Since the day Song Liwan was diagnosed with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, Song Tao has been constantly hoping and then constantly disappointing, he has accumulated too much, too much pain in his heart, as a father, he can't watch his daughter die, that is his only daughter, he would rather die instead of her, but this is impossible, he can't help his daughter, he can only watch her illness get worse and worse, he can only watch his daughter finally leave his side, leave this world, forever!

The pain has accumulated too much, and the helplessness and self-blame have also accumulated too much, too much, everything because of Mi Zixuan's words made Song Tao completely explode.

Angry, he didn't listen to Qi Xuan's explanation at all, and hit Mi Zixuan in the face with a punch, and he roared wildly: "My daughter won't die, won't die, will definitely not die, don't let you talk nonsense, don't say that she will die." ”

Mi Zixuan could actually dodge, but he didn't dodge, Song Tao's angry punch hit him in the face, and a wisp of blood silently fell down the corner of Mi Zixuan's mouth, he seemed to have no pain, his face was as solemn as he was at the beginning, there was no change, he looked at Song Tao and said: "You are deceiving yourself, I understand all the pain and self-blame in your heart, but you can't bear to let her live so painfully?" Until you die of suffocation due to respiratory failure? It's so cruel and too painful, why can't you let your daughter be free? Why can't you just let her retain her last dignity and leave the world where she has felt so much pain quietly and peacefully? ”

Song Tao grabbed Mi Zixuan's collar and roared wildly: "You fart, my daughter won't die, she just won't die, I must have a way to cure her, definitely, you are not allowed to talk nonsense." Speaking of this, Song Tao punched Mi Zixuan in the face and body like an angry lion.

And Mi Zixuan didn't even mean to hide from beginning to end, letting the poor father's fists and feet hit his body, his eyes were swollen, the corners of his mouth were constantly dripping blood, and his white coat was full of footprints.

At this time, in the ward, Song Liwan cried loudly: "Dad, I beg you, you just let me die, he is right, I am really in pain, I beg you." ”

Song Liwan's mother also completely collapsed when she heard this, she rushed out with a wail, pounced, kept grabbing Mi Zixuan's face, and shouted in her mouth: "You shut up for me, shut up, shut up!" ”

Mi Zixuan's face was quickly scratched by Song Liwan and was full of wounds, but he still didn't hide and let her vent.

Che Zhiping heard the movement and rushed over with people, and quickly separated them, he looked at Mi Zixuan's face with anger and distress, he shouted: "Get out of my office." ”

Mi Zixuan didn't say anything, turned around and left.

More than half an hour later, Che Zhiping walked in, and saw Mi Zixuan sitting there smoking in a daze, and he couldn't get out when he saw the injury on his face, because he also knew that Mi Zixuan was right, and now death is the only and best way for Song Liwan to get relief.

Che Zhiping sighed and said, "It's okay, right?" Something to check out. ”

Mi Zixuan shook his head.

Che Zhiping sat down and said: "I know what you said is right, there is no possibility of curing this disease, the patient can only wait for death, this process is very painful and undignified, but first of all, there is no euthanasia in our country, and secondly, we must respect the opinions of the family, that is their only daughter, they will definitely not give up, they will persist until the last moment." ”

Mi Zixuan raised his head, and his face did not have that under-pumping hippie smile, he was very serious and serious: "But their insistence is wrong, this insistence will only make Song Liwan more painful, and will deprive Song Liwan of her last dignity, which is unfair to her, she is not a child anymore, she is an adult, and she has the right to choose her own path."

There is nothing wrong with the path she chose, we are doctors, we know this better, so we should respect Song Liwan's choice and convince her parents. ”

Che Zhiping frowned and said: "But this is in China, not abroad, there is no euthanasia, I told you." ”

Mi Zixuan's tone suddenly became intense: "Are we going to watch her die a painful and undignified death?" I am a doctor, you are also a doctor, you should know what our responsibility is, when we are not able to save patients, we should try to alleviate the suffering of patients as much as possible, and preserve their last dignity as a human being. ”

Che Zhipinghuo also came up, stood up violently and slapped the table and said: "We have no right to decide the life and death of patients, let alone provide patients with lethal drugs, this is illegal, do you understand?" ”

Mi Zixuan stiffened his neck and said: "Lao Tzu doesn't understand, Lao Tzu knows that she is in pain now, and I want to help her." ”

Che Zhiping clenched his fists and scolded: "You bastard you, you help her?" How can you help her? Are you going to give her medicine to euthanize her? Who do you think you are? As far as you are compassionate, you are dedicated to the sake of the patients? That's you, isn't it? If you do, will her family let you go? Will the law let you go? Mi Zixuan, let me tell you, you are self-destructing your future. ”

Mi Zixuan sneered: "Future? What is the future of becoming a doctor? If it's such a future, I'd rather not, such a wretched doctor Lao Tzu is not appropriate, whoever Nima is willing to be, who is, Lao Tzu will not do it. ”

Still saying this, Mi Zixuan tore off his coat and slammed it to the ground, and then slammed the door.

Che Zhiping's roar came: "If you don't do it, you won't do it, get out of here, get out of here, get out of the way, never let me see you, bastard, bastard!" ”

At this time, Mi Zixuan's heart was angry, not because he was beaten by Song Liwan's parents, but because he couldn't do anything about Song Liwan's illness, and that deep helplessness turned into boundless anger.

This anger is also because of the current Huaxia medical regulations, Song Liwan's illness does not have any effective treatment, she is very painful, she will watch herself die, die without dignity, she should choose euthanasia, Huaxia should also introduce such medical regulations, this is respect for life, this is respect for a terminally ill patient.

But without such regulations, Song Liwan's dignity does not matter, her pain does not matter, whether it is the doctor or her parents, stubborn, stupid and cruel to watch her die painfully and without dignity.

Mi Zixuan didn't want to be a cruel fool, so he would rather not be this doctor, so he slammed the door and left, leaving in the stunned eyes of Qi Xuan and the others.

And the sound of smashing things came from Che Zhiping's office, as well as his angry scolding.

This time, Mi Zixuan made Che Zhiping completely angry.

When Su Zhiqiang learned the news, he was not angry, only sighed, in fact, if possible, he would prefer Mi Zixuan to retain today's bloodiness and the sense of morality that a doctor should have, but he knew that as time went by, the torrent of society would grind the edges and corners of Fang Zixuan, and he would gradually become numb to the life and death of the patient, even if he was helpless and blamed himself, he would still wear that damn numb mask like himself and other doctors, in order to cover up his incompetence.

In the face of this drunken and materialistic society, Mi Zixuan's sense of morality as a doctor will also disappear, because he is just one person, he cannot be the enemy of the whole world, he can only choose to compromise.

This kind of Mi Zixuan is what Su Zhiqiang doesn't want to see, but he has to see that this is the price that must be paid for growth, the price of helplessness, the price of cruelty, and the price of fucking.

Su Zhiqiang just said to Che Zhiping: "Let him calm down for a few days, and I'll talk to him when I come back." Then he hung up.

Whether it is Su Zhiqiang or Che Zhiping, they all think that the whole thing is like this, Mi Zixuan does not have the courage to really give Song Liwan euthanasia medicine.

Su Zhiqiang is wrong, Che Zhiping is also wrong, Mi Zixuan has always been the angular Mi Zixuan, and he has always been the Mi Zixuan who will never compromise, and he is the one who straightens his backbone, even if the torrent is big, he doesn't want to smooth his edges and corners for half a minute, this is the case in the previous life, and it is still like this in this life, because he is called Mi Zixuan.

At four o'clock in the morning that day, Che Zhiping was woken up by the rapid ringing of his mobile phone, he picked up the mobile phone and saw that the number on it was Corey, and he immediately fell asleep, Corey must have called him so late, but Che Zhiping never thought that it was Song Liwan and Mi Zixuan who had an accident.

He answered the phone and listened to the doctor on duty say in a very anxious voice: "Director Che, Song Liwan is gone." ”

Che Zhiping jumped up and said, "What did you say?" Song Liwan is gone? ”

The doctor on duty said: "Yes, her parents are asleep, someone opened the window in the middle of the night and jumped up and took Song Liwan away, I looked at the surveillance, this person is Mi Zixuan." ”

Che Zhiping exclaimed again: "What? Yonzixuan? ”

Che Zhiping's wife was woken up and said dissatisfied: "What are you yelling at night? Still don't let people sleep? ”

Che Zhiping was so panicked that he ran to the hospital without even putting on his shoes.

At the same time, Su Zhiqiang is also like him, if such a big thing happens, how can the family give up?

Now Song Liwan's parents have gathered many relatives and friends to gather in the emergency department, and they also called the police, shouting for the hospital to hand over the person and severely punish Mi Zixuan.

Su Zhiqiang panicked, Che Zhiping also panicked, none of them thought that Mi Zixuan would be so bold as to sneak into the hospital in the middle of the night to abduct the patient, what was he going to do?

Su Zhiqiang and Che Zhiping both had a bad premonition in their hearts, I am afraid that this kid will euthanize Song Liwan.

Once he does this, Mi Zixuan's life will be ruined, and just one murder charge can make him sit through the prison.

At this time, Mi Zixuan drove the car and said softly to Song Liwan: "Where do you want to go?" ”