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Spring is blooming, and everything is recovering.

Only, you did not appear in front of me with the sprouts that broke through the ground.

Under the drizzle, a black umbrella was stretched out in this cemetery.

I held my umbrella and looked at the picture on the tombstone.

That was the only photo I took for Lin Lu, in the photo, she was wearing a white dress, long flowing hair, against the light, facing me, and smiling so beautifully.

Every time I see this picture, I feel that she is still alive in the world, still struggling to support her family in some corner, still waiting for me to find her.

The worshippers came and went, and they were all weeping.

I want to cry, but I can't.

If I cried, Lin Lu would feel distressed.

"Gu Beichen, what are you, why are you!" Tong Lele grabbed my collar and cried with red eyes: "Lin Lu has been working hard for six years, you didn't show up, it's good for you, as soon as you appear, you will directly take her life!" Why are you? Do you think you like Lin Lu? If Lin Lu didn't want to drag you down, how could she be a negative girl who was scolded by the whole school? Gu Beichen, do you have a face? ”

I didn't say anything, my heart was like a knife, and I let her beat and scold.

"Alright, Ah Le." Ji Mo hugged Tong Lele, who was on the verge of collapse, and dragged her away.

Wen Jiaxin walked over, lit a cigarette, and handed it to me.

"She can't smell smoke." I said lightly.

Wen Jiaxin's eyes flashed, threw the cigarette on the ground, and stepped on it: "Festival mourning." ”

Her eyes reddened: "Lin Lu donated tens of millions to public welfare organizations in your name after you left, she knew about your illness, said that she was accumulating virtue for you, she didn't believe in gods and Buddhas, every year she would go to the temple in Ding Baozi's hometown to incense and pray for you, all I can know, that's all, since her family had an accident, she hasn't spit out all the bitter water like before, you." ”

She wanted to speak, but stopped: "Let's forget about her." ”

"Don't forget." I say.

She looked at me a few times and then brought Miyachi Tsuji over.

Gong Chisi hooked my neck: "Gu Fat, I told you not to help her silently, but the two of them explained, aren't they reconciled?" You have to look at Hua Yisheng's face, look at your grandfather's face, now, everyone is gone, don't pretend to be affectionate, I guess, buddy, you won't meet the second Lin Lu in your life, you better go back to Harvard to be the oldest school grass in history, what about me, I'm busy wandering, find me if you have something, don't bother me if you have nothing to do. ”

I took his hand: "Hurry up and marry Wen Jiaxin back, this is what Lin Lu wants to see." ”

"If she doesn't want to get married, then let's fall in love for the rest of our lives." Miyachi smiled bitterly.

The funeral ended peacefully, and before Uncle Lin left, he walked over, patted me on the shoulder, and sighed: "You kid, you will have a good life in the future, you have my daughter's blood in your body!" Don't hurt yourself. ”

"I'm sorry."

"I thought you would be my son-in-law, hey, the world is impermanent." He sighed and took Aunt Lin and his son away.

Grandpa walked into my umbrella and snorted: "Grandson turtle, I have long asked you to marry my granddaughter-in-law home, you want to nest in the United States, you traitor, there is really no grandson like you, now it's okay, my favorite granddaughter-in-law was taken away by you, when will you compensate me?" Otherwise, you will become a soldier? ”

"Dad, my son is already very sad, you are old, go down the mountain to drink tea." My dad helped my grandfather out of my umbrella.

"He's sad? Why did he go earlier? My grandfather yelled in dissatisfaction.

"Xiaochen wants to study and work in the United States, where does he have time to fall in love?" My dad persuaded him and hurriedly helped my grandfather away.

In the cemetery, there is no one in the cemetery.

In the end, I didn't know what to say to Lin Lu, not that I had nothing to say, but I didn't know where to start.

Is it the first time you saw that night? Or when she confidently came to my classroom and asked if I was her boyfriend? Or when she broke up with me decisively?

How can this woman be so ruthless? Leave me in this world to fend for myself, and don't let me die, I'm simply worse than dead.

Speaking of which, I don't know why I like her, she's not too good-looking.

But there's an attraction in her that draws me in.

She is kind, she is brave, she is stubborn, she is smart, she is affectionate, she is a little cute, a little confused, silly, and she is very nosy, no matter how she is advised, only, I especially like her nosy.

If it weren't for her nosyness, I'm afraid we wouldn't know each other.

Every time I accidentally meet her on campus, she is with people, she is a sunny smile, when she is alone, she is quiet and indifferent, and she is always decisive in doing things, obviously her foot is injured, it hurts, she just grits her teeth, saying that it doesn't hurt, she is really as strong as a donkey.

If I slipped away in class and looked at her, her small body, straight and straight, staring at the blackboard with very focused eyes, staring at the teacher, taking notes very seriously, however, I heard that her academic performance was not satisfactory, but she still worked hard, and her apricot eyes burned with hope, which was particularly eye-catching, and people couldn't help but be seduced by her soul when they looked at her.

However, I don't really like her very much, she does things to people, single-mindedly, and is very focused.

In the library, as soon as she looked at the book, she ignored me next to me, I was so angry that I couldn't even read the book, so I had to stare at her side face, and as soon as there were signs of displacement of her head, I reached out to support her chin, at first I wanted to touch her, and later, this became my habit.

Every time I go to the library with her, I feel that I can't read books, I can only read her, which causes me to stay up late to read books when I go back to the dormitory at night.

Stay up late to read, forget it, she's timid, she always calls me coldly, and she scares Gong Chiji and them back, and finally my roommates get used to it, and I get used to it.

She sings very well, the regular vocal music is to hum a light and pleasant tune for her, many times, I like to listen to her, I don't want to speak, I don't want to speak, I am afraid that my time to talk will waste the time to listen to her talk, as soon as she speaks, I don't know why, the tone is particularly sensational, especially moving, not that the voice is good, but she is like telling you a story, and the listener can be brought in by her.

It's a pity that I've never seen her dance, so I thought, I'll dance for her, make her laugh and laugh, but that day she said something about breaking up, which made me angry, and I didn't dance, and in the end, I learned in vain.

When she participated in the October Singer Contest, I couldn't watch it, at that time I was being punished by my grandfather to go to the kitchen to light the fire, so I asked Gong Chiji to secretly broadcast it to me, I squatted by the fire, staring at her in the phone screen, she was playing the piano, her face was full of confidence, it was so beautiful.

At that time, I patronized to see her, burned my feet by the falling fire, and was laughed at by the master next to me.

She loves sweet potatoes and farts, but when I see her blushing, I think it's cute, girl, she always loves face, and it doesn't hurt for her to block other people's strange eyes.

She also has a shortcoming, she is not calm in case of trouble, especially short-sighted, seeing that Wen Jiaxin was bullied, she went to stab Jiang Xia, this guts, and the timid like a mouse in the dark night She really impressed me, and saw the person who posted the bar to scold me for not being worthy of her, she brought a classmate to our class and asked me if I was her boyfriend, I really admired her cheekiness, very thick.

I smiled sadly.

Gong Chiji came back and persuaded me to leave, staying in a shady place here for too long is not good for my health.

I asked him rhetorically, Lin Lu is here, where can I go?

He didn't have anything to say and left with Wen Jiaxin.

I'm the only one left.

I turned on my phone and clicked on an audio, and the phone suddenly rang with Lin Lu's pleasant voice like green bamboo, "I said I like you, Gu Beichen, can you hear me?" I said I like you, Gu Beichen, I like you, I like you! I like you very much, I like you. ”

"I said I like you, Gu Beichen, can you hear me? I said I like you, Gu Beichen, I like you, I like you! I like you very much, I like you. ”

Replay it over and over again.

This woman must not know that the reason why I left so chic that day was expected to be long-awaited, if I didn't leave, she wouldn't be able to say this.

So I deliberately had the captain present to record her words.

Originally, if I were cured in the United States, I would use this as evidence to get her back to me.

Now, I have to listen to this to have the will to live.

If I had known, I would have left her forever if I returned to China, and even if I died in a foreign land, I would never return to China.

I threw aside the black umbrella that was in the way, reached out and rubbed her tombstone, and she laughed out loud with her smiling eyes in the photo.

"The night your father's accident, I lied to you, in fact, I was just a few steps away from you, and I saw you sitting in an iron chair with a sad face, and the kettle was on your lap."

"But you still chose to lie to me, you slept."

"I know you're going to be bad, and I don't want to expose your lies."

"Then, you run downstairs and call someone just to get a business card."

"You say, Uncle Gu."

"I know, you're calling my dad."

"You said, 'I want you to help me get back the Lin family, not only financial help, but also teach me how to run a company, don't worry, I will find a time to make it clear to Gu Beichen, you are responsible for persuading him to take the escort exam and go to the United States for treatment.'" ”

"At that time, I was shocked in my heart, I didn't know the condition of my body, I didn't know when you would know, I was going to accompany you to study for a year in the third year of high school."

"You say." Uncle Gu, maybe he will be sad, can you, can you help me comfort him? I rarely meet when he is sad, but when he is angry, as long as he is angry, say something good, give him something delicious, he will be happy. ’”

"I suddenly felt sad and angry, you even chose to give up on me, and you didn't let me accompany you through this difficult time."

"Originally, I wanted to go out and confront you, but when I saw you squatting down and crying bitterly, my heart throbbed for a while."

I hammered my chest, as if my heart was still hurting at that time.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "Instead of annoying you, I'd better go along with you." As long as you're happy, I can do anything. ”

"In the past six years, I can't help but use another identity to contact you, as long as I don't talk to you for a day, I feel that something is wrong.

I, I'm counting the days of your college entrance examination day by day, and I returned to China before your exam, and as soon as I came back, I saw you lying drunk in Qin Shen's arms, and at that moment, I was very angry.

How can you lie in the arms of another man? How can you drink so much alcohol? Why don't you tell me if you have something? I want to drink, and drinking can hurt my body!

I rudely snatched you back from Qin Shen's hands, and when I picked you up, I found that you were light.

I know that Hua Yisheng harmed your family, but Hua Yisheng's uncle saved my grandfather, I can't be cruel to her, I also owe her favor, forgive me, I can't help you take revenge, I can only help you recapture the Lin family.

You hugged me at the door, and I asked you, where is the key, and you called me fat all the time, and I am not so fat now.

I sighed, searched your pocket, found you the key to open the door, you are good, shouted hooligan, I was afraid that the neighbor would come out and beat me, in a hurry, I sealed it with a kiss, fortunately, a partner called me at that time, otherwise I would have asked for you that night.

I'm sorry, we originally changed the name of the couple in the game, and I'm planning to marry you.

Hua Yisheng asked me to marry her in the game, I owe her a favor, no way.

But she sent someone to kill you.

Fortunately, I returned to China at that time and silently accompanied you through the days of the college entrance examination.

On that day, I was standing downstairs in your rented room, and I was relieved and ready to go back to the United States.

But you suddenly fell downstairs in front of me, bleeding nonstop, at that moment, my heartbeat stopped in an instant, I was very scared, very scared, even if you broke up with me, at least you are still in this world, as long as I want to see you, I can fly over to see you at any time, once something happens to you, I really don't know what I should do.

Thankfully, you were able to save it.

When I saw you open your eyes in a daze, smile at me, and call me fat, I thought that no one who won a million jackpot was as happy as I was.

I know your temper, you are a man who has revenge.

I don't want to take into account the Hua family's affection for my family anymore, so I sent someone to check the details of the Hua family and handed over the evidence to you through cold hands.

You asked me on the buckle and wanted to go to my grandfather.

I immediately called my grandfather and asked him to send someone to protect you and help you.

This way, I can work, study, and receive therapy in the U.S. with peace of mind.

You little fool, you forgot that I was a hacker, and I could break the password of your game room, and of course I could also break the program of your computer.

I thought I couldn't see the letters in the mailbox.

You don't know, the time you write this letter is irregular, I have to stay on the computer every day, staring at your mailbox, once you type out one word at the end, I will read it out word by word, and every time I read a word, the corners of my mouth will unconsciously rise.

Once, I was giving a lecture to a freshman freshman, a big forum of hundreds of people, and in the middle of the speech, the computer prompted you to write a letter, and I immediately called for an intermission, to see what you wrote, and when I saw you say how about me as an MBA man, I snickered.

Usually in order to establish majesty, I don't want to make friends with people, I deliberately put on a cold face, that day speech, I smiled, and the hundreds of people took out their mobile phones to take pictures of me.

You said that you, who are tens of millions of miles away from me, are still here to tease me.

However, the other day, I saw the last letter you typed, and it turned out to be: 'That's it, it's good for each of us, you have your great time, and I have the rest of my life.'" ’

I want to fly over and order you to delete this line.

But, my condition is serious, I can't go to you, I'm afraid that when you see me, you will cry, I am most afraid that you will cry.

I know very well that Milu's death is a big blow to you, but I can't comfort you, and you don't want to reveal another identity to me, so I can only accompany you to be sad.

Ji Mo had already told me that he would propose to Tong Lele when he returned to China, and I knew that Ji Mo's wedding was the last chance for the two of us.

I also know that you are letting the cold hand check on me, and I understand how you want to bury Milu.

So, I asked Aunt Xia to give me a blood transfusion in advance, and asked her to listen to my speech, so I got rid of Aunt Xia and came to China to find you.

I thought that before leaving China, handing over the Beichen Hotel to you was a home.

Now, I'm the only one in the house.

I'm happy to see you in the hotel, but I can't show it, I don't know if I'm going to leave suddenly one day, like my mother, I don't want you to be as sad as my father.

Instead of grieving you, it's better to make you hate me.

At first, I just wanted to sarcastically say a few words to you, but when I saw you, I couldn't help but want to hug you and kiss you.

I feel like I'm not even sensible in front of you.

I was afraid of hurting you, and that night, I tried to be as gentle as possible, but as soon as I saw you frowning, I didn't dare to move.

When I woke up in the morning, I saw you sleeping quietly next to me, in the past six years, I could only spend a long night by looking at your photos, but now, I can see you in my dreams when I wake up, I want to kiss you again, but I can't give you any more hope.

I get upset and smoke, and just by smoking, I can temporarily paralyze my lovesickness.

At the wedding, you are beautiful, no matter what you wear, I think you are the most beautiful in the world, if you can stand in front of me in your wedding dress, it will be the best.

I was very touched by the food you gave me, but I can't give you hope, but I want to eat the food you picked, in the end, I still can't hold it, pick up the chopsticks.

You advised me to drink less, I thought about it, and moved the glass away without self-control.

Then, Si came to ask me to drink again, Si Na saw Wen Jiaxin, he was in a bad mood, I thought, I must pretend to be cold, I can't listen to you too much, so I drank with Si Meng.

After waking up, I found that I was imprisoned by Aunt Xia, she said, if I want to see you again, as long as I have another operation, the illness will be cured, I can go to you, accompany you to the movies, accompany you to go for a walk, accompany you to the library to read, and then, we will get married, and you will give birth to a chubby son for me, a beautiful daughter like you.

You say, is God jealous that we love each other too smoothly, and insist that we be separated in this way? ”

With red eyes, I tilted my head to prevent tears from flowing, sniffed, and leaned my head against her tombstone: "Silly, I always say you are stupid, but I am more stupid than you." ”

"Sir, hold up an umbrella." A girl in a white gauze dress who looked like she was in her early twenties held up an umbrella for me.

I looked up at her.

I secretly thought in my heart that she was about the same age as Lin Lu, but this white dress still looked good on Lin Lu.

"Sir, are you Gu Beichen?" She leaned down and was eye level with me.

I grimaced: "Are you?" ”

She suddenly knelt down towards me, her eyes firm and calm: "Sister Lu saved me, I often hear Sister Lu talk about you, now that she is gone, my kindness has not been repaid, Mr. Gu, I will accompany you for Sister Lu for the rest of your life, which can be regarded as returning Sister Lu's kindness." ”

For a moment, I was in a trance, as if I saw Lin Lu.

This girl looks like Lin Lu, whether she speaks, or does things, or even has that spirit, she is very similar.

No, she's not Lin Lu.

I frowned and was slightly stunned: "No need, since she saved you, she just wants you to live well, don't waste your life on me." ”

"People often say that life and death are ordinary, I hope you look down on it, and Sister Lu doesn't want to see you so low-willed." She got up, shoved the umbrella into my hand, and walked away in the rain.

After a few months, my body recovered well, just, my mind was empty.

I don't plan to go back to the United States, since Lin Lu is in China, then I will stay in China.

"Teacher, a few days ago, the president of Jiangbei University wanted to invite you to give a speech, and he is still waiting for your reply." My assistant asked for my opinion.

Jiangbei University, this is the university where Lin Lu graduated, and it is also the four years of college that I did not spend with her.

I said, "Go." ”

"I'm going to give an answer to the principal."

The next day, I arrived at Jiangbei University, a campus full of cherry blossoms.

I suddenly remembered that Lin Lu was jealous and asked me to take pictures of her, she just wanted to go to the park full of cherry blossoms to take pictures.

I picked up my phone and took a few photos, planning to wash them out and burn them for Lin Lu.

A group of students walked by.

"Lin Lu, you scholar has won a scholarship again! This time, you're going to treat us to dinner! "There was a girl who said coquettishly.

Hearing this, I took off my phone and followed the prestige.

This coquettish girl is holding a girl wearing light blue jeans and a white T-shirt, this girl, I know, is the girl who said she wanted to repay me at Lin Lu's funeral.

She, also called Lin Lu?

I approached them silently.

"Lin Lu, I heard that the school grass of Harvard University, Gu Beichen is coming to our school to give a speech! Just this afternoon, would you like to go? The coquettish girl's eyes lit up.

"Go."

"I've seen the appearance of the school grass in the magazine, but handsome, twenty-six years old, just right, a little childish, and manly, if I can soak him, I heard that he also opened a lot of network management companies, Jiangbei No. 1 Middle School next to the big hotel is his,, this man is simply perfect."

"Ordinary people, he looks glamorous, but who knows the bitterness in his heart?" The girl who wanted to repay the favor had a beautiful face, and as she spoke, she accidentally caught a glimpse of me.

She immediately pulled the corner of the girl next to her.

For some reason, there was a push that pushed me towards this girl, and I couldn't help but walk in front of them.

"Wow! You, are you Gu Beichen? That Harvard school grass? The coquettish girl looked at me with an obsessive gaze.

To be honest, I don't like this kind of gaze, although countless times, I really wish Lin Lu could also look at me affectionately with this kind of gaze, but, she is very few, she has too many people to protect.

I ignored the girl's words, and looked at the delicate girl fixedly: "What's your name?" ”

She smiled happily at me: "Mr. Gu, my name is Lin Lu, Lin Lu who saw deer when Lin Shen was in the past." ”

I frowned.

How could she have the same name as Lin Lu?

She seemed to understand my eyes, and immediately replied: "Sister Lu saved me, I begged her to give me a name, she didn't seem to be very interested in this name, so I used her name without permission, because, I want to be like her, I can shine, and I want to go through her life for her." ”

She smiled when she finished speaking.

"Hmm." I said in a deep voice.

"Mr. Gu, I said it, I will repay the favor, in the future, as long as I ......"

"No need, you owe Lin Lu, not me." I said coldly: "Lin Lu, not everyone can replace it." ”

Leaving these words, I walked away in a huff.

Lin Lu, how can you entrust the rest of my life to another woman?

I don't allow it, and I don't agree with it!

The breeze was blowing, and the pale pink cherry blossoms were coming, and I stopped and closed my eyes.

"Mr. Gu, I don't mean to replace Sister Lu, I just want to repay the favor, in this life, no matter where you are, I will accompany you and protect you, unless you meet another lover, otherwise, I will not leave." The girl came after her.

I opened my eyes slightly and stared at her coldly.

She was not afraid at all: "I admit that I like you, but I will never interfere with you." ”

I raised my eyes to see the petals swirling in the air.

Lin Lu, how I wish that this sentence came out of your mouth.

Lin Lu, can you come back?

I.

I miss you so much.

"Gu Beichen, it's not that any story has to be complete, once affectionate, leave it for a shallow talk, don't be too persistent." There was a sadness in the girl's eyes.

I looked back, the cherry blossoms had fallen all over the ground, and suddenly, I felt sad: "Don't follow me anymore, otherwise, I won't even give Lin Lu face." ”

"Yes."

I walked away.

In the past, I followed you in everything, but for the rest of my life, I couldn't let you arrange.

Even if you are lonely and old, your smile is enough to reminisce for the rest of your life.

I smiled lightly and called softly: "Lin Lu, Lin Lu." ”

According to my assistant, Keigo Higashino's "The Devotion of Suspect X" has been made into a movie and is about to be released, which is your favorite book.

It seems like it's been a long time since we've seen a movie together, can you come back soon?

I've bought all the movie tickets, and it's just you.