Long. There was silence between us. Because it's close. Even our breaths are 'intertwined' with each other. Desperately suppressing the rate of my heart beating rapidly. At the end of the day, I innocently raised my lips, and I just felt that everything I had experienced all day was like a joke. It's a joke. But I couldn't laugh.

"Su Yunlie. Since you say you like me. Then why do you want to marry another 'woman'? I'm not that good at talking. I admit it. Once you show a little bit of indifference to me. I'll feel hurt. Of course, the prerequisite is. I still care about you." I'd like to go back a little bit further. So close to this man. It's going to make me feel suffocated right now. Our relationship is no longer as hazy as it once was. Be sober. It's actually good for everyone.

"Yan'er. Listen to me." A few of my struggles clearly 'provoked' the man. There was a faint pain flowing in his eyes. He snorted hoarsely. Full of guilt." Yan'er. My 'milk' and 'milk' passed away when she was fifty years old. When she died. Grandpa is still on a mission in the field. I heard my father say.' Milk's 'milk' would love to see grandpa for the last time before she passed away. But Grandpa, he didn't have time to come back. When Grandpa returns to City A.' The funeral of the milk'' has begun. I was very young then. Doesn't understand anything. Father said. That's what a military man is. It is always the country that is the most important. Home for light. Grandpa cried like a child at the funeral of 'Milk' and 'Milk'. But death cannot be resurrected.' Milk'''s wish to see grandpa before she died. In the end, it didn't happen. And this. became a grandfather who can never make up for the shortcomings in this life. Yan'er. Do you understand what I mean. I don't want such pain to fall on you. Even if it's just a possibility. Yan'er. I'm a soldier. I can marry you. But I don't want you to be left alone. I don't want you to live in a space where you can't see me all the time. I'm afraid. I'm afraid even if I really like you and love you. You're still going to blame me in the future. I blame me for putting the title of sister-in-law on your head so hatefully."

Took a deep breath. Suddenly I felt pathetic. Yun Hunting. Loving someone can't be so considerate of the other person. Did you know? Your thoughtfulness will only hurt me even more. I love you. So want to stand by your side above board. Think when we walk hand in hand in front of people. You don't have to worry about not knowing what identity to put on me. I want you to introduce me to others when you do. It's fair to say I'm your little 'girlfriend'. It's your little wife. And nothing else.

"Mr. Su. Do you think we're inappropriate? You and Miss Lin are both soldiers. So you can fight side by side. We can share weal and fall together. So you're going to marry her, aren't you?" Huh. I can't tell what I'm thinking now. My heart is a little sore and swollen. If Su Yunlie really wants to marry Lin Tingting because of this. Then he confessed his heart to me. What should I say?

"Yan'er. I'm sorry." Long. The remorse on his face deepened. I smiled bitterly. Feint carelessness.

"Yan'er. Can I talk to Ting...... Miss Lin dissolved the marriage. I'm not going to marry her. I think it's only once in my life that I want to be so selfish. Yan'er. Are you still willing to fulfill me?" Hands held my face. He looked at me. There are obvious traces of pleading on the face.

I remembered it in a trance. It was indeed the first time he had asked for me to be so solemn as an identity to stand by his side. But this time. I hesitated. He didn't have the courage of a moth to a fire like he had earlier. On the one hand, it's because of his several times that I'm leaving. On the other hand......

Thinking of Su Yunche's joyful and anticipatory appearance earlier. My heart twitched. It hurts, it hurts. So Yuncheol is willing to give up the three-year covenant he insisted on for my sake. What reason will I give to fail him again? I was disgusted and helpless to find out. Obviously, this title didn't come from the mouth of the person I was expecting. But it still warms my heart. Su Yunche. Even if he doesn't have a good relationship with Su Yunlie. Even if he had succumbed to reality like that. Wanted to give up on me. But this time. He chose me......

I know I shouldn't have to hesitate so much. Where can you be so half-hearted about feelings. But now I still have some affection for both of them. My heart is not more biased towards anyone. I don't know anymore. I don't know which of them I want to be with more.

In fact, Su Yunlie and Su Yunche are such excellent people. I don't know why God gave me such good fortune to meet these two brothers. There may be times. One more option. It's just one more damage. I can't be indecisive. I can't do this anymore with both of them. I can only ask for one. And then. Regardless of the south wall ahead. It's still a smooth road. I can't even regret it.

"Yan'er. You don't want to not talk okay. You give me a 'handover' generation. Do you want me or do you want Ache. I know. I know that I don't have the same good conditions as Ah Che. It's impossible for me to be with you all the time. But I promise you. I will try very hard and be serious about being good to you. I'm not going to bully you anymore, okay?" I could see the apprehension in Su Yunlie's heart. I bit my lower lip slightly, and I couldn't make a sound. I'm afraid I'll be impulsive when I open my mouth.

I just agreed to give Su Yunche a chance. At this moment, Su Yunlie looked at me like this. I really don't know how to respond to him. My sanity tells me. Since you have agreed, you will start over with Su Yunche. You should have rejected this man. But my 'selfishness' tells me. Don't you like the man in front of you very much? Now he's willing to put his body down. Let go of your worries and try to be with you. Why don't you stay with him.

From small to large. I've never been in such a dilemma. Take away Su Yunzhen's hand on my face. I met his eyes. Blinked a few times. After a while, he said, "Su Yunhunt. You give me half a day to think about it. It's half past four in the afternoon. Twelve hours later. I'll give you an answer."

I'm consulting with him. Anyway. Now I can't calm down and think about it. I can't let the impulse of the moment wear away my sanity. I don't allow it.

It can be seen that Su Yunlie is not very comfortable with me. I hooked my lips and said as calmly as I could: "Su Yunlie. I did. I'll consider it. If you don't mind if I call you at four or five in the morning. Then I'll get back to you then."

With that, I stood up. I expected that I would inevitably be blamed for wearing this outfit to go out. I had no choice but to ask Su Yunchu if he had clothes in his house that I could wear. At least. I'm going to have to be decent when I go out.

Wearing Su Yun's wide top. I don't think it's awkward. Fortunately, the coat is in good condition. I could have hidden that awkward garment in my coat. Su Yunlie found me a scarf to tie. He looked attentive as he tied my scarf. My heart was very lingering for a moment.

Finally hugged me gently. Stuck it on my 'lips'. Su Yunlie said softly: "Yan'er. I'm not going to send you down. I'm waiting for your answer. But you promise me. You have to think clearly. Don't be rash. I want to love you so much. If you still don't want to stay with me after all. So...... That's it. Let's go."

When I left, Su Yunlie thought about it and still looked at me. Because I always feel like I've been hit in the back. Went downstairs. I'm 'lost'. Take out your phone and take a look. But it happened that the phone screen went dark all of a sudden. There's no electricity. I'm a little overwhelmed.

When I got back to the TV station, the big guy was clearly busy. When a senior saw me, he immediately pulled me over as a helper. It's been a busy time. When everyone in the stage breathed a sigh of relief. The wall clock on the wall shows that the time is already six o'clock.

Six. I said goodbye and hurried downstairs. But Su Yunche didn't appear. Taili usually gets off work at half past five. And I don't know when Su Yuncheol will get off work. Stood downstairs bored. I tilted my head. Looking at the canopy of 'mysse', 'my', 'mist' and 'mist' in a daze.

The road grew dark. After thinking about it for a while, I decided to go to Su Yunche by myself. Maybe something happened to him and he couldn't get out of it for a while.

Taxi hailed. It didn't take long for me to arrive at the Su Group. Because I only came here in the morning. At this time, I was familiar with the road and arrived at the office floor where Su Yunche was.

Su Yunche's secretary was obviously just about to leave at this moment. I looked at the closed door of the general manager's office and inquired about the secretary." Mr. Secretary. Sue...... Mr. Xian, did he get off work?"

Actually, the lights are still on in the office. I guess someone should be there. My question is a bit redundant. But I really just want to know what Su Yunche is doing in there or who he is meeting. I think I've got to have a good bottom in my heart. so as not to disturb him by mistake.

The secretary looked at me suspiciously. This young lady. You're the little reporter in the morning. Now it's the general manager's 'private' time. You can't come here without anything."

So I had to explain in a few words that I had something to ask Su Yunche for advice. I also mentioned that Su Yuncheol and I came from the same university.

For a moment I swept the contempt in the secretary's eyes. There was a thump in my heart. I know that the other party probably thinks of me as someone who wants to seduce Su Yunche without knowing what is going on. Really. The next moment, I listened to the other person's tone a little harsh." This young lady. General manager he is accompanying his fiancée: Miss Xu, the daughter of the Xu family, spoke. If you don't have anything particularly important. Then please come back another day."

The secretary gestured to me with a gesture of please. I couldn't hold it on my face. But suddenly I wanted to see what Su Yunche and Xu Yijing were doing inside. A bad premonition rose in my heart. I turned around under the eyes of the secretary's torch-like 'send-off'.

Until it's OK that the secretary is gone. I just got out again. Slowly step by step to the 'door'. I know what I'm doing is ridiculously naïve. But I just don't feel at ease. I told myself. Mom and Dad will forgive me for my unpleasant curiosity.

Very good. The 'door' of the office is also unlocked. I unscrewed the doorknob with a small force. Try not to let the two of them notice anything unusual. The soundproofing of this office is excellent. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been unaware of the two of us when I was talking to my secretary outside. After opening a small 'door' crack. Gradually, a few words reached my ears.

Listen intently. All of a sudden, I felt like I was sinning. What to want to know. Why should I eavesdrop like this? Asking directly is not better. I put away the idea of eavesdropping. I'm going to close the door and wait outside. And at this time. Su Yunche's voice with a little pity fell on my ears like thunder on the ground. He said, "Yi Jing. I love you. I don't love ...... Miss Shang."

"Brother Che. I love you too. For a long, long time." This is Xu Yijing's answer. I don't know what the two of them said after that. My mind seems to be completely confused all of a sudden. All of a sudden, I had only one thought left... Did Su Yunche think about pretending to come back to me in order to get revenge on my ruthless departure. I'm so bad. Otherwise, how could he do this to me.

After entering the elevator. I kept pressing the button that led to the 1st floor. When I walked out of the Su Clan, it was already dark. Days in March. But I still feel a chill inexplicably.

I found a small restaurant to eat. Before eating. I borrowed a phone from a shop on the side of the road. Dialed Su Yunche's number. I forced my composure and asked, "Ache. Where are you?"

"I'm sorry Yan'er. I still have something. Why don't you go back to school by yourself today?" The male voice on the other side of the earpiece was obviously a little flustered.

I covered my lips and lowered my head to hide the slight disappointment in my eyes." Ah Che. Who are you with now. I still have something to say to you. When are you free?"

I don't know what kind of answer he will give me. If he confesses to tell me that he is with Xu Yijing. Then my heart will not feel a little better. The guy on the other end was clearly hesitant. After a while, he said, "Yan'er. I still have some business. Just by yourself. You should go to dinner early. Don't go hungry. I'll go to your school tonight to find you, okay?"

"That's right. Then don't be too busy. Don't get tired. I borrowed the phone from the store. I won't say so much. Goodbye." I didn't know that I accidentally increased the strength of the word 'goodbye', which made Su Yunche over there anxious. I didn't know that after I hung up the phone, Su Yunche kept yelling at the busy sound coming from his mobile phone. These. Xu Yijing told me a long time later. Then. There is no longer any conflict of interest between me and her.

Eating hot noodles. My famine for a whole day was finally resolved. I didn't eat lunch and drank alcohol. Now that I think about it, I really can't take care of my body enough. If only Daddy would know. I don't know what to say. Don't know how to take care of yourself. And mommy them. They were afraid they would grab me and comfort me and ask me what was going on.

Thinking of family. I feel like I'm lonely right now. I'm running a little far away from home. In this way, I am not happy and I can't nest in Xiyan's mother's arms. Let her rub my hair. Tell me: "Yan'er. You still have Mommy and Daddy who love you."

When I got back to school, it seemed like it was seven or eight o'clock. Hee Hee and Qing Qing went to study at night. In the dormitory, Feng Man is still on video with the little junior brother. Although they are all from one school. But Feng Man, this girl doesn't like to go out on such a cold night. So she and her little brother retreated to video chat.

When you see me. Feng Man pointed to the bag of snacks on my desk. With a grin, he said, "Yan'er chick. You've got a mouthful. Na. This was invited by my boyfriend, the head of the dormitory. Enjoy. Wait until the day you're sure of a man. Remember to call him to invite the three of us to dinner."

If you have a boyfriend, you have to have a treat. This is an unwritten rule in the dormitory. I smiled wistfully. After thanking Fengman, he took his clothes and went to take a shower.

Until you take your clothes off. I remembered sadly that there was no hot water at this time. This dormitory is from 5 to 7 p.m. every day. There is also hot water from nine o'clock to eleven o'clock. The rest of the time it's nothing. Feng Man was chatting with the little junior brother. She apparently didn't remember it either.

In desperation, I had no choice but to change my clothes and go out. When his gaze touched Su Yunzhen's wide blouse. I took it in my hand and rubbed it. I thought that the next time I saw Su Yunlie, I would return it to him.

Sit at your desk. I find myself wanting to do nothing at the moment. I just want to be in a daze here. Wind Man saw my anomaly. I couldn't help asking: "Yan'er. What happened to you. It's been bullied on TV."

Shake your head. I smiled back. Then he whispered: "It's just that suddenly mysterious don't want to do it. I don't want to care about anything."

Sigh. Feng Man got up and walked over to my side. Then he stretched out his right index finger and tapped my forehead." Chick. My sister is getting more and more unable to understand you. Get. Don't think about it so much. Ah, man. It's good to be happy every day. Do what makes you happy. Do it against all odds. The things that make you feel distracted. You don't care. Come. Snack on it. Are you going to eat cotton 'flower' candy or seaweed. There are also cookies here. You don't have to worry about getting fat. Eat whatever you want to eat though. Sister has to fatten you up. Otherwise, it won't feel good when you 'touch' it."

Flutter a smile. I cooperatively picked up a bag of cotton 'flower' candy and tore it open. And then he nudged the wind brute as he pretended to be indifferent." Come on. Dormitory grown-up. Don't keep your little brother waiting."

The phone is charging. It was half past nine when Su Yuncheol called me to go downstairs. I had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. After coping with his inquiries. I put on my coat and went downstairs. In his hand, he still grabbed the pack of cotton 'flower' candy that he had opened earlier.

"Yan'er." A handful hugged me. Su Yunche grabbed my left hand again and rubbed it for me.

I was scared right after taking a shower. I'm still a little cold. However, when he thought of the incident when Su Yunche and Xu Yijing were together earlier. I was silently trying to pull my hand back.

I opened a cotton 'flower' candy and put it in my mouth. When I saw Su Yunche looking at me with a bit of exploration. I asked, "Ache. Do you eat it?"

Su Yunche didn't refuse the cotton 'flower' candy fed by the peaches I handed over. There was a pause. He pondered and said, "Yan'er. I'm sorry. I broke my promise. I didn't pick you up."

"Hmm." I nodded. Accepted his apology. It's weird. At this moment I apologized to him and did not exclude it. I don't have any intention of holding him accountable for deceiving me. Isn't it...... I've acquiesced that he really doesn't have feelings for me. Just wanted to get revenge on me for this idea. Although it hurts to know such unwarranted speculation. But his words of loving Xu Yijing and not loving me took root in my heart.

"Yan'er. Where do you want to play. Shall I take you there?" Xu saw my indifference. Su Yunche was a little panicked.

I looked up at the panic in his eyes. I couldn't understand this man for the first time. In fact, Su Yunche is only twenty-four years old this year. If you really want to talk about it, it's only between a big boy and a man. If it weren't for him, he would be in a 'strong' position now. I guess I'll 'touch' him and think of him as a big brother next door. Although everyone knows that. We don't have any neighbors in our house.

Chew the sugar in your mouth. I like the sweet taste. I've loved those sweet and sour things since I was a kid. Cotton 'flowers' and sugar are also 'quite 'quite 'pleasing to my liking. It's not clear why Su Yuncheol is upset. I don't start. Just said, "It's late. If nothing else. I'm going back. You should go back and rest early."

"Yan'er. Are you not angry. You're blaming me for not picking you up from work, aren't you? Yan'er. I ......, "It's really unpleasant for me to 'touch' with such a salty and non-salty attitude. Look at. Su Yunche was in a hurry like this.

For a moment, a faint disgust rose in my heart. I don't like the situation now. I don't know where the relationship between me and Su Yunche and their brothers is 'messed up'. But there are some things. How can you say it clearly if you want to?

The atmosphere is stiff. After a while, I tore open a piece of candy again and put it in my mouth. I think. I should have given him a 'handover'. Keep your head down. I took a small walk around his car. And Su Yunche followed behind me. Seems to be waiting for my answer.

"Ache. The ring you gave me. I lost it." I wasn't unapologetic when I said this. Just I want to. Su Yunche shouldn't have taken that ring so seriously. After all, he admitted it himself. He loves Xu Yijing. XU Yijing. From the first time this 'girl' appeared in front of me, I felt that there was an indescribable emotion between her and Su Yunche. Outsiders.' Plug in' not in. And I. Now they seem to be happy to be fulfilled.

"What did you say?" I didn't expect my honesty to make Su Yunche roar. Grabbed my wrist. He bent his head into my eyes. I can't believe it." Yan'er. Do you know what the ring represents? The first time I asked Hee Hee to give you the ring. You refused. I 'forced' myself to admit it. This time. I gave it to you with my own hands. Because I'm afraid you'll back down. I'm just letting you take good care of it. I haven't dared to put it on you myself. You tell me. How could you 'get' it away. is what you don't want. Or is it really accidental."