Xiao Min woke up in pain again. It was pitch black, and she didn't need to look at the alarm watch to know that it was about two o'clock in the night.

Ever since he had pestered her like that, she had never slept for more than four hours straight.

In her dreams she was always waiting for him to come, always looking for him in the long corridor that never ended. Sometimes he would suddenly appear somewhere, looking at her like that, solemnly, gloomily, sharply, provocatively, as if looking at her with all his life. He grasped her firmly with that gaze, grasped her soul. Then she would wake up suddenly, and then she would be stunned, not knowing where she was for a while. Even in her dreams his gaze made her tremble, made her want to cry and laugh, made her want to throw herself into his arms, to live and die with him.

Although he had given her so much pain, so much heart-wrenching lovesickness, one tender glance from him could compensate for it.

She loved him, every cell, every breath, every tear, every laugh.

She didn't love him, she was obsessed with him.

She sighed, the fate of not being careful, can't get around, can't cut, can't be reluctant, can't let go, can't forget, can't hide, can't escape.

Curled up in the covers, she thought of him again. It's the only thing she loves to do right now, thinking about him. Thinking about everything about him and her over and over again in his heart, laughing unconsciously, crying unconsciously, let him take root in his heart and grow into a towering tree. She couldn't pull the tree out anymore, and when she touched it, it was a piercing pain.

She seemed to have lost all her senses since she became obsessed with him, forgetting to be sleepy, forgetting to be hungry, and once she didn't eat anything for three days in a row, no, she forgot to eat, but she never felt hungry.

As long as she had a little time, she would shrink out of sight of others, thinking about him, and the heartbreak and intoxication he gave her.

But she could not speak, she could not confide in anyone, all the intolerable pain, all the confusion, all the fear, and, of course, all the intoxicating sweetness and the ultimate pleasure, she had to taste quietly and silently in her heart alone.

It doesn't matter, just keep it in your heart. She closed her eyes and thought about what he looked like, hey, he was perfect, everything was good. She loved the gray hair on his sideburns, the way he looked a little hunchbacked, and his seriousness and gloom.

I really don't understand why some people think he's a little scary, he's actually so gentle, and he's just naughty sometimes! What seems terrible to others is only sexy and cute to her, sexy and cute to the core.

When she opened her eyes, she suddenly saw the bright moon in the sky, shining through the cracks in the shutters into her cabin.

She got up, walked to the window, knelt down in front of the moon, and prayed silently: "Moon goddess, please help me, I love him, whether he is rich or poor, old or young, healthy or sick, I love him, I will love him with all my life, cherish him, I want nothing but him and his love." I will be the gentlest wife, I will do my best to be kind to his children, please help me. ”

Ever since she had him in her heart, she prayed like this every full moon night. Like a devout believer.

She believed that all the pain and longing she had done, and all the pain and longing she had experienced, would eventually pave a way for her to go all the way to him, and from now on to see him every day and never be separated again.

Unable to sleep, she got up, walked to the small living room, turned on the computer, and went to see him.

He is as impeccable as usual in the photo. She zoomed in and out until he smiled at her like a real person. She lowered her head slightly, kissed him on the computer, kissed his eyes, those perfect eyes, took her souls and souls. "I love you, I know, and you love me. Don't make me wait too long, it's too bitter to think that you can't see you, can't be with you. ”

She whispered, "God, all the gods, help me, bless me."