Chapter 80: Birthdays are also festivals

"Happy birthday to you!!" Zou Zichen said very softly, and then stepped forward and gave me a forehead kiss.

My face turned pale and stunned, and I couldn't help but breathe a little fast.

On my fifteenth birthday, my mother died, and my birthday became a day for my mother. I haven't had a birthday since that day, so I've forgotten my birthday.

"How stupid," Zou Zichen thought I was too surprised.

I slowly raised my eyes to look at him, there was a mist in my eyes, "How do you know it's my birthday?" ”

"I looked at your ID when I checked in yesterday," he raised his hand and squeezed my face, "Why did you forget your birthday?"

I wish I could never forget my birthday so I don't remember what happened that day. But people's hearts are conflicted, I am afraid of birthdays, but I hope that the day that someone can remember is also my birthday.

Later, when you get older, it doesn't matter if you have a birthday. It's just that every time I see someone else's birthday, I still feel very bitter.

I never thought that the person who would celebrate my birthday again would be Zou Zichen, and it would be fake to say that he was not moved, not to mention that he prepared so carefully tonight.

I hung my head, tears welling up in my eyes.

"Are you moved like this?" Zou Zichen gently hugged me into his arms. One hand wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

I looked up at him and said, "I've had twelve...... I haven't had a birthday. ”

Zou Zichen looked at me with a hint of doubt in his eyes, and asked lightly, "Why?" ”

"Because on my fifteenth birthday, my mom ...... Committed suicide. ”

Zou Zichen was a little stunned, and then a complicated look flashed in his eyes.

"You say...... Why did she choose that day, did she regret giving birth to me. "This thought has been bothering me for years.

Zou Zichen's face was a little stiff for a moment, and I thought he must have been startled by my words

"I'm really sad." I cried and sobbed. This has been in my heart for so many years that I have never told anyone. She's my mother, and she chose that way to end herself, but I can't complain.

"Okay, stop crying." He hugged me softly and kissed me in the eye.

Under his tenderness, I cried even more fiercely, as if I wanted to burst out all the grievances of the past twelve years, and since Ah Zhe left, I have rarely been happy and sad, nothing seems to fall into my heart, and I am very indifferent to everything, but at this moment I can't help it.

Zou Zichen saw that I was crying uncontrollably, so he sat down with me in his arms, wrapped me around his lap, and let me cry in his arms, and he just gently stroked my back.

It took me a while to hold back my tears. I don't know why I told Zou Zichen this, it was the deepest pain in my heart, and I never dared to let people touch it, let alone be revealed.

But now, this scar was uncovered by Zou Zichen, and it was not as painful as he imagined, but like a piece of dead skin was lifted by him, revealing the pink skin underneath and giving it a new life.

"I'm sorry," I felt on his chest, and his shirt was soaked with tears.

He raised his hand to pull all the broken hair from my cheeks to the back of his head, then took a tissue from the table, gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and whispered, "It's okay, it's all over." It's your birthday, so be happy. ”

"Hmm," I smiled at him, and although it wasn't good, I really appreciated him at this moment.

He nudged me to my feet, "Come, make a wish." ”

I clasped my hands in front of my forehead and made a wish, then opened my eyes and blew out the candle in one breath.

Zou Zichen lowered his head and kissed me lightly on the lips, and said, "Happy birthday!" ”

"Thank you."

"Let's cut the cake." He handed me the knife.

"Well," I said, taking the knife and slashing it lightly, raising my eyes and smiling at him, "the first piece is for you, thank you for putting so much effort into me." I cut a small piece of cake and put it on a plate that I had prepared on the side, and brought it to him with both hands.

Zou Zichen looked at me, shook his head lightly, and took the plate in my hand.

I cut another piece, then picked up a small spoon and took a small piece and put it in my mouth, only to feel soft and sweet.

"Well, it's delicious." I squinted at him and smiled, feeling the sweetness in my mouth go straight to my heart, as if there was a sweet smell in the air.

Zou Zichen looked at me with a little pity and love in his eyes, and I was flustered when I saw it.

He suddenly leaned over and chuckled hoarsely, "Then I'll taste it too,"

Immediately, he grabbed my face and kissed it gently. He tasted the sweetness in my mouth very seriously, like the best dessert in the world, and he was reluctant to leave for a long time.

After a kiss, we looked at each other and smiled.

Then, Zou Zichen took out a tray from under the dining car, put the red wine and glasses on it, picked up the tray, winked at me, and motioned for me to go with him. I blushed and followed him into the bedroom.

What is surprising is that there is also a back door in the bedroom, and when you open the door, you can see the smoke filled, and it is actually an indoor hot spring pool.

Belch...... It's really a mandarin duck pool.

"Well, I didn't lie to you." Zou Zichen smiled wickedly at me.

How can this man's mind be full of that?

He put the tray on the rattan chair by the pool, and said lightly: "You haven't climbed the mountain before, today's exercise is a bit big for you, soak in the hot spring to speed up blood circulation can relieve fatigue, and your legs won't be sore when you get up tomorrow." ”

Listening to him say this, I feel that his intentions seem to be very pure...... It's so hard that I think about it too much.

Looking at the mist floating on the water, I couldn't wait to go in and try it.

"Let's go change clothes first," Zou Zichen pointed to the curtain beside him.

I pursed my lips and turned to change my clothes. After I entered the curtain, I took off my clothes, looked left and right, only there were a few bath towels in the dark compartment on the wall, and there was nothing to wear, I opened a little curtain and poked my head out, only to see Zou Zichen was already sitting in the pool, very comfortable leaning on the edge of the pool.

"Hey, there's no clothes to wear here." I frowned and shouted at him.

He turned his head leisurely, and said lightly: "How can you soak in clothes." ”

"Uh...... Then what did you let me in and change into clothes? I bit my lip and glared at him.

He took a sip of the red wine on the tray, hooked his lips very comfortably, and then replied: "You heard me wrong, I asked you to take off your clothes, not to let you change your clothes." ”

Can't this man be serious?

I retracted my head and puffed out my mouth, I can't walk out naked like this, I glanced at the bath towel in the dark, reached for one, and compared it on my body, uh...... This bath towel is too small, and if it can cover the top, it can't cover the bottom, which makes me how to get out.

"What are you rubbing in there?" A man was urging outside.

I grinded my teeth, and with a ruthless heart, I wrapped the bath towel around my chest a little down, and the bottom was able to cover the important parts, and I could barely get out.

I opened the curtain, put my hands on my chest, stepped into the pool as fast as I could, then pulled up a little bath towel and glared at Zou Zichen.

Zou Zichen had a teasing smile between the corners of his mouth, took another glass of wine on the tray, he moved it over, handed the wine to me, and the smile in his eyes became tender, "Well, take it." ”

I turned my face to the other side in anger.

He leaned over and put his glass on the edge of the pool, bowed his head and whispered in my ear, "What else to be sorry about with me, um." "My voice was low and mellow, and the warm breath sprayed on my neck, itching and numb.

I shrunk my neck slightly, looked back, and met his eyes, only to see that his face was dreamlike in the mist, and only the starry eyes were unusually clear.

Zou Zichen's eyes gradually darkened as he looked at me, and he raised his hand lightly, gently caressing my lips with his fingertips. I pursed my lips and kissed him gently, and he shrank away as if he had been electrocuted, and his eyes became hot.

I finally teased him.

I looked at him with a hint of smugness in my eyes.

No, his fingers stroked up again, lightly opened his lips, and asked softly, "Are you still uncomfortable?" ”

I looked at him in a daze, and it took me a moment to understand what he meant.

His fingertips moved from my lips to my cheeks, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he continued; "My eyes are swollen from crying."

In fact, few people in the outside world knew that my mother died by suicide, and they all thought that she was seriously ill and died. And I myself have always been unwilling to believe it, unable to accept the way she left, so ruthless.

I have always had resentment in my heart about her departure, and I have never been able to relieve my feelings, and today my resentment can be vented.

I reached out and picked up the glass of wine by the pool, drank it all in one gulp, and then smiled at him brightly, "It's not uncomfortable, the old scar has already scabbed, but I haven't dared to open it, today you helped me uncover it, only to know that the wound has healed early, and new flesh has grown." I said figuratively.

"Okay." He gently pinched my cheek, turned to lean against the edge of the pool, and closed his eyes.

I took a deep breath, felt light, relaxed against the edge of the pool, straightened my legs, slowly slid down, and soaked my whole body in the hot spring, the water temperature was slightly hot but very comfortable.

Just when I was about to fall asleep, I felt the water ripple, and the bath towel around my waist was loosened at some point and was taken away.

"Ah," I exclaimed.

"Aren't you uncomfortable wrapped in such a thick bath towel?" Zou Zichen's voice said casually above my head.

I couldn't help but glance under him, and the water was transparent.

Belch......

I suddenly felt that the indoor air was a little bad, the water temperature seemed to be several degrees higher, my whole body was a little hot, my cheeks were even hotter with water mist, and I only felt dry mouth and tongue.

And after Zou Zichen took my bath towel away, he was very upright and gentleman and didn't take the next step, just leaning on the pool and closing his eyes to recuperate. I was confused, looked at his perfect side face, and couldn't help swallowing a mouthful of saliva, this person is so hateful, just hanging like this after flirting with people.

I was holding my hands and trying to move to the side, but before I could move my ass, he grabbed my hand.

"Why?" He asked, still with his eyes closed.

"I didn't ...... What are you doing, transposing. I forced a smile.

He opened his eyes, glanced at me faintly, raised his hand to take the wine bottle from the wicker chair, poured half a glass into his wine glass, and poured a little bit into my wine glass, obviously afraid that I would take another sip and waste his red wine.

"What did you just wish?" He picked up his glass and touched mine.

I raised my glass and lowered my eyelids, as I seemed to have made a very greedy wish: I hope he will always be so good to me.