An Ziyan thought that Lu Rongan was going to confess.

As a result, she said, "I'll paint you another portrait!" This time for you! ”

An Ziyan's face instantly turned a little dark.

He remembered the last time she painted a portrait of him, he sat there for hours and couldn't move, and at last he stiffened and didn't speak, and finally gave her a picture of his facial features distorted and distorted.

But she was so excited that she decided to express her gratitude in this particular way, and in the end he had no choice but to let her paint it, and then he took back a portrait that he didn't want to see again.

Later, An Ziyan reflected on himself.

All along, An Ziyan feels very good about himself, he feels that he looks good, has a good family background, and has a smart brain, he thinks, as long as he has a heart, any girl is in the bag, and Lu Rongan and he don't look up and look down all day long, there is no reason not to like him, he even went home and looked in the mirror, reflecting hard, how did he not find anything unflattering from himself, and finally he felt that Lu Rongan should have a problem with his brain.

He was very satisfied with this conclusion, Lu Rongan has never been very easy to use since he was a child, and it is understandable that he will be blind, he thinks he can wait.

One day, Lu Rongan will find that he has already fallen in love with him, at that time, he is very confident, anyway, he can accompany her and grow up slowly, they still have a lot of time.

The An family has experienced a series of changes, the old man was hemiplegic after a stroke, lying in the hospital, the An family was in chaos, An Ziyan's second father and third father, aunt and uncle, all came all at once, and they didn't want to take care of the old man, but started the idea of those companies under An's one by one.

The old man lay on the bed and couldn't move, and the An family fell into a bloody battle.

After more than a year, An Ziyan's parents put aside their previous suspicions and worked together, and finally won the battle in the end, taking down the best of An's largest companies, and at the same time successfully making the relationship between their siblings like enemies.

No one is willing to pick up the old man, everyone is only willing to give money and is unwilling to take care of him, plus his body is too weak, and he has been lying in the hospital in the end, An Ziyan went to the hospital every once in a while, and in the end, the old man's eyes were also spent, and his head was not clear, so he always took his hand and called other people's names.

Old age is terrible, diseases are terrible, but family property is also terrible, the wealthy family is a big dye vat, everyone who rolls in it is dirty, An Ziyan was extremely bored with the world at that time.

At that time, everything in this world was extremely heavy for him, only when he was with Lu Rongan, he could be a little more relaxed, Lu Rongan had a natural stupidity, with contagion, with her, it seemed that everything could be turned into a big thing and a small thing, so he also enjoyed being with her very much.

He even had a strange idea that it was good to be with her all the time.

It's okay if she's stupid and stupid, he can take care of her.

His parents are busy managing the company, busy doing charity shows, no one cares about him anymore, he himself is a little broken, anyway, he has enough money to go to any school he wants, and his college entrance examination results are not ideal, but his parents still spent money to stuff him into a nationally famous university.

During that time, he was completely reduced to a gentleman who could be seen everywhere in the circle, and in the entertainment of those rich children, he had only one thing that did not touch, that is, women.

In fact, after going to college, he and Lu Rongan met less than before, perhaps because of the environment, there were a lot of girls around him, but at that time his mind was still a little simple, and he felt that he had to wait for Lu Rongan, when he went back to see Lu Rongan, he also asked Lu Rongan to work hard and be admitted to the same university as him, if he couldn't pass the exam, it was okay to spend money to stuff the same university.

Anyway, at that time, he was very sure, he felt that Lu Rongan would definitely go to the same school as him, and they would be together logically in the end.

As for whether he likes it or not, he doesn't think it matters too much, he doesn't have too many unrealistic fantasies about love, his parents' affairs have made him see it very thoroughly, and those who can support each other to go on are called true love, and he is willing to take care of Lu Rongan for a lifetime, so that's enough.

However, after Lu Rong'an finished the college entrance examination, she told him that she fell in love with someone.

When she said this, the two of them were in a café in front of her school, An Ziyan was almost choked to death by a sip of coffee, coughing for a long time, Lu Rongan wiped his mouth with a tissue in disgust.

An Ziyan finished coughing, and looked up a little dumbfounded, "Who?" ”

Lu Rongan looked shy, "His name is Zuo Yan, you definitely don't know him, I don't know him either, I just saw his paintings in the gallery, his paintings are fantastic, the color is simply contemporary Monet!" ”

An Ziyan didn't speak for a long time, lowered his head, and couldn't tell what he felt.

Lu Rongan was still talking about Zuo Yan, she was excited and endless, saying that she saw Zuo Yan's paintings in which gallery, and then fell in love with the paintings at first sight, and then Aiwu and Wu also became interested in Zuo Yan, and later met Zuo Yan through acquaintances in the gallery, and it didn't disappoint her......

An Ziyan listened very vaguely later, and his mind was a little confused.

In the past, he always thought that the reason why Lu Rongan didn't say that he liked him or was with him was because she was sluggish, so she didn't develop the love sinus, but now, ......

What's the matter, she actually fell in love with a man because of a broken painting?

It's a complete art madman's style, what can painting represent?

He then asked, "Painting is painting, it doesn't represent this person, you like painting and you like people are different, how can you mix them up?" ”

"Why not?" Her expression was serious, "You won't understand, a person's painting can represent his inner world, what I see is Zuo Yan's heart, very rich, kind, gentle, he is a very good person, I am sure." ”

An Ziyan had nothing to say, he only felt funny, and blurted out without thinking about it: "Then what kind of inner world does your painting represent when you paint like that?" ”

These words had an obvious derogatory connotation, and Lu Rongan was stunned.

Even if she doesn't paint well, she can't stand others criticizing her paintings, let alone An Ziyan, who unanimously encourages her?

She was stunned for a few seconds, her voice was a little quieter, and her eyes were a little hurt, "You didn't mean...... I drew very well, do you like it very much? ”

An Ziyan was also stunned.

He turned his face unnaturally, looked out the window, and heard her voice with a little resentment: "Are you lying to me?" You also think I can't draw well? ”

He frowned, anxious.

“…… I understand. ”

After Lu Rongan finished speaking, he got up and left, An Ziyan's mind was empty, he was in a hurry, he grabbed her hand, and when she turned around, his heart tightened.

Panic in pain, because she had tears on her face.

Lu Rongan's nerves are relatively big, in fact, many things don't go to his heart, and he rarely cries like this, he was a little panicked in an instant, but he couldn't think of anything to comfort him, and said clumsily: "I didn't mean ...... just now."

Lu Rongan didn't wait for him to finish speaking, and shook off his hand vigorously.

"I hate it when people say that my drawings are bad, and they say that they say that they have never affirmed me, but what about you? You lied to me! ”

She threw her head up and shouted at him hysterically, "I've been happy for a long time because of what you said, don't you look at me like a fool?" An Ziyan, I believe in you so much! ”

"I can't bear to say your ...... either"

"Don't use the unbearable as an excuse! I won't trust you again! ”

With that, she turned and ran.

An Ziyan was stunned in place, for a long time, and slammed his fist on the table.

How did it turn out like this?

In the next few days, An Ziyan learned from the pain, and decided to be tolerant, Lu Rongan is not sensible, he shouldn't worry so much about her, at that time he was also vague about his feelings, since Lu Rongan didn't like him, then forget it, he felt that he didn't have to be her, after all, there were still many girls who were willing to pester him, why did he hang himself on a tree?

So he got a girlfriend, and he wanted to tell Lu Rongan that it was okay for him to live without her.

And when he took his girlfriend and went to Lu Rongan in a swaggering manner, he learned that Lu Rongan had already reported his volunteer and reported to Zuo Yan's school.

From that time on, the relationship between him and Lu Rongan began to become a little delicate.

Although Lu Rongan smiled and congratulated him, he felt fake.

Pretend, this is a word he would never use on Lu Rongan before.

He had a girlfriend and she said congratulations to him, how ridiculous.

She also told him with a happy face that she was going to pursue Zuo Yan......

Only then did he realize that a few years ago, he was really making himself amorous.

An Ziyan was very depressed for a while, not so much because his feelings were hurt, but because his self-confidence was hit hard, he looked back and thought about it, he didn't have such a good time with his girlfriend, he was very heartfelt to Lu Rongan, why couldn't Lu Rongan see it?

She can like someone because of a broken painting, but she turns a blind eye to his years of companionship and dedication, and the frustration is overwhelming, making him very depressed during that time.

His girlfriend is very enthusiastic, and she is a good extreme sportsman, and she finds him excitement in various ways all day long, bungee jumping extreme skiing or something, and he follows the crazy play for a while, and finally the act of finding excitement ends in a car race.

At that time, he and Ye Shucheng were not familiar with each other, and they didn't say a few words, and after a car ended, Ye Shucheng came out of the car with blood, and everyone was stupid.

Later, Ye Shucheng was hospitalized for a whole month, and as Ye Shucheng's opponent, he couldn't escape the blame, and he also served for a month.

It was also in this month that he looked at Ye Shucheng, who was like the living dead, and realized that in fact, this method of finding excitement was very unsafe, and it was very likely that the stimulation would hang up first without saying anything if he didn't find anyone, and even if he didn't hang up, the result was just the same as Ye Shucheng, continuing to despair.

He didn't even know why he was desperate, in fact, his life had been set and he would follow his father's old path, he used to think that those were bearable, because at least there was Lu Rongan, but later, everything became difficult for him to accept.

He doesn't play the limit anymore, and his girlfriend, who likes to play the limit, began to have some differences of opinion with him, and he suddenly felt that falling in love was also a very troublesome thing.

Why do lovers always have to quarrel, they have to quarrel if they can't eat together, they have to quarrel if they can't play games together, and in the end, they can quarrel about any trivial matter, after a long time, they are tired of each other, is this love?

When his relationship fell into a trough, Lu Rongan fell in love, successfully caught up with Zuo Yan, and called him to report the good news.

When he received the call, he had just finished arguing with his girlfriend and walked back to the dormitory with a disgraced face.

If you chase it, you will catch it, what kind of happiness is it, and you specially called to say, did you make a special trip to block him?

He had nowhere to vent his anger, so he ran back to find his girlfriend.

After meeting and quarreling, he was a little out of control, completely venting his emotions, after the quarrel, he saw that his girlfriend was a very strong person on weekdays, crying and crying, and he felt that he was not a thing.

A quarrel until twelve o'clock in the evening, the dormitory was closed and there was no result, and finally the two of them went out to open the room, that was the first time he took a woman to open the room, to be honest, not excited, not excited, his brain was a chaos, and even felt a little annoying.

At first, it was annoying Lu Rongan, but in the end it became annoying to himself.

Why did he want to compete with such an eyeless fool as Lu Rongan? He obviously already has a girlfriend, and his girlfriend is much better than Lu Rongan, at least his brain is normal, he will choose the right one, and he will not be so cheap.

But when he thought so, his little girlfriend began to get sick and came over to pester him, as if she wanted to please him in other ways and achieve the goal of reconciliation.

He is not Yanagishita Megumi, men have instincts, they can't stand the teasing at all, things happen very naturally, so naturally, so natural that he didn't even feel excited for the first time.

When he was done, his heart was empty, everything was empty, he lay on the big bed in the hotel, staring blankly at the big chandelier above his head.

It turns out that the boys have dreamed about this thing countless times in adolescence, but in the end it is so empty, and the temperature of another woman is not much different from his own hands.

Later, even his life became very empty, the woman in his bed changed and changed, and Lu Rongan was with Zuo Yanqing all day long.

He couldn't tell what he felt, uncomfortable? It seems to be a little, but it is not enough for him to do anything out of the ordinary to pull down his face, such as breaking up Lu Rongan and Zuo Yan, and feeling more is barrenness.

His heart is empty, he has read countless people, in fact, he also thought, he should find a good woman, love well, maybe then life will be different, but the people around him are all very superficial women, they like his money, like his status, like his face, he can't see true love from their eyes, he has so many girlfriends, but he has never found the feeling of being loved, very sad.

It's a vicious circle, the women around him change faster and faster, and in the end, even the face is blurred.

Think about it carefully, in fact, Lu Rongan is also a superficial woman, because of a painting, if she likes a man, what reason is there at all?

He is not only annoyed by these women, but also needs these women to solve their physical needs, occasionally he will be in bed, thinking of those women as Lu Rongan, but then he can't do it, and he will often die down.

It's strange that Lu Rong'an, who is obviously so superficial, is so holy in his eyes that he can't be blasphemed.

He didn't blaspheme, but others blasphemed, and soon after he graduated from college and took over the company, he got the news that Lu Rongan and Zuo Yan were living together.

The news made his heart ache sharply.

These pains are bearable, he thinks it's good, he actually doesn't love her much, this is good, fortunately he didn't do a messy confession to Lu Rongan without knowing whether he is alive or dead, she is an artistic madman, she is not a normal person's head, why should he waste his feelings on her?

The human body has a strong self-healing ability, through tobacco, through alcohol, through women, he can always slowly vent and slowly forget.

Later, he was really numb, and he didn't even feel it when he heard Lu Rongan talk about Zuo Yan.

After Lu Rongan and Zuo Yan graduated, Lu Rongan began to raise Zuo Yan.

In her eyes, Zuo Yan is just a talent, and sooner or later she will shine, but on this glorious day, she waited for a few years, and she didn't wait, but when the family found out about her and Zuo Yan, she cut off her financial resources.

She was born with no business acumen, poor learning, she was keen on painting, but she didn't learn to be famous, she could be called nothing, she was idle all day long, and she would help Zuo Yan as her own career.

At the beginning, Miss Qianjin was reduced to going to the supermarket to be a cashier, An Ziyan really couldn't look past it, so she gave her money, she was grateful to Dade at first, but the money will always be spent, art is a bottomless pit, Zuo Yan is a bottomless pit, Zuo Yan is a bottomless pit, Zuo Yan is a enjoyment type, food, clothing and housing must be good, which one does not cost money? She and An Ziyan asked for more and more money.

She always told An Ziyan that the money was borrowed, and when Zuo Yan was discovered, she would be able to return it to him in minutes, An Ziyan laughed it off, he gave the money because he didn't want her to suffer, and he didn't expect Zuo Yan to pay back the money at all.

But he hopes that one day, Zuo Yan will not say anything about getting ahead, at least he can give Lu Rongan a guarantee in life, he feels that this goal should not be too high, however......

Another long time passed, and he thought it was unlikely.

He also tried to persuade Lu Rongan and Zuo Yan to break up, Lu Rongan's IQ was already zero when he was not in love, and his IQ was simply negative after falling in love, he didn't say anything about Niu playing the piano for a long time, and in the end he was bull topped, every time the two of them broke up unhappily, he simply didn't say anything.

It's just that the money given to Lu Rongan is getting less and less.

When the money was less, Lu Rongan tried all kinds of ways to cheat her parents, An Ziyan felt that she was poisoned and could not be saved.

When she proposed to find a fake boyfriend to fool the second elder of the Lu family, he had to do something.

He would definitely not be going to be this fake boyfriend, because this fake boyfriend was found by her for Zuo Yan, which hurt his self-esteem too much, but he couldn't watch her find any messy men, as a man, he was very clear about the nature of men, Lu Rongan's nerves were so big, what if he suffered?

In the end, he found the most secure person, a person who didn't call at all to a woman other than Su Nian, and was completely an insulator, and he felt very safe.

But this matter was completely out of control later, he, the person who made the plan, was finally kicked out of the game, Ye Shucheng and Lu Rongan actually got engaged while he was on a business trip abroad!

Lu Rongan really wants money and wants crazy.

The marriage was engaged, the money was obtained, Zuo Yan really bought a gallery and spent a lot of money, but in the end, the ending was very bleak, the gallery was half dead, selling a painting in ten days and half a month, and the price could not be raised, just enough for Zuo Yan and Lu Rongan to hang their lives.

The Lu family has almost given up on Lu Rongan, a daughter who doesn't have a long brain, no one cares about her, she followed Zuo Yan and finally lived a different life-

As an original daughter, she no longer has the money to buy any brand-name bags, clothes and cosmetics, she can't live so exquisitely, she buys everything cheaply.

The funny thing is that Zuo Yan is still the Zuo Yan who is used to squandering, and he is quite comfortable, but the money he gives to Lu Rongan is pitiful.

An Ziyan originally thought that Lu Rong'an was a little stupid in his brain, but he would always be unable to stand the hard days, after all, poor couples mourn everything, sooner or later, she will break up with Zuo Yan because she can't tolerate it.

However, it is very ironic and funny that Lu Rongan told him one day that she was going to propose to Zuo Yan.

To be honest, when he heard the news, An Ziyan wanted to hit someone very much.

If Lu Rongan was a man, he might have already done it, and he wanted to see if he could sober her up.

But Lu Rongan is a woman, he can only swallow any anger into his stomach, that night he and Xiaoxiao drank too much in the charm, called Lu Rongan in a daze, no one answered, and called Ye Shucheng to scold people to vent their anger, after scolding, he threw the phone and fell asleep.

When I woke up in the box of the clubhouse, I found that Lu Rongan and Xiaoxiao had been drinking for a long time, and Lu Rongan seemed to be sleepwalking, telling Xiaoxiao about her proposal and being released today.

Zuo Yan didn't go to the appointment at all today, saying that there was any cooperation to discuss, so Lu Rongan waited stupidly in the square for more than an hour.

At that time, An Ziyan was lying on the sofa and didn't move, thinking to himself, Zuo Yan finally did one thing right, making Lu Rongan deflated, how happy.

The drunken man was in a daze for a while, and later, although he was groggy and conscious, he staggered, and with Xiaoxiao's help, he brought Lu Rongan, who was like a puddle of mud, to the room in front of the hotel.

Xiaoxiao and he are both relatively good at drinking, but Lu Rongan is different, so he hasn't drunk much, so he is extremely drunk.

After Xiaoxiao left, he sat at the head of the bed and looked at Lu Rongan.

He still couldn't suppress the urge to hit her, and his proposal didn't work out today, so what about the future?

What if Zuo Yan really agrees to marry her, what should she do, does she really want to be dragged by Zuo Yan for the rest of her life?

He bent down and patted Lu Rongan's face, it was a real shot, he was merciless at all, he couldn't wait to give her a few slaps, he asked her, "Are you stupid, Zuo Yan doesn't love you at all, even if he likes your money, you can't see it?" ”

She screamed and opened her eyes, her eyes falling on his face in a daze.

For a few seconds, she stared at him blankly.

The distance was so close, in the dim and ambiguous light, his heart was beating a little fast, because this bad environment was too special, the hotel room, the big bed, him and her.

He remembered that he had had dreamed more than once, and now, she was lying in front of him, a prelude to his magnificent dream.

Then she suddenly smirked, and put her hand around his neck, and the hot smell of wine sprayed at his Adam's apple between her breaths, and his eyes became darker and darker, and he bowed his head slightly, as if it was a ghost, but it seemed inevitable, and he kissed her on the lips.