The not-so-bright light in the parking lot hit Su Nian's face, and Ye Shucheng could see her red eyes clearly.

As she spoke, he clenched his fists, his heart as if it had been torn hard, a dull, severe pain.

His lips were decadently purple, and he moved a few times, but he couldn't spit out a word.

Su Nian took a deep breath, stopped pestering him, turned around and left.

For four years, every time she told herself to forget, to be able to be undisturbed even if she remembered it, but this night, his meeting with Mianmian tore apart the illusion she had worked so hard to maintain.

The last words that Ye Shucheng said to her four years ago, the humiliation of her made her unforgettable, where did she still have the courage to let him get close to Mianmian?

She wished that he would never appear in her world again, so that she could continue to be rational and calm, not out of control, without great joy and sorrow, she would find a plain man to live with, it doesn't matter if there is no love, just take care of Mianmian, but now......

He saw Mianmian.

She didn't know how this matter would end, although she said that Mianmian was someone else's child, she didn't expect this sentence to make him die, after all, he was so obsessed with children.

Qiao Ye was in the driver's seat, she sat straight in the back seat, Mianmian was next to her, and looked up at her cautiously, "Mom...... Did that person bully you? ”

She pulled the corners of her lips and smiled, "No." ”

"Are you crying?"

Su Nian shook his head.

Mianmian took her hand, "He's not good to you, I don't want him anymore." ”

Su Nian's nose was sour, and tears almost flowed out again.

"Mianmian, do you like him?"

Mianmian shook her head, "He makes my mother sad, I don't like him, we can find other good-looking ones, in fact, that Uncle He is also good......"

Su Nian smiled, took Mianmian's hand, and glanced up at Qiao Ye, "Qiao Ye, let's drive, let's go." ”

When the car drove out, passing by the location of Ye Shucheng Station, Su Nian did not squint, but glanced at it curiously.

Ye Shucheng's whole person was like a sculpture, standing in the empty parking lot, not moving for a long time, and the shadow was stretched for a long, long time.

……

An Ziyan offended his family this time, and Ye Shucheng came to help when he was discharged from the hospital.

An Ziyan has a benefit, no matter what is very sad, he can always pretend to be okay the next day.

The two of them walked together, Ye Shucheng drove, An Ziyan sat lazily in the passenger seat and leaned on the back of the seat, the car moved forward, he suddenly asked Ye Shucheng, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ye Shucheng was stunned.

An Ziyan explained, "You have something on your mind, right? ”

Since returning to the ward the night before, Ye Shucheng has been a little distracted.

Ye Shucheng was silent for a few seconds and spoke: "Yesterday, Su Nian went on a blind date. ”

An Ziyan's eyes widened for a while, then he rolled his eyelids again, turned his head, and looked out of the car window, "So you went to make trouble last night?" ”

"......" Ye Shucheng's lips tightened, "She brought a child." ”

An Ziyan's head turned back, "What?" ”

"I said she had a baby."

After a pause, he added: "It's a little girl, called Mianmian." ”

"Is it ......?"

Ye Shucheng nodded, "It's her child." ”

An Ziyan came back to his senses for a few seconds, shook his head and sighed, "You really should be damned......"

"That kid looks a lot like me."

He interrupted An Ziyan.

An Ziyan was a little stunned, "Really? Could it be that you feel like it psychologically? ”

His eyebrows furrowed slightly, "The child himself feels like me, if you see it, you will know." ”

"You think that's your child?" An Ziyan touched his chin, "Could it be that Su Nian didn't beat the child at all?" ”

He sighed, "I don't know, but I really ......"

He stopped in the middle of his sentence.

The child, called Mianmian, gave him a wonderful feeling, so that he, who would not have paid attention to the child, noticed it at first sight.

The thought that it might be his and Su Nian's child made his heart beat faster.

How many years has he been indifferent to this world, all his enthusiasm has been given to Su Nian, he can't help but be like any ordinary man, full of longing for the matter of having a child with the woman he loves, if that child is really his......

- That's a really wonderful, cruel thing.

An Ziyan hit what he thought in a word: "If the child is really yours, then according to the bastard things you and Lu Rongan did at the beginning, it is even more impossible for Su Nian to forgive in this life." ”

His grip on the steering wheel tightened, and his heart sank.

In her mind was the first day, and Su Nian's accusatory words were her eyes with tears.

That scene disturbed him and he couldn't sleep for most of the night last night.

How do you describe this feeling?

The child was his, and he was both happy and afraid, after all, he had hurt Su Nian like that because the child had done that.

But if the child is not his, then he can't accept it.

He was silent for a moment and spoke, "I want that child." ”

An Ziyan's eyes widened, "Figure out what you want without you?" ”

"I have a gut feeling that the child is mine."

"Intuition can't be counted, just take it for a paternity test, if it's yours, Su Nian has no reason not to let you see the child." An Ziyan paused for a moment, and then said, "But if the child is yours, who will follow in the future?" Looking back now, the child is really yours, it means that she was pregnant at that time four years ago, and the engagement between you and Lu Rongan made Juren miserable, she couldn't stay at all, she was a pregnant woman, and she was forced to do that by you, it was really ......"

These words are quite straightforward, and they hit the nail on the head and made Ye Shucheng feel painful.

The atmosphere in the car was depressing, and for a while, Ye Shucheng struggled to speak: "If the child is mine, I will have the opportunity to get close to her, and I will ask her to forgive me." ”

An Ziyan tugged at the corners of his lips, "You have to know that that's Su Nian, not an ordinary woman." ”

Ye Shucheng's face turned slightly pale.

He also knew that what An Ziyan said was right.

Su Nian's ruthlessness he had seen before, and he should not be lucky when he did those things, but he couldn't give up.

Both for the child and for her.

An Ziyan said again: "Then did you tell her about doing a paternity test?" ”

“…… "She resisted, as if she was afraid that I would snatch the child from her." ”

An Ziyan sighed, "When you say this, I really feel that the child may be yours, if it is yours, her reaction now is reasonable, you forced her into a corner, you have to rely on Mr. Yu to give birth to the child, now say that the paternity test is done, which woman can accept it?" ”

The speed of the car slowed down before the red light, Ye Shucheng's eyebrows tightened, and he heard An Ziyan ask again: "Then what if she really refuses to let you do the appraisal?" ”

He closed his eyes and opened them, "I don't know. ”

He is definitely unwilling to give up, even if there is a glimmer of hope, he has to fight for it, but ......

Push her.

As soon as he mentioned the child, her whole body was like a hedgehog with thorns all over her body, full of vigilance, and that reaction made him feel sad.

"In fact, you can find a way to use some tough means to take the child for identification...... But with Su Nian's character, I can't guarantee what will happen to her, she will hate you to death, even if you have a way to see the child or take the child away in a proper way, what about her? If this kind of thing happens again, I don't think she will ever return to Jincheng again," An Ziyan twisted her eyebrows and thought deeply, "The question now is, in your heart, is the child important, or is she important." ”

Ye Shucheng said: "There is no choice for this. ”

An Ziyan nodded, "But you have to choose." ”

God knows how much he wants a child, him and hers.

Once when he heard that she was pregnant, he was very happy, the child was a new life, but also hope, at that moment, he even felt that his broken life had been completed because of the existence of her and the child, he was no longer lonely, it was the only happiest moment in his life so far, there had never been before, and there will never be again.

So he wanted to do a paternity test and wanted to go crazy.

But he also knows how resistant she is, he will be afraid, afraid that the child is not his, and if the child is his, then with her character, he really can't estimate what this appraisal will make her do.

He has lost her, four years.

For thousands of days and nights without her, he lived like a walking corpse, supported only by the faith of finding her, and he didn't know how to accept her disappearing from his vision again.

He couldn't decide what to choose.

……

Regarding the tragic blind date between Su Nian and He Fan, Yu Kun heard about it from Qiao Ye in the evening.

After Yu Kun listened, his mouth couldn't close.

Mianmian was next to her, her expression was a little depressed, and she pouted, "I didn't know that it was a bad person, it would make my mother unhappy, I thought that good-looking people were good people, and he really looked a little like me......"

Yu Kun was a little speechless, and glanced up at the second floor on the sofa in the living room.

Su Nian's door was closed, and since she came back, she had locked herself in the room.

Yu Kun suddenly couldn't care about Su Nian's blind date failure, and turned worried, "He and Mianmian have met, what can I do......

Mianmian frowned and looked at Yu Kun, "What to do?" We don't want him. ”

Yu Kun took the TV remote control and turned on the TV, cartoons were playing inside, and he settled down, "Mianmian, you go to watch TV, grandpa and Aunt Qiao have something to say." ”

Children are just so coaxing, and their attention is quickly attracted by the TV.

Qiao Ye touched his head, "Later, Sister Su and Mr. Ye talked for a long time in the parking lot, and I don't know what to say, I think it must be related to Mianmian, I actually wanted to ask on the way back, but Sister Su's face was not good, so I didn't dare to ask." ”

After Qiao Ye left, Yu Kun asked the maid to look at Mianmian and went upstairs to find Su Nian by himself.

When he knocked on the door, he found that the door was locked, and it took a while before Su Nian came to open the door, and Yu Kun smelled a faint smell of smoke when he entered the door.

Half of the cigarette in the ashtray had just been extinguished, and there was still white smoke, Yu Kun glanced at Su Nian, "I told you to smoke less." ”

Su Nian looked like a schoolboy who had been caught, and lowered his head.

No father is willing to watch his daughter smoke, even if Yu Kun has been abroad for many years, he still doesn't like it, so Su Nian rarely smokes in front of Yu Kun.

Yu Kun went in and sat down on the chair and asked Su Nian, "What did he say?" ”

Su Nian was stunned, then reacted immediately, and replied: "He said he wanted to do a paternity test, I didn't agree, but ......"

Her expression was a little anxious, "I don't know how long it will last." ”

Yu Kun asked, "Then what do you think now?" ”

She sat down on the edge of the bed and sighed heavily, "I thought about it a lot just now, I even want to leave here and just take Mianmian back to the United States, but what about the studio?" I'm so sorry for Master He. ”

After a pause, he lowered his head, "He wants the child to be crazy, probably he won't give up, in case he knows that Mianmian is his child, I don't know what will happen, I don't want to go to court with him to rob Mianmian, it will hurt the child too much." ”

Yu Kun's face was also very heavy.

The current situation is indeed not optimistic, after all, Ye Shucheng's previous conviction is there, and the methods used when he crushed Hengyi at the beginning can already glimpse this person's toughness and scheming, in case he really wants to fight with Su Nian for the custody of the child, it is foreseeable that it will become a vicious battle.

Not to mention the secondary damage to Su Nian, the impact on Mianmian is even more immeasurable.

But if Su Nian wants to follow Ye Shucheng with all his might, don't say that Su Nian is not happy, he will not agree.

Yu Kun sighed, "He's still finished." ”

Su Nian's face was gloomy and very confused.

Yu Kun suddenly asked again: "How did you talk to He Fan?" ”

Su Nian was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It was good, but then those things happened, I guess people have a bad impression of me." ”

Yu Kun said: "Don't say what He Fan thinks, what do you think?" ”

She hesitated for a few seconds, "...... OK. ”

He also said: "The key depends on whether Mianmian likes it or not." ”

Yu Kun said: "You can't just rely on Mianmian's temperament, Mianmian also looks at Ye Shucheng at a glance, you have to find someone who can get along with you, so that life will be smooth in the future, it's good for Mianmian, Mianmian, this little girl, can only look at her face." ”

Su Nian fell silent.

Yu Kun said again: "Now look, it is the safest way for you to take Mianmian away, but if you still want to be a studio, we have to think of other ways." ”

Su Nian asked, "Is there any way?" ”

"You hurry up and find a man," Yu Kun said: "Of course, I can also block it for you, but this is different after all, you have a boyfriend, that's another matter, so I'll ask He Fan about the situation over there, if people are willing to end up with you further, I mean, you just hurry up and take advantage of it, don't worry about it, let Ye Shucheng know that you have a boyfriend first, it's best to give him a feeling that you want to get married." ”

"......" Su Nian looked a little hesitant.

"You have to know that in China, the tolerance for a divorced single woman with children is very low, there is all nonsense outside, sooner or later I will make public that you are my daughter, and you don't have to bear those criticisms, find a man who can protect you and Mianmian, put an end to those rumors, and how much can I deter Ye Shucheng, I will also help, so that you may be able to continue to stay and do the studio with peace of mind, otherwise he will make trouble at both ends in three days, even if you can still insist, Mianmian can stand it? The child should not suffer that kind of sin, think about the bastard things he did four years ago, this kind of father might as well not be. ”

Su Nian's mind was also a mess, and his voice was full of confusion, "I don't know ......"

Yu Kun sighed deeply, "Wait until I ask He Fan, if it doesn't work, I'll look for it again." ”

After Yu Kun left, Su Nian was stunned for a long time.

Ye Shucheng once forced her to leave Jincheng, but now that she is okay, is she still forced by him to find a boyfriend for herself?

And in this way, it is not fair to He Fan at all.

But if she doesn't listen to Yu Kun, it means that she will either give up the studio, or she will have to be prepared to deal with what Ye Shucheng might have to do next-

The paternity test, and the fight with her for the child, was a disaster for both her and Mianmian.

He is so obsessed with the child, she doesn't have to think about it at all, if he knows that the child is his, he will definitely not let go.

She was in a panic when she pushed the door open and came in.

There was also a small plate in her hand, which contained a few macarons, and put them under her eyes.

"Mom, don't be sad, I'll treat you to something delicious."

She froze for a few seconds and burst out laughing.

Mianmian took a macaron to her, and she took it and took a bite quite cooperatively.

The macaron is very sweet, but her heart is astringent.

"Is it delicious?" Mianmian asked.

She nodded, "Delicious." ”

Mianmian seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "When you're in a bad mood, you have to eat sweet, you see this is what I picked for you, it's all green, green will make you feel better." ”

She laughed out loud again, but she smiled and smiled, but she was a little uncomfortable, she asked Mianmian, "Mianmian, if one day, your bad father comes back and wants to take you away, and your mother wants you to stay with your mother, how do you choose?" ”

Mianmian said: "He doesn't look at me, how can I follow him." ”

"But what if it's the one you like? Just like the guy I saw today. ”

Mianmian thought about it for a while and shook her head, "It's still not good, I said it, he made my mother sad, and he still wants me to leave my mother?" That's even worse, why should I follow a bad dad? ”

Su Nian was silent for a few seconds, and his voice lowered, "He's actually not that bad......"

Mianmian looked at her with confusion.

She sighed and stroked Mianmian's head, "Forget it...... It's okay. ”

She didn't know how to define Ye Shucheng in her eyes.

Everything he did stemmed from his past, he was a person who grew up in the shadows, she also felt sorry for him and wanted to be tolerant of him, but now, she only felt fear.

She was ambivalent.

……

To everyone's surprise, Yu Kun hadn't contacted He Fan yet, and He Fan took the initiative to contact Su Nian the next day.

On the phone, Su Nian met again, and the place was in a park in the city.

He Fan is very good at choosing a location, the first time he ate, he booked a table in the hall instead of a private room, just to avoid the embarrassment of being alone, and the second time he chose a public place like a park, Su Nian didn't have much pressure in his heart, but he was relieved.

She had a good impression of He Fan, and when there was a disturbance in Ye Shucheng that day, she felt a little uneasy, and she also wanted to take this opportunity to apologize to He Fan.

Yu Kun knew about it, he was very excited, and repeatedly told Su Nian to seize the opportunity and quickly establish a relationship with He Fan before Ye Shucheng made a move, which made Su Nian very stressed when he went out.

Mianmian was a little excited when she heard He Fan's name next to her, "Mom is going to see that Uncle He again?" ”

Su Nian nodded, thought of something, and asked, "Do you want to go together?" ”

Mianmian clapped her hands, "Okay, I didn't talk to him properly last time!" ”

Looking at Mianmian running not far away from the shoe cabinet to change shoes, Yu Kun was a little helpless, and looked at Su Nian, "With a child at this time, won't it affect you?" ”

Su Nian smiled, "Mianmian's opinion is more important, if Mianmian likes it, you can consider developing it, otherwise it will be in vain." ”

There was a little gloom in his eyes, and his voice became smaller, "I couldn't let Mianmian and my biological father recognize each other, I have to find a way to make up for it." ”

Yu Kun didn't speak again.

In this way, Su Nian took Mianmian to go on a date with He Fan, and He Fan was also startled at first, but quickly adjusted his mood, and even squatted down, with Mianmian's line of sight, and stretched out his hand, "Mianmian, hello." ”

Mianmian was very generous, stretched out his hand, and shook hands with He Fan like a little adult, "You're good." ”

He Fan couldn't help laughing, he felt that Mianmian was really a living treasure.

The park is a good place to go in the summer evening, and there are not too many people, and if you walk with three people, you will feel like a family of three when you don't know.

Su Nian took the initiative to apologize, "I'm sorry to make you laugh last time, it was an accident, I went back and said Mianmian, children are not sensible, don't care about her words." ”

Mianmian pulled Su Nian's hand, "Who said that?" I'm quite sensible! ”

Su Nian was a little embarrassed, but He Fan didn't mind, and looked down at Mianmian, "Mianmian, you said you liked that uncle more last time, so don't you like me?" ”

Mianmian was stunned for a few seconds, and because her right hand was pulled by Su Nian, she raised her left hand and grabbed He Fan's hand a little awkwardly, "Uncle, are you sad?" Last time that uncle was not good, and it made my mother unhappy, so I don't like him now, if you can make your mother happy, then I like you. ”

He Fan couldn't help but hold Mianmian's hand.

The child's hands were really small, and his heart softened a little, "Then if I make your mother happy, do you want me to be your father?" ”

Su Nian's face instantly became hot, she didn't expect He Fan to suddenly ask such a jumping question.

Mianmian, the little guy, replied quickly and neatly, "Yes, if you behave well, I will give you the opportunity to be my father." ”

He Fan laughed.

He raised his eyes and glanced at Su Nian deeply, "Mianmian is very cute, she shouldn't have no father." ”

Su Nianxin was inexplicably a little panicked.

I have to admit that what He Fan said was obviously not sweet words, nor was there any love words, but she was a little shaken.

Shaken, it's not heartbeat, it's not the feeling of pounding at Ye Shucheng's heartbeat, it's simple, I think this person is okay.

Maybe it's not bad to live together.

If you think about it, isn't that what she wants?

It's plain, but it's peaceful.

Her heart slowly sank.

Su Nian doesn't talk much, most of the time, Mianmian is chatting with He Fan, He Fan is very good at coaxing children, and Mianmian can also talk together, Su Nian is very happy as long as he sees Mianmian happy.

Passing by a dessert shop, Mianmian was clamoring to eat ice cream, and the three of them went in, He Fan took Mianmian to choose ice cream, and Su Nian first went to find a seat and sat down, then raised his head, and his eyes fell directly on a figure not far away.

She thought she was mistaken.

Next to a man with a fat head and big ears, the woman who was clinging to it, the side face was ......

Like Xu Jinghe.

Sensing her gaze, the other party turned his face, and his gaze collided in the air.

Surprisingly, it's really Xu Jinghe.