy who doesn't have much EQ and IQ.
When I talk about today, can you keep it a secret for me?
Wang Xiaofei made a zipper and mouth pull, nodding like a chicken pecking rice.
It was almost noon, and I said I had to go back and see the leaves.
"Then I'll go first......" Wang Xiaofei sighed, and then slowly got up: "By the way, Li Tong's matter, what are you going to do?" Although the report was sent out, the topic also attracted attention. But I heard that he seems to be planning to admit punishment and compensate He Mengmeng 3 million.
After all, the market value of the Li family's villa is more objective, and it is impossible for him to let himself get involved in a lawsuit and lose his inheritance rights. ”
I said thank you, I have a plan for this. If you help me get here, I won't show my face again.
I think that if Shu Yan and the others dare to move even Lu Zhaoxin, maybe they will have to make a move against Wang Xiaofei again.
"Shu Lan," Wang Xiaofei got up and called my back: "I just want to ask, do you think it's interesting like this?" ”
"What?" I looked back in amazement.
"I ...... I don't know what to say, but I always feel like why do you have to work so yourself? You're fighting all your opponents on your own......"
Did I say I had a choice? Those with evil intentions, ulterior motives, coercion and temptation. If I can't stand up straight, I'll be crushed to death by others.
"But you can avoid it! It's a big deal to give them all these things outside your body, take your daughter, clean up your mood, change cities or even change countries, why do you have to persist in the struggle? ”
"What about you? If you don't do your job, why do you insist on eradicating some underground black powder, and you don't even want your life? I asked rhetorically, and the topic immediately became high: "Xiaofei, isn't it because of me that you like me...... Like you, do you have principles and dignity and don't admit defeat? ”
"Hehe, hehehe." Wang Xiaofei smirked and rubbed his head: "Yes, so I can't do it to ignore you." ”
"Idiot." I laughed and scolded, laughed helplessly, and scolded sadly.
I turned around and rushed to Yezi's hospital room, and before I could be with my daughter for a few minutes, Andy came to look for me.
He said that when Ling Nan woke up, the first thing he did was to call me to go.
"The doctor said that he was not out of danger yet, but he only woke up after the drug had passed, and he was conscious, but he could only say it for ten minutes at most."
Nervous and nervous, I nodded, saying I understood.
"What about Ah Yi....." I can't figure out what Ling Nan said to me, the first thing Mao said to me was that Mao wanted to ask Jiang Zuoyi, so wouldn't he just go directly to Jiang Zuoyi!
I crouched down and lay beside his bed, carefully avoiding the palpitating tubes and ventilators. I said he gave you a blood transfusion, and when you are tired, you go back first.
"Do you have something to say to me?" I asked.
Ling Nan nodded, raised his hand and motioned for me to help him dial the oxygen mask, so that he would speak more clearly.
"Shu Lan, you will put Xiao Ling...... Take care of it? ”
I was shocked, this ...... What does that mean?!
"Xiao Zero is Ah Xue's son...... He had no father and no mother......
If you want to be with Ah Yi, can you take care of Xiao Ling like your own child? ”
I was a little overwhelmed, I said that Jiang Zuoyi and I were not together! All he misses is your dead sister. He didn't love me at all, never loved me.
"That's because I'm still alive...... I'm alive, and he'll never get out. ”
"So you did it on purpose?! You-" My heart was beating like crazy, and I was incoherent, I said Ling Nan, do you know that if something really happens to you, Jiang Zuoyi will really be wasted!
I don't know what kind of friendship the three of you have had. But what is in front of you is his only relative.
I don't care who you're trying to pit in such a play, but you're stabbing fatally, he-
"Heh, you know everything?" Ling Nan closed his eyes slightly, and it took him a long time to open them.
I nodded.
"Sure enough, it's still a smart woman who suits him." Ling Nan said: "For so many years, I have never seen him to other women...... There are things like this for you. I think it's time for him to let go of the past and let go of his new life......"
"What nonsense are you talking about!" The door of the ward was kicked open suddenly, and I saw Jiang Zuoyi rushing in and carrying me aside like a spinning top: "Shu Lan, if I'm not mistaken, we don't have anything to do with each other." Shouldn't you spend more time with your daughter? ”
I can't argue, and I don't intend to defend it in my heart.
"Ling Nan, let me tell you, I will never break my promise about what I promised. In this life, I will not want anyone except Ah Xue. Xiao Ling is my son, and I don't have to be with other women to raise him. If you really want to die, stay away, you-"
I saw that Ling Nan suddenly began to choke on blood, and the entire breathing mask was splashed everywhere inside and out. When the medical staff rushed in, I realized that Jiang Zuoyi had weakened his limbs and almost collapsed.
I can't remember how I dragged him to the rooftop, the first snow of the year hasn't stopped since last night. At this time, Jiang Zuoyi was curled up in the corner under the railing, and the snowflakes swirled on his head, covering like a sad couplet.
I never saw his tears, but I knew he was crying.
"Tell me, Jiang Zuoyi. Why did Ling Nan commit suicide......"
I can still stay calm, not because I'm cold-blooded. It's because Jiang Zuoyi, whom I know, doesn't need the feathers that women rely on like birds to give him temperature.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Zuoyi raised his head. The ice on his face had melted, and the snowflakes on his eyelashes were still hanging.
He stretched out his trembling hand and smoked a cigarette, but he couldn't light it.
I pounced on him and held out my palm to block the wind. It wasn't until the cigarette curled up that Jiang Zuoyi told me about this past that could never be passed......
He said that the first time he saw Ling Nan and Ling Xue, it was also such a snowy afternoon.
At that time, Ling Xue was wearing an old cotton jacket with very thin shoulders, and her hair was short like a boy. Ling Nan didn't even have a decent pair of crutches, dragging a crippled leg, like a wandering beggar who could be picked up in any corner of the city.
I was a little surprised when I heard this, I always thought that Ling Nan's leg was injured and disabled in the years when he entered the Tao with Jiang Zuoyi, it turned out to be ...... When you were still a teenager, was it?
"They came to join a maid of the Jiang family, and later lived in a small cubicle behind the firewood room in the courtyard. Next door to my room......"
Jiang Zuoyi put the cigarette between his fingers, and instead of going again, his lips turned white, but like a naughty child, he scalded the snowflakes in the air.
"I am not the adopted son of the Jiang family, but the illegitimate son of my father. Jiang Bancheng's style has always been no different from that of a hooligan, raping my mother and killing her husband. Shortly after I was born, my mother hanged herself.
My status in the Jiang family is similar to that of a servant's son.
To survive between Jiang Bancheng's eldest son Jiang Zhilin and second son Jiang He Yu, before the wings are full, swallowing one's anger is a compulsory course.
Except for Ah Xue and Ah Nan, no one treats me as a human being. ”
I think I can understand the breeding of this relationship, which is the first to breed from everyone's most desperate state of mind.
A brother who has passed by and a woman he loves, what could be stronger than such an iron triangle?
"Jiang Bancheng Rong Ma half life, like most people, always hopes to wash his worth to spend his old age like a dog. Therefore, it is inevitable that the Dongjiang community will not continue to be retained.
But when Jiang Zhilin and Jiang Heyu's two wastes were used to eating pasta, I had already taken Anan to exchange the blood of the entire Dongjiang community.
They finally realized that they couldn't keep me as a threat anymore. Jiang Bancheng was seriously ill that year, and the will was about to be announced, after all, I am also the son of the Jiang family, and I can't keep the old guy alive.
So their fear of me has reached the point where they can't sleep well. ”
I think that if one side moves to kill, the other side will inevitably fight back. In the duel between survival and killing, all the bloody wind and rain...... There are all victims.
"Later, I fell into the path of the two turtle grandsons of the Jiang family, and was forced to a dead end by their planned rebellion." Jiang Zuoyi dropped the cigarette butt, and finally pulled his memory to the most untouchable critical point: "A Nan was abroad at the time, and Ah Xue was the only one...... Alone ran to move the rescuers.
The person she went to find was Shu Zhongshan of Zhongshan Jianye at that time. I hope he can look at the two companies that have cooperated for many years, and come forward to ask for harmony. ”
All of a sudden, my head exploded!
"Jiang Zuoyi, what are you talking about?! My dad-"
"Yes, Shu Zhongshan of Zhongshan Jianye has been a money launderer for Jiang Bancheng for more than ten years. The house you live in, the food and clothing, the car you and Ye Jinliang drove to school, and everything you have are unclean! Shu Lan, do you understand now? Do you get the idea? Jiang Zuoyi suddenly stood up and got used to me on the railing. A heavy pain passed from my waist layer by layer!
"In order to save me, Ah Xue threatened Shu Zhongshan with a copy of the email, otherwise the shady story of Zhongshan Jianye would be exposed. So your father, smiling enthusiastically and enthusiastically, invited her into the door. Under the guise of a detailed discussion, you asked your stepmother and sister to cheat the evidence in Ah Xue's hands, and then sent her to Jiang Zhilin's brute!
More than five years ago, it was the most leisurely and happiest time for you and Ye Jinliang to study abroad, right? Do you know what kind of dirty sins are behind your glamorous life?
You think that you are suffering from the misery of the whole world, do you know what true despair is! ”
I let the man in front of me cinch my shoulders like a beast, almost crushing my guts.
But I only feel distressed, distressed by his loss of control and despair, and I can't wait to pounce on him and hug him tightly, kissing and biting hard.
"You know that Ah Xue is in the hands of those brutes...... How have you been treated? Do you know what she's like when we get her out?
Everything I did in those years, how much dirty blood my hands stained, was so that the three of us could no longer be bullied by others and live like human beings.
But Ah Xue ......"
I struggled out of my hands and held Jiang Zuoyi's face, I said So you finally admit it, you approached me, you appeared in Zhongshan Jianye, and all this you helped me do was to take revenge on our Shu family?
"Yes, because the explosion case four years ago is far from getting you the punishment you deserve!" Jiang Zuoyi knocked my hand off and grabbed my neck. The intensity increased little by little, but my brain became clearer and clearer.
Jiang Zuoyi ...... You are calculating the second dragon just to ...... In order to conceal the truth about the blasting accident in Zhongshan Jianye, right?
You also blame this on the second dragon who sells black powder. Let him carry the black cauldron, and then Ling Nan will hurt himself and get rid of the crime, and then kill people and kill people? ”
Tears and snowflakes slowly rolled down, and my blood was frozen to freezing.
"Jiang Zuoyi, obviously everything is under your control...... There is a grudge and a grudge, I admit it. But why are you telling me this? Why did Ling Nan commit suicide? ”
"Because I love you! Shu Lan, because I'm in love with you! Jiang Zuoyi let go of my throat and held me to the ground like a sack. We rolled in the snow, and for a moment we couldn't tell the difference between heaven and earth!
Jiang Zuoyi pressed my shoulders, and his condescending eyes burned with flames that almost burned the plain, but they couldn't burn the chaotic snow.
"Because I'm in love with you, I don't know what to do! I thought I could hide so that no one noticed, I thought I could play with you.
But Anan has been with me for so many years, and he sees everything in his eyes......
Do you now know why he is bent on death? He is a person who does not know how to play cards according to the routine than me, and he has been mixed with the rivers and lakes for so many years, and he knows the depth of his shots.
That stab is not a bitter ploy at all! He didn't want to embarrass me. As long as he lives, I won't be able to forget Ah Xue and those hatreds for a day! ”
"So what are you going to do! Do you want my family to be ruined? I want my father's life! Jiang Zuoyi, why do you say you are in love with me?
You broke into my life with a sea of blood and hatred, and the face under the mask obviously wanted to break the Shu family into pieces. Why pretend to love me! ”
I tore at his shirt hard, but all the kicking and pestering was about to turn into defiant foreplay.
"Because you've been punished. Back then, the person who raped you was sent by Ling Nan. ”
"You say...... What the! "Five thunderbolts hit the top, flashing fire and scorching the sky. I took a step backwards and almost fell.
"Shu Lan!" Jiang Zuoyi pulled me up and rubbed it into his arms: "Shu Lan, everything was designed by him, and he admitted it to me personally."
Before you know it, you're pregnant with a child you don't know who. It's like Ah Xue back then...... Same. ”
"Jiang Zuoyi, what are you talking about! You guys...... You bastards! I cried so hard that I bit his shoulder and tore out bursts of gagging blood: "Why do you want to do this! Why? What is me!
What did my dad do wrong, what does it have to do with me and Ye Jinliang!
Whose daughter is my leaf, and whose is it? How can you ruin my life without a word...... Jiang Zuoyi, why do you ......?"
"Shu Lan, if you want, I will be Ye Zi's father, just like to Xiao Ling-" Jiang Zuoyi held me down, but I gave a loud slap when I shook my hand, I said you are not qualified for this!
"I really don't qualify to be a father...... Jiang Zuoyi lowered his eyes: "After Ah Xue was raped, she was inexplicably pregnant. I...... I can't take those rogue wild seeds at all. I forced Ah Xue to have an abortion, but she refused.
She begged me to let her give birth to the baby, even if it was to an orphanage. I'm not a woman, and I don't understand what kind of decisions motherhood can make when it's extreme......
When she gave birth, I literally had someone send her to an orphanage.
At that time, Ah Xue's depression was already very serious, she beat me like crazy, and then ran out...... I was hit by a car just like that.
Outside the door of the emergency room that day, the moment the doctor announced death, Anan shot me. It's been three days since I woke up...... Ah Xue is only left with a small, columbarium.
The last thing she said to me in this life was 'I can never forgive you'.
So Shu Lan, can you understand? Later, every time I saw the leaves...... Seeing you holding her, desperate and strong, I can always think of Ah Xue.
If I hadn't been so incompetent and cruel to send Xiao Zero away...... but generously loved him as his own son.
It's a pity that everything was late......"
I sneered and said why should I understand? Why should I understand your state of mind?
I was raped by someone and gave birth to a daughter I don't know whose it was, but I couldn't tell my husband the truth. Then you culprits swaggered before me and told me that it was all because of my father's sins, and that I had to take revenge on his behalf.
Now you actually say in a high-sounding voice, you think what happened to me is very much like your ex-girlfriend? So you sympathize with me and you want to compensate me?
Jiang Zuoyi, don't you think you're too ridiculous!
I got up, shook him off and ran downstairs.
"Shu Lan, what are you doing!"
"Looking for Ling Nan, I'll pull out his breathing tube!"
Jiang Zuoyi snatched me into the crook of his arm: "You are not allowed to go!" Whatever he does, count it on me or not! Shu Lan, if you can't forgive, kill me with your own hands today! He shoved a cold lump of iron into my hand, freezing my fingertips numb.
By the time I realized that it was his gun, the loaded black mouth had already pressed against Jiang Zuoyi's strong pectoral muscles.
I think I somewhat understood, Jiang Zuoyi and Ling Nan broke up in a shootout that day, most of ...... That's because of this.
I was choked with tears in my eyes. I said, do you need to persecute me like this? I don't believe in your rules, but I also have my way.
I know what it means to be unjust, to have a debtor, and I also know what it means to be sinful and not to affect the predecessor, and not to the women and children.
What is the difference between you ruining my home, ruining my lover, ruining my daughter, ruining my innocence, and rapists forcing their victims to marry!
"Jiang Zuoyi, tell me, who is Ye Zi's father?" I pinched my gun, and gradually stopped shaking.
"I don't know, Shu Lan." Jiang Zuoyi looked at me intently: "After Ah Xue's accident, I was decadent for most of the year, drunk and dreaming of death every day, and being passive and reciprocated.
Anan said, since I am abolished, then all the revenge will be avenged by him.
When he designed Ye Jinliang to be in prison, he pulled out your sister Shu Yan together. On that night at the Tang Dynasty Hotel, no one knew who had hurt you...... It could be one, or it could be ...... It's several. ”
"Do you want everything that happened to Ah Xue to come back to me as it was?
Hehe, then why don't you ask someone to rape and comfort your face! Isn't she my father's daughter?
What I am and why me! ”
I held the gun and pointed directly at Jiang Zuoyi's front door: "Tell me again, who pierced the needle in Ye Zi's brain?"
Is it Ling Nan? He killed Lin Xuejun and Wang Miaolian for no reason, what was it for? Like the second dragon child, he is also carrying the black cauldron?! ”
"Anan wouldn't do that to the leaves! There is no way he can attack a child," Jiang Zuoyi said sharply: "Shu Lan, whether you believe it or not, at least I believe that he will not do such a unconscionable thing." ”
"Jiang Zuoyi, can I still trust you now?" I can't shoot, but I know that a loaded iron guy can go off at any time.
"Shu Lan, if you want my life, take it. If you don't want to, I'll do everything you want to do.
I can stop touching your father, and I can help you eradicate the Shuyan family. Even...... can explain to Ye Jinliang for you. ”
"Jiang Zuoyi, I'm not rare!" I shouted, "It's not like a broken mirror can be broken and rounded." Just because you've ruined my life doesn't mean I'm going to give you a chance to renovate and integrate it.
Please get out of my life, out of my sight. Before I shoot you-"
There was a bang, and I was sure I hadn't pulled the trigger at random because I had lost my mind.
But the gun really went off!
I fell to my knees as soon as I fell to my knees. Snowflakes fell on my shoulders, layers of blood smeared open. All the way down the arm, the red plum painting melted on the snow.
"Shu Lan!" When Jiang Zuoyi pounced on me to support me, I began to feel pain.
The gun was fired by Andy behind him, heh, how could this kid allow someone to point a gun at his Mr. Jiang.
I moved my lips slightly: "Why don't you aim a little?" Kill me, it's a hundred. Jiang Zuoyi, do you remember to deduct his salary......"
"Shu Lan! It's okay, don't be afraid! Jiang Zuoyi grabbed my back and pressed my penetrating wound in the shoulder socket with his big hand. The warmth of blood gradually withdrew from my consciousness, and I felt like he was struggling to hold me. I insisted on holding myself up and refused.
The sky was still snowing, but the water on my face was ...... Why is there a temperature?
"Jiang Zuo Yi ....." I grabbed his hand, breathed and stood up with a heart-rending pain: "I...... It's not good for me to fall in love with you so easily....."