When it comes to this, there is no need to continue, just like what a teacher said before: When a student is caught cheating in an exam, what he thinks is not that he will not cheat in the future, but that he thinks that his cheating methods need to be strengthened, and he will not be arrested next time if he is cautious. When a man is caught cheating, how much of it is from the bottom of his heart to repent? Most of them are more clever and cautious in the future.

He probably didn't have a problem with me, and asked me again: "What do you want me to do, except for divorce, as long as you say it, I will agree." ”

"I just want a divorce, and I don't want anything else."

The atmosphere was at a stalemate again, and then he got up, got out of bed, and went out.

I pulled the quilt over and went to sleep, and then I had a very real dream that I drove to the kindergarten to pick up the kids from school. But eventually, the child got through me and into an SUV behind me.

It was Luo Ange who was driving, and Bojia was sitting in the passenger cab with a smile.

I woke up and was lost for a while, stroked my stomach, and was upset for no reason.

I wanted to continue sleeping, but I couldn't sleep anymore because of the noise outside, and it turned out that Gai Nie and they were here.

I didn't want to go out to meet people, so I had to pretend to be asleep all the time.

Suddenly, there was a warm feeling on his face, followed by Luo Ange's voice: "Wife, everyone came to see you, get up, and go to sleep at night." ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, he bit my lip and I had to push him away and sit up.

He found a dress from the closet to help me change into it, and helped me tie my hair into a bun. But what came to my mind was the way he combed Bogart's hair.

So I untied my hair again, ignored the knitwear he handed me, and walked outside on my own.

"How did you lose weight like this, as if you were being abused."

I didn't turn around, I just said that I was a cactus and didn't die that easily.

Shu Congxuan asked me again: "Why don't I take you out for a walk, Hong Kong, or Taiwan?" Don't you have a cousin in Beijing, let's go look for him, right? ”

I shook my head, and he suddenly sighed: "Yan Shan, I really regret telling you about Bo Jia, I originally thought you just wanted to investigate Yuan Shengqi." I'm sorry, it's all my fault. ”

"Shu Congxuan, don't underestimate me, I am a person who regards death as home, and I am a person who will not look back after hitting the south wall, even if you don't tell me, I will know. It's just a matter of time, but I thank you for letting me get out of the lies and deceptions early, really. ”

I thought that he was going to persuade me not to divorce Luo Ange, so he said: "Don't persuade me, it's useless to persuade me." ”

He walked up to me and asked me if I really didn't want children anymore. Seeing that I nodded without hesitation, he said succinctly: "Then go for surgery, the sooner the better." ”

I looked at him dumbfounded, he was a little uncomfortable, and said, "There will be a chance in the future, Yan Shan...... Stay in the green mountains, don't be afraid of no firewood, no one will fight with you. ”

I'm just a poor bastard, and of course no one else will fight with me.

Seeing that I kept shaking my head, he said that Luo Ange's grandmother was hospitalized and asked me if I wanted to go and see it.

When I entered the room, Luo Ange was feeding the turtle, which was given to me by Du Fanchuan when I was admitted to Kangda.

Hearing my questioning, Luo Ange explained: "You have been reluctant to talk to me since you woke up, and if you tell you that your grandmother is sick, you will think that I am using her to gain sympathy." I'm already pitiful enough in front of you, so give me some self-esteem, right? ”

"Grandma is sick because of me, you didn't tell me for a long time, and you took my parents to do a seven-day tour of Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan, and signed a few orders with He Junxi's company, don't you just want to see me guilty? Don't you just want to divorce me? Is it interesting to drag it out like this? ”

Seeing that we were arguing, Guan Erchen ran in and dragged Luo Ange out in a fit of rage.

"Yan Shan is in a bad mood, do you understand that she will die if you are a little considerate? Do you have to make grandma angry to death, are you willing? ”

I finally started crying uncontrollably, Guan Erchen hugged me and comforted: "Okay, okay, there is my aunt here, my aunt will help you make the decision." ”

Originally, I didn't think there was anything wrong with Shu Congxuan's words, if it weren't for Gai Nie and Long Jue also hiding and asking me to have surgery, I really wouldn't suspect that there was something wrong with my child.

When I took out the physical examination report from Luo Ange's coat pocket, I saw that there was a doctor's treatment advice on it: operate as soon as possible, otherwise both mother and child will be in danger.

I couldn't understand the rest, I just hurriedly took a photo of the medical record and sent it to Aunt Wu.

She quickly called and asked me what the hell was going on and why it was so serious.

In fact, I still want to cover up, even if I cover up the name, she can still guess it.

I settled down, it seems that God also helped me, and he knew that I was stubborn and knew that I was reluctant to give up this child, so he came to help me.

Under my hard and soft force, Aunt Wu finally told me what embryos stopped developing and what infections were messy.

In a word, the child must be removed.

I was in a daze, and I didn't forget to comfort her: "Aunt Wu, it's okay, it's okay, I didn't want this child in the first place." You see, if you were to arrange for me to operate on it one day, there would be all this mess now. ”

Aunt Wu's voice choked up, reassuring me that it was okay, I was afraid that I would cry again, so I hung up the phone.

I covered my mouth, not wanting anyone to hear me crying. The children can't be saved, I can really get a divorce as I wish, I don't have to worry about it anymore, shouldn't I be happy, I don't want these two children in the first place. But how could I be so sad, so sad that I felt like I was going to die.

It was about Aunt Wu who called my mother and told her what had happened, and then my mother called Luo Ange again, and his voice soon appeared in the corridor, and he called Mom, and his voice was a little choked.

The moment he pushed the door open, I gripped the slip in my hand and didn't forget to smile at him.

"I am willing to have surgery and I hope you can sign the divorce agreement as soon as possible."

"Wife ......"

Seeing that he was about to cry, I had no choice but to repeat what I had just said again.

Long pain is better than short pain, sooner or later you will have to suffer such a knife.

He looked at me in disbelief, with a distinct moisture in his eyes. I finally couldn't hold it anymore and was the first to cry: "Please, please, divorce me...... I don't want anything, just divorce you......"

Seeing him looking at me so stupidly, I fell to the ground and begged, "Please, please......"

In fact, I begged myself, and the last connection between me and him was cut off here, so why bother with it.

Give you back your freedom, and give me back my freedom.

Luo Ange walked slowly to my side, he was really in tears, more than mine, hotter than mine. When he hugged me, I really felt that the tears of this life would probably be exhausted before I was willing.

He kept shouting, wife, wife, don't leave me......

I've been shouting, please, please divorce me......

When the phone rang, he picked it up and fed it, and suddenly burst into tears again, crying silently, just calling for his mother.

After a few seconds he fell to the ground with his head clutched, hissing something and pointing at me with one hand.

I knew he was sick again, but luckily they were still there, and everyone was busy for a long time, and finally got him to bed.

Knowing that I already knew the truth, everyone advised me to have surgery as soon as possible and have a chance to have children in the future.

I nodded my head in agreement, and whatever they said, I would just nod.

Luo Ange never woke up, everyone didn't dare to be careless, and they were afraid that I wouldn't be able to open it, so they all stayed in the ward.

It's just that before entering the operating room, I told Shu Congxuan to ask him to help me draft a divorce agreement as soon as possible.

He comforted me: "Yan Shan, take it easy, you will be fine soon." Don't worry, I've asked the doctor, and this surgery won't affect future pregnancies. ”

I told him that I didn't want to get married or have children in the future, so it didn't matter if it had an impact.

He thought I was talking angrily and reassured me not to be nervous.

I nodded, was wheeled into the operating room, and closed my eyes as if I were going to die.

Aren't those ads for painless abortions on TV very light-hearted: is it the beginning, it's over?

I've been timid and scared for so many years, and I've been twisting for so many years, so let this time end and help me turn around gorgeously.

But I was still so scared that I cried, clung to the edge of the bed and cried, and at this moment I finally realized my reluctance. If the price of divorce is the loss of this child, then I would rather not divorce. If the torrent of time is to finally turn the ending of this story into a matter of right and wrong, then I would rather go back to the beginning, back to when Du Fanchuan abandoned me, I would also find a random man to marry and have children, rather than suffer here.

Finally I grabbed the doctor and begged her to leave me alone for a while.

She was a very beautiful and gentle person, probably accustomed to such scenes, and soon went out with the nurse.

In the past, when a policewoman under my father was pregnant, I liked to lie on her belly and listen to the baby's fetal movements and feel the magic of life.

But when it came to my own child, he had not had time to have a heartbeat, and before he had time to see the world and his mother, he had to say goodbye completely.

In an instant, the world had nothing to do with them.

I remembered one thing, when I was in PE class in high school, I broke my foot while running, and my PE teacher asked me to stand aside and watch.

At first, I was very happy that I finally didn't have to run the fatal 2,000 meters, and I could finally escape once.

More than 50 people in the class were still shouting one, two, three, on the runway, shouting and shouting, and I realized that something was wrong, as if they had nothing to do with me at all, and the world had nothing to do with me at all.

For the first time, I felt lonely and abandoned by the whole world.

Just when I was crying darkly, Luo Ange broke in, and before I could react, he had already picked me up and said that the operation would not be done.

It was only when I went outside that I saw Brad coming, followed by a blonde woman. When he saw me, he was very serious and asked me if I would like to believe him.

All I heard him say was that there was hope, and then I couldn't hear anything, just cry.

It's like I didn't break my feet, and I ran with my class of more than 50 classmates and shouted one, two, three, four. I still have a deep relationship with the world.