Volume 1 Unforgettable Chapter 4 The End of Memory
The next day was Saturday, and Liu Chao said that he hadn't played basketball with Li Zeyu for a long time, so he would find a basketball court to practice.
Of course, Li Zeyu missed the days when he sweated on the court together, so he gathered a few friends who usually played together and set a basketball court.
Liu Chao's breakthrough layups and mid-range shots are still so sharp, but Li Zeyu's cooperation with him has repeatedly had problems, perhaps the tacit understanding between them has been lost.
In between plays, Li Zeyu saw a familiar scene: Zhang Qin was standing on the sidelines with a bottle of water in his hand.
When Li Zeyu went to play basketball back then, this bottle of water should belong to him.
After playing for more than an hour, he was indeed a little tired, Liu Chao said to rest for a while.
Walking to the sidelines, Zhang Qin handed him the water, and at this moment, Li Zeyu had a different kind of hallucination.
"Why didn't you get a bottle for the squad leader!"
"No, no, I'll buy it myself!"
At this time, another golfer handed over a bottle of water, which instantly relieved the unspeakable embarrassment.
Li Zeyu tried his best to hide the amazement in his heart, and vaguely saw a trace of embarrassment on her face.
The golfers slowly left, leaving Li Zeyu and Liu Chao still sitting on the basketball court, and Zhang Qin sitting on the bench on the sidelines.
"Squad leader, time flies so fast, we haven't seen each other for so many years."
"Yes, you've really changed a lot, you've grown into a big guy!"
"However, you still haven't changed, you're still so real, you haven't even changed your appearance, look at your belly, haha~"
"If I change too much, won't I be unrecognizable?!"
"How so? You'll recognize it! ”
"By the way, how did you meet your brother and sister?"
"I really forgot to tell you if you didn't ask. Coincidentally, last summer, our company had a social activity with their company, and as a result, I met her like this, and then we often texted and called QQ, and we were together. ”
"It's as simple as that?"
"How complicated does it have to be?! But I ask you, oh, do you believe in love at first sight? ”
"I used to believe it, but now it's past the age to believe it."
"It was love at first sight for her, and she told me she was love at first sight for me."
“......”
Hearing this, Li Zeyu fell into silence unconsciously, and suddenly realized that the tears from last night were in vain.
"Squad leader, what do you want?"
"Oh, I didn't think about anything~"
"What about you? Why are you still alone?! ”
"Is it bad to be alone?"
"What's so good about being alone! Not even a single person to speak. ”
"Actually, I was waiting for a result."
"What's the result?"
"I haven't told you before, I had a girlfriend I talked to for many years, and I broke up with me for some reason, and I have been waiting for her, so I have been single until now."
"I can't see it, the love saint of the year is so infatuated now!"
"Boy, who told you that you can't be infatuated!"
"Okay, I was wrong. But have you been waiting for this result? ”
"When it's time, I can pursue my happiness from tomorrow."
With that, I stood up, picked up the basketball and continued to shoot it......
In the afternoon, I took them to the Canton Tower, and climbed Yuexiu Mountain, because they were going back the next day.
Liu Chao and Zhang Qin had to go to work, so Li Zeyu did not pretend to stay, but sent them to the high-speed train.
Before leaving, Li Zeyu saw some complex emotions in Zhang Qin's eyes, but he didn't think too much about it.
When they returned home and cleaned up the room they had lived in the past few days, they found an envelope on the bedside table that read: Zeyu personally opened. As soon as he saw that the handwriting was Zhang Qin's, he took it apart:
Zeyu: When you read this letter, Liu Chao and I were already gone, and what I wanted to say to you was the only way to express it to you.
In fact, when I met Liu Chao, I knew that you were high school classmates, because I saw you in his photo album, you wearing a basketball jersey.
So when Liu Chao said that he was coming to you, I was actually very painful in my heart, and I was afraid to see you because I hurt you.
But I have to see you again, because things have to be settled between us.
Chatting with you on the balcony that night, I could clearly know that you had not let go of me in your heart, and I was afraid that such a situation would affect your future.
So forgive me, forgive me for putting out your last bit of hope.
Again, you're really nice to me, but I don't like it.
Even though we've been together for so many years, what I need is the kind of relationship that makes me feel less bland.
And the good you gave me was that I couldn't fault it, you made me feel like a child being taken care of, without a sense of my own initiative, and even at a glance I could see what the next few decades would look like.
You're still alone, and I know you're just like every time we broke up, still waiting for me to come back.
Only this time I won't squeeze around you with a little setback like I did before, because I can't be so selfish anymore and can't take your happiness for granted.
Zeyu, I love you, but I can't continue to love you, there are really too many people in this world who love but can't be together, and it's not bad for us as a couple.
This time we will get married when we go back, if you want, I hope you can be our witnesses at the wedding.
Because of your blessings, I can unload my burden and truly move towards my own happiness.
Finally, I also hope that you can have your own happiness as soon as possible, and don't be as good to a girl as you are to me, because in this era that we can't choose, girls don't need your kind of goodness.
violin
Li Zeyu read it word by word, and unconsciously felt heartache and was about to breathe, grabbing the thin piece of paper with both hands, he realized that being good to a person was not enough to make a relationship firm and unchanging.
He remembered New Year's Day in 2008, and she told him let's break up!
That feeling of distress is still clear to this day, he cried to death, he has never cried since he was a child, but that time was so heartbreaking. But in a blink of an eye, she said to tease you again. Oops, what a poor little boy, it's really distressing! She pressed his head on her shoulder, like a big sister comforting her sobbing little brother. And he hugged her fiercely and tightly, for fear that she would suddenly disappear......
He remembered Valentine's Day in 2009, the only pair of rings so far!
She said, we have been together for almost three years, you have always been so good to me, I am so reluctant to let you leave me, or I will give you a gift to trap you! So she couldn't help but say that she took him to a silver jewelry store outside the south gate of the school and made a pair of rings engraved with each other's initials.
But this pair of rings only existed for half a year, and she was angrily thrown into the school's Chunhui Lake......
He remembered the autumn of 2009, when it was like ten days of life and death!
She got sick and the test results were severe and she needed to be hospitalized for surgery! As a boyfriend, he has to take care of her, but also comfort her sensitive and timid mother. When she came out of the operating room, she had not yet regained consciousness, but she kept calling his name. Until he was called to the hospital bed, he said, "I have been calling you just now, why don't you come?" Don't you want me anymore?
He cried, and that distress came out of his bones!
For ten days, every night he had to pour blood bags and urine bags for her, go to buy breakfast very early in the morning, and only go downstairs to sleep during the ward rounds. Until she was discharged from the hospital in good health, but when she went home, he didn't dare to look back, because he was too reluctant! Afraid that he would lose control of his emotions when he turned around, he clenched his fists fiercely until his palms were scratched by his fingernails......
He remembered that in the summer of 2010, she was going to graduate school!
He stayed with her, cooking for her every day and taking her for a run at night. And that summer was the only one in his four years of college when he didn't go home, but he felt it was worth it because he was with his beloved.
Later, when he talked about it, his mother also complained a lot, saying that he was a typical daughter-in-law and forgot his mother!
He smiled, daughter-in-law is very important!
He remembered this important decision made in the winter of 2010!
She inadvertently said that she wanted to be admitted to Sun Yat-sen University for graduate school and wanted to go to Guangzhou, and she liked the city of Guangzhou very much! At that time, in addition to having two offers from Wuhan enterprises, he was also directly promoted by the college to the construction bureau of a prefecture-level city in Hubei. And because of her words, he came to Guangzhou!
It's only 2,500 yuan a month, although it includes food and accommodation!
But in order not to make her feel wronged, he said that he was 6,000 yuan a month, saving money every month, just to buy her what she liked! Still, he felt it was worth it!
But the final result was that she failed the graduate school entrance examination and chose to take the civil service examination!
Even so, he still asked for a relationship to make her pass the civil service exam smoothly and enter the public institution! And she didn't know all this!
Li Zeyu knew in his heart that if she told Zhang Qin about these things, she would definitely return to her without hesitation, but what was the point?
In his heart, to love someone is to give unconditionally and never ask for anything in return!
As long as Zhang Qin is doing well, why bother whether the person standing next to her is Li Zeyu or Liu Chao? And he also believes that Liu Chao will treat her well to make up for his regrets!
Tears blurred his eyes again, and memories went farther and farther in the tears until he could no longer see!
Li Zeyu secretly said in his heart: Zhang Qin, you will be in the softest place in your heart for the rest of your life, but I will forget you! Let the dust of the years be covered with memories that only belong to us! Of course, I will bless you, no matter when and where you are, I only wish you happiness!