"It's that I can't help myself. That being the case. Then forget it." I don't know if my smile is far-fetched. I don't even know if I'm smiling or not. Slowly stood up and retreated from Su Yunlie's embrace. I shook my head in feigned disuse. Then he said, "Hunting. You have a good rest. I'll go first. We...... Let's be ordinary friends from now on."

After speaking, he walked in the direction of the 'door' of the ward. An inexplicably complicated glare hit my back behind me. I'm not looking back. In spite of. Don't think about it. Yun Hunting. I'm not the kind of 'woman' who likes to compromise on things. So you don't want me. I'll go. I'm not going to beg you to let me stay.

When running out of the hospital. The bitter wind blew and my heart trembled. Suddenly, tears fell from my eyes. There are street lights outside. There are streets.' Blurred night. Live the life of Riley. For a moment, I just felt like I was out of place in the world.

Got the last bus back to school. There weren't many people in the car. I looked out the window. Until that hospital building was no longer in my sight.

"Girl. Wipe it." Sitting next to me was an old 'granny' 'granny'. The old man handed me a pack of facial tissues.

Hearing this, I tried hard to hook my 'lips' back to the old man with a smile. Then I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. Tell yourself in your heart: Yan'er. Don't cry. Don't cry. There's always a reason to compromise.

The reason I give myself is... I'm not a good fit with Yun Hunt. Square peg. It doesn't have to be together. I also used this reason to reject Su Yunche at the beginning. Now it seems. My two brothers and I are not parted with each other.

In fact, I vaguely remember that I seemed to have forgotten something. But I can't think of anything in the meantime. Got out of the car. I walked a little way back downstairs in my dorm. Carefully processed his face. I'm sure I'm not there enough to make the other three girls in the dorm notice something different. That's when I went upstairs.

Took a shower again. I changed into my pajamas. Then I snuggled up in the 'bed' and started calling Mommy and them. Hair is dry. I'm no longer staring at the news on my computer like I used to. Instead, he fell asleep.

Qingqing, they knew that I had run away to the disaster area without permission. I thought I was very tired now. They didn't disturb my rest. To cooperate with me. The lights went out in the dormitory more than an hour earlier than usual that night. Actually they don't know. this night. I barely fell asleep. A man silently wept under the covers. The more I think about it, the more sad I become. I finally told myself before I went to sleep. I don't want to fall in love at such a young and frivolous age again. Never again...... If one day I like someone again. Then I must guarantee it. Make sure you have enough to endure another emotional failure. That's how I 'communicated' with that person. Otherwise. I really don't want to try this kind of love again.

Half a month later. I found a TV station. And do an intern there. At this time, the matter in the earthquake-stricken area has been basically resolved. Daddy and Uncle Xue also returned to their original posts more than a week ago.

Follow what the teacher taught. I was working very sloppily on TV. Regardless of the fine work and rough work. Serve tea, send water, and send documents. Writing, shooting, etc. Whatever I can. I'm willing to take the initiative to take the initiative. And because of this. I must have been quite impressed by the staff at the TV station. Now some official reporters are happy to take me with them when they go out for interviews. I've heard a lot of TV station employees praise me for being a hardworking little girl. Say I have a future.

Prospects. I don't know. I only know. Intern here. I can temporarily cover up the remaining sadness in my heart with busyness. Yun Hunting. I'm going to forget about you. Forget that you were once naïve enough to like you. Like. Just like. Nothing else......

A week later. When I came to the TV station early in the morning, I heard the director talking. I was thinking of handing over a few documents to the director. At this moment, I heard the reprimand coming out of the office. I don't dare to knock on the door anymore. Hesitated a few times. I just had to wait for the two of them to finish.

finally got through to the moment when the reporter who was caught by the director came out in disgrace. I'll take a closer look. I saw that this reporter was a person who took good care of me on weekdays. Biting my lip, I couldn't help but whisper to him." Predecessor. You're alright."

"I'm fine." He shook his head at me. Then he walked away on his own.

I found out later when I sent the documents to the director. It turns out that the senior is going to go for an interview today. But because his wife was sick. An examination found that the platelet content in his wife's body was many times lower than normal. He wasn't at ease. I'm just here to take a temporary leave. And the interviewee who was supposed to go was the general manager of Su's enterprise. I was silent when I heard this.

General manager of a Soviet-style enterprise. That is, Su Yunche. This. I still remember.

"Director. If it's okay, I'll go out first." In fact, my own interview skills are not bad. But the object is Su Yunche. Naturally, I wouldn't want to do anything like that.

"Hey. Wait a minute. Small businessmen. Go and call Sister Jun in." The head of the desk poked a steel pen straight on the table. Apparently very emotionally unsettled.

"Okay." I hurriedly answered and did as the director said. Sister Jun was originally a reporter with 'very' deep qualifications in Taiwan. Today, he is mainly responsible for photography.

I don't know why the director is looking for Sister Jun. All I know is that Sister Jun patted me on the shoulder after coming out of the director's office. Said he had an honorable task to 'hand' me.

There was a thump in my heart. I have a gut feeling that it won't be a good thing. Really. The next moment, Sister Jun said, "Yan'er. This is the first time that an intern reporter has gone to our station alone. After discussing with the director, I decided to let you interview General Manager Su instead of Xiao Zhou. What do you think. Rejoice."

Glad. Whining. Predecessor. I can't cry anymore." Predecessor. Can I not ......"

The last word 'go' is still unspoken. Then I saw the director come over." Small businessmen. It's too busy in the stage right now. Sister Jun can't arrange the time at hand. I've heard you've been doing well these days. Now I will make an exception and give you this opportunity to interview Mr. Su. I heard he was still out of your school, right? In this way, you can also 'talk' some. Seize the opportunity. Young people should seize every opportunity. Of all the intern miles you are most capable of. Don't let us down."

So it doesn't matter if you want it or not. The director has already spoken. If I refuse, I will be suspected of hypocrisy. Thinking about it again, I really don't need to be so afraid of Su Yunche. That's when I settled down and started preparing for the interview.

The interview was conducted at half past ten in the morning. Su Yunche's secretary was obviously very surprised when she saw me such a little girl. Also right. I look like a novice with no experience. But these few days of radio internship are not all in vain. I know. This kind of time. Momentum is important.

When I met Su Yunche, he was working at his desk. I didn't lift my head. He only said coldly, "Please wait a moment. I'll be fine soon."

"Okay." I answered. Stand on the side again.

I didn't expect this man to suddenly raise his head. The sharp light of his eyes grabbed me for a moment. He said, "It's you."

"Mr. Su. I'm here to interview you on my behalf. I hope we will have a good time working together." Official. I told myself. Now I'm just a journalist. I'm facing people. Not my brother. Nor my ex-boyfriend. He was the subject of my interview.

"Huh. And here we go." There seems to be no interest in continuing to work. Su Yunche got up from the table. And then it came to me step by step.

I felt a faint urge to retreat. However, the loser does not lose the battle. I can't forget what I'm here for. With that in mind. I officially smiled. Then he said, "Now that Mr. Su is ready. So let's get started."

The title of the interview is not my decision. All I had to do was get all the answers to the questions that the station had given me. Sit down on the couch. I followed the steps to start the topic. It's just that Su Yunche is not a very cooperative interview subject. He asked directly, "Say it. What problems did they give me? With our 'friendship'. I can answer as much as I can."

There was no lack of ridicule and ridicule in his tone, and his mind was seen through. I nodded. Answered: "Okay. Mr. Su. It is rumored that General Manager Su is young and promising. What do you think is the secret of your success?"

A conversation comes down. I just feel like I'm dealing with a class enemy completely. What's ...... It's not easy.

That last question comes to mind. Then he looked at Su Yunche with a smiling but mocking gaze. I can't get some questions out of my mind.

"There's no more to follow." The 'fine' light in Su Yunche's eyes flashed by. I'm dumbfounded.

"Since there isn't. Then shouldn't we talk about it......" Su Yunche stood up after speaking. It's a bit dangerous.

"Mr. Su. And one last question. What are your plans for your future marriage? Will you marry the daughter of the Hui Group?" It turned out that it was only a matter of seconds to ask this question. As soon as I blurted out the words, my heart calmed down. Asked, asked. As for how to answer. That's his business.

Su Yunche was a little stunned for a moment because of my question. I could see the pain in his eyes. But there's nothing I can do. The road he chose. He was not willing to succumb to this position. Then the marriage. It was a great choice for him.

Sit down again. He regained his previous calm elegance. It's just that there is a little unwillingness in his voice." I will marry Miss Xu. If the family is happy after marriage, it is naturally good. If we don't fit. Then it's only a matter of time before we part."

When the transcript of the recording is recorded to this paragraph. The corners of my brow furrowed. The cord 'sex' was pressed to stop recording. I looked at him. Said solemnly: "Mr. Su. Your words and deeds will be written into the report. I don't think I heard the answer. You'd better think about it before you answer."

A figure suddenly appeared in front of him. Su Yunche put her hands on my sides. A pair of leopard eyes stared at me. Thin 'lips' fluttering. He said, "Then what do you want me to say? Say I want to marry someone who will be placed at home and then go out and pick up 'flowers' to mess with grass? Or is it said. You want me to say that I don't love the country and love the beauty. Marrying Xu's daughter is just a stopgap measure."

Shengsheng questioned. I know. He wasn't unangry with me. It's just that. We're done. Come to an end. Meaning there is no future.

"Mr. Su. Calm down." A hundred turns in the heart. When I finally spoke up, that's all I said. Maybe. One last question, I shouldn't have asked. Woe comes from the mouth. Trouble also comes from the mouth. I sighed in my heart.

"Calm down. Scold. How to calm down. You're sitting in front of me right now. So close to me. Less than ...... Well. Ten centimeters. But I don't have the right to hug you and 'kiss' you openly. You think I should be calm." The 'forced' in his words asked. I'm speechless. I don't think he cares that much about me. Why is this situation in this situation. I'm going to think it's always me who is wrong.

The jaw is raised. I was forced to look at the wreckage in his eyes." I've heard. Last time, when Su Yunlie went to support the earthquake-stricken area, you also went. You're going to him."

Why do you want to mention this issue? I flatly deny it." It's not."

"Then you give me a reason. You said. You're never going to tell me it's your rotten good intentions too much. That's why I went to the disaster area. That's the kind of place where if you're not careful, you'll die. Why didn't you go there without a sound?" Su Yunche seems to be a little obsessed with this matter.

Maybe he's too close to me. I was stunned and this sentence popped out of my mouth." The people I love are there. I'm going to make sure they're safe."

"Someone you love." There was a moment. I'm sure I heard grinding my teeth.

"Mr. Su. If you don't have anything to add to that question. Then I'll go first." There's always a feeling that it's never going to be good to stay here any longer. I was spineless and wanted to escape. Shrinking his neck. I thought it was actually 'quite cold'. I'm going to buy a warm baby to take with me.

"What's the hurry. I haven't finished my sentence yet." Su Yunche sat down next to me as he spoke." Big Reporter. Just now I was interviewed by you. Why don't I interview you now?"

My heart goes up and down. It doesn't look like it's a good day. I want to sit away from Su Yunche. But he clamped my hand. He said unhappily, "Sit down for me."

Didn't dare to disobey. Who made this someone's chassis here? I pursed my mouth. I amused myself in my heart, I should go back and blackmail those two seniors. See. This good job has become a chore when it falls on my head.

"Big reporter. Who is the person you love. I remember you were an orphan. You didn't have a boyfriend when you went to the disaster area. That's right. I've seen a guy on TV. An officer. Mature and confident. Charismatic. And he and you. It seems to have a 'leg.'" I understand what Su Yunche means. Don't you just want to say that my daddy and I are not clear? It's just that his suspicion is really unreasonable. Why should I explain it to him?

"Mr. Su. Please stop slandering and speculating about me. I still have a job. Can't stay long. I'll take my leave." This time I'm smart. Taking advantage of the fact that Su Yunche grabbed me with less force. I quickly stood up. And then he stepped away from him.

Su Yunche didn't give me a chance to go. He pulled out his phone and dialed it. After a while, my phone vibrate. A message is displayed on the phone. It was Sister Jun who reminded me that I could have a good reunion with Su Yunche. It is not easy to say that alumni can meet.

"Let's go." Back to his desk. Su Yunche put his hands on the table. There is anger and pride in his eyes.

If only I had known that there would be such a thing as today. I don't know if I would have agreed to have a relationship with him in the first place. To this day, I don't understand. I'm just so ordinary. In the eyes of these upper-class people, they are even more lowly to a 'girl' in the dust. What is there that is worthy of Su Yunche's fancy. Or is it said. He was just curious and interested in me. I don't think there's anything about me that makes people curious.

"Mr. Su. I don't like to beat around the bush. Good. We're not going to talk about business right now. You want to talk about 'private' matters, right? You said. I'm listening." Resignedly, he walked over to a chair and sat down. I waited for Su Yunche's words.

"Yan'er. You haven't liked me."' Yan'er's name. It's been a long time since I've heard from him. The eyes met Su Yunche's handsome silhouette. I paused. Calm and relieved." When I'm with you. I just like you."

I used to say that. When I was with him. I can promise not to get entangled with other men.

"Then you didn't love me?" Now there was a bit of eagerness and eagerness on his face.

I hung my head. The heart is slightly bitter. Is there any point in going into the past?" Ah Che. At the time of our breakup. All my feelings for you will be taken back. You should understand."

No. Maybe not all of them were taken back then. After all, I was sad for a long time after the breakup. But. This must be the last time I'll call him Ah Che in my life. Because of me now. It's impossible to love him anymore. Hence the term 'Ache'. Leave it to someone else to shout. Feelings have withered. Where is it necessary to explore the proposition of love and non-love? Rather than only add to the trouble. It's better to cut it with a knife. From now on, you and I have our own worlds.

"Mr. Su. You don't have to be unwilling. It's all because I'm too selfish, and you don't want me anymore. I will leave without mercy. Never look back. It's the same for everyone. It's true. I didn't mean to target you." I didn't deliberately target Yun Hunt. He doesn't want me. Even if I can't bear it in my heart. That's sad. I still reluctantly resigned myself to my fate. Affection. It's hard to ask for it.

My answer was obviously very unsatisfactory to Su Yunche. Walked to my side again. He looked down on me condescendingly. The anger in his eyes is unconcealed." Be. Your feelings really don't look like feelings. If you say take it back, you can take it back. Then you tell me. Why are you hooking up with Su Yunlie again. When did you meet? It's because I abandoned you. You didn't want to provoke him. Or you have already secretly crossed Chen Cang behind my back?"

His hand on my shoulder was very strong. I looked at him stubbornly. I don't know whether to cry or laugh. Yun Hunting. Su Yunche, why didn't he treat his brother like this. Hehe. All of a sudden, I felt like I was really bad. Where the feelings can be said to be withdrawn, they will be withdrawn. Yun Hunt is still single. He just said that being with him would be wronged. But I'm not wronged.

I'm going to find him. This moment. This is especially strong in my thoughts. After smiling apologetically at Su Yunche. I could only say, "Mr. Su. The past is gone. People should always cherish what they have in front of them. I'm leaving."

Stretched out his hand and shook off Su Yunche. I took a cursory look at my stuff. After making sure there were no problems, I 'pulled' and ran. Su Yunche seemed to be catching up. I didn't give him a chance to catch up with me.

Until he ran out of the Su building. I just remembered that I didn't know where to go to find Yunshou. this time. Where will he be. He doesn't know what happened to his 'legs'.

I was worried in my heart. I dialed the number of Hee-hee. The girl is in class. Had to text me instead.

"Yan'er. Is there something wrong. The old man in physics is in class." Hee Hee was obviously playing a little haste. The words are all typed.

After thinking about it, I still asked, "Hee-hee. Do you know where to find Su Yunlie?"

The things that Yunjo and I know about Hee Hee are also clear. It's just that she doesn't know. I don't know if I like to hunt. Hold your phone tightly. In my heart, I hoped that Hee Hee would give me good news. I want to see him. I want to see him. I'm going to tell him. Don't be afraid of me wronged. That's what I want to be with you.

After a while. My palms are sweaty. That's when I saw the following message appear on my phone screen." Yan'er. The eldest cousin seems to have returned to the army. I've heard that his 'leg' injury isn't healing. Still, he insisted on staying in the army. You know where the city A military district is."

A City Military District. I meditated in my heart for a while. Then I went to take a taxi.

I don't know if I'll ever find Yunshou here. But here I came anyway. Since it's here. I'm going to ask for clarity. No matter how bad it is. I said I was looking at him as a friend.

From time to time, several officers and soldiers looked at me along the way. It's weird. Obviously, I have been 'mixed' in the army since I was a child, and I am familiar with the 'door'. How could I feel so awkward at this time? When the courtesy inquired about hunting. I always feel that there is no lack of ambiguity in the eyes of people looking at me.

There are quite a few people in the troops. After asking around, I finally learned that Yun Lie was the deputy commander of the first division. And now he is in the office of the troops.

"This young lady. . . Deputy Master Su is inside. Deputy Master Lin is also there. I'll send you here first." Because I lied that I was Su Yunlie's family. This little soldier who sent me over is very polite.

After Brother Bing left. I knocked on the door, and then I heard a clear female voice." Come in."

I opened the 'door' and went in. I just glanced at Su Yunlie, who was looking at the map at the table. At that time, a few sparse pieces of sunlight outside the window spilled in and fell onto his military uniform. I was in a trance and just thought that Yun Hunt was really a 'fan' person.