It has been ten years, and it grows very tall and lush, and the loquat fruit that bears every year is also very sweet.

I walked over to it, modeled its pole, and giggled.

In the past, Ah Zhe loved to eat loquat very much, and even I liked it, he said that loquat is a good thing, not only can moisten the throat but also clear the lungs, the flesh is also refreshing, loquat leaves can also be boiled into medicine, cure cough, said that it is full of treasures.

So, when I couldn't find him, I planted this loquat.

When I buried the loquat seeds in the soil, I made a request to God, hoping that he would give me a little hint that if Ah Zhe is really dead, then don't let it sprout, if he is still alive, then let it sprout and take root. In this way, if A-Zhe comes back one day, he will be able to eat the loquat that I planted for him with my own hands.

However, ten years later, it has grown into a big tree, and it has borne fruit for several years, and my Ah Zhe has not returned.

It must be God's old nonsense.

But no matter what, it gave me hope and accompanied me for ten years, so that every time I saw it, I could always remember Ah Zhe, reminding me that there was once a boy who loved me deeply, so ...... For his sake, I also want to live well.

"Ah Zhe, are you okay over there?" I looked at the sky and muttered, "When you have time, you can also take a walk in my dreams, or I will almost forget what you look like......"

The sound of the wind rustling was like the echo of Ah Zhe.

I couldn't help but hook the corners of my mouth, and then chattered: "I was bullied today, that person is very similar to you, he can always provoke me lightly, and stimulate my temperament that I have finally reined in...... But when he was kind to me, he was so tempting. But Ah Zhe, I'm really scared...... That's why I made up my mind to draw a line with him, but it all seemed to be in vain. ”

"I wanted to stay away from him, but my father insisted on pushing me towards him. And he ...... There are so many beautiful women around me, what kind of woman do you want, why do you have to entangle with me? ”

"Ah Zhe, what do you think I should do? I don't want to stay in this house anymore, but if I leave here, I won't see you? ”

"And the man...... Why would he make such a request?

……

I sat under the loquat tree for a long time, and I didn't go back until it was completely dark.

When I entered the door, Zhang's mother saw my reddish eyes and asked softly, "You have gone to the back mountain." ”

"Well, you watered it well, and the tree pole seems to be a lot thicker." I laughed.

Mother Zhang looked at me with distressed eyes, sighed, didn't say anything, and turned around and went to the kitchen.

I went back to my room, very tired and fell on the bed, I have not recovered from the bed battle at noon, my back is sore, I lie on the bed for a while, dizzy and just about to fall asleep, I was woken up by a knock on the door.

"Lin Tong, you open the door for me." Lin Xiaoyue seemed to want to smash the door open, which was very presumptuous.

I sat up and felt my head heavy.

"Lin Tong, did you hear it, come out for me, you shameless female ......"

"Shut up for me." The father shouted sternly, mixed with a loud slap, "If you dare to say something disrespectful to your sister, see how I clean you up." ”

"Dad...... She went to our company today, stayed in Mr. Zou's office all morning, and ...... I'm not wrong anyway. Lin Xiaoyue cried, unwilling.

"I asked your sister to send the information to Zou Zichen." Her father reprimanded her again.

"But she ...... It's not just ......"

Lin Xiaoyue's words were interrupted by me opening the door.

"It's not as simple as sending information, isn't it," I sneered, "I'm a free person now, and you don't care who you want to be with." ”

Maybe the expression on my face was too frivolous, or maybe I showed my true form, and I shocked everyone at the door.

"You, you ......" Lin Xiaoyue looked at me for a long time and you didn't speak, her apricot eyes were wide open, tears were rolling in her eyes, and she looked very aggrieved.

My father frowned, his eyes withdrew from my face, and he said to Lin Xiaoyue on the side, "Xiaoyue, you go down first." ”

Lin Xiaoyue covered her face, stomped her foot, turned around and ran downstairs.

"Dad, if you want to ask about that agreement, Zou Zichen refused." I was blunt.

My father was on crutches, standing very hard, his dark yellow eyes locked tightly on my face, "Let's go downstairs to eat first, I'm talking after eating." ”

"I don't have an appetite and don't want to eat." That's the truth, I just want to get a good night's sleep right now.

My father was just about to turn around and go downstairs, but he turned around again, looked at me deeply, and walked in.

"Dad, I'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm really tired."

Wu Yue called Zou Zichen, and he said...... As long as you agree to his request, he accepts the agreement. My father didn't listen to me, but went to the sofa and sat down, looking like he was about to talk for a long time.

I took a deep breath and closed the door. Walked up to him and sat down, sneering, "Didn't he tell you what the conditions were?" ”

My father looked straight at me, and the expression on his face became melancholy, "Tong Tong, no matter what conditions Zou Zichen proposes, Dad hopes that you can agree first, and when Yatai gets through the difficulties, Dad will definitely make up for you." ”

"Dad, you don't know what Zou Zichen asked, so you let me agree." You looked at him with sneering eyes, "Even if you let me sell myself, you don't think it's okay, right?" ”

In my childhood memories, my father was the best father in the world, he treated me like a treasure and responded to my needs, which filled my childhood with joy and warmth, and he was a good father that many children envied. But later...... He has changed, he is cold to me, cold to my mother. As I grew up, he drifted farther and farther away from us. But deep down in my heart, he is still my favorite father. After my mother died, he brought back those two people, knowing that he was no longer my father alone, I was very scared, and I respected his wishes again and again in order to please him, no matter how unwilling I was in my heart, but I would still do my best to complete it. I have always had illusions in my heart, hoping that one day he will become the father who loved me again because of my well-behaved and obedient words, and his illusions will be shattered again and again.

It's my extravagant imagination, it's time to wake up.

"He didn't say it, but I probably knew what he was thinking. From yesterday's dinner table, I could see that he was different from you, maybe he really liked you, otherwise how could he change his mind for the sake of a woman. My father was ashamed to persuade him.

I was stunned.

"You yourself said that he is a man who will not be swayed by women. Dad didn't think he was either. ”

"Dad, you mean, I should be honored if he put forward such conditions?" This is simply the most ridiculous lie in the world.

"Who is Zou Zichen, what kind of woman does he want?" My father's eyes flashed with a light I had never seen before, it was a light full of extreme excitement and **, and I heard him say: "Even a woman like Liu Qingqing who can pave the way for his career, he said he didn't want it." And on the day of the reception, the Miss Ouyang he brought, her family background is even more amazing, these two people are not better than you regardless of status or background, but why did he choose you? ”

I'm lying my tongue.

"Tong Tong, this is a rare opportunity for you and Yatai." The more my father spoke, the brighter his eyes became, "Think about it, if one day he really falls in love with you, then ...... There is still that woman in Banyan City who can compare with you. ”

I was completely speechless, if people can be shameless enough to do this, then it is really ...... Invincible.

"Dad, I won't agree." I coldly refused.

The father's face was slightly stunned, and he lowered his head and chuckled, "Then you didn't let him take advantage of him in vain today." ”

Belch...... It was as if someone had choked my heart and it was hard to breathe.

"Dad can see that you have a crush on him too, so why don't you give it a try?" Father still didn't give up.

I looked at him with a flutter of emotion, and perhaps I should have left this house when the mother and daughter entered the house, and then I would not see my father's ugly side.

"Dad, you mean to let me play for him for a year. Oh no, he said it, and it's possible that he'll get tired of it in three months. With tears in my eyes, I mocked.

My father looked up at me, his eyes losing their warmth.

Suddenly, he leaned forward and fell to his knees at my feet.

I stood up in astonishment.

"Daddy, please." He spat out these six words coldly, completely pushing me into the abyss.

I looked at him, tears flowed uncontrollably, and I bit my lip, the father who called me my little baby, I can never find it again.

"Okay, but ...... I want you to give me back all your mother's things, and from now on, ...... I have nothing to do with this family. ”

My father looked at me, wrinkled his eyebrows, and replied, "Okay." ”

Such a simple word, listening to my ears, is like a sharp sword, cutting off the last trace of family affection in my heart, and I have no family and no father from now on.

I packed my bags that night, and I didn't want to stay in that house for a second. When my father saw that I insisted on leaving, he didn't stop me, but only asked me to bring the agreement to the company tomorrow, and then he would hand over all the things my mother had left me with.

This sudden change made my stepmother Shen Liping and Lin Xiaoyue a little shocked, and Zhang's mother cried even more, pulling my luggage for a long time and not letting me, I comforted her that I would come back to pick her up when I settled down in the accommodation.

I took my simple luggage, drove to the sub-city, and found a hotel to stay. When I entered the room, I collapsed on the bed, unconscious, my head was empty, my chest was empty, and my body was numb.

Since then, I have no home.

I don't know when the tears came out again, and I don't know when they dried up. I lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, like a rag doll that has lost my soul.

"Tick Tick Tick ......"

The sudden ringing of the bell brought my soul back. It was a new ringtone that I set yesterday while I was waiting for their meeting, a song that I loved.

I slowly moved my head before slowly getting up from the bed, finding the bag on the floor, and sitting back on the bed weakly, when I took out my phone, the ringtone was broken.

I looked at the time, and it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, and there were still more than forty minutes before twelve.