In his heart, Hongming silently retold the story he was going to tell today---- the secret he had been hiding in his heart. Yu Jianian, his public relations manager, thumped his chest over this, "Why are you doing this? Have you ever thought about the consequences of doing this? He excitedly rebuked him. Yu Jianian won't understand. He had to do it. What are the possible consequences? Of course he thought, it doesn't matter, he can bear it.

He was immersed in his own thoughts, when suddenly he heard thunderous applause, mixed with cheers and whistles. Then a dazzling light poured in. He subconsciously touched his tie, and the stage in front of him was like the sea under the stars, which was dizzying. This is his stage. He walked up with a smile and shook hands with the host Qiu Lan, who greeted him.

Qiu Lan's voice couldn't hide her excitement, she held Hongming's hand tightly, and said excitedly: "That sir, it's so rare, thank you for coming to our show, did you see it?" She pointed to the audience, and the audience immediately resounded with waves of applause and cheers, mixed with the screams of the girls, "That Hongming! I love you! ”

Hongming smiled and waved to the audience, then sat down across from Qiu Lan.

Qiu Lan looked at the audience, and her voice was much higher than usual, "Today we are fortunate to have Mr. Na Hongming, one of the most outstanding young talents of our time, I am so happy, are you as excited as I am?" Before the words fell, another tidal wave of applause and cheers rang out.

Hongming stood up, folded his hands, and said, "Thank you, it's so face-giving." ”

Qiu Lan said, "That sir,"

Hongming waved his hand, "'That gentleman' is my father, let's call me Hongming." There was another burst of laughter in the audience.

Qiu Lan waited for the applause to subside and said, "Okay, Hongming, thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to participate in our show." To be honest, we were all surprised when we learned that you were coming, because you are so low-key and busy," she said coquettishly, "Besides, you have such an impressive achievement now, and we think that all the people who know you, no matter where you are, no matter how deep your friendship, may have actively contacted you, so who else you want to find but can't find?" If so, it must be a very special person, right? “

He knew that Qiu Lan had asked the questions that everyone wanted to ask. He smiled at the audience and said, "Thank you for your enthusiasm and encouragement, and thank you Qiulan for giving me this rare opportunity." I'm not used to being called a 'young talent', I'm just lucky enough to be doing what I love all the time, and I'm just doing something I have achieved. I am grateful to come to this show, because I am for a wish. ”

There was silence in the audience. Everyone looked at him and waited for him to continue.

Hongming continued: "I am thirty-five years old this Chinese New Year's Eve. ”

Qiu Lan immediately said: "It's still the fifth diamond king!" ”

Hongming smiled, "That's right. Over the past decade, I've been having trouble getting married and starting a family, especially in the last few years. ”

The audience burst into laughter, for his outspokenness, no taboos.

Hongming continued: "Actually, I am a very traditional person, I think love should be based on the premise of marriage, of course, whether you can get married in the end depends on the right time, place and people, but at least the initial attitude should be like this." ”

Qiu Lan interrupted him, "Hongming, the female companion next to you has changed a lot, but why are you still single?" If you are serious about dating them on the premise of marriage, then what is the reason why you can't get married in the end? ”

Hiroaki said: "First of all, I don't have as many female companions as mentioned in the media, and many of them are relationships between work and cooperation, which have been misunderstood as personal relationships. ”

Qiulan said: "Yes, but you have also been in love a few times. ”

Hongming nodded in acknowledgement, "Yes." ”

Qiulan said: "So, why did these relationships fail in the end? ”

Hongming thought for a while and said, "The ladies I have dated are all very good. We all know each other in very natural circumstances. ”

Qiu Lan hit the nail on the head, "You mean, you haven't stalked anyone?" ”

Hongming smiled, noncommittal. Just continued: "But unfortunately, in the end, we always feel that we are not the people we are destined to be. ”

Qiu Lan clarified to him: "Is it you or do you all think so?" ”

Hongming continued to ignore her question, "These few failures in the relationship made me reflect on myself. Later, I realized that I had always had a knot in my heart, and until this knot was untied, I might not be able to walk into marriage with peace of mind. ”

Qiu Lan and the audience let out an "oh" at the same time.

Say it, get out of the way. "I think I've been thinking about someone all along," his mind went back to his teenage years, that sunny summer afternoon, the empty bus, the girl he couldn't forget. A lot of people will laugh at him if he says it, right? Whatever he does, he won't care. So he began to say, "I believe everyone knows that I came from the grassroots. My parents were so busy surviving that they didn't have time to take care of me. So I've never been a good kid in the traditional sense. By the time I was in high school, I was even more rebellious, I didn't believe in school education, and I often skipped school. I was only a freshman in high school, and I was sixteen years old. I still remember vividly that it was a Thursday in September, and around two o'clock in the afternoon, I skipped school to go out and play, and on the bus, I met a girl. ”

There was silence in the audience.

Hiroaki continued, "That's the most special girl I've ever seen. ”

Qiulan asked, "What kind of girl is it?" ”

"I can't remember clearly what her facial features were like, I just remember the feeling she gave me, a very good feeling," he stressed, "she made me feel very clean, very warm, very soft, very .....", and he couldn't think of the right words to express himself for a while, "very ...... It's very cute, it's very nice anyway, and you feel like where she is, everything is beautiful and warm. Her appearance, her attitude, the way she smiled, there was nothing that was not beautiful and warm. ”

"I didn't know what to say or do at all, I just looked at her stupidly, until she felt it and looked at me, and I thought, I was like a little rascal." ”

There was a good-natured laugh in the audience.

Hiroaki continued, "I remember the first thing I said to her was, 'It's rare to see a girl like you now. She didn't seem to know what to say, and her face turned red. No one had ever looked at me with her demeanor, I was very rebellious at that time, and when my teachers, classmates, including my parents looked at me, they all made me feel that I was a hopeless bad student, a bad boy, and I accepted it psychologically, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with it. But she looked at me as if I was the dearest and most trusted person in the world, and I still remember her eyes, indescribable tenderness and trust. Also, when she talked to me, she was always shy and blushing. In front of her, I felt that I was very great and very remarkable. I just wanted to ask her, do you want me to do anything, do you want me to help? I can do anything for you, anything. ”

He paused, as if to say to himself: "At that time, I was young and didn't understand, but now I understand that I should call her 'love at first sight'." ”

Seeing that everyone was waiting for him to continue, he continued: "There were very few people in the car that day, and I especially wanted to talk to her, I have never spoken to others so gently. I wonder why she didn't go to school either, I know I'm a bad student, and skipping school is commonplace, but she's such a quiet and well-behaved girl, why doesn't she go to school at this time? So I asked her, 'Why didn't you go to school?' ’”

Qiulan asked, "What did she say?" ”

Hongming waved his hand, "I can't tell you now." Then he continued, "When she finished, I didn't know what to say for a long time. She probably felt sorry and wanted to change the subject, so she asked me, 'Where did you get off the bus?' Speaking of this, Hongming made a tragic expression, "I paid the price for my young innocence, I can't even lie, and blurted out, 'Chunjiang Road'." I was going to get out there, but I knew right away that I was wrong, that I should have gotten out with her, and that I wanted to make a good impression on her so much that I was afraid that she would think I was a bad boy who lied and lied, so I didn't dare to change my words. Seeing that Chunjiang Road had arrived, I had no choice but to get out of the car. I remember the moment I got out of the car and said to her, 'My name is that Hongming, Hongming, Mingming, what about you?' She didn't have time to answer, and the door shut. I just watched her disappear all at once. ”

Qiu Lan asked anxiously, "Didn't you see her later?" ”

Hongming shook his head: "I haven't seen it." When I was sixteen years old, I knew for the first time what reluctance was. Later, I ran after the car, trying to catch up with her, but I was afraid that she would see me and think that I had a nervous disorder. There were few people on the train that day, and the car must have stopped a lot. I rushed to the station where she got off the train and looked for her everywhere, but I couldn't find her. Later, for a long time, I took the car every day, hoping to see her again, but never again. ”

Qiu Lan wiped her tears and said, "Hongming, you have told all my tears." ”

Hongming smiled and said, "Really? Then you can see how uncomfortable I felt at that time. After a pause, he added, "I remember the stop where she got on the bus, and I thought she should live in the neighborhood, so I went to the school nearby, thinking that I might be able to see her." But it's really strange, she is simply evaporated from the world. I couldn't find her and didn't know what to do. At that time, I was a well-known mischievous student at school who didn't care about anything, and I was embarrassed to tell others about such an incident, so I had to endure it alone in my heart, not to mention how uncomfortable it was. A lot of people asked me why I suddenly wilted, and I didn't realize it, I thought I was the same as usual. ”

Qiu Lan couldn't help but interject: "Poor Hongming." ”

Hongming nodded: "It was really pitiful at the time." Then I thought that she only knew my name, and if I was nameless from now on, I would have to miss her forever; But if I'm famous, she'll know where I am, and maybe she'll come to me. ”

Qiu Lan realized, "Oh, that's right. ”

Hongming said: "Yes, so from that time on, I began to study hard, I wanted to make a career, and I wanted to go to a good university. ”

Qiu Lan smiled, "Actually, you are so handsome, you can be an idol star!" ”

Hongming laughed: "I never thought about this, I don't have this talent." And, my gut feeling is that she should like the kind of learned and educated person. ”

Qiu Lan quipped, "So you started to turn back as a prodigal son." ”

Hongming nodded, "So to speak." And, since then, I have thought about her first when I make many choices, thinking about whether I will get her approval when I see her again in the future, for example, for a while, I smoked a lot, and then I thought, let's quit, she must not like cigarettes, so I really quit smoking; For a while, I was in a very bad condition, and I even had problems eating, and I was very depressed. When I was most painful, I asked myself, did I really just give up? Don't want to see her again in this life? The thought that I might never see her again in my life made me desperate and very uncomfortable, so I said to myself, forget it, get up, and start all over again. ”

Qiu Lan sighed: "She has always been in your heart. ”

Hiroaki said, "So to speak. Maybe others will think it's funny, think that this kind of thing happens every day, and the sea of people is vast, and this is just a one-sided relationship. But I always thought I would see her again. Of course, I've had my share of moments when I've gotten carried away. There are many times when I seem to forget her, I am busy with work, there are too many things, and I can't think of her for a long time, but as soon as I have a little free time, especially when I am alone, her appearance will suddenly shake in front of my eyes, and then I want to know very much, where is she now, how is it. ”

Qiu Lan asked unceremoniously: "Did you think the same when you were with your former girlfriends?" ”

The audience erupted in laughter.

Hongming smiled calmly: "Every relationship is from the bottom of my heart." Although I have never forgotten her, when I grew up, I also knew that after so many years, she might have been married and a mother. She should be only a year or two younger than me, and she should be in her early thirties, so it's normal to have a family and children. I just want to know how she is, and if she is doing well, then the knot in my heart will be untied, and I can let go of it; If there's something she needs my help with, I hope I can help her now, after all, if I get married and have a family, I have to respect my wife's feelings and can't do whatever she wants. ”

Qiu Lan nodded, "Oh, Hongming, it's so cute." She then changed her words, "However, I want to kindly remind you, you are not the female version of Hao Scarlett, are you immersed in the illusion you have created and can't extricate yourself?" This doesn't match your pragmatic entrepreneurial style. ”

This is not Qiu Lan's question alone, countless viewers are looking at him with the same gaze, Hongming knows. He looked at the audience and said, "Of course it's possible." After all, I haven't seen her since that day. ”

Qiu Lan smiled heartily and said, "I'm not poisonous, but I'm frank." Hongming, it's better to miss each other. Maybe after you finally found her with all your hard work, you will feel that the best fantasy in your heart will be destroyed in an instant, and you will regret it, and you would rather never look for her in the first place. ”

Hongming smiled, "Maybe it's not me who is disappointed, but her." ”

Qiu Lan laughed, "Hongming, please answer my question positively!" ”

In fact, he thought about this question a thousand times in his heart, and the answer was ready-made, "Yes, I thought so too." But I'd rather believe that she's still such a wonderful person. After so many years, of course she will change a little, but I know that she is kind by nature, and such a person is beautiful at all times. ”

Qiu Lan's face was full of emotion, and she turned to the audience and said, "Oh, I didn't expect our Hongming to be such a romantic person." ”

Hongming was a little surprised, "Is this romance?" I've never felt like that. ”

Qiu Lan Zhengse made an authoritative statement, "Yes, this is romance, downright romance." Hongming, come, tell us, if this girl, no, this lady, sees our show and wants to contact you, how can we find you? “

Before she could finish speaking, Hongming's mailbox address appeared on the big screen behind her.

Qiu Lan said to the audience: "Everyone see, this is Hongming's mailbox address." She faced the camera again, "If you are the lady that Hongming is looking for, please write to Hongming." Hongming guarantees to check it by himself and will never fake others. ”

Hongming immediately continued: "I believe that some people may have had a similar experience to me, so in order to avoid misunderstanding, please explain in the email why you did not go to school that afternoon." Thank you. ”