Chapter 268: Dear Baby
Han Anxi looked at An Tan's expression of wanting to speak and stopped, and couldn't help but tremble in his heart, whether he was leaving him, whether he was unwilling to stay in the same space with him anymore, and whether he was tired of being besieged by him. Han Anxi couldn't help but tremble, he tried his best to keep himself normal, but the green tendons of his intersecting hands were exposed, and the force was almost spasmodic. No, don't leave him, his heart is crying silently, but in reality there is no sound. He just lowered his head and trembled and waited for An Qin's final verdict.
Suddenly, he felt that his jaw was hooked by a slender finger, and he had to raise his head, he wanted to be calm, as if he was still a director on the set, but as soon as he saw An Tan's slightly cold eyes, all the hypocritical disguises disappeared, leaving only the panic and helplessness in his heart. If he really wants to leave, can he really force him to stay?
He thought about it for a long time, and then he sadly realized that he wouldn't. If An Tan really wants to leave him, he won't keep it anymore, he has fallen into the abyss of pain, and he knows that this is not a good taste, so he is no longer willing to let An Tan suffer like this. He really likes him and loves him, rather than the two of them living so hard, it is better for him to be alone in pain, as long as he is happy, he will be happy.
This is the true meaning of love that he has only realized in the past two days, but when he saw An Qin and other people kissing Mimi, all the truths and true meanings disappeared. It wasn't until today that he realized that he couldn't do what he expected. Han Anxi laughed a little self-deprecatingly, Han Anxi, Han Anxi, you are really regressing the more you live. And he sadly found that as long as he encountered problems related to An Tan, he would easily lose his proportion. An Qin is a catastrophe that he can't get over in his life, but even so, he is still willing to die.
Han Anxi was ready to catch the last despair, he desperately suppressed the sadness that had overflowed blood, but his eyes were still inevitably red. An Qin didn't speak, just looked at him steadily, suddenly lowered his head, and imprinted a kiss on his slightly dry lips. Han Anxi's body stiffened, his eyes widened in disbelief, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he almost jumped out of his chest uncontrollably. His mind was in chaos, but in the midst of the noise, he clearly heard An Qin say softly: "Since you can't let it go, then let's try." ”
He hugged An Tan's waist, his lips trembled, his tongue seemed to be knotted, and he couldn't speak. "You, you, can you repeat what you just said?" There was still an incredible light in his eyes, and he even pinched his thigh in a daze, until the sharp pain was clearly transmitted back to his brain, and he realized that what he had just heard was not his fantasy.
An Qin smiled good-naturedly, "I said let's try it." ”
Han Anxi was excited, he pulled An Tan down on the bed, ran out of bed upside down, took off An Tan's shoes gently, and then turned off the bedside lamp, staring at him in the dark, for fear that he would disappear from his eyes in the next second.
"Anqin, Anqin."
"I'm here."
"Anqin."
"I'm here."
Han Anxi half-pressed on An Tan's body, and kissed her head and face, looking extremely disorganized. An Qin was so anxious that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, so he could only pat him on the shoulder, "You made me salivate." ”
"I'm so happy, Antan, you know, today is the happiest moment of my life."
"Alright, alright, it's time for you to eat. If you don't eat and drink so much alcohol for a day, do you want to die? ”
Han Anxi's head shook like a rattle, "No, no, no, I don't want to die, I have you now, I don't want to die." Wait for me, I'll go eat now. ”
After speaking, he was about to roll out of bed, but was stopped by An Tan's hand, he turned back puzzled, only to hear An Qin say helplessly: "Put on your clothes first, are you planning to show your small belly and poopy body for free?" ”
Han Anxi embarrassedly picked up the bath towel that had just fallen due to the violent movement, and gently printed a kiss on An Tan's forehead, "I'll be fine soon." ”
He's drunk too much alcohol today, so don't be dizzy at this moment. Before he had taken two steps, he heard a bang. The black light was blinding, and Han Anxi unfortunately hit the wall with his dizzy head, and successfully saw many little bees flying in front of his eyes.
An Qin couldn't help laughing, he accurately found Han Anxi's position, placed him, and said helplessly: "You still stay here honestly and don't move, I'll bring you the food." ”
After speaking, An Qin didn't care whether Han Anxi agreed or not, and walked straight to the door, and turned on the light by the way. When he came back, he saw Han Anxi sitting on the edge of the bed, smiling like a 200-pound fool.
"I just warmed you up, you eat first, I'll take a shower."
"Okay." No matter what An Qin says now, he will agree. At this time, even if he wanted the moon, he would try to take it off for him.
An Qin took a bath quickly, and when he came out, Han Anxi had already eaten well. He also sent the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen for the first time, of course, he didn't know how to wash them, but threw them into the sink. I saw his dark eyes staring directly at An Qin's slightly dewy spring light, and his throat couldn't help but move.
They had just been together, and he couldn't scare him. Han Anxi kept chanting silently in his heart, like an old monk chanting scriptures, very pious.
"What are you doing?" The old monk settled down.
The familiar breath lingered around, Han Anxi swallowed his saliva with difficulty, pulled An Tan down on the bed suddenly, looked at him sideways with affection, and couldn't help but sigh: "An Tan, I never thought that you would promise me." Actually, I've prepared for the worst just now, and if you really want to leave me, I'll really let you go. ”
"I'm gone, how will you live?"
"What else can I do, I have to get by. It is said that mourning is greater than life and death, and today I really have a deep understanding. Han Anxi took one of An Tan's hands and kissed it gently, "Thank you for being willing to be with me, I'm really happy." ”
An Qin smiled, noncommittal.
"Shall I sleep here today?" An Qin's eyebrows raised slightly, and Han Anxi patted his chest schemingly to make a guarantee, "I promise not to move you, okay?" ”
"Really?" It's not that he doubts Han Anxi's self-control, but now, his gaze is like a wolf, extremely aggressive.
He really didn't believe him.
"I promise." Han Anxi hugged An Tan's arm and coquettishly, "You don't know how I came here during this time, I couldn't sleep all night long, and I didn't dare to look for you, for fear of waking you up and seeing your disgusted eyes." I never thought that I, Han Anxi, would one day have such a long time of suffering from gains and losses. "It's not what it looks like.
An Qin looked at his bloodshot eyes, and finally nodded in agreement.
"I'm going to turn off the lights."
Turning off the light, Han Anxi lay beside An Qin in a proper manner, and said softly, "Sleep." ”
Han Anxi slept very deeply this night, and when he woke up, he opened his eyes, remembered yesterday's incident, and smiled from ear to ear. He turned his head suddenly, there was no one around, his face immediately became extremely pale, he lifted the quilt, hurriedly got out of bed, and as soon as he put on his shoes, he saw An Tan walking in with a tray.
"You're awake."
Han Anxi took the tray in his hand, put it aside casually, and then hugged An Qin tightly, he said in a trembling voice: "I thought you were gone, I thought you didn't want me anymore." ”
An Qin hugged his waist and patted him gently, gently comforting his extremely insecure heart.
"Anxi, have you forgotten, we were together yesterday. You should know me, even if I want to leave, I won't leave quietly, and I will definitely say goodbye to you. ”
"Really?"
"Really."
Han Anxi burst into tears and laughed, An Qin looked at his face that was still nervous, and felt bitter in his heart. He was the one who forced the man who used to be so high-spirited to be what he is now, it's him.
"Okay, go wash up, or the food will be cold in a while."
"If you kiss me, I'll go." Han Anxi pointed to his face inch by inch.
An Qin glanced at him lazily, walked straight past him, and chose to ignore his rude request to the end.
"Okay, you wait for me, I'll be fine in a moment."
He washed up and hurried out, as if he was afraid that An Tan would run away. An Qin took out a set of clothes from the closet and handed it to him, "Put it on, exhibitionist." ”
"I didn't show it to anyone else, I just showed it to you." Han Anxi smiled with a thief's eyebrows, "Do you still like what you see?" ”
An Qin held back for a long time, and finally squeezed out two words from between his teeth, "Hooligans!" ”
"I'm a hooligan and I'm only a hooligan for you." Han Anxi pulled An Tan, who had a dish-faced face, and said with a smile: "Okay, let's eat first, don't waste time on this meaningless quarrel." Do you have any plans for a while? ”
"Nope."
"That's good, all your time today belongs to me." Han Anxi's smiling eyes were about to narrow into a line.
An Qin had a headache in the face of Han Anxi's nervousness!
"Can you be normal, don't just stare at me at every turn, it's really scary."
When Han Anxi heard An Qin's complaints, he restrained himself a little, but he still couldn't help but look at him affectionately, and An Qinchao blew up a little bit. Fortunately, his head was overwhelmed by joy, but his eyes were still clear, and before An Qin went crazy, he hurriedly took out a fire extinguisher to extinguish the fire. "Honey, I've actually always had a question for you."
When An Qin heard this awkward name, he almost didn't squirt out the rice he had just eaten in his mouth. He roared loudly, "Can you please not say such disgusting things while I am eating." ”
"You don't want me to call you darling, so what do you want me to call you, baby?"
The corners of An Qin's mouth twitched uncontrollably.
"Then baby. Baby, I want to ask you, who was that woman who was with you yesterday? ”
An Qin's face changed, he put down his chopsticks and looked at Han Anxi faintly, and said word by word: "You follow me." ”
"Oh my God, I'm more wronged than Dou E. I went to the mall to buy you a set of clothes, and I happened to see you talking and laughing together, "Now that I think about it, he still smells of vinegar." "After that, I didn't buy clothes, I bought alcohol instead. I see that you are so happy together, of course I want to kill her. ”
"I didn't even know that you had violent tendencies."
Hearing that An Tan's tone was wrong, Han Anxi immediately explained nervously: "No, no, I just said nonsense." ”
An Qin stopped talking, looked straight at Han Anxi, and finally Han Anxi couldn't stand it anymore, and said in a snort: "There is a little bit of such an idea, but isn't it that there is no action, I just imagined it in my mind." ”