At this time, the snowflakes were still falling, my forehead, my cheeks. Instantly covered with falling snowflakes.

I could feel the gazes of the people around me looking at me, those glances were curious, mocking, and made people's faces burn again and again.

After a while, I got up from the ground in a daze, and looked around dizzily, trying to continue looking for Uncle Laden.

But everything around me began to blur, I don't know if the snowflakes on my face were starting to melt, and I could feel my eyes moisten, and something was swirling in them.

However, after looking around, there was no trace of Uncle bin Laden around, but at this time, it was not far from me. A man was standing there. He looked at me with an indifferent expression.

The figure blurred in my vision for a moment, and gradually the outline became much clearer.

I fixed my eyes and saw that it was no one else, but Ling Lingling.

At this moment, her hair was stained with snowflakes, and her expression was calm, but her eyes were looking straight at me, and it was obvious that my embarrassed appearance had also been seen in her eyes just now.

I don't know why my nose suddenly soured after seeing that it was Ling Lingling, and my jaw began to tremble.

As if seeing my expression, Ling Lingling paused, but still walked towards me.

When she walked up to me. The little strength I had in my body was gone, and I bowed my head. Tears welled up in his eyes.

Maybe it's because I saw someone I knew, and my heart felt like I was opening my mouth, and all the sadness that had just accumulated overflowed.

Seeing that I suddenly cried, Ling Lingling was stunned in place, with a rare panicked expression on her face.

Gradually, her expression changed from surprise to confusion, and finally she regained her composure, looking at me motionlessly.

I cried more and more under her gaze, and the words that I had not noticed before, the images that were almost forgotten, came out of my mind one after another.

At this moment, I finally understood why Wang Jiaci kept rejecting me in the first place.

Why would she say to me that she was a selfish person.

Why would she say to me if only she had a younger sibling or something?

Why wouldn't she have to go to gym class.

Why does she have so many fake notes.

Why would she say that she hoped that I would forget her after she left.

Why would she ask Lin Qiaoman to be by my side instead of her in the future.

Why did she leave my side at this time?

Although I kept comforting myself not to believe what I had just heard, those words still pierced my heart like a sharp knife.

It must have been to the point where I had to leave. That's why you left me with such a sudden reason.

From then on, not letting me know anything about her was like disappearing out of my world.

At this time, my tears flowed all over my face, my feet also went limp, and I felt that my whole body had no strength, and I was about to collapse on the ground.

But just as I was about to collapse, Ling Lingling seemed to feel something, and reached out and grabbed my collar.

My body trembled a little after being grabbed by her, and the brush in my eyes ran down my chin.

At this time, Ling Lingling didn't say anything, she just grabbed me by the collar and dragged me hard into the playground on the side.

Maybe because I didn't have any strength anymore, almost easily, I was dragged to the playground by Ling Lingling, there were not many people in the playground at this time, she dragged me not far, and only stopped under a dry tree where no one was there, and let go of her hand.

At this time, I was still crying in embarrassment, Ling Lingling looked at me like this in front of me, paused for a few seconds and spoke

"If you want to cry, cry enough, there's no one here, don't be embarrassed outside.. Crying ugly to death.."

I couldn't hear whether she was blaming or comforting her, but in short, her words made me cry even more, and the full sourness in my heart was all released.

To be honest, I never imagined that I would cry like this one day, and I never imagined that I would cry like this in front of a girl I didn't know very well.

At this time, I was like a three-year-old child, crying uncontrollably.

And Ling Lingling just kept looking at me like that, she didn't say anything more, didn't ask anything, just stood quietly by my side.

I don't know how long I've been crying, it seems that it's because I've been crying too much for a while, and the tears have dried up.

I can't find a good adjective to describe how I feel now, and the whole person is as if someone has been hollowed out, and only a simple shell remains.

Seeing that I finally couldn't cry a little, Ling Lingling breathed a sigh of relief, she looked at me, looked at me, and then spoke

"Crying like this when you fall, are you a man?" ”

I came back to my senses a little when Ling Lingling said this, I looked at her, her expression was still so calm, but it seemed that because she had stood for a long time, her hands had been frozen red.

After a long time, I lowered my head and said in a hoarse voice

: "I'm sorry.. I.. I'm sorry.."

I don't know how I could say such a thing, but I don't feel anything anymore.

Hearing me say this, Ling Lingling's brows furrowed slightly, and she put her hand in her pocket a little helplessly, and then asked

"Why are you apologizing to me?" Your crying is ugly, but it's not enough to scare me, huh... Do you want to talk about it? Why the reason to cry.? And also.. Can you pat the snow off your body first, as if you were rolling in a snowdrift?"

When Ling Lingling said this, I raised my head again, and I looked at her for a long time before I said with a trembling voice

"I can't see the person I like, I'll be in the future... Maybe never again.." Vertical macro garbage.

As soon as he said this, he began to feel a dull pain in his heart again, as if something was stirring in his body.

And Ling Lingling had a confused look on her face when she heard me say this, she hesitated for a moment, then looked at me again and said

"Are you still sad about what happened before?" Hasn't that girl been gone for a while? ”

Obviously, he didn't hear the implicit meaning of my words, and the helpless expression on Ling Lingling's face added a little.

Hearing her say this, I reached out and rubbed my dry face, and finally shook my head, as if muttering to myself

"You don't understand, you don't understand.."

My words made Ling Lingling's expression regain her indifference, and at this time she nodded and spoke

"Of course, how can I understand your affairs... But.."

"Even if you like someone you never see again, so what? When you experience the feeling when your most important person doesn't want to see you at all, you'll know what real pain is. ”

When he said this, a glimmer of light flashed in Ling Lingling's eyes, but soon it dimmed like a lamp that suddenly went out.

Ling Lingling's words made my heart chuckle, and the numbness in my limbs spread.

I looked up, and I saw her turn her head to look aside and speak

"I'm going back, you want to open some.. After all, it's a boy, and it's very bad to cry and cry.."

Before I could speak, she took a deep breath and turned to the side.

I looked at Ling Lingling's back as she walked forward, leaving her shallow footprints on the snow, her hands still in her pockets, and her neck shrunk slightly.

However, just as I was staring at her back, Ling Lingling seemed to remember something, stood on her feet and turned her head.

At this time, she looked at me from a distance, and when she saw that I was still looking at her with an embarrassed look, she smiled helplessly and bitterly.

Soon I saw her walk back to me, and after thinking about it, she spoke

"If I'm not mistaken, you still owe me a meal, do you?" ”

"If you want, invite me to dinner tonight... It just so happens that I can accompany you for a drink. What do you think? ”