Chapter 9: Turnaround (4)
"Ache. You go back first. The company needs you." In the end, it was Su Yunlie who spoke first to break the mystery of the room. I turned around and glanced at Su Yunche. I didn't know that there was some porridge water on the corners of my 'lips'.
Su Yunche looked into my eyes like that. It seems unattainable. It seems to be hated. Finally. He turned. Blocking my breathing, he said, "He might be a cripple. Such people. Do you really want to. Think clearly. Give me the answer tonight."
Gave me the address of the hotel. Su Yunche didn't have any restraint at all because of Su Yunlie's presence. and he was gone. I smiled bitterly and said to Su Yunlie, "Now I think. I've never known him. I used to think he was the one I knew. Gentle and elegant. It's like Uncle Wei. Now it seems. He's not the same as Uncle Wei."
"Yan'er. Who is Uncle Wei in your mouth?" There was a moment of confusion in his eyes. Su Yunlie was a little curious about my background.
I knocked him on the head. Don't say either. He said, "Eat your porridge."
Pork ribs should still be 'quite 'good' to supplement the body. He didn't get anything good to eat when he was in the disaster area. Now he's back. And was so badly injured. I thought he really needed to make up for it.
"Yan'er. Do you want to eat a piece?" I took a piece of ribs and brought it to my 'lips'. I looked up at the smile in his dark eyes and my heart fluttered for a moment. Such a feeling. Once when facing Su Yunche. I've had that too.
Bites into the ribs. I raised my eyebrows triumphantly. He said to him, "You still have a little conscience."
"Yan'er. How come I don't have a conscience?" Su Yunlie seems to be dissatisfied with my statement. Reached out and 'rubbed' my hair. His eyes were full of pampering and helplessness.
In fact, the serious illness is not cured. Su Yunlie's appetite was not as good as I thought. At the end of the day, a bowl of uneaten porridge was left intact. I thought about it and decided to give it to other patients. As far as I can remember. In addition to Su Yunhunting. There are also several other injured people from the disaster area who have also been admitted to this hospital.
When he returned to the ward again, Su Yunlie had already laid down to rest. I sat quietly on the edge of his 'bed'. In the end, I couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep. In the shadows, someone was trying to put clothes on me. I feel warm. He spontaneously rubbed the 'bed', and his little face was a little childish satisfaction.
Later, Su Yunlie told me. I called his name in my sleep. I don't believe it anyway. As for whether you believe it or not. That's not something I can handle.
Evening.
Actually today I have a class. It's just that I don't have the heart to go to class at this moment. Woke up and stretched. I was with Su Yun hunting for a while. When the doctor came in and said that Su Yunzhen needed to go for a 'leg' examination. I'm a little worried. He volunteered to follow.
After filming or something. The doctor said a whole bunch of 'messy' jargon. I hear a big head. In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore. I'm a case. Asked directly: "Doctor. All you have to do is tell me if his leg can be cured or not."
This is probably the first time the doctor has seen such a fierce family member as me. No. Bah. Not dependents. It's the patient's friend. For a moment he was stunned.
"Yan'er. Don't be so impulsive." Su Yunlie is sitting in a wheelchair at this moment. I could tell how nervous he was when he talked to me. He is a party. In fact, they are more concerned about their injuries.
"This young lady. . . As long as Mr. Su is willing to cooperate with the treatment. There is hope that his 'legs' will be healed." The doctor finally gave me a relatively clear answer. I'm a little unhappy with the word 'hopeful'. However, the thought of doctors speaking has always liked to keep a little bit. I don't care anymore.
Huan happily hugged Su Yun's neck from behind him. I attached my 'lips' to his ear and said, "Hunting. You must be a scourge. All you will be fine. Because ......"
"Little fox. Because of what." He's cooperative. Know I'm waiting for him to ask questions. He spread his hands. Signal me to speak quickly.
"Because. The scourge is a thousand years old." I'm always smiling with joy. It's the first time I've been able to laugh out loud in these days.
I couldn't stay in the hospital at night. Before I left, Su Yunlie looked at me with an obscure gaze. I didn't understand what he was thinking. Wrong. Something is very wrong.
Walked downstairs to the hospital. I looked up. Su Yunlie's ward is on the 10th floor. I can't even see clearly from the window on the 10th floor. His inexplicable look always bothered me. I shook my head. Thinking about going to take the bus back to school.
It's been another walk. I still feel unwilling not to ask for a reason. I rushed back to the room. Then the moment I opened the 'door' of the ward. The room is eerily quiet. There is no trace of the presence of half of the human smoke.
What about people. What about people. My heart went to my throat for a moment. Holding his head with both hands. I crouched down. I just feel like there's a lot of noise all around. And I can't see the person I want to see. He's gone. Let's go. He didn't even say a word to me and left...... How could he do that? This moment. I really hated this man. How could he do this to me. Where did I treat him badly.
Suddenly, I wanted to cry unreasonably. But what do I have to cry about? What does it have to do with me when he's gone? Just go, go. He really has no conscience when he says he has no conscience.
"Yan'er. Aren't you gone?" Suddenly, a male voice came from the 'door' of the ward. My body stiffened. I finally managed to gather some courage to look back.
Su Yunlie was pushing his wheelchair with his hand at that time. And he still has a book on his lap.
"I thought you were gone. Woo woo...... "Grievances seem to be derived in an instant. I stood up. There is some numbness in both 'legs'. But he still ran two steps forward and hugged him." Why are you 'messing around'. I can't even find you......"
My tears flowed even more fiercely as I spoke. Even his clothes were wet. I guess I'm really bad. He looks so good in a hospital gown. But I rubbed all his clothes dirty.
"Okay, little fox. What's the matter who bullied you. I don't have enough clothes to tear you up." Su Yunlie let me cry for a while. Xu saw that I would not stop. He finally had a little helplessness. Grabbed me and sat on top of him. He looked at me carefully for a moment. Suddenly, without warning, he gently 'kissed' my eyes.
Now I don't dare to cry anymore. Just blinked. Feel itchy. A passer-by looked at the two of us as they passed by the ward. My face turned red in an instant. and then pushed Su Yunlie's 'chest'." Somebody watched."
Even the voice is so delicate and weak. I suspect that the person who just spoke was not me. Su Yunlie took into account that this place was not suitable for such humiliating things. Let me get up first and then later. He closed the door and locked the door.
It's still the cold season. Although the room is relatively warm. However, after standing on my own for a while, I still felt a little cold. Get up and close the window so that there is only a small gap. I hesitated to come back to Su Yunlie's side. Squat down. I held on to the handle of his wheelchair. Tilting his head, he asked, "Yun Hunting. You're not cold."
"Hmm." He nodded. There is some taste of laughter in it.
I was annoyed with myself for a while, and then I helped him to the bed. It's still early. I called and said I'd go back later. Unexpectedly, I was ridiculed and teased by the girl. Then I turned on the TV. Then I followed Su Yunlie to sit on the 'bed' and read the reports of the earthquake-stricken area.
When I saw the news that the situation in the earthquake-stricken area had gradually stabilized. I was obsessed with looking for my daddy and Uncle Xue in those camera cuts. Su Yun-hunt couldn't understand my madness. I had my whole head resting on his chest. Still focused. I finally captured the figure of Shang Daddy in a set of first-line pictures. Daddy is pictured with several wounded people. I know. Daddy never likes to show his face on camera. He was able to take this picture. There is only one possible explanation. That's what he was going to tell his wife and children who were waiting in front of the TV. His parents... He's fine. He was at peace.
In the melting mood. I covered my lips with one hand and told myself to be proud. Because of that person. He's my daddy. Daddy I've admired since I was a kid.
Su Yunlie wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes for me. I looked up at him timidly. And then for a moment, it was like eating the heart of a bear and the gall of a leopard. I kissed him on the lips. Not somewhere. It's his warm 'lip' flap.
"Little fox. What's wrong with you." Maybe I was scared by my enthusiasm. Su Yunlie hesitated for a few seconds before hugging me back. The skill is not clever to 'kiss' back.
remembered that he took the initiative to kiss Su Yunche several times. This time I'm actually ...... It's really a shame to throw it into the 'milk' and 'milk' house. The roots of the ears are hot. I buried my head in front of Su Yun's chest. Don't dare to meet his eyes again.
There is a song in the special report of the disaster area. It's all songs like thanksgiving. I listened to the melodious melody. A thought suddenly rose in my heart. A hand 'groped' and grabbed Su Yunlie's big palm. I said to him, "Hunting. It's good to be alive."
"yes...... "He stayed longer than I did in the disaster area. Besides. His identity also determines that he will see more life and death than I see. This thumbs up. How profound the meaning of the head is. I don't think I'll be able to understand it.
Be silent with each other. My heart is extremely unusually peaceful and gentle. Again I saw Daddy's picture on another station. I pointed to the turquoise 'colored' figure on the screen. Yan proudly said to Su Yunlie: "Yunhunt. Look at it. Look at that handsome, handsome soldier."
Su Yunlie didn't understand my 'nymphomaniac'. Xu was unwilling to let me praise another man in front of him like this. He's a little bit of a taste." Yan'er ......"
"Hmm." I secretly laughed in my heart. It is still difficult to hide the joy and joy between the 'colors'.
"Yan'er. Actually, I ...... too," Su Yunlie didn't continue. Instead, he smiled bitterly and shook his head and sighed.
I tilted my head to look at him. I just think this man is really awkward." Yun Hunting. What are you going to say? You're not done yet."
"Nothing." Su Yunlie leaned slightly. Then I turned off the TV a little tiredly.
Lie down and rest. He didn't say a word. A pair of handsome eyes looked at the sky 'flower' board persistently. It seems that I want to look all the way to. Everlasting.
"Yun Hunt. That soldier just now is good-looking, isn't it? He's one of Yan'er's favorite and most admired people." Seeing that Su Yunlie ignored me. I had to rub it cheekily myself.
"Hmm." He reluctantly accosted me.
I'm not happy anymore. How can he ignore me in such a good way? Raised his eyelids. I looked at him sympathetically. Finally come to a conclusion." Yun Hunting. Actually, you're also very good-looking. But in the bottom of Yan'er's heart. The soldier on TV is what Yan'er respects the most."
"Why?" His tone sounded a little depressed. Take my hand by the side. He pulled me into his arms in an instant.
I pilled my head in the crook of his arm. Stubbornly, she poked his finger in the face. It took me a while before I stood up and met his eyes. Pretend to be serious." Yun Hunting. You have to remember that soldier just now. Because ......"
I pursed my mouth. Some were dissatisfied with his indifference. A light thump on his chest. I feel less depressed. Only then did he confess to "Jiao" and said: "Because that person is Yan'er's favorite daddy."
Su Yunlie's face finally changed a few times. When speaking out again. He crushed me underneath me. There was amusement and accusations in his eyes." Yan'er. It's really 'fat'. Trick me."
"How dare you. Who told you not to 'sex' listen to me once." I said it wasn't like that. But that's actually what happened.
Su Yunlie's slender and thick eyelashes trembled. And one of his big palms, with its rough palm, slowly moved to my heart. Covered.
Two blush fluttered on his face. I was a little flustered and 'messy' around with a pair of big eyes. The big palm in front of my 'chest' made me feel a little uncomfortable. I don't understand what Su Yunlie is planning. I didn't take his hand away.
"Yan'er. Your heart is beating too fast. It's a sign of weakness." When Su Yunlie came to such a conclusion. I really want to pinch him hard. I thought it was ...... Wrong. I don't know why. No ......
Maybe I amused him with such a tangled and unhappy look. Su Yunlie laughed out loud. I lifted my chin slightly to look at his resolute and handsome face. Suddenly I remembered it in my heart. It seems like the first time I've seen him smile so comfortably.
"Yun Hunt. Yun Hunting. Yun Hunt ...... "I call him. It's like I'm addicted. Again and again. One of my pink hands touched his 'lip' flap as well. The thickness is moderate. His 'lips' are extremely beautiful. Not. You can tell it from the start. His 'lips' fit well... Kissing.
My hand was taken away. The man's handsome face magnified in front of me. There was a hot and humid 'kiss' that fell on my forehead. With dense affection and deep pity. Gradually 'kiss' over the eyes. Pink nose. Then it's time for the 'lip' flap. His 'lips' were soft. I began to respond to him awkwardly.
Confusion and confusion. A large, bony palm poked through the hem of my undershirt. My body froze for a moment. Soon it softened again. There are also momentary pauses in the man's movements. Then he reached behind me.
Covered in soft. The side of my neck was also gnawed and bitten with a few red marks.' The territory of the side that no one has ever been so intimate in front of the chest is covered. My whole body is very sensitive. Little by little, the consciousness in the brain is 'pumped' dry.' In a daze, I couldn't remember whether I wanted to accept or reject. Until you get cold in front of you. The temperature in the room was so bad that my skin was shivering. My eyes widened suddenly. Then he bit his lip and stared at the man on his body.
Undefatigably imprisoned my hands. Su Yunlie 'licked' and bit in front of my 'chest' before he was willing to sort out my clothes for me. At that time, he still had qingyu in his eyes that had not yet receded.
"Yan'er. Don't sit that far. I can't even talk to you properly." As soon as I got out of bed, I hurriedly ran to the corner of the room. Su Yunlie had a headache about this.
"Don't. You big badass. Enter. Bullying the weak. Bad guys......" I whispered. I was also at fault for completely forgetting about the things that happened. After all, a slap doesn't make a sound.
"Yan'er. Do you really want me to come and ask you over?" After that, I forgot my 'legs' in embarrassment.
Thinking of the doctor's saying that his 'legs' are best not to have too much movement before the next surgery. I had no choice but to walk up to him angrily. And then he pulled him to his chest. His head rested on my right shoulder. I turned my back to him. The heartbeat is a little faster.
"Yan'er. Tired." Su Yunlie carefully changed me into a position that I could be comfortable with. Only then did he ask with a faint smile.
"Hooligans." I'll reply to him. Be far from the mark. As like as an apple to an oyster.
Su Yunzhen picked up my chin. Until I blushed again. He chuckled and let me go." Okay Yan'er. I was wrong. There's no next time."
Obviously, I want to criticize him for his incorrect three views. But when I heard him say that there was no next time. I felt a little lost in my heart. And this loss is getting stronger and stronger. It's getting richer and richer.
"Yan'er. Who bullied you again. Child. How can you be bitter all day haha. Laugh a little." I can see my unhappiness. Su Yunlie sincerely wanted to comfort me. But he didn't know. Does his 'little child' make me more upset?
Suddenly, I took his hand. Then there is a serious truth: "Hunting. I'm not angry. I'm not a child. Don't use this kind of coaxing tone against me. If ......"
"If you don't like me don't want to see me. Then I'll leave now." Is it small. I don't want to be the one who will be treated like a child by you. I'm an adult. I can take responsibility for my actions. After speaking, he wanted to shake off Su Yunlie's hand. It's weird. It's not a big deal. Why am I thinking about crying again? No wonder I came to school, Daddy, Mommy, they didn't feel at ease. Looks like I'm so vulnerable.
"Okay, little fox. It's that I don't know each other. You don't leave okay. How could you not like it. I'm just afraid...... "I'm afraid that your kindness to me is just to be angry. I'm afraid you don't care about me as much as you seem. I'm afraid you don't really have a ...... for me Any feelings.
In spite of. I don't bother with what he explains. Whimpered and cried. I was in a hurry to wipe my tears. But the more you wipe it, the more you wipe it. Why does this man want to punch people like this and then reward people with candy. I don't like it. I don't like it." Woo woo woo ......"
More and more tempered. No wonder people say that it hurts even more when someone pities you. Lying in Su Yunlie's arms. I willingly refused to stop crying. In the end, he could only hold me. Let me 'get his clothes' wetter and wetter the more. The room is slightly cool. I circled his waist and abdomen. Sleepiness came up again.
"Little fox. But the crying dog." See that I am not moving. Su Yunlie straightened my head. By this time I was very tired. Although I slept in the afternoon. But it's been a lack of sleep for days. It's not an afternoon to make up for it.
In a hazy way, I saw a handsome face swaying in front of me. Because of sleepiness. I don't have much strength in my hands. I finally touched his jaw. I giggled. A face full of pride. There was a long silence. He pressed my hand in his face. I'm sober up a bit.
"Yun Hunt. I don't want this kind of obscurity. You tell me directly. Do you like me or not. Don't be fond of your sister. I don't need my brother ......" I thought about it. I feel that my treaty is a bit arrogant. I'm going to ask for more 'sex' to be more brutal." Yun Hunting. If you like me as a man or a woman. Then we're together, okay?"
"Stay with me. You will be wronged. Yan'er. I can't give you the happiness of a normal person." After thinking about it for a long time. He refused tactfully. For a moment I saw the sadness on his face. Military wife. Such an identity. It's not easy to do. He treated me like this. It's ambiguous with me. But now. He told me. He doesn't want to be with me. No......
So what did the previous happenings count. On the spur of the moment. Young and vigorous. Or abstinence from 'sex' for too long. No. I'm overestimating myself. I'm in this body. He doesn't seem to look down on it either. Although I feel like I'm still a little bit surprised. This moment of spreading. I'm glad I wasn't very conscious. It's good to be vague. Knowing too well. How sad I should be. Of course. Now I don't feel less embarrassed.
Until now, I have never really understood why I have such a crush on this man. It seems to have started from the first time I saw him jumping underwater. I have a kind of 'mystery', 'mystery', 'mist' and 'mist' appreciation for him. I think. I like him. It's not because he's a soldier. After all, the first time I saw him. I didn't know that this beautiful man was a soldier. When I was with him. Sometimes though there are not many words. But it's easy for me to be what I am. I like to get along like this. But I'm not sure it's love.
Love and love. There's always a gap. It's just that there's no point in thinking about it now. Look at. I'm abandoned again.