"It was also since then, Dong Ye and I began to act separately, I played with mine, she looked for her, only at night when the two of us returned home, lying on the bed, and then exchanging experiences with each other, talking about their own things, without reservation, at that time, the two of us often laughed at what we said, think about that time, we are also very happy, so many years, ups and downs, together to the present."

"But I have always believed that people's ideals are always ideals, and there is always a gap between ideals and reality, when I was in M City, I have always been very smooth, and in turn, Dong Ye has not been very smooth, but now that I have returned to Z City, I have really not been smooth, for a long time, I have not even met a suitable candidate, all kinds of inappropriate, all kinds of unpleasant."

"Maybe it's because all my previous luck was used on that old man, I got a house and a car, and it wasn't so easy to meet another one, so from that time on, it has continued until now, I'm still like this, I've been in love a few times, I've met a few scumbags, and I haven't met a suitable boy who can take the bait and get married, but it's a fire knife, so many years, it's still behind me, and the dead beggar has to chase me and live with me, I can't figure it out, Just so many experiences before the two of us, any man knows, he has to mumble in his heart, and it is impossible to live with us, this fire knife knows everything and doesn't say anything, and he is still begging to follow me all day long, which is really annoying, I can't scold and scold, I can't beat it, I really don't know what he thinks, his brain is sick. ”

Qingqing smiled and continued to open the beer from the side, and took a big sip, "Dong Ye and I are both very good actors, we know deeply that after returning to this city, everything has to say goodbye to the past, we know what kind of self we show in front of whom, and we also know what to do and what not to do, but I never hide myself in front of the fire knife, so staying with him is also comfortable, who doesn't want to serve me more than one servant, he is still so hard-working, it's not easy to find, but sometimes think about it, Maybe all my luck was spent on these two people, so God deprived me of finding the ideal man I wanted. ”

"Do you know why Dong Ye is so suspicious now?" Qingqing smiled and said, "Actually, those who have done our business, it is normal to be suspicious, at the beginning of the stage, then the wine trust, and then the back of the periphery, the face is basically a family of people, and ordinary people do not have this kind of spending power, so we often see with our own eyes how they deceive their families, deceive their wives, from the outside of the wine pond meat forest, corruption and indulgence, I have seen too much, so the suspicion has also developed in this way, so when we want to start a family, the behavior of the other half is very, very concerned." , Afraid that the other party will cheat, afraid that the other party will be sorry for himself, very insecure, no self-confidence, this is all related to experience, not only Dong Ye is suspicious, I am also suspicious, our former group of sisters who were together, and there are contacts, everyone chats occasionally, basically they are very suspicious. ”

Wen Xiaoyu was already very normal at this time, he didn't say anything, just picked up the beer from the side, and drank it again, without saying anything from head to toe, the whole person looked dumbfounded.

Qingqing stroked her hair smoothly and continued, "In this world, the cycle of cause and effect, good and evil are rewarded, this is true, we used to do the work of a junior, and now we are going to get married, but we are afraid that we will become those women, we know that we will grow old one day, and we are afraid that when we grow old, there will be young and beautiful girls to destroy our family, and we have also seen some men, for the sake of women outside, the words and deeds of their own bad wives, attitudes, There are even a lot of abandoned children, and what we see with our own eyes is all deeply reflected in our minds, so we have become extremely sensitive, Dong Ye's sensitivity and suspicion, in fact, this is how she came, but she is more serious. ”

"In fact, if you say that we women who like money, go for money, and what loyalty do you want, then I can only say that people are greedy, and all women's possessiveness is very strong, the first standard we measure each other is money, and the money is the character, can I hold him, can I entrust him for life, for us, it is as important as his money, after all, we are also women, we will definitely not be generous, and we can't do that, I play mine, you just give me money, as for you, you go to play yours, and then a lifetime has passed like this, we also have the day when we grow old, we don't want to be abandoned, serious insecurity, this is a common disease, this has nothing to do with whether it is beautiful or not. ”

"So we are so hard to find a goal, not only have to have more money, but also have to be reliable, we must find a man who can hold it firmly and hold it, I have not found it, when I started, I thought that Dong Ye would be with the big cat, but it didn't take long for Dong Ye to suddenly pull me and go out to travel, I asked her why she traveled, she said she was going to avoid the big cat, this big cat is too annoying, pestering her all day long, I still wondered, why the two of them suddenly looked like this, when I asked her, She didn't say it, and then asked again, Dong Ye still didn't say, and I didn't ask, I don't know what happened to the two people, but what I know is that when the big cat first started, it must have fallen into Dong Ye's trap, but the big cat pursued Dong Ye frantically, and committed suicide for Dong Ye, I know. ”

When he heard this, Wen Xiaoyu suddenly laughed, he threw the beer can to the side, picked up a can again, and touched the can with Qingqing, and he dried it in one gulp, Qingqing also smiled from the corner of his mouth, did not finish drinking, but continued.

"I have a deep impression, because Dong Ye doesn't answer the big cat's call, the big cat shows his wrist out, and commits suicide live to Dong Ye, the little blade, all at once, bombarded from Dong Ye's WeChat, Dong Ye didn't reply, but I also saw it, but Dong Ye was indeed a more ruthless person, I couldn't stand it at that time, I said it, let's reply to the news first, don't really die by then, Dong Ye shook his head and told me that if you want to die, you will die, when you should be decisive, you must be decisive, I admired her a lot at the time, and sure enough, she really didn't reply to the big cat. ”

"But in the end, the big cat didn't die, but this self-harm thing is true, the two of us played outside for more than a month before coming back, and when I came back, Dong Ye and I drank in a small restaurant, and when I drank again, Dong Ye suddenly said to me, "Said she wanted to take you." Qingqing got up, opened the window, and looked out of the window, as if she was still making up her mind.

"I thought she was crazy at the time, I said don't talk nonsense, Wen Xiaoyu and the big cat know each other, and the big cat will demolish her at that time, but Dong Ye said to me at that time, let me leave it alone, saying that she has confidence and has a way, so that the big cat is like she doesn't know anything, let the big cat keep her mouth shut, I really thought she was drinking too much, but I didn't expect that the next day, Dong Ye moved away from home, thinking about it, she should have prepared enough and enough to take you at the beginning, and she went home to reconcile with her parents, Rented a house from the outside, and then found a very ordinary job on the section of the road that you have to go to school every day, so that you can become gentle, subtle, quiet, and toothless with a smile, the Dong Ye before that, it is simply a judgment of the two, but this is indeed Young Master Wen's dish, so weak, knowledgeable, and can do it, this is a fan of Young Master Wen, and later according to Dong Ye's words, that is all Dong Ye's luck, which is used on you, you are very good, we are both fair, I met the old man at the beginning, and there was a fire knife, and then Dong Ye met you, and this time, it also pierced your heart, the most critical position. ”

"You must remember how you and Dong Ye met, I don't know about these, because when Dong Ye went to get you at the beginning, I didn't take it to heart, I was still busy with my own things, after all, I also want to make money and live, but then you really got along with Dong Ye, and did so much for Dong Ye, you Wen Xiaoyu is indeed a really good man in addition to machismo, when I have nothing to do with Dong Ye, I am full of curiosity about you when I listen to her say the things you do, But I definitely can't show up, so I chat with her, listen to her quietly talk about everything about you, help her with advice, I am her most trusted person, and her best friend, the two of you, at first she almost told me everything, so for the two of you, I also know too much, but later, she didn't say much, because we saw each other less later, and after she was with you, she rarely met me, and I could even feel that she was actually a little distant from me, A little wary, because in this city, the only person who knows all her past is me, although she doesn't say anything, she still calls me, saying that I am her best sister, and I have always felt that she is also my best sister, until now, the two of us are actually still deliberately avoiding, and I don't want to face it, but the reality is that over the years, our relationship is indeed not as good as before, and the trajectory and habits of life are completely different, she is in the circle of you rich second generation, Status and grade, is getting higher and higher, can it be the same as me, I am still looking for prey all day long, or I am mixed with the society of fire knives, I have no home, no relatives, she has been getting along with you, her father and her stepmother have different attitudes towards her, as a big baby, so the two of us are together, in fact, there is no common topic anymore, we talk about it before, talk too much, there is no trace of it, she is getting better and better, I am still standing still, Even a little regressive, even a lot of times, even there is no way to be self-sufficient with money, but you give her a house, give her a car, give her all your savings, how many people you say are envious, sometimes I ask her, she doesn't come out, but I also understand, she is afraid of being seen by others, sometimes she asks me, I will also refuse, because I think I am with her, I don't know what to talk about, but these feelings, neither of us mentions it, and each other deliberately treats each other as, Your own best friend, you lie to yourself. ”

"But time and distance can really smooth everything, Dong Ye has changed a lot over the years, and I have changed a lot, just like I never thought before, I might appear in front of you and tell you everything Dong Ye used to be, that is tantamount to betraying my best sister." Qingqing bit her lip and lowered her head, like a child who had made a mistake, at this moment, her eyes were still full of entanglement and depression, and after a while, she shook her head, smiled, and continued.

"When you first met Dong Ye, he was an immature child in his eyes, including now, he is also a child, Dong Ye said, she can see your heart, she likes this feeling, you and Zheng Chenglong You always think you are smart and have hidden a lot of things from Dong Ye, but in fact, there are few things that have really been hidden from her, she can't say that she knows everything, but she also knows most of it, you and Zheng Chenglong and they spend a lot of time outside, Dong Ye knows a lot, but she knows, It's unlikely that a man won't be allowed to play, but as long as there is a degree, it's fine. ”

"Among your group, you are the only one who has a degree, and the rest of the people have no degree, especially Zheng Chenglong, a typical loser, the big cats and a few of them are not much better, and they have nothing to do all day long, only you are the exception, how do you play from the outside, you know how to go home, never look at the women outside, the whole person's mind is on Dong Ye, this is what Dong Ye can see and feel, Dong Ye also knows, you can't look at you too dead, manage too much, so I still give you appropriate freedom, She knows when it's time to pinch you and when to let you go, so this Dong Ye must be fascinated by you, otherwise, you wouldn't have done so many things. ”