I didn't expect this ring to make Su Yunche pay so much attention. For a moment I could really see the pain and blame in his eyes. It's just Ache. Since you don't love me. So. It's just a ring. with your financial resources. Is it really necessary to care.

"Mr. Su. You can rest assured. I'll buy one exactly like and pay you back. Don't be angry." After saying that, I felt cold all over my body. This depression does not originate from the weather. It started with the man standing in front of me.

was suddenly dragged into Su Yunche's arms. He grabbed my head. Then I frantically bit and kissed my lip. I only felt numb pain at the 'lips'. There was blood in my 'lips'. I was in a daze and didn't know that the blood was his. Or mine.

I didn't resist. In front of their two brothers. My resistance is always insignificant. If they have a heart, they will not let me go. Then I have to surrender obediently.

When Su Yuncheol finally let go of me. He looked at me with desolate eyes. Such lifeless eyes. For a moment, I thought I was looking at the wrong person. But such a look. Such a silhouette. It's not Su Yunche. Who else could it be.

"Yan'er. How is it exactly the same. The style of this ring was designed by me personally. I know it's not as good as everybody's handwriting. But this ring from design to processing. I've put my heart and soul into every step of the way. How can it be the same?" Su Yunche tugged on my shoulder with a lot of strength. I couldn't bear to scold him. That's it. That's it. Good to gather and disperse. I don't have to be so stiff." Mr. Su. Since you said so. Then I can only apologize. I didn't know this ring had such a origin. Failed your kindness. I know it's not a word of sorry that can make up for it. Mr. Su. I'm willing to try to make up for your losses. As far as I can."

I was lame with words of compensation. Actually, I didn't want to get rid of our relationship. Su Yunche. If you really left you behind for me. That's a big deal. I'll let you abandon it once.

Su Yunche's thoughts and I are obviously a matter of the world. Pick up my jaw. His plump fingers rubbed my lips again. I vaguely feel some pain.

I gave a low 'sizzle'. He took his fingertips off the hook." Yan'er. You only agreed to give me a chance in the afternoon. You tell me. Why is it so fast...... Why are you so cruel. Why is it only a few hours apart? You're going to take back the opportunity you've given me. Just because I didn't pick you up. But I ......."

"Ache. in your heart. Am I really such a vexatious 'girl'? If that's what you think of me. Then I think it would be good for us to separate earlier. lest thou henceforth dislike me." I don't want to hear him explain. Because I don't want to hear him deceive me again. Su Yunche. Do you understand. I'm right to you. I didn't have such a deep love in the first place. And you. And lie to me. You tell me. Such a us. You make me how to trust you. I believe you will be my beloved. It's going to be good for me.

Don't overdo it. I struggled to swallow the sourness that rippled in my heart. Despicable and cruel continued: "Mr. Su. I'm going to take back what I said at one o'clock in the afternoon. Mr. Su. Shang Yan'er is completely clear. You're not for me. I won't love you either. Barely together. We're just hurting each other. Mr. Su. You have a grudge against me. OK. But don't let that stop you from pursuing true happiness. You and Miss Xu. Very good. It's a good match. Shang Yan'er blesses you. She'll never 'get involved' in your world again."

"You still don't love me. Why? The surname is Shang. What the hell am I not as good as Su Yunshou. You tell me...... "I'm in a hurry to escape. Su Yunche was screaming hard behind me.

Occasionally a few students pass by. When you see us. They always cast a few curious glances. I don't like the feeling of being looked at. So the pace became more and more hurried.

When the name Su Yunlie is mentioned. I had a moment of stagnation. And Su Yunche also caught up when I paused. Go around to me. He kissed my lips again. It's like playing a game of chess. Step by step, he 'pressed' closer. And I. You can only try your best to defend.

Su Yun ...... Clear. Here are the public ......" occasions. I'm going to remind him of the location. But he held me tightly. Don't give me the possibility of retreating.

Until I'm about to suffocate. He was just a little looser. Put your head on my shoulder. His breathing was 'disordered'. And so it is.

The wind was cool. I want to tighten my clothes. He was grinding in my ear against the night wind of hunting: "Yan'er. Give me a reasonable explanation. Tell you. What made you change your mind."

"Mr. Su. You should know. You're not ...... Love me, don't you. It just so happened that . I don't have to be you. So we ...... Divide it. Give each other a way out." If one party is affectionate and the other party is ruthless, you can still try together. But they have no affection for each other. Such a us. How can it be together for a long time. Even if Thaksin has a chance between us. I don't believe it either.

"Heh......" A thin sneer spilled from between his lips and teeth. Su Yunche suddenly touched the side of my neck." Yan'er. You always have to be so self-righteous. Why do you think I don't love you?"

opened his mouth. I want to refute. But he continued." Yan'er. This reason. I don't accept it. You don't love me. I understand it very well. But I don't want to let you go. I'm going to marry you. Still."

"No kidding. Su Yunche. It's not funny at all. I won't marry you. It won't." I don't believe it even more. You're really going to gamble with your marriage." Su Yunche. Don't be so willful, okay? Miss Xu loves you very much. You're in this together. You'll be happy."

"You actually say that I am willful." Maybe I'm really misworded. Su Yunche is like a grumpy little lion right now." In your opinion. I'm so guilty of liking you for being 'sexual'. What is the meaning of not being 'sex'? like Su Yunlie, if you are like leaving. It's not the best if you can't get it. He doesn't want you. So you think he's better than me. That being the case. Then I'll dump you too. And then chase you again okay. Shang Yan'er. Do you have to do that to make you think I'm important?"

Facing Su Yunche's questioning. I don't know whether to laugh or be sad." Mr. Su. You say something like this. It's the child's heart 'sex'. Mr. Su. Listen to my advice. Don't joke with your lifelong happiness. You love Miss Xu. Then you should treat her well. It is not easy for a person to find someone in his life who is sympathetic to him. Promise me. Let it go. Leave me alone. Spare yourself too. Spend time with Miss Xu."

After all, they were once together. I still can't be so ruthless. Persuaded him with kind words. Can he listen? That's not something I can handle. Su Yunche. Don't be obsessed. Is it really interesting for you to say that you want to marry me? Isn't it until I agree to accept your proposal? You're going to kick me away. I'm sorry. Humans are still animals. Animals have an instinct to avoid risks. I have it too. I don't want to suffer such a hurt. Even if...... I once owed you a favor.

"You're really determined to part with me." I don't know why. I think Su Yunche at this moment is like Satan underground. The whole body is engraved with a dark circle of light belonging to the devil.

Nod. Besides. What else can I say and do.

Laugh sarcastically. He suddenly lowered his head and whispered in my ear, "Shang Yan'er. You're so capable. You're so ruthless. Good. As long as you can do two things. I can stop pestering you."

"Yes." I don't ask what the two things he says are. This moment. I just want to get rid of him as soon as possible.

Hook my jaw. He said lightly: "If you want to accompany me to bed......"

He didn't finish. My body was already trembling. I finally stabilized my mind. Then I heard him say, "You definitely don't want to. So be it. I take a step back. You took the initiative to 'kiss' me once. I'm going to call it a stop."

Contrast between the two. I naturally know that the latter is much more forgiving. It's just that. His second thing was unspoken. I don't dare to agree to him rashly." Mr. Su. And the second thing."

"Rings. I don't want it anymore. You've ruined my mind like this. Where would I want to get it back. Shang Yan'er. I'm a businessman. I don't like to lose. Ten million. Ten million to buy out our relationship. What do you think. You are not allowed to ask Su Yunhunting. You said. Do you want to go back on it?" He looks like he's on his chest. Truly. Ten million. It may not be a big deal to him. But for me. But it's an astronomical amount.

"Su Yunche. Don't make jokes like that. You should know. The money. I can't afford it. Feelings are what you want me to do. If you're going to use money to break off our relationship. Then I should believe more. You've been to me. There's no affection at all." I didn't say these things to 'provoke' him. I'm just going to tell him. His conditions are too harsh. What's more. Problems that can be solved with money. It is impossible to have the concept of affection in it. Now. I'm even more convinced. Su Yunche really didn't want to return to me because he loved me.

"I can't afford it." Raise eyebrows. The mockery in Su Yunche's dark eyes was clear." That being the case. Let's keep pestering. What I have is time to spend with you. You tell me. Yan'er."

Inexplicably irritable. I slapped his hand away. Gnash your teeth." Su Yunche. You're enough. Let's go. I don't want to see you. You've been out for so long. It's better to go back early. So as not to worry Miss Xu."

"Do we have to be separated by a quiet place? I said it. I only have feelings for her sister." Su Yunche obviously didn't wake up either. I clapped his hands. And he pinched my face. Never get tired of it.

"Don't make a fuss, Su Yunche. Anyway I won't be with you. I can't do what you ask. Can't afford to mess with. I can hide." Throw out the thoughts in your heart in one go. After I finished speaking, I turned around and was about to leave again.

"Why do you always do this ruthlessly. I love you. But you don't want my love. Shang Yan'er. Your heart. It's made of iron. invulnerable." This time, Su Yunche pressed me directly against the window of his car. I was forced to look up and accept his 'kiss'.

The fiery thin 'lips' moved to my neck. I felt like my clothes were being pulled apart. A little anger gradually steamed in my heart. In the evening, his voice "I don't love Shang Yan'er" hit my brain again. Without thinking, I let out a low roar: "I love Su Yunlie. I love him. I don't love you."

Quiet. The smell of death hangs over me. The moon is bleak. Under the bright yellow street lamp, I was at a loss to Su Yunche's chilling handsome eyes. A hopeless pain that penetrates into the bones. The mottled desolation has become a death...... Su Yunche. Why is he always able to 'show' the 'look' that makes me feel guilty and blame me so well? But I don't love it. Wouldn't the best ending be to separate. I don't want to stand in the way of his right to pursue happiness. He shouldn't joke about marriage either, right?

"Yan'er. Would you like to 'kiss' me again?" Look at me supplicantly. I couldn't read the obscurity and 'gloom' in his eyes. But he is like this. I can't help but be unmoved.

That's it. I told myself. It's just a farewell 'kiss'. Farewell. Stand on tiptoe. I touched his thin 'lips' with beautiful lines, and then I snorted: "Mr. Su. Let's go. Be careful when driving. Go home and get some sleep. Woke up. Just forget all the grievances and grievances between us. Ring money. I'll earn it back to you."

He didn't move. I was the first to leave. I think. He just needed a little time to digest my words. Just like back then. On the way back to the capital. I cried all the way by myself.

in this world. There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. Let alone. We're all so young.

After returning to the dorm I went to brush my teeth. After that, it's time to lie back on the 'bed' and rest. Experienced what just happened. I found myself really tired. Sleepy and hazy. I completely forgot that I still owe Su Yunlie an answer.

The interior is dark. The first time the phone rang I subconsciously pressed it off. Until the second pass. Third time...... Finally I couldn't stand it and sat up. I can't think of a 'jerk' ball this big one that would call me at night. Disturbing 'spring' dreams. Forehead. No. Disturbing dreams are not.

I didn't look closely at the numbers displayed on the screen. Press Answer. I just thought about opening my mouth and scolding someone. Knowing the other party well, he took the lead and said, "Is it Miss Shang?" Mr. Su had a little accident here at our bar. We saw your number on his phone. It just so happens that you don't have a chance. Can you please come over and take him away? He's not in a good position to stay in our bar."

Mr. Su. Su Yunche. Or Su Yunlie.

Until I hung up the phone. I looked through the call logs. Only then did I see that the string of numbers called was Su Yunlie's. Although there is no fear in my heart; But when I think about it, Su Yunlie may really be in the bar. I went downstairs anyway.

The dormitory building is still in the 'door' lock period at this time. I had no choice but to learn some of the late party climbers I had seen in the past. Because it was the middle of the night. It took me a lot of effort to get out of school.

When he saw Su Yunlie, his face was obviously very wrong. The bar manager on duty vaguely told me that Su Yunchen had drunk too much and couldn't stand it. He also said. They found a military ID card in Su Yunlie's shirt. That's why I thought about finding someone to bring him back. Otherwise, something will happen. They can't afford to be in charge of such a small bar.

The manager's face flickered as he spoke. I thought he was hiding something from me. It's just that Su Yunlie's current situation is worrying. I walked over and got his coat and phone, and then I helped him to leave.

I walked out of the 'door' of the bar.' Boom'. There were long showers in the sky. The rain is cold to the bone. Su Yunlie and I were both doused. I just need to ask Su Yunhunt about the situation. But he suddenly hugged me tightly. And then unceremoniously 'licking' and biting my earlobe.

"Su Yunlie. What do you do?" Lose your marbles. It's still raining. What kind of drunken man's play.

I want to carry him to the eaves to take shelter from the rain. It just so happened that a taxi drove up at this time. So I ran out of ideas about sheltering from the rain. Got a taxi. I stuffed Su Yunlie into the car.

When sitting in the car, Su Yunlie was also dishonest. The driver asked me where I was going and turned on the stereo in the car. And one of Su Yunzhen's hot and rough hands reached through the hem of my blouse. I'm going to stop him. But I am afraid that if the movement is too big, it will be noticed by the driver in front.

Damn it. Damn it. There is no way out. For a moment I really wanted to throw this man down the road.

"Don't move." Blazing breath brushed my ears. The night is too dark. I couldn't help but soften a little bit of resistance.

"Su Yunlie. Don't be presumptuous. This is not a place where you can 'mess' with heat." Biting Su Yunlie's ear. I warned him.

In response to me, he attacked even more unreasonably. The three rows of hidden buttons behind him were untied by his hands and feet. After a while, I felt a big palm reach out to my chest. The plump tenderness on both sides was repeatedly held in the palm of his hand and 'kneaded'. I gritted my teeth in anger. But he seemed to be unconscious.

The car rubbed on the ground. The wheels stopped. I glanced out the window. I saw that the community rented by Su Yunlie had arrived. Don't wait for the driver to remind. I softened my voice in compromise and whispered in Su Yunlie's ear, "Don't you be like this, okay. What are the words. We'll talk about it when we go up."

Maybe it's because the string of his sanity isn't completely broken. I pleaded with him so mournfully. He snorted. Then he 'twitched' his hand out of my clothes.

Fortunately, there is not much light on the road. My clothes don't have any obvious messy marks. Pay back the money after getting out of the car. I carried the man into the rain.

The height difference between me and Su Yunlie is about 22 centimeters. Such heights. As you can imagine, it won't be easy for me to hold him up. Plus there's really something wrong with this man. All I could do was get him into his house at this point.

I finally managed to hold him up to the floor where he was. I 'touched' him a few times. Successfully found the trail of the key. I opened the 'door' and pushed him in. He's already pulling me apart. We both almost fell to the ground together.

Stamped his foot in frustration. I closed the door and thought about turning on the light. Attempted operation. It's pitch black. The drunken man had already suppressed me.

"Su Yunlie. You're sober ...... "point is it good. The word is not finished yet. I couldn't move. And his hot thin 'lips' are already grabbing my pink 'lips'.

His 'kiss' was mixed with a slight smell of wine. I frowned in displeasure. Of course in the dark. We can't see each other. until the placket slips off. His coat was discarded by him and left nowhere. That's when I realized I was in trouble. Trembling. In this case. I had a hard time hiding my panic. Push him. Hinder him. I begged for mercy: "Su Yunshou. You don't want to be like this. You see clearly. I'm not your fiancée. You can't ......."

'Tear and pull'. Because I'm wearing a pajama inside. At this moment, the sound of pajamas being torn was played. I felt a chill on my skin. The inner 'chest' has been untied by this man. Now he is even more like a fish in water. I want to resist. But he reached out and pulled at my clothes.

"Su Yunlie. Don't make me hate you." My tone was indignant. The neck was bitten by a man and it hurts. I was panicked and uneasy. I may have a few chances of winning against him when he is sober. But nowadays. He's an alcoholic.

Somehow I touched the light switch in the room. After a soft 'pop'. The lights are on. Even the black eyes with Su Yun's hunting affection, 'confused' and 'chaotic' narrowed slightly.

He was stunned for a moment. I immediately pushed him. I want to take the opportunity to escape. It's just that I clearly underestimated this man. Three times caught up with me. He doesn't look like a 'leg' injury at all. The whole person was dragged to the 'bed' in the bedroom. I can't turn over. He's pressed up.

Frown. I can't earn him. I had to yell at him unhappily: "Su Yun, have you had enough. The smell is dead. Let's go wash and go to sleep. Tossing and turning in the middle of the night."

Didn't notice the unusual 'flush' on his face. I was only thinking about how to get rid of him. Su Yunlie seemed to be a little 'blind' and 'blind' by me. Got up in a daze. He dragged me up again.

There is some pain in the wrist. It's definitely red. I cursed in my heart. to the bathroom. Su Yun hunted the sprinkler head that was drenched in the rain. And then it pushed me under the current.

My body got wet all of a sudden. I don't know how to be angry. It was only because it rained earlier. It's not bad to be able to clean up the cold on your body at this time. Of course, the premise is . There was not a single undressed beast in sight. Hold your hands in front of your chest. I wondered if there was a way to get out of the way.

Su Yun's hunting speed is like a war. The whole thing is a slippery one. Seeing his 'naked' and 'exposed' body like a statue, he was sturdy and 'refined' beautiful. I swallowed. I silently recited the word "color" a few times in my heart, and that is emptiness. Emptiness is 'color'.

"That. Wash it yourself. I'll go out first." I flashed away. Thinking about avoiding oncoming men.

Su Yun's eyes seemed to pass a little cold. Soon I was caught by him. And he went out of his way to pull my pants down. The water was crashing down on us. And not spacious in the bathroom. The man's deep and affectionate eyes captured my soul.

"Hmm. Don't move ...... "naked" opposite. I looked at the wet 'pants' that were thrown on the ground by Su Yun's hunting, and cried without tears. He muttered hoarsely in my ear. I froze for a moment.

Su Yunlie is obviously lacking love at this time. I don't know if he can recognize who this 'girl' standing in front of him is. But I can feel it. He was on my lower abdomen with a little impatience. Men are really impulsive creatures in the lower body. My toes curled up a bit. A heart flutters and beats fast.

I think. I must have been stupid to not run. But run. Where can I go? Su Yunlie began to kiss my earlobe. The wet 'kiss' flowed through my whole body with the water 'flower'. My body throbbed a few times. An indescribable feeling is in my heart. My limbs surged out.

"I want you ......" finally. A low sigh burst in my ears. My whole body froze.

Su Yunshou's leopard eyes became more and more scarlet. Here he is like a cheetah that has been dormant for a long time, waiting for a blow to capture its prey. And I. It just happened to be a meal on this cheetah's plate. Shaking his head slightly. I stubbornly met his eyes. I said, "Su Yunshou. Can I refuse?"

He responded to me with even more swift action... No.

Obviously he's a drunk. I haven't escaped his attack. I don't know when the 'shower' was turned off. He hugged me and walked out. His 'leg' was not healed. It's been a hard time. My eyes were sour. The apex of the heart may not bear it. Or tenderness, a 'wave' is higher than a 'wave'.

His wheezing grew deeper. Suddenly, he was pressed to the not much spacious 'bed' couch. I'm not used to such a close distance." Yun Hunting. You can see it clearly. I ......"

I was clumsy trying to find words to persuade this man. But there was a faint malice flashing in my heart. Maybe. I don't reject such intimacy.

Maybe. And only maybe. As his dragon's tongue swept over my chest. I shivered more and more. That's when I thought about running away again. But all the counterattacks are so insignificant.

'Kiss'.mottled.' An orange light at the head of the bed. The interior is rendered 'waves' and enthusiastic. I cried out loud and spineless. I do not know. I don't know if I have the courage to face tomorrow's wake-up.

"Don't cry......" Su Yunzhen still had the water 'flower' that had fallen from the previous shower, and he hooked one hand under the back of my neck. And his 'lips' were on my eyelids. Take a look. A loving 'kiss' to my tears.

His body was getting hotter and hotter. The gap in my struggle met the discomfort in his eyes. In the end, he couldn't help but ask lightly: "Su Yunlie. What's wrong with you."

It is not known if his consciousness is still there. But I clearly heard him suppress his voice and say, "Yan'er. I'm uncomfortable. Need to vent."

He didn't mistake me. At least that's the case. I'm so glad I am. But his imminent move left me at a loss. The whole person was violent in his eyes. I could feel his eagerness. But Su Yunhunting. Is this really good.

"Yan'er. If you don't want to. You tell me now. I can go and ...... Well...... "It's just a matter of time. He forcibly separated my legs that were close together. And his 'desire' also reached the softest corner of my body.

I let out a shallow 'groan'. I was shocked that I had 'revealed' such a shameful satisfaction. Maybe I still don't want to 'give' myself to him like this. But his sentence of going to someone else made me so angry. I felt a wave of anger trembling in my chest." SU Yunlie. You are not anyone. So what else do you want me to do. You go find another 'woman'. You go find ......."

As soon as I finished speaking, I was so aggrieved that I wanted to cry. It turns out that I was just one of his options. Not me. It can also be someone else. I don't know why. When I think about it. I really hate this man. I hate him for taking me so insignificant. I'm starting to be uncooperative. Desperately struggling. I also asked him to go to someone else. Hum. He can say that he is looking for someone else. Then let him find it. I don't admit it. I don't admit that I want to die because I feel so sad in my heart.

"Really let me go." Su Yunlie finally asked out loud after eating my fist several times. Rough voice. There is a strong 'desire' in it.

"Yes, yes, yes. You go and find it. Who do you like? I don't care. It's dirty. You're dirty. Anyone can ...... on. I promise. My father and mother had never taught me such vulgar words. But I'm angry. It's a hundred times angrier than eating the durian I hate the most, a thousand times, ten thousand times. Whining. This man is so hateful.

I didn't know I had walked into a trap of my own design. I almost couldn't get around. Until that sharp pain brought back all my will. It hurts, it hurts. I grabbed the man on the back with both hands. Returning fire usually scratched several red marks on his back." Woo-woo...... I hurt. Dead man. I hurt ......."

Feeling unwell. I didn't dare to move. The two of us are so incompatible. I reject his entry. Humiliation and hatred burst into my heart together. I scolded him without hesitation." Who allowed you in. You vile bad guy. Big Bad. Damn dead. Woohoo......"

"Alright. Don't cry. Little fox." Su Yunlie's voice was forbearing. His brow furrowed, too. Shrewd. Don't be afraid. I...... Well. Tap ......

Nine times out of ten, what men say in their 'bed' turns out to be unreliable. As soon as he finished speaking, he 'straightened' up slightly. Completely submerged myself in my body. Soreness crawled all over my body. I bit my lower lip and the tears in my eyes grew bigger and bigger." Swindler. You're a liar......"

My accusations don't seem to affect him at all. Su Yunlie put my hands on top of my head. And his 'kiss' lingered all the way from my forehead to my chest.

My body slowly softened. And by this time the man had long since lost his patience. Crazy sprint. It struck me so hard that it hurt a lot. At first, he didn't seem to be able to find the 'door' way. It always makes me feel painful. After that, he began to 'cross' with different forces.

"Good. Hook my waist." I don't know if I'm saying it to me or to the air. Anyway, as soon as Su Yunlie finished speaking, one of my 'legs' was restrained by him and clamped his waist and abdomen.

The pleasure used in all directions drowned me.' Pop the room and so on are closed. You can't see each other in the dark. I could hear the beat of his heartbeat.

I didn't sleep well this night. There were only a few hours left to rest. Plus this man doesn't take long to gallop on me. I finally got a chance to fall asleep. The whole body is full of sourness.

"Hmm...... "When I woke up the next day, I had my back to Su Yunlie. He wrapped me tightly in his arms. A hand passed under my neck. And then it fell on my shoulder. His other hand was placed in front of my lower abdomen.

I feel a little dizzy in my head. The futon only covered my shoulders. I'm feeling cold again. I want to shrink my head into the futon. Unexpectedly, he woke up the man behind him.

"Yan'er......" was branded with a hot and moist 'kiss' on her back, and I trembled. Trying to escape.

The body is straightened. I had no choice but to meet Su Yunlie's obscure eyes. None of us made a sound. It seems that they are all waiting for the other party to break the embarrassment in front of them. Long. There was a pain in his eyes. Gently three words hit my heart. Riddled with.

He said, "I'm sorry."

It doesn't matter if I should reply with a sentence. I laughed to myself. Also right. Didn't he say that. I don't want to say that. He can also find someone else. Other......

"It doesn't matter. Everyone is an adult. It's not an exaggeration to play once in a while." God knows how I could have said such a thing. Obviously, my heart is sour to death. But I don't want him to see that I care. He doesn't care about me like that. I can't show that I care." SU Yunlie. Don't think I'm small. I'm 20 years old. Adult. Such a game. I can still afford to play."

I'm going to sit up. Stay here again. I think. I'm going to cry. And. Will cry ugly. It's hard to look at. I don't want to expose myself to such a bad side in the eyes of a man who is not me and can be someone else. I couldn't sit up. It's not just because of the soreness in the lower body. It's also because Su Yun is angry with me. Because he threw himself on me. The eyes are cold.

"The game. You see your first time as a game." He was obviously much angrier than I was. Funny. Isn't it true that I'm the one who should be angry?

Don't start. I don't want to talk.

"Don't say it." His tone was already dangerous.

I gritted my teeth. I'm afraid I'll cry ridiculously.

"Then do it." Yan Bi Su Yunshou quickly suppressed me. I don't sympathize with him so many times in the middle of the night. He hooked my right leg with one hand, and again he didn't get it all in.

I think. I must have drunk some bitter bile. Because my lips are now utterly bitter between my teeth. In the end, tears poured out uncontrollably. I don't look at the animalistic 'sex' of this man. I'm just secretly. Secretly mentally compare him to the one I used to know.

Compare and compare. Which one is better? Now he. Past him. It's all him. It's all men I can't give up with. I don't know when. I heard him ask hatefully, "You're distracted. You tell me. And when I do. Who are you thinking about. Ah Che. Scold. So care about him. Then why did you come to the bar to find me. Why bother to send it to the 'door' yourself."

More sour. I was bullied by him like this and scolded by him. The stubborn temper in my heart came up. I confronted him indignantly. Crazy and yelled back: "Yes. I care about him. I care about Ache. I don't care about you at all. Do you know who you are. You are Ache's older brother. Why do you do this to me? Be. I was sick in the middle of the night when I ran to the bar to find you. Why don't I let you get drunk there. SU Yunlie. Have you had enough. When you've had enough, roll me as far as I can. I don't want to see you again. I don't want to even think about it."

By the time I got to the back of the roar, my voice had completely changed tone. My eyes are covered with a layer of 'fog' and 'mist'. Scold. That's the man I care about. That's what it is...... But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Later. I won't care about him anymore. I won't be ...... myself again Give it to him for nothing to trample.

The coldness accumulated in Su Yunhunt's body suffocated me. Xu was 'provoked' by my words. He smiled coldly. Then he straightened my face. Said coldly: "Don't want to see me. But. I want your innocence. Are you sure you don't want me to be responsible. I think. Ache must have really minded that you slept with me. After all. He hates me. Even. He hates me. Leave me alone. What do you think. He's going to ask for a 'woman' who doesn't do anything dirty."

"Su Yunlie. Take back your worries. Even if it's not Ache. It can also be someone else. I don't believe that every man in the world is as superficial as you. Scold. Didn't I just go to bed with you once? Don't be too presumptuous. If there is a first time, there will be a second and a third time. But I'm telling you. From now on, it will never be your turn again. You go. Whoever you want to find. I send you off. I'll find a man a thousand times better than you." After that, I don't have the strength to deal with him anymore. Things have come to this point. Is there a way back?

Scold. How sarcastic. It's in the middle of the night. I'm still stupid thinking. This man will be my sweetheart. My first time was given to him. I will give it to him in the future. Just give him one person. Now it's so hard to get 'crossed'. If it is said that fate 'gets' people. Then I admit it. I confessed." SU Yunlie. I only hope that from now on. You should never appear in front of Shang Yan'er again. Don't affect my future anymore. My later. You don't need to be there."

"Good. Here's what you said. What you said ......" Su Yunlie said and brutally abused and humiliated me. I'm numb with pain.

Su Yunzhen's eyes were resolute and cold before leaving. I know. This time. He really doesn't pamper me anymore.

I can barely remember how I left Su Yunlie's house that day. I'm wearing his baggy clothes. Then I used all the money I had to go to the clothing store and buy a new set of clothes. Back to school. I slept for a long, long time.

In a trance. I quit my internship at the radio station. Continue to attend classes in school. Sometimes I see a few couples hugging or holding hands downstairs in the dorm. Whenever this happens. I feel cold all over me. The kind of cold that is implanted in my bones. I can't help it. I originally wanted to finish writing a chapter, but then I found that I still needed one more chapter~~~~~~ I @_@