I looked at the time, and it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, and there were still more than forty minutes before twelve.

I smiled sadly and wryly.

The phone in his hand shook violently and rang again.

It was Lu Zhengnan who called.

His eyes, which had long been dry, instantly moistened again when he saw his name. I really regret that I promised him that day, I shouldn't have given him that hope, and now what am I going to do...... Cleaning up this mess?

"Hey," I picked up the phone anyway.

"Little boy, you fell asleep, were you woken up by me?" Lu Zhengnan was a little embarrassed over there.

"No," I said, nasal and hoarse.

"I thought you were asleep," he paused, "I was eager to hear your voice, so I hit again." He smirked twice.

I silently wiped away my tears and asked curiously, "Zhengnan, what do you like about me, when you knew me, I was so bad to you, why do you still like me?" ”

The other one chuckled and said, "I don't know, I just like it anyway." You were really bad then...... But it's so distressing, I've never felt sorry for that girl, you're the first. This hurts...... It seems that I can't put it down. His voice was soft and shy.

"But I'm really not a good person, you're a better girl."

Lu Zhengnan seemed to sense that something was wrong with me, and asked lightly, "What's wrong with you...... You promised me that I won't let you regret it. His tone instantly became tense.

"Zhengnan, I don't want to delay you...... And I'm really not worth it for you like this...... Did you forget about me. "I'm stubbering.

"Little boy, what's going on?"

I bit my lip, "It's nothing, I just feel like I'm ...... Sad, unworthy of your love. ”

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself." Lu Zhengnan roared, "Little boy, you listen to me, you are no worse than anyone else, you are incomparable in my mind." ”

"Am I really that good...... Then why didn't my mother want me, Ah Zhe also left me, and now even my dad doesn't want me? "Whatever I love or loves me, they all forsake me. I finally couldn't hold back and cried.

The other head fell silent, and after a while.

"After so many years, you still can't forget Ye Zhe, right?" His voice was a little annoyed, and then I heard him inhale, "Little boy, I can't compare to a dead person, but I want you to look forward instead of living in the past." ”

"Jeongnam, he's my inner demon, and I know I should have forgotten about him a long time ago, but...... After all these years, I still can't forget it. "I don't know what excuse to use to reject him, Ah Zhe is the best excuse.

Lu Zhengnan sighed, "Okay, let's not talk about him." What did you say happened to your dad? ”

"Nothing." I suddenly regretted telling him this.

"Where are you now?" His voice was a little anxious and a little worried.

I calmed down a bit, "I'm at home, it's fine, I just had a fight with my dad, and I'm a little down." ”

"Are you really okay?" He was a little unconvinced.

"Okay, I'm done venting, now it's back to normal." I pretended to be relaxed.

Lu Zhengnan said softly: "Little boy, wait for me to come back." ”

"Well," it would be better to wait for him to come back and make it clear to his face.

"Don't think too much, if you're not very comfortable at home, you'll move out when I get back." He said again.

"Well, it's late, and you go to bed early." I paused, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." ”

……

Lu Zhengnan has always been relieved, I repeatedly promised that it was okay, and he closed the line. This phone call, we said for most of the hour, and there were only ten minutes left until 12 o'clock.

I threw my phone aside, got up and went to the bathroom, and stood by the sink and looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were hollow, my face was dull, my hair was messy, and I really looked like a fox ghost.

I washed my face with cool water and slapped it a few times to make myself as sober as possible. Only then did I go back to my room, pick up my phone and take a look, there were still five minutes. I took a deep breath, squeezed my phone tightly, and finally broadcast the call.

This is the first time I took the initiative to call Zou Zichen, but I never thought it would be such a call.

The bell rang several times before the other end picked up, and I heard him snort coldly, but he didn't speak.

I think he's waiting for me to speak first, trying to embarrass me. I gritted my teeth and opened my mouth, "Mr. Zou, I accepted the conditions you proposed, can I sign the agreement tomorrow?" ”

I try to keep my voice flat and not tremble.

"Heh," he sneered, and said contemptuously, "In the end, you still chose to be your father's tool, and it seems that I think highly of you again." ”

I clutched the sheet in my hand and sneered, "Each other." "I used to be amorous and thought he was special, but it seems that I also think highly of him, he is a stallion.

"It's my lips," he smiled, his voice softer, "I'll send you the address in a moment, and come to me at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." ”

"Don't hang up yet," this bastard always does.

"Why, you still want to talk to me." He became shameless again.

I held back the anger provoked by him, and said coldly: "Do we have to make an agreement between us?" ”

A small voice came from the microphone, like the sound of lifting the quilt and getting out of bed, "Why, I want to mark the price clearly." "It was like the words were going to relegate me to dust.

"Even if it's a deal, of course there must be terms, and there's nothing wrong with clearly marking the price." I ignored his ridicule.

On the other end, there was silence for a while, and his cold voice came, "Your proposal is good, but I'm very sleepy now, and I'll talk about it tomorrow." I couldn't resist it, and then hung up the phone.

Unpredictable guys.

After closing the line, I followed the deflated ball, and fell limply on the bed, and then, angrily, smashed the phone to the side.

Soon, I heard text messages.

But I didn't even want to move again.

It didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

When the sky was bright and I was awakened by a nightmare, I couldn't sleep anymore, I took my phone and looked, it was not yet five o'clock, I looked through the text messages that I didn't open last night.

The address given by Zou Zichen is not far from the hotel, where I drove by some time ago, and it is a new real estate.

I lay in bed with my eyes open until six o'clock, got up and took a shower, and cleaned myself up. Anyway, I don't want to appear in front of Zou Zichen as a lost soul, that will only make me more embarrassed.

At half past seven, I set off from the hotel.

Along the way, my heart was very chaotic, and the words I had calculated in my heart before I came out were disorganized when I think about it now.

When the car stopped at the gate of the new community, my chest was a little heaving, my heart was beating a little abnormally, and my palms were sweating, which I knew was a sign that I was too nervous.

Watching the time on the dashboard pass by second by second, it seems as if my life is also losing little by little, and various feelings of powerlessness, sadness, and desolation climb into my heart.

After 8 o'clock, I will no longer be me, but a woman who will not see the light of day.

I started the car again at 7:52, and as soon as the security guard heard the person I was looking for, he immediately let him go. He also personally arranged a parking space for me and sent me into the elevator until he left.

By the time I was standing at room 1608, it was exactly 7:59:20.

I paused for another ten seconds at the door before I raised my hand and rang the doorbell.

It took ten seconds for the door to open from within.

Zou Zichen was dressed neatly, stood behind the door, glanced at me coldly, raised his hand to look at his watch, and sneered: "It's really punctual...... Come on in. ”

His cold and unforgiving appearance made me feel very uncomfortable. But I walked in anyway.

"I'll have a meeting at half-past nine, and we'll have an hour to discuss the agreement you mentioned." He closed the door, walked past me, and brought me a pair of slippers from the entrance, which turned out to be women's, and threw them in front of me, "Change your shoes." ”

"I'm sorry, I have a habit of cleanliness and don't wear shoes that other people wear." I stood in the doorway, looking at him angrily.

He raised his eyes and frowned, "Your eye sees it being crossed." ”

Belch......

"It doesn't look like new," I stared at him proudly, not even glancing at the shoe.

He suddenly laughed, a trace of helplessness slipped through his eyes, "Miss Lin, please lower your noble head and take a look, the label is still there." As soon as he finished speaking, he ignored me and turned and went into the living room.

Embarrassed.