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The music of "Seet\Dreams" filled the auditorium.

The guests are like a cloud.

I shuttled through the crowd, trying to find Gu Beichen's figure.

"Lin Lu." Wen Jiaxin, who was wearing a red dress, stopped me: "Why are you so late? The wedding is about to start, go and change your clothes. ”

I looked at her, "Did you see the fat man?" ”

"He doesn't seem to have arrived yet."

"Oh." There is a little loss and melancholy in my heart.

"Let's go, Ah Le is waiting for you."

The wedding march sounded in the auditorium, I changed into a pale pink dress, and sat on the side of the bride's guests, and the groom's guests opposite, except for Gong Chisi, I didn't see Gu Beichen.

Supposedly, he should have arrived before me? Didn't he go before me?

Tong Lele, who was dressed in a white wedding dress, was held by Uncle Tong, smiling, and walked slowly towards Ji Mo.

At this moment, Tong Lele does not have the kind of sunshine on weekdays, but is more elegant and quiet, just like the pages of a book and a cup of tea in the sun.

Uncle Tong said to Ji Mo: "Amer, Lele grew up in the palm of our hands, you have to put her in the palm of your hand in the future, otherwise, I will take her home at any time." ”

"Got it, Dad." Ji Mo couldn't wait to reach out and take Tong Lele's hand.

Uncle Tong reluctantly put Tong Lele's hand in Ji Mo's palm, and at this end, Aunt Tong cried in a low voice next to me.

Under the question of the master of ceremonies, Tong Lele and Ji Mo replied with a smile on their faces, "I do", and exchanged rings and kissed each other.

I watched them, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, from immature teenagers to mature adults, from suspicion to determination.

It's not easy.

If two people are destined to be together, no matter how much they quarrel, they will still forgive each other and return to each other's side, I think the portrayal of this sentence is the journey between Tong Lele and Ji Mo.

When taking pictures, Gu Beichen came in the dust.

Gu Beichen, who was wearing a black suit, was slender and straight, and with a cold face, he rarely smiled and talked with Ji Mo and Gong Chiji.

I stared at him nervously and heartbeatly.

"Lulu, you can also say something." Lele reminded me from the side.

"Gu." I opened my mouth to Gu Beichen.

He didn't take me seriously, so I had to shut up.

"Lulu, what's wrong with you? It's not like your style. Wen Jiaxin also came to persuade me.

I pulled out a smile: "It's all over." ”

When I was young, some of them were lonely, some were supported by their families, and some were young capital, but now, life has worn out my courage, and I can't open my mouth with guilt.

When taking pictures at the wedding, Gu Beichen went to the side to answer the phone, and it happened that I also had a call, and neither of us participated in the photoshoot.

After the photo taking process was over, everyone took the car to the hotel for the wedding banquet.

At the banquet, Tong Lele and Ji Mo took turns to perform, Tong Lele danced, danced a street dance, and she was once in Jiangbei No. 1 Middle School. Ji Mo sang a song, Miyachi played the guitar next to him, and the rest of the time, the host was playing the game.

At the dinner table, I deliberately sat next to Gu Beichen, and as soon as I sat down, he immediately snuffed out the cigarette in his hand.

But he never looked at me, but smiled at the performance, as if I was a stranger to him.

Never mind.

I said to myself.

In the past, Gu Beichen used to pick up vegetables for me, but now it's my turn to serve him vegetables.

I filled his bowl with a full amount of meat dishes, and looked at his side face without saying a word: "Fatty, you have lost weight, eat more meat." ”

He glanced at me, picked up his chopsticks and began to eat.

I laugh.

As long as you're willing to eat, it's okay to let me stand aside.

Ji Mo and Tong Lele came to toast.

Gu Beichen picked up a bottle of liquor: "I wish you a good hundred years." ”

As the words fell, he raised his head and drank.

Ji Mo looked at me and asked me with his eyes, what the hell was going on.

I shrugged my shoulders and whispered, "Fatty, today is a happy day, I allow you to drink, but not too much." ”

Ji Mo was the groom, and he had to entertain VIPs, so he couldn't drink too much wine, so he only accompanied Gu Beichen for a drink.

He took a big sip with a blushing face, and then put the bottle down, like a sulking child, and still didn't say a word to me.

Gong Chisi picked up a bottle of red wine, filled Gu Beichen's cup, and hoarsely voiced: "Gu Fat, come, it's rare to see you, if you don't get drunk tonight, you won't return." ”

Gu Beichen glanced at me, picked up the wine glass, and drank it all in one gulp, maybe he drank too quickly, he coughed, and spit out the red wine in his mouth back into the glass.

I frowned and tried to take the glass from his hand, but he tried to drink it up.

"Come on, drink again." Miyachi poured him full again.

Wen Jiaxin and I looked at each other with a wry smile.

Before the feast was over, the two of them drank down.

Ji Mo asked the two of them to be carried to the upper room of the hotel, and I followed.

Gu Beichen ran to the toilet drunk, vomiting dimly, I saw him slumped on the toilet floor, and in addition to filth, there was dazzling blood on the commode.

I calmed down, calmly helped him to the bed, took off his shoes and socks, unbuttoned his tie and shirt, warmed a towel, wiped his face, and asked the hotel waiter to take the medicine and feed him.

I sat on the edge of the bed, tucked the quilt for him, looked at his slightly pale handsome face, and laughed: "Fatty, I still like your chubby appearance, you look cute." ”

Gu Beichen twisted his eyebrows, turned around, and turned his back to me.

I climbed into bed, hugged him from behind, pressed my face against his back, and whispered, "You used to say, let me be good, now, you be good, and then, you sleep well, wake up, and nothing happens." ”

At this point, he rolled over and hugged me tightly, his bony chin against my hair: "Silly, I miss you." ”

My heart fluttered.

How long has it been since he hugged me like this? Didn't you call me in such a doting tone?

After a while, the doorbell rang.

I cautiously looked up at him, who was asleep, and I was relieved to get ready to get out of his arms.

Suddenly, Gu Beichen hugged me suddenly, and muttered in his mouth: "You are not allowed to go anywhere, I will not let you go." ”

"Well, I'm just going to the bathroom." I looked down and pecked him on the forehead.

He relaxed the strength of his arm.

I tiptoed to bed, and opened the door.

Outside the door, the fierce Xia Cicada glanced at me, crossed me directly, and entered the room.

She was followed by two sturdy black-clad bodyguards.

"He drinks and smokes?" Xia Chan's forehead wrinkled.

I nodded.

"He can't drink or smoke." Xia Cicada is a little impatient.

"Sister Xia, you must have a way to save him, right?"

"I haven't found it yet, the blood cells in his body have begun to die, the replication function of red blood cells and the immune system of platelets are not as fast as cell death, at present, he has not found the root cause of this blood disease, which is a bit similar to scurvy."

"All I need is a way to save him."

Xia Chan gently stroked Gu Beichen's forehead, like a mother: "To save him, you can only exchange blood." ”

"Exchange transfusion? How to change? I asked anxiously.

"Xiao Chen's blood type is universal O blood, although this blood type is very common, however, the cells in the blood are not mixed, and they begin to dilute, and regular blood transfusions to him can only prolong his life for a few days, after trying several treatments, we found that the RH positive blood type with immune antibodies can be hemolyzed, but the blood in his whole body is almost necrotic, but this rare blood type is difficult to find, we searched all the hospitals, bought these stock blood, and even found someone to transfuse him, but it can only support him through the past six years, and now the blood bank is out of blood, Those people with rare blood types can no longer draw blood for him, and they must be separated by three months, but after three months, I am afraid that it will be more than lucky. ”

"I am, I'm RH type." I answered with joy.

"But." Xia Chan looked at me a little embarrassed: "Xiao Chen won't let me touch you." ”

"Sister Xia, I'm very healthy, even if you smoke the blood on my body, it's okay." I couldn't be happier in my heart.

Gu Beichen, I also have a time to help you, finally.

"Do you want to cure it radically, or let him continue to live on blood transfusions like this?"

"Of course, it's a cure."

Xia Chan looked at me with a solemn expression: "Then I can only exchange the blood of the two of you, the people I found before refused to do this, because it was not related to the family, I know you will agree, and the most afraid thing is that Xiao Chen will not be able to accept it." ”

I wondered: "What does swap mean?" ”

"Life for life, if it succeeds, it will be your blood that flows on his body, and you will be infected and die by necrotic blood cells. If you don't succeed, both of you will die on the way to the blood exchange, or, both of you will have to live on blood transfusions in the future, just like vampires. ”

"What are the odds of success?"

"Sixty-nine thousandths."

"Change, I'll change." I readily agreed.

I heard that people will meet about 29.2 million people in their lifetime, but the chance of knowing each other is less than 49 in a million, and Gu Beichen and I can know each other, so this 59 in 1,000 is not a big deal.

"Are you sure?"

"Sure." I looked at Gu Beichen, who was asleep, and said with a smile: "Sister Xia, if I don't wake up, when he is better, you tell him that I just don't love him anymore, go find another person who loves me, and don't tell my family, this matter, the two of us will do it in secret." ”

"However, the hospital will register your death certificate."

"Don't tell him at the funeral, he's fine, he should go back to the United States, he doesn't know anything." I laughed, my heart throbbing.

"Lin Lu." Xia Chan came over and held my hand: "Thank you." ”

"It's okay." I tried to put on a big smile.

After Tong Lele's wedding, just before they left for their honeymoon in Bali, I went to see them off.

"Lulu, I feel a little weird in my heart." Tong Lele held my hand.

"You are the wife who is not suitable for Ji Mo for the time being, in a few years, I think, you are going to come to me to cry."

"It's not." She clenched my hands: "I feel like I can't go now, as if, if I walk like this, we will never see each other again." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then pursed my lips and smiled: "How is it possible?" Hurry up, Jimo is waiting for you. ”

"Lulu, you and Beichen should hurry up and reconcile, although I don't know why he hasn't come to you for six years, but I can see that he still has you in his eyes, and when you go to call under the tree, he is also on the phone, but his eyes are on you, your family's affairs have been solved, and your revenge has been avenged, what else can't you do? If you drag it any longer, I'm worried that you won't be able to be together again. Tong Lele hurriedly persuaded me.

I hugged her lightly: "I will, don't worry." ”

In the afternoon, Wen Jiaxin planned to return to Hong Kong, and I chased him to the airport.

She looked at me, "What? Want to come with me to Hong Kong? ”

"Jiaxin, I inquired that Akaji is also on today's flight, and he should also be at this airport."

"Lin Lu, this is good, you still ......"

"Cangyang Gyatso once said that apart from life and death, what is not an idle matter in the world? Jiaxin, listen to my advice, the two of you don't have to worry about money, fame and fortune now, you love Akaji, not Akaji's father, there is no need to look at his father's eyes, your father and brother are not Akaji's father and brother, you love each other, what do you have to do with others? In this world, you are still alive, what can stop you from being together? Don't wait until life and death are separated before you regret it. I stared at her worriedly.

Wen Jiaxin picked the corners of her lips and sighed: "I'm not afraid of falling in love, I'm afraid of marriage, you know, my parents' affairs, I don't believe that there is still love in this world, instead of having an unhappy divorce in the end, it is better to give each other some good memories." ”

She hugged me and persuaded me in turn: "Lin Lu, I can see that Gu Beichen still likes you, don't persuade me, you should go and review Beichen." ”

"Well, I'll chase you, and you're going to chase Akaji too, hurry up." I snatched her ticket from her hand and pushed her away.

"Lin Lu."

"Go ahead."

.......

said goodbye to Tong Lele and Wen Jiaxin, the two best friends in life.

I called Jiang Xia: "Summer, the person in charge of the Fusheng Orphanage, I transferred it to you, and the Fusheng child will be entrusted to you." ”

As soon as he hung up Jiang Xia's phone, Qin Shen's text message happened to be sent, "Lin Lu, Gu Beichen has been away from you for six years, and I have been waiting for you behind you for six years, but your eyes have never stayed with me, I'm afraid you don't know now, Tong Lele's wedding, I'm also here, right?" You only have Gu Beichen in your eyes, even if he has left you for six years. Lin Lu, I left Jiangbei and went to work at the Beijing headquarters, goodbye. ”

I replied to him, "Take care all the way, goodbye." ”

Next, I went to Luchen Network Culture Company and gave the ownership of the company to Situ Xuan.

Situ Xuan asked in surprise, "Sister Lu, what are you doing?" I don't think I have a birthday yet, right? ”

"I want to travel, I'm tired, I want to relax, you watch the dust for me first, and when I come back, I'll come back with you." I lie without changing my face.

"Oh, yes, you haven't had a good rest since high school, look at yourself, how thin have you become? Hurry up and go play with you, road dust is my world, haha. ”

After leaving Lu Chen, I sent a text message to my parents and Lin Cong, asking them to go back to their old home for dinner.

Then I went home and found that the house was still the same, nothing had changed, it was quite clean, it seemed that Gu Beichen should have asked someone to clean the house.

I went out to buy groceries and cooked a meal myself, and since I couldn't eat 24 hours before the operation, I had to lie to them that when I was cooking, I had eaten enough for a tasting.

They were smiling in front of me eating my cooking, and the family happily sat in this home where they had lived for more than 20 years to eat, which was the happiest moment of my life.

My life is also very satisfying, there are people who love me, there are people I love, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, and my dreams have come true.

God probably thinks that I have nothing to be nostalgic about.

.......

Early in the morning, I got up early, and after burying Milu's ashes in the backyard of my home, I wore the school uniform of Jiangbei No. 1 Middle School in the past, wrapped in the white coat that Gu Beichen once bought for me, and walked alone on the snow road.

Today, the weather is very good, there is no snow, and the snow on the ground is very thick and not frozen.

Walking all the way to Jiangbei Central Hospital, looking at the dead branches hanging with snow, looking at the streets where people come and go, and looking at the blue sky.

I keep thinking about my life.

Lonely childhood, worry-free freshman and sophomore years of high school, running for six years.

I have been in love with Gu Beichen for two years, separated for six years, and eight years have illuminated my life.

Halfway through, Xia Chan asked someone to drive me to the hospital.

When I was in the hospital, I saw Gu Beichen sitting on the hospital bed in a hospital gown with a gloomy expression, and my heart was as painful as the flesh and blood that had been stabbed with a knife.

In my mind, I still reflect the energetic appearance of the slightly chubby him jumping up and shooting, the way he often hooks the corners of his lips to tease me, such a weak appearance, it is really not suitable for him.

"I've told him that he just needs to do the anesthesia and blood transfusion as usual, and you'll follow the nurse to change his clothes later." Xia Cicada said.

"Okay." I glanced at Gu Beichen twice more before leaving with the nurse.

I changed into a hospital gown and lay on the bed while two nurses pushed me to the operating room.

I turned my head sideways and looked at Gu Beichen, who was already anesthetized.

"Lin Lu, I'm going to anesthetize you." Xia Chan wore a mask, held a syringe, and said to me.

"Okay." I smiled lightly and looked at Gu Beichen who was close in front of me.

I thought that in six years, at least I would be able to be calm and calm in front of you, but I would still be excited, nervous, happy, and couldn't help but write my thoughts on my face.

Fatty, thank you, for me to make it happen, see the deer when the forest is deep, see the whale when the sea is blue, and see you when you wake up from a dream.

In my life, at least I've heard you say that you like me, and that's enough.

After Xia Cicada anesthetized me, my consciousness began to become chaotic, my vision was a little blurry, and I wanted to sleep.

I stretched out my hand, took the initiative to hold Gu Beichen's hand, looked at him sleeping peacefully, and raised a bright arc: "Fatty, good night." ”

The eyelids were too heavy.

Gu Beichen, I'm going to sleep, I really want to think about it, I can wake up, open my eyes and see you safe, sleeping next to me.

If you wake up and don't see me, forget about me.

May you meet someone like me who loves you, gives you warmth, can share your sorrows, gives you happiness, shares joys and sorrows with you, and then lives your life with a little noise.

I am glad that when I was wandering the streets, I met you, approached you, walked into your heart, and now, I am going to come out of your heart.

You, you must be white-headed, or I will be sad.

The surgical light above was so bright that I had to close my eyes, my hand was really weak, so I had to let go of your hand.

Gu Beichen, forgive me, I didn't accompany you.

At least we have walked in the snowy nights, talking to the fullest, and our heads have turned white.

I love you, fatty.