Chapter Ninety-Five: Why Do You Do This to Me
The waiter came in for the fourth time to serve me tea, watching the time pass minute by minute, it was already half past four, Luo Ange hadn't come yet, and I was anxious.
After another hour of suffering, the heavy rain came, but he still didn't come. I sat alone in the private room, watching the pouring rain outside, and felt like a big fool.
I sent him countless text messages, but there was no ripple at all.
I think maybe I really can't help Shu Congxuan this time, he is so good to me, he has an accident and is still worried about me, but I can't do anything.
Even begging for mercy, Luo Ange didn't give me a chance.
Du Fanchuan called me several times, but I couldn't answer it, so I had to text him and ask them to go to the airport first.
He asked me over and over again if something was wrong, and I couldn't tell him what was going on, because even I had given up hope.
At half past six, I finally couldn't hold back and sent a text message to Luo Ange, telling him that if he didn't show up again, I would sue him for rape.
After sending this text message, I walked out, stood under the wisteria trellis and waited slowly, stretching out my head and shrinking my head was a knife, I had to gamble.
Since the last car accident, every time I come to my aunt, my stomach hurts, but there is no time like this time, the pain makes me break out in a cold sweat, but I can only hold on.
Half an hour later, Zhu Bang's figure appeared in my sight.
The moment I saw him walking with an umbrella, I suddenly lost my center of gravity and fell to the ground like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind.
He quickly walked up to me and took out his mobile phone to show me, maybe Luo Ange told him about my situation, so he had already written the three words "follow me".
After getting in the car, Zhu Bang handed me a black notebook and motioned for me to open it and read it.
It should be his handwriting, which is a kind reminder to me, asking me to be obedient and not to disobey Luo Ange.
Further down, he reminded me that things were far from being as simple as I thought.
Of course I know it's not easy, I just hate myself, and I will always be the target of Luo Ange's threat.
I have been to Luo Ange's villa before, but this time I was very nervous, and I was scared from the moment I got out of the car, and I really wanted to turn around and leave.
The old lady is no longer playing, who do you love, think I am rare to you?
But Shu Congxuan's fate is in my hands, and I dare not accompany or play.
When I arrived in the courtyard, Zhu Bang stood still, and I stopped to look at him, and I couldn't bear to see it in his eyes.
With that kind of gaze, I felt like hell I was going to.
I patted him on the shoulder, and my heart went inside, quite sad about the death of a strong man.
The door on the first floor was open, and Zhu Bang led me in, and I saw seven or eight servants standing in a row at the table, all with their heads bowed.
And Luo Ange sat at the dining table with his back to me flipping through the newspaper.
I couldn't see the expression on his face, only the back of his head.
And across from him, sat a beautiful girl of seventeen or eighteen years old, eating.
Zhu Bang stepped forward, probably telling Luo Ange that he had brought it, and he hooked his finger with his back to me.
I glanced at Zhu Bang, and he gestured for me to step forward.
I walked up to Luo Ange and put the piece of paper that I had prepared in the car in front of him.
There are my words on it: As long as you let Shu Congxuan go, I am willing to promise you any conditions.
He glanced at me, then cast his gaze on my face, a mockery slowly spreading from the corners of his mouth and finally to the entire face, making it look like he had had had a stroke.
He said something, and then motioned for Zhu Bang to write to me, Zhu Bang hesitated, as if he didn't know how to express it.
Finally, he held up the paper and showed it to me, and it read: Who do you think you are, why should you negotiate terms with me?
These words are like a basin of cold water poured over my head, with a bang, from head to toe.
Language is really the sharpest double-edged sword in the world, maybe Luo Ange's original words are even worse than this, but now is really not the time for me to care about dignity.
I took the paper and pen, thought about it and wrote: If Luo Gongzi doesn't agree, then I will announce to the public that I am Shu Congxuan's fiancée, but you raped me and took the opportunity to take revenge on him.
I put the paper in front of him and waited for his reply.
In just a second, he grabbed the piece of paper and smashed it in my face, then grabbed me by the neck and pushed me into a corner.
His eyes were wide with rage, and he was spewing fire from inside, and the force in his hands was so great that I could barely breathe.
Zhu Bang and the others wanted to come over and pull it, but they were scolded by him and were so frightened that they didn't dare to move.
Actually, I don't want him to pinch my neck, I can't talk anyway, and if I do, it's for nothing.
I want him to blind me, maybe then I can tell myself that I can't have illusions about him, that he is the devil, that he is hell.
He gritted his teeth and said something, and I felt the whole house tremble, like an earthquake.
The girl said something, and I realized that she was in a wheelchair with a blanket on her legs.
She slid her wheelchair over, shaking Luo Ange's arm and saying something, but Luo Ange pushed her away and asked the maid to push her back to the room.
Zhu Bang brushed and wrote a sentence and handed it to me: Do you think I will help you in this way?
I should have thought that he wouldn't help me, and when Guan Shanyuan looked at me with an embarrassed face, I should have thought that I just had a little fantasy about myself, thinking that he might let me go.
I looked at him and thought he was so strange, we used to be so close, and now it's a joke.
Tears flowed out, and I couldn't write, so I had to express the sentence to him in the shape of my lips: Why are you doing this to me?
Luo Ange, why are you doing this to me, I also have a heart, and I will also hurt, do you think I am invulnerable and clean?
I asked over and over again, why are you doing this to me, why are you doing this to me......
Am I wrong, obviously you came to provoke me first, obviously I proposed to go my own way.
Luo Ange, why are you doing this to me?
The thing in his eyes became deep, deep, and finally he let go of his hand, and I slipped to the ground, clutching my neck and coughing violently.
He squatted down and said something, and Zhu Bang quickly wrote it to me: I want to see, how far are you willing to sacrifice for Shu Congxuan?
I looked at him, guessing what he wanted, and he smiled wickedly and said another word to Zhu Bang.
Zhu Bang looked at me hesitantly, and didn't write for a few seconds, at that moment I thought that Luo Ange was asking me to accompany him to bed, who knew what Zhu Bang wrote: I am not interested in your body.
At the same time as I put my heart down, another kind of sadness hit my heart, he didn't want my body, so what did he want?
The phone kept ringing, and I took it out, and it was Du Fanchuan calling.
Looking at the time again, there were still forty minutes before the plane took off, and he and his grandfather couldn't find me, so they should have died in a hurry.
I wanted to tell Du Fanchuan not to wait for me, I wanted to tell him that I would have a way to save Congxuan, but I didn't dare, because I wasn't sure.
Xu could see that I was restless, Luo Ange glanced at my phone, and then turned his face sideways to say something to Zhu Bang.
Zhu Bang wrote to me: I can let Shu Congxuan go, you go outside and kneel, kneel until I am satisfied, and I will stop.
I can't believe looking at him, Luo Ange will be so kind, as long as I kneel, will there be traps waiting for me behind?
He smiled contemptuously, stretched out his hand to me, and seeing that I was stunned, he snatched my phone and motioned for Zhu Bang to get me out.
I can't imagine what Du Fanchuan will do if they can't find me, Luo Ange snatched my phone, and I can't contact them.
I'm just humble hope, I kneel here, I can dissolve a little bit of Luo Ange's hatred. It doesn't matter how much he tortures me, don't implicate innocent people anymore.
There were a few flashes of lightning in the sky, maybe thunder, but I couldn't hear it, I just felt like someone was constantly pouring water on my head.
At first, I could still see the big tree in front of me, and I could see Zhu Bang and the housekeeper hiding in the crack of the door looking at me worriedly, but slowly my vision blurred, and finally I couldn't even open my eyes, so I could only let the heavy rain pour down on me.
The clothes clung to my back, sticking to my half-healed scars, and with every drop of rain on them, I felt like a pair of hands were tearing at my back, tearing off the whole layer of skin along with the scars.
One layer was torn, a second layer was torn, and then the Nth layer.
The raindrops are getting heavier and heavier, hitting me like stones, hitting my ears and I feel so painful, but what about the invisible places, my true heart, even I don't know how much it hurts.
Because of the heavy rain, the soil in the flower bed flowed out along the rainwater, and was washed away by a new burst of rainwater, and flowed out and washed away again. Just like the love I gave so earnestly, it was also washed away by the rain at the moment.
I could feel the contraction of my lower abdomen, and the blood flowed out of my body as if it had been holding it for a long, long time, and I felt that the blood of this life was about to run dry.
I didn't cry when Du Fanchuan and Yi Huayang messed around in my bed, I didn't cry when my dad beat me, and I didn't cry when I became a "deaf and dumb person", but now, I am kneeling here for a long time, begging a heartless person to raise my noble hand to my friend, but I cry.
I don't think it's worth it, it's not that Shu Congxuan is not worth it for me to do this, but it's not worth having illusions about Luo Ange.
I think it's good to be deaf and dumb, I can not listen to those vicious words, I can not say hurtful words to others, but why didn't God make me blind, why didn't I dry my heart, why did you let me see Luo Ange, why did you still make me feel distressed?
I looked up at the darkening night sky, at the storm that might not stop tonight, and wanted to look up to the sky and howl, but I couldn't make any sound.
Luo Ange did this to tell me not to disobey him, otherwise, not only will I die an ugly death, but even my family and friends will die an ugly death.
Between me and Shu Congxuan, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend, but we are better than boyfriend and girlfriend. No matter who is in trouble, the other will not sit idly by.
Between me and Xia Qi and Li Wanqiu, we are not sisters, but sisters. They are so good to me, how can I harm them?
And my family, how can I be so selfish because I am alone, killing so many people?
As long as I live, I will be subject to Luo Ange, and even my family and friends will be controlled by him.
I don't want to, I can't, I don't dare.