Originally, at this time, my heart was like ashes, and I didn't have the slightest strength in my body, but after hearing Ling Lingling say this. Those scattered consciousness began to regain somewhat.

I looked at her, only to see that her expression was very serious, not like a joke, and after a long time under her gaze, I lowered my head and rubbed my face with my hand, and nodded slowly.

I didn't know what I was thinking the moment I nodded, and seeing that I agreed, the corners of Ling Lingling's mouth rose slightly, and then he made a gesture at me and said

"Okay, then don't freeze here, let's go quickly.."

With that, she turned around again and followed her footprints and walked forward again.

I watched her walk forward again. He looked down at his legs.

There were still snowflakes on the cuffs of the trousers, and the snow on the body when I just fell down had not had time to shoot it off.

Maybe it's because I'm so sad and crying for a long time. At this time, I was not so sad, all the pain was gone, and all that was left was a sad numbness.

That's probably what it means, right? Ironically, those unbearable things become less unbearable in the end.

In this way, I bent down and patted the snowflakes on my body, and the fluttering sound seemed to be on my heart, and with the heartbeat, it sounded rhythmically one after another.

By the time the snow was knocked off, Ling Lingling was about to walk out of the playground.

I took a deep breath and took a step to catch up.

In fact, I didn't have the slightest appetite at this time. But I was dazzled and heard Ling Lingling say that, so I agreed, maybe it would be a good choice to find someone to talk to at this time, right?

If someone else is willing to help you share what one person can't bear, then everything will be much better.

Thinking of this, I raised my head and looked at Ling Lingling's figure in front of me, she walked forward for some distance and then stopped, turned around and seemed to be waiting for me.

When she saw me walk up to her, she opened her mouth and asked coldly

"Are you riding?" Do you still have the strength to ride? ”

Hearing Ling Lingling ask this, I hesitated for a moment, and nodded slowly.

And the moment I nodded, Ling Lingling shook his head helplessly, waved his hand and said

"I see you don't even have the strength to speak, so don't ride." It's not easy to walk, so let's take a taxi."

Ling Lingling looked like she had already made up her mind when she said this, and before I could speak again, she had already continued to walk forward.

I paused when I saw her like this, and walked forward behind her.

At this time, there are not many people in the school, most of the day students have already left the school gate, and the only students left are the students who wander around the campus after eating, and some are standing at the school gate, wanting to go out but not daring to go out.

Ling Lingling and I walked out of the school gate, the street outside was lit up by street lights, and snowflakes were falling from the dim light, almost a suffocating picture.

I turned my head and looked forward. Every fifteen meters or so is a street lamp, symmetrical, illuminating a road paved with snowflakes.

The snow on the ground has changed color because of the lights, and it looks so beautiful.

At this time, Ling Lingling stopped, she waved her hand, and a taxi that had been waiting for the rabbit for a long time drove to the two of us.

She opened the car door and gently combed her hair with her hand before getting into the car, and the silver-white snowflakes fell from her flowing hair to the sides, as if they had turned into water.

I stood aside and watched her get into the car, and then I came back to my senses and bent down to get in.

After closing the car door, he heard Ling Lingling ask

"What to eat?" ”

After saying that, she thought about it and added another sentence

"What do you want me to eat?" ”

As if to imply that I was going to decide, I turned my head to look at her, and after thinking about it, I shook my head and said

: "I... What do you want to eat.. Let's go eat something.."

When I said this, I obviously looked weak, because I didn't have the slightest desire to eat at this time.

Ling Lingling frowned when she saw me like this, and then she thought for a while, and then said a place to the driver, and motioned for the driver to drive.

When the car started, she turned her head to look out the window and stopped talking, and I was silent, with only the faint sound of my own heartbeat in my ears.

The car drove for a while before finally coming to a stop on the side of the street.

Before I came back to my senses and took out the money to pay the bill, Ling Lingling preemptively paid the money, opened the car door and got out of the car.

I got out of the car with me and saw a hot pot restaurant on the side of the road.

Maybe because of the snow, there were a lot of people in the store, and at this time, Ling Lingling looked at me and said

"I felt like I was riding with a ghost all the way through, can you not look half-dead?" You're like this, who can still eat.."

Although Ling Lingling's words sounded like blame, there seemed to be some other deep meanings mixed in them.

I was reminded of what Lin Qiaoman said to me before, and then I realized that my current appearance was a little troublesome in addition to being embarrassed.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and nodded at her

"Well, okay, are you going to eat hot pot?" I don't know if there's any other place in there.."

Seeing that I opened my mouth to respond to her, Ling Lingling's expression recovered a little, she looked at me, turned around and looked at the store behind her, and continued

"Let's go in first, even if someone leaves after a while, it's snowing... I'm going to eat hot pot.."

Ling Lingling said this as she walked into the store, and I followed her into the store together.

This is my first time in this hot pot restaurant, and it is really lively.

Fortunately, there was still a seat in the corner on the side, and Ling Lingling and I happened to sit over.

To be honest, I've always thought this kind of shop is too fucking dangerous, a room full of gas canisters, and if you can't get a single cigarette, all the customers in the store can go to God together.

However, Ling Lingling seemed to like eating hot pot very much, and as soon as she sat down, she saw that she unceremoniously asked for a bunch of things. Giant famous bus.

She waited until she had finished ordering things before she looked at me and spoke

"I guess you don't have much of an appetite, do you?" What do you want to drink.. Liquor or beer? ”

I paused when Ling Lingling asked me like this, and after thinking about it, I still spoke

"White bar, drink some white bar.."

I hadn't drunk much baijiu, so I knew I wouldn't get dizzy if I didn't drink much.

And I also know that the purpose of people who use alcohol to kill their sorrows is this...

Seeing that I asked for liquor by name, Ling Lingling didn't care, she waved her hand and asked the waiter for a bottle of liquor, and then looked at me again, looking at me.

My cheeks burned slightly under her gaze, perhaps because the shop was too hot, and my body began to regain a sense of sensation.

Ling Lingling stared at me for a while before finally speaking

"I'll ask you first... After you drink the liquor, you won't make trouble, right? I won't be able to take care of you then."

Hearing Ling Lingling say this, I shook my head and looked at her and said

"Probably not, in a while, I'll take a taxi home, if I'm really drunk... You don't have to worry about me."

As soon as I finished saying this, Ling Lingling nodded and spoke

"It just so happens that I plan to do the same, so I'll eat it with confidence. Did you bring the money? By the way, before drinking, I still want to ask... Would you like to tell me your story? It is.. Your affair with that girl.. I'd be interested in hearing it, if you're willing to say it, of course."

Although Ling Lingling didn't say this very directly, the potential line was that she was willing to listen to me complain.

I looked at her sitting across from me, hesitated for a moment, and whispered

"At this point, I don't know what to say... I always thought I didn't know her, but today I realized that not only did I not understand, but I didn't even realize the pain she was hiding in the face of me..."

When I said this, my heart began to sour again, and Ling Lingling watched me move, hesitated for a while and then asked

"How did you meet, classmates?" ”

Her words reminded me of memories that felt far away, and Wang Jiaci's voice first sounded in my ears, and then it returned to normal, turning into a noise in a hot pot restaurant.

At this time, I looked at her, shook my head, and said

"No, at first... I listen to the radio at school every day at noon, and I thought that girl's voice was very good, and I slowly liked it, but then I didn't expect that she was the broadcaster... I knew her for a long time when I knew... The first place we spoke was the Internet café, the one you went with me, and it was in the corner where we sit."

I don't know what's going on, I said so much to Ling Lingling at once, maybe I really need to talk about it.

After listening to my words, Ling Lingling first digested it silently for a while, and after a while, her eyes flashed, and she looked at me and said

"You mean. Was that girl a school announcer before? Are you someone who heard her voice, so you had a crush on her for a long time, and you only met later? ”

I nodded, signaling to Ling Lingling that this was pretty much the case.

After seeing me nodding, Ling Lingling suddenly showed a smile on the corner of her mouth, only to see her lower her head and look at the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and then raised her hand with great interest, holding her head and saying word by word

"Well, it looks like you're going to owe me a meal after this meal." ”