SAM appeared, and even I had the illusion that this person was completely illusory in my subconscious, and that he didn't exist at all, at least a noble child like him shouldn't stand with a poor sour girl like me, but the £1,000 was a real existence

So this person ...... Just like a passer-by in my life, hurried to and without a trace

I also suddenly remembered my English name, in fact, I am not and do not want to, when I just want to have a warm ordinary family and live an ordinary life

After being tired, suffering, and painful, I can't guess what will happen next...... Can I still have a little bit of joy and joy?

Too long in despair and weariness, as if there was never a sunny day

……

I accidentally met a game master on the Internet, and he has a group of followers, who are like ancient emperors, and are supported by many people

And happily, my low hand in this game has met a master, and it feels very good

At least I had a good conversation with them, and it had the intimacy of the Chinese people, and it could relieve the pressure on me that was a little overwhelming

I have lived in London for more than ten years, and I can't comment on my life with "happy" and "sad", but it seems that I have developed a numb skill here, and all the pain imposed on me seems to be no longer painful

Of course, it also made me even more lonely, even when I squeezed into the noisy crowd, this strong sense of loneliness and desolation would be vividly expressed, let alone alone

Fear of loneliness, fear of loneliness, so use an overloaded part-time job every day to prove his existence

There are still two years to graduate, tell yourself to grit your teeth and hold on until you graduate, and hold on until you go back

……

Huo Yize looked at each of her diaries almost word for word, and as she grew older, her handwriting became more and more beautiful, and of course she seemed to be more and more angry, and more and more sad

the sadness of being alone and helpless; Indignation against Chen Yuhua Yin's family

And Xiao A originally met in this way

Even if I knew what was going on between them before, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous and a little envious in my heart......

Although his life is rich and luxurious, the degree of experience is far less than one-tenth of hers, and Tong Mai is still so strong and brave after experiencing so many things, and even still retains a warm and kind heart, Huo Yize found that he not only knew her past better, but also loved her more

I have suffered too much and experienced too many storms...... She deserves more care

Later, in Tong Mai's diary, she did not write it down every day, but once something big happened, she would write it down

When will she write about him, how will she mention him in her diary, Huo Yize's heart beat suddenly, and he couldn't help but speed up, and he couldn't wait to see what was about him

Then it was his turn

After receiving the graduation certificate, I am about to return to China, and I can "meet" my mother, and I am looking forward to it and melancholy

Old man Yin called and said that he had graduated and grown up and was going to get married

Hehe......

Marrying someone is a pretense, and it is true that you don't like me to stay in the Yin family

My existence is their disgrace, and I am like a rat crossing the street, not to the point where everyone shouts and fights, but it is not much different

Chen Yuhua said that she was going to find me a good mother-in-law, and she said "good" in her mouth...... The credibility is low

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF STAYING IN LONDON, AND I CAN'T TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH I LIKE OR HATE THIS CITY, BUT IT'S NOT ALWAYS IMPRESSIVE, SO WHY NOT GO TO THE MOST EXCLUSIVE PUB IN THE CITY CENTER, AND OFTEN LISTEN TO MY ROOMMATE LINDA TALK ABOUT HOW LIVELY AND PASSIONATE IT IS

Maybe I need a lot of energy to support me to go back to China and fight

Yes, going back, for me it's a battle, it's the beginning of a battle

……

Oh my God...... The first time I was like this, I tried to tell myself that if I don't regret what I Tongmai did, don't regret it

But the heart is even more lonely and empty

The first heart-pounding feeling also buried the most precious time of my life, and I didn't even know his name......

How superficial, how impulsive, how decadent

I thought it was just a dream, and I met someone in my dream who made my heart flutter and felt and could mobilize my passion

It's a pity that this is not a dream, and the intense pain in my body reminds me of my presumptuous and remorse after being presumptuous

……

Seeing this, the corners of Huo Yize's lips couldn't help but smile with joy

Exciting...... Can he understand it as love at first sight, and the feeling of self-esteem and superiority and being liked filled his chest instantly

Now I think about how lucky he was to have this adventure

Luckily, he met her, and luckily he was met, and no one else met Tong Mai......

Maybe it's an incredible fate

Huo Yize held the back of her white and tender hand tightly, and gently held it to his lips, "Thank you, God, let me meet you, thank you for this encounter," If Tong Mai hadn't appeared, he wouldn't have known what an ordinary and boring life he was still living

His life had been unchanging until her presence disturbed his atrium......

Even if she doesn't seem to be a delicate girl, in fact, she is a little woman in her bones, full of flavor, and can clearly experience her joys, sorrows, and sorrows from her diary, even if most of them are sad, but she has always maintained an optimistic and positive life......

Las Vegas - Joe's House

Since Lin Meili and Qiao Ran had a forced intimacy, Lin Meili has almost avoided Qiao Ran, and she is even more sad that she failed to defend Jiang Chengyi

Even though it wasn't of her own free will, it turned out that her body no longer belonged to him......

Even though it was not a gentleman's act to occupy her, Qiao Ran's mood was obviously very happy, because it was his woman, so a valuable ring firmly ignored Lin Meili's willingness or not, and couldn't help but say that it was strongly put into her fingertips

Lin Meimei's fierce reflex took off and threw it on the ground in disgust

didn't speak or scold, but there was clear hatred and hatred in his expression

And Qiao Ran seemed to be relatively patient, and when she picked it up again and planned to continue to put it on her ring finger, Lin Meili was really angry, "You are bored, do you know?"

It's not just boring, it's a scoundrel, it's also nasty

I can't help but think of the way he forced himself to behave that day, which was full of shameful intimacy, and even the heat of the blush that day has continued to this day, and Lin Meimei's face can't help but be red

"I don't know," his reply didn't restrain in the slightest, didn't need to retract, straightened her fingers, forced them on, and held them tightly to prevent her from taking them off

Qiao Ran held her fingertips with one hand and her waist with the other, intimately staring at her white and clean face, Qiao Ran's heart would actually speed up from time to time, and her breathing was naturally hot and hot, "Take you out for a ride, you can't get sick all day long, you're about to get sick."

After speaking, regardless of Lin Meili's willingness or not, she pulled her up and forcibly hugged her waist, they clearly knew each other for not too long, but although Lin Meili had a tacit understanding and resistance in her behavior, it seemed that they had known each other for a long, long time before, and the tacit understanding was enviable and jealous

He was embarrassed to say that these words were held here by him, and he was still blushing and his heart was not beating, as if he had given her endless tenderness and thoughtfulness at this moment

"I'm not going anywhere except to take me home," she said, feeling that it was safer here

But here the "safe" result is not yet ......

Lin Meimei's heart was in turmoil, and when she thought of intimate things, her dryness kept freeing up

Qiao Ran raised his eyebrows, "It's not bad, I finally have some nostalgia for my family, no, it should be our family...... If you want to move out of here or just live here, I'll listen to you."

Obviously, it sounded as if her husband listened to his wife very much and completely followed his wife's instructions, but what was revealed in his eyes was not so bad, evil and evil, and he was also pouting with wisps of cynicism and affection, and kissed her heavily on the forehead, as if there were thousands of factors of attachment and liking running around him

"If you don't talk nonsense, will you die"

She was really vicious in her heart now, hoping that the man in front of her would completely disappear from her sight forever

"What should you do if I die", the majestic and arrogant identified her, and regarded her as the most important person in this life

Lin Meili was so angry that she gritted her teeth and talked to him, she could always make her half angry, she didn't see him talk so much when she was a bodyguard for her before, in fact, she didn't know that Qiao Ran was deliberately trying to make her angry, she was angry, not only did she look good-looking, but more importantly, her Mumu's expression was much better, which was enough to drive her emotions and slowly dispel her deep concern and nostalgia for Jiang Chengyi......

Even if Qiao Ran is not a person who talks too much, he must pester her with 100% enthusiasm, if both of them are cold, then the result is obvious, it must be that they go their separate ways, and there must always be one person to accommodate the other party, and now he must play the role of accommodation, of course, there are some aspects that he cannot accommodate......

Qiao Ran inadvertently remembered the look she refused under her, her blushing complexion and her smooth and translucent skin resisting his chest......

One day, he will make her willingly belong to himself and belong to him alone

Lin Meili didn't bother to pay attention to it, gave him a look, and he treated it as a "coquette": "Don't worry, I won't die, at least I won't die before you die, so as not to make you sad"

Qiao Ran is so bound to live, as if she is sure that Lin Meili will definitely fall in love with him and he will love her...... Whether it is a bitter or sweet experience, make it an experience before happiness, accept it, face it, do not escape, do not retreat.