An Ziyan's heart was beating extremely fast.

It's like a feeling of stealing, coveting things that don't belong to him, for fear of being discovered by others, he has to admit that he is very lacking in virtue - doing this kind of thing while Lu Rong'an is drunk.

He kissed her, and soon he was a little out of control, a feeling that no other woman could give him, a kind of intimacy that was close to taboo, not permitted, and thus made him sink even more, and in his almost smooth life, she was the only one, unlike other women, who was beyond his reach.

It's not so much drunken sex as alcohol giving him courage, his mind is blank, reason and restraint are thrown out of the clouds, and only her is left in his eyes, her soft body and undulating curves.

He touched her sweaty hair, looked at her misty eyes, as if to remember this moment, and he hugged her tightly.

There was a glamorous atmosphere in the air, and An Ziyan was lying on his side, looking at Lu Rong's sleeping face, his eyes were gloomy.

He was awake by now.

Regret it? Not to mention, he did what he had been thinking about for many years, even if it was taking advantage of the danger of others, he didn't regret it, but the problem was that he didn't feel satisfied, what he wanted was more than just one night.

He is tired of standing behind Lu Rongan forever, pretending to be pure and harmless, and being a messy male girlfriend in her mouth, he has desires and hopes for her, he has never said it before, but now, he wants to say it.

He felt that she would inevitably make a fuss tomorrow, so let's make trouble, and it would be better to take this opportunity to say it......

Having made up his mind, he took the man into his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

……

When Lu Rongan woke up, his whole body seemed to be falling apart.

Back pain, leg pain, and a place that is difficult to talk about, it also hurts badly, the heavy curtains in the hotel room cut off the light source, and in the dark, she opened her eyes and saw An Ziyan's face at hand.

She was stunned for a few minutes before her mind slowly turned, and she remembered the chaotic night with a splitting headache.

Then her face turned pale and changed several times, first frightened, then angry.

She has long known that An Ziyan is distracted and undisciplined, but she has always felt that he is different from her, they are like family, and An Ziyan is like her brother, she has always taken care of her, and she has always cherished it, and now she ......

She actually lay on a bed and a quilt with him, without an inch, and his hand was still holding her possessively!

She clenched her fists for a long time, and when she saw that An Ziyan showed no signs of waking up, she removed his hand, turned over and got out of bed, casually put on her skirt and left.

Her mind was still a little messy, she couldn't think clearly, she couldn't think of anything to face An Ziyan, she couldn't think of how to face Zuo Yan, and she was very angry when she thought about it.

She felt that no matter how drunk An Ziyan was, she shouldn't treat her as one of those messy women, but he really did that, which shows that she has nothing special about An Ziyan.

She returned to the house, but fortunately Zuo Yan was not there, she rushed to the bathroom and hurriedly washed the traces on her body.

The body is very painful, and her heart is not happy, she can see clearly the mottled kiss marks on her body in the mirror, not only conspicuous, but also a lot, the color is dark, An Ziyan is simply going to eat people, her mind flashed back to the messy and broken fragments of last night, it was he kissing her, holding her, the action was deep and heavy, as if to smash her.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't want to, when she thinks about it, her face is hot, her heart is beating badly, she touched the bath towel and wrapped her body casually, Zuo Yan hasn't come back yet, the phone rings on the table, she picks it up, and when she sees An Ziyan's name, she hangs it up casually.

was panicked in his heart, and simply pulled An Ziyan's number to the blacklist, and his heart was a little brighter.

Her mood is very contradictory, there must be anger, anger in An Ziyan's heart is not as special as she imagined, angry An Ziyan's casual attitude towards her, more importantly, she feels embarrassed, very embarrassed.

Because she didn't refuse, not only did she not ...... last night

Except for An Ziyan's sudden madness later, she and him were even very compatible before, even more compatible than her and Zuo Yan, this is simply terrifying, she was full of excitement, and hurriedly went to find the after-the-fact medicine to take it first.

An Ziyan woke up in the hotel and was stunned for a long time in the room where he was the only one left.

I can't contact Lu Rongan, how many times, the phone can't get through, and I won't be contacted.

I wanted to go over to her, but I didn't think it was necessary, and her attitude was already very revealing.

He is still a little proud in his bones, after all, for many years, other women can come over with his fingers, but Lu Rongan is different, he can be said to have poured out his heart and lungs for her, but as a result, not only did she not like him, but she had a soft spot for others, he couldn't be that cheap, and he could only swallow it by himself.

Feelings this kind of thing, sometimes he doesn't vomit unpleasantly, he can't spit out, it's a hurdle in his heart, he panics, he doesn't feel smooth, he doesn't even have the energy to find a woman, others think he has changed his character, but only he knows that he can't play.

Even lying on the bed, all he thought about was Lu Rongan, Lu Rongan's voice and body were like a kind of Gu, planted deep in his bones, making him suddenly extremely tired of other women.

He lived aggrieved like this, until he saw Zuo Yan in the charm.

At that time, he and Lu Rongan had not been in contact for a while, and Zuo Yan was enchanting other women to celebrate their birthdays and order songs for other women, so high-profile, he admitted that he was a bit of a pretext, and when he was fighting, he was thinking about how to be happy, and he wanted to vent his unhappiness for days, which was simply red-eyed.

Lu Rongan's later reaction was actually what he expected.

She is always like this, she is loyal to Zuo Yan like a dog, she can't tolerate others saying a bad word about Zuo Yan, her trust and worship of Zuo Yan is unconditional, it is a kind of pathological fanaticism, ordinary people can't understand it, and An Ziyan can't understand it.

However, even if he had seen it through, he still couldn't suppress his anger, the court was completely out of shape, he hadn't been so angry for a long time, if it wasn't for Ye Shucheng and the lawyer to stop him, it would have been possible to beat Zuo Yan again in the courtroom.

Seeing that Lu Rongan was firmly on Zuo Yan's side, and he didn't hear his words, he felt that he should completely give up.

He thought to himself that he didn't really love her very much, and it wasn't that he would really want to die without her......

Then, the pain was still bone-crushing, after all, she had been in his life, in his life, for so long.

They are like a part of each other's lives, and it is not easy to make a complete break?

He told himself that he had to be himself.

On the night of the decision, he was a little lax, like a string that had been tightened for a long time, and he broke, and he indulged himself in getting drunk, but he didn't expect to be drunk until he was taken to the hospital.

He didn't expect that Lu Rongan would come to see him.

In the past, every time she wanted to cry or not, this trick was already lethal enough for him, but this time, his heart was crossed, and those cruel words were spoken, and after she left, he realized that it was not so difficult.

How many years before he sang a one-man show, and when he said it, his heart was empty, but it was also light.

The family had reprimanded him countless times because of the fight, and did not let him interact with Lu Rongan again, but he was obedient this time and agreed.

He hadn't planned to contact her again anyway.

His mother saw that it was rare for him to cooperate like this, so she brought up the blind date.

He didn't refuse, in the days when he couldn't see Lu Rongan, his head was enlightened, and it was clear, he should settle down when he had played enough, how many marriages in a wealthy family were transactions, he didn't need to be special, anyway, if it wasn't Lu Rongan, it would be almost the same as anyone, it would be better to make a little contribution to the family business, about this, he thought very openly.

So in the next two or three months, he embarked on the road of blind date, and saw all kinds of young women, dignified and squeamish, old-fashioned and old-fashioned, in his mother's words, he still had to weigh and weigh before he knew which was the most suitable.

In fact, it is only necessary to see which brings the greatest commercial benefits.

This matter is more troublesome than he imagined, and it is a little irritating to get along with each other, especially not long after, before he can determine a suitable one, Ye Shucheng got married.

That period of time was actually quite a toss-up, Ye Shucheng bought a house, bought a ring, planned a marriage proposal, and went all the way to a grand open-air lawn wedding, all of which were all sprinkled with dog food.

Of course, he can't stop it, he should be happy for Ye Shucheng to arrive, after all, it is much more difficult for Ye Shucheng to find a partner than him, but on the day of the wedding, he saw Ye Shucheng and Su Nian on the stage below, and when he saw their smiles, his heart suddenly turned over the river and the sea.

Ye Shucheng is not as easy as him to find a partner, but as soon as he looked for it, he found the only one he wanted the most, he was still not so great, he could be happy for Ye Shucheng without distractions, in fact, he was a little lost, even Ye Shucheng's insulator was off the list, and he was still dangling as a playboy.

He was also a little sad and lonely, and he suddenly thought that this might be the end of his life.

If he could like someone else, he might be able to relax, and he suddenly wants to like another woman.

But liking is a feeling, it's too elusive, he doesn't even know when he fell in love with Lu Rong'an, a woman with a brain like him, after the wedding, he was a little tired, he found a secluded place in the corridor of the villa to smoke, thinking of Lu Rongan, remembering a lot of previous things, for a long time, he was talking to himself, and spit out a few words in a low voice.

"retarded."

His mouth didn't close, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that a few meters away, Lu Rongan had just turned around from the corner and was staring at him in surprise.

He still had a cigarette between his fingers, a little silly, he didn't expect to be here, at this time, to see her.

The atmosphere was a little awkward, and for a while, the corners of her eyes twitched, and she spoke: "You call me mentally retarded?" ”

"No ......"

He spat out a word and stopped.

In fact, he scolded her, and of course, he also scolded himself.

Why did he say it, he secretly cursed himself in his heart, the guests were outside, and he didn't expect that there would be people here.

Lu Rongan clasped his arms with his hands and squinted his eyes, "Don't talk nonsense, it's me who you're scolding." ”

He was a little depressed, "I didn't see you just now, I thought I was the only one here." ”

Her expression was clearly disbelieving, "You're still with me?" ”

This sentence seemed to shrink the distance he deliberately opened up in an instant, he and she were too familiar and unscrupulous to each other after all, he was silent for two seconds, and took a puff of cigarette, "That's right, I'm scolding you, you mentally retarded, brain-dead, you don't distinguish between black and white, and you can't even see who is good to you?" What can Zuo Yan give you? ”

She was stunned, her face turned pale instantly, she didn't expect to see him for so long, and he spoke so sharply as soon as she saw him.

He looked at her coldly, "Lu Rongan, let me tell you, I'll just wait to see you play, see when you are dumped by Zuo Yan, or see you and Zuo Yan's poor husband and wife mourn everything, and you have to guard a man who doesn't care about you at all, are you still waiting for Zuo Yan to develop?" Are his broken paintings sold now, I'm afraid I won't even be able to earn back the paint money, you can't become Van Gogh, you can become Van Gogh's woman, and accompany Zuo Yan to live in poverty for the rest of your life......"

He said a lot of sarcastic words, she clenched her fists, and listened so quietly, without retorting a word, she couldn't go on as he spoke.

He found that she was a little abnormal, in the past, whenever he said that Zuo Yan was not good, she would have to make trouble with him, but now, even if her face has changed, she will endure it, she will not leave, she will not make noise, just stand quietly like this.

He felt a little bored, and lowered his head as he spat out a smoke ring.

Where is like a man, he looks down on himself.

He both looked down on Zuo Yan and was jealous of Zuo Yan, this feeling was terrible, why should he be jealous of a person he looked down on?

This is simply ugly, he extinguished his cigarette irritably, he couldn't bear this silence, she didn't leave, he could only take the first step, to leave, but he heard her say: "An Ziyan, you are mentally retarded." ”

He paused.

"If you had a brain, you wouldn't have said these things, haven't you ever wondered why I'm here today?"

She turned and looked at his back.

He looked back hesitantly, and after a few seconds, his face changed slightly.

He was actually not surprised that she was here, there were guests of the Ye family today, and the Ye family and the Lu family had some business dealings, so it was understandable that she appeared here, but ......

Before, she had already run away from home because of Zuo Yan's affairs, in order to live with Zuo Yan, she had a lot of trouble with her family, and she didn't go back for a long time, so how could she represent the Lu family to attend Ye Shucheng's wedding?

Unless......

"I broke up with Zuo Yan."

She said.

He didn't come back to his senses for a while.

"Before you mock others, you should update your own news," she tugged at the corners of her mouth, "It doesn't matter if Zuo Yan will become Van Gogh or not, I won't follow his poor husband and wife to mourn, and who he is with has nothing to do with me." ”

An Ziyan was dumbfounded, his lips moved a few times, and asked, "Why did you suddenly ......?"

Lu Rongan looked out the window and sighed, "I went home one day and saw him in bed with other women." ”

“……”

An Ziyan was speechless.

He originally hoped that Lu Rongan would find Zuo Yan's true face earlier, but he didn't expect that the discovery would be so tragic.

He hadn't contacted Lu Rongan for a while, and he refused to listen to all her news, and he didn't even know that such a big change had happened in her life, and he suddenly felt sullen in his heart.

She has always regarded Zuo Yan as her own faith, and found that Zuo Yan was out of the way, how uncomfortable she was, and how she carried it, he couldn't imagine.

He frowned and looked at her, he had completely lost the aura of for tat and deliberate ridicule before, and there was some pity in his eyes.

She looked at him and said, "Don't have that kind of expression, do you think that if I don't have Zuo Yan, I will die, and the sky will fall?" ”

He didn't speak, and she continued, "I won't, I can live without you, I can't live with anyone in this world." ”

He was stunned, and felt that the sudden mention of him was a little messy, wasn't he talking about her and Zuo Yan?

Seeing her bypassing him to leave, he suddenly realized something, and grabbed her wrist, "What did you mean by that just now?" ”

She didn't look back, she shook his hand vigorously, and when she couldn't shake it off, she was a little anxious, "Let go!" ”

He heard a little crying in her voice, dragged the person over, twisted her chin, and saw that her eyes were full of tears.

His heart suddenly lifted, frowned, and pondered for a while before persuading, "Don't think about it, it's not just a scumbag, if it's gone, it's gone, don't ......."

She raised her hand and punched him in the shoulder, he didn't watch out, this time the blow was quite heavy, he gasped heavily, the girls beat people with small powder fists on the man's chest, and Lu Rongan was simply an invincible iron fist, he panicked in pain, his expression was distorted, and he wanted to cry, "I kindly persuade you, how can you ......"

"Didn't you ignore me?!"

She looked up to interrupt him, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him with hatred, her expression was clearly a little sad and angry, his eyebrows were tangled, and his mind was in a mess.

He did say that he would leave her alone, and he did decide not to leave her alone, but ......

With a look at her, he was about to lose his armor, he had no insistence, and his heart was a mess.

Tears flowed down her eyes, and she turned her wrist and struggled, "Since you don't care about me, don't ask again, don't persuade me again, anyway, ......"

He was a little upset by her noise, pulled hard, and hugged the person in his arms, this trick really worked, she was scared stupid, her mouth stopped, and he took advantage of her reaction before she spoke: "Don't make trouble, I won't ignore you." ”

Lu Rong'an was aggrieved in her heart, her nose was sore, and tears flowed out at once, she deliberately rubbed his chest, rubbed the front of his shirt into a mess, and raised her hand to hit him behind his back, "You're still angry, I'm not angry, you did that kind of thing that night, you treat me as one of those random women around you, it's me who should be angry!" ”

He was stunned, looked down at her face, frowned, and felt wronged, "Why did I treat you as one of those random women?" Lu Rongan, speak with conscience, which eye do you see me treating you casually? ”

"Not casually, you still do that kind of thing? You're still ......."

She still had tears on her face, remembering that night, she felt ashamed and panicked, lowered her head to avoid his gaze, and pressed her face against his chest, "You can do it if it's a woman anyway, you're just a stallion without discipline!" ”

The more An Ziyan listened, the more wrong she became, her hand lifted her chin, saw her struggling, gave up in despair, touched her hair and said, "Did you misunderstand?" I didn't treat you like one of those women, I did it because ......"

He was rather depressed and paused, "Don't you know why I did it?" ”

Lu Rongan raised his head again, a little angry, "What do you think, how many women have you done, what can I know?" ”

An Ziyan's expression froze.

That's embarrassing......

He couldn't refute it, after all, he had too many women in the past, and it didn't seem to be convincing.

He originally thought that she would understand, after all, they had been together for many years, but now that he looked at it this way, it was reasonable for her to misunderstand.

His face was a little dumbfounded, "Listen to me, I'...... I ......"

He was a little anxious, and changed his words, "You are definitely different from those women, I didn't treat you as a casual woman." ”

When Lu Rongan heard this, he was stunned for a while, and finally said, "Then you like me?" ”

Rao is An Ziyan already knew that she had always spoken straightforwardly, but she still couldn't stand it, so she looked away, and her ears were hot, "Actually...... It's not ......"

He was annoyed with himself in his heart, he was a master at flirting with his sister on weekdays, how could he get to Lu Rongan, he couldn't be calm, so he cowered like this.

She raised her hand to wipe her face, "This is not, that is not, can you still have a word of truth in your mouth?" I'm talking to you to play the piano to the cow, you let go of me, I'm leaving. ”

“…… All right. He was a little irritable, hugged the person tightly despite her struggle, and put it close to her ear, "Yes, I like you, Lu Rongan, I have liked you for a long time, so I hate you being with Zuo Yan, I am jealous of Zuo Yan, because he has always monopolized you, you were drunk that night but I was not drunk, I always wanted you, I don't regret it, even if I do it again, I will still do it." ”

As he spoke, the air struck her ear, and her face burned and struggled, but he hugged her tightly, and he asked her, "Do you hate me?" ”

Her struggling movements stopped.

How could she hate him.

She relied on him more than her family, and she had always thought that he would be her support for the rest of her life.

He added, "Since you don't hate me, give me a chance." ”

She raised her hand and pushed him on the shoulder, "Aren't you on a blind date?" I've heard that you've already met three women this month alone! ”

He twisted his eyebrows and let go of her slightly, "The number of people is so clear, you have been paying attention to me?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, and then her face was embarrassed, and her face turned red, "I didn't ......"

He laughed, low and pleasant, and she looked ashamed, and heard him say, "If you are not happy, I will not go on a blind date in the future." ”

She paused, and her eyes lit up, "Really? ”

"Really," he said, "but you have broken my marriage, and you have to be responsible for me to the end, and I am in a hurry to take my daughter-in-law home on an errand, so you should do me a favor and go back with me." ”

She was dumbfounded, "You...... What are you, the Great Leap Forward? You haven't even chased me yet, and you're going to jump straight to marriage? No, I don't agree to fast forward, you've got to chase me first......"

Before the words fell, a sound of footsteps approached, Lu Rongan was tense, and he was about to push An Ziyan away, but it was too late, someone stopped at the corner, An Ziyan looked up and saw Ye Shucheng standing there, looking at it with a strange expression.

The biggest reaction was Lu Rongan, without saying a word, he stepped on An Ziyan's foot hard, An Ziyan gasped in pain, and his hand was unconsciously released, Lu Rongan turned around and ran away.

An Ziyan's face was distorted, and he bent over to look at the marks on his leather shoes that Lu Rong'an stepped on, and he was miserable, and glared at Ye Shucheng, "Will you pick a time?" ”

Ye Shucheng smiled, "Didn't you say that you won't care about her in the future?" ”

He eased up, slowly straightened up, and sighed for a long time, "I don't know why, I was stunned when I saw her uncomfortable." ”

"It's good," Ye Shucheng said with a smile, "There is always a woman in this world who can make you confess, otherwise you will be lawless." ”

An Ziyan also smiled, a little proud, "She broke up with Zuo Yan." ”

Ye Shucheng glanced back, Lu Rongan's back had shrunk a little at the end of the corridor, and he asked An Ziyan, "Then why don't you chase after it?" ”

"I can't run this time," An Ziyan was a little arrogant, but after a few seconds, he said: "But I'll still symbolically chase after it......"

After speaking, without waiting for Ye Shucheng's reaction, the person had already taken a step, and the wind passed by Ye Shucheng's side, and he didn't have time to say hello when he met Su Nian, who was coming over, and walked quickly in the direction where Lu Rong'an left.

Su Nian's smile in greeting was a little inexplicable, and he looked back at Ye Shucheng, "What's wrong with him?" ”

"He's in a hurry." Ye Shucheng walked over to Su Nian and took her hand and put it in his palm.

Su Nian smiled, "In a hurry to be reincarnated?" ”

"More anxious than reincarnation, he went to chase Lu Rongan."

"Oh-" she said with a long, knowing and wicked smile, "do you think you're lucky to see him like this?" ”

He nodded, "My wife and children are hot on the kang, but they are all together, and I am already content......

He raised his hand and rubbed her cheek, "What about you?" ”

She raised her hand to cover the back of his hand, pressed it against her cheek, felt the temperature of his palm, and slowly closed her eyes, "I'm very happy now." ”

He bowed his head and kissed her softly on the lips.

Through the sunset afterglow of the window, a pair of silhouettes on the wall in the corridor are lovers embracing each other, this world is quiet and beautiful, incredible.