And my family, how can I be so selfish because I am alone, killing so many people?

As long as I live, I will be subject to Luo Ange, and even my family and friends will be controlled by him.

I don't want to, I can't, I don't dare.

As long as I die, no one can threaten them anymore, and I can be pure.

It's just that I can't tell Shu Congxuan in person, he is working hard for me, and I am willing to work hard for him.

I can't tell Xia Qi Li Wanqiu in person, the happiest thing in my life is to become sisters with them.

I can't tell my grandfather in person, and I can't drink the butterfly love flower he brewed anymore.

But fortunately, when I hit the pillar, the pain in my forehead intensified, which relieved the pain in my heart.

The moment I fell, I smirked.

Luo Ange, you don't think you can control me, you don't think.

In the haze, someone ran with me in his arms, and the rain fell on my face, and it turned out that when God cried, the rain would be hot, just like my tears.

I'm so tired, really tired, so tired that I don't want to live in this world, so tired that I just want to die.

If there is a next life, Luo Ange, let's not meet each other, let's not know each other, okay, don't be so ruthless, okay?

When I was a child, I was not in good health for two years, I was always sick and had nightmares. I asked my grandfather if there was a way not to dream for the rest of his life.

Grandpa said, fool, if you don't dream all your life, isn't that a dead person.

It turns out that it is only true, and the dead do not dream.

The person who ran with me in his arms was gone, everything was gone, and I closed my eyes heavily.

I felt myself float gently, and it is said that before people die, they see something strange, I see my soul pull away from my body and slowly drift towards the sky, and then my body suddenly dissolves into foam and dissolves into the air.

I have never done anything unreasonable in my life, so I should be able to go to heaven.

There was a familiar smell that surrounded me, and I moved, trying to open my eyes, but the upper and lower eyelids seemed to be sewn up, and I couldn't open them and couldn't see.

Chaos sat up, a headache cracked, and when I touched the thick gauze on my forehead, I leaned in my heart, but I didn't die.

Whoever saved me, I'm going to fight with him.

I desperately opened my eyes, and in a hazy way, I could see two people standing by the window, and I couldn't see who it was against the light, it looked strange and familiar.

I stretched out my hand, my mouth was dry and I wanted to drink water, and one person ran over and helped me to sit down, and the other person poured me a glass of water.

The feeling of drowsiness was very, very strong, and I fell, regardless of closing my eyes, since even death was a luxury, so don't think about it.

Tears slid down and into my ears like some terrible sound was about to drown me, or like some animal was about to devour me with its bloody mouth.

I was woken up by something furry, and when I opened my eyes, it was pitch black outside, and there were sparks on the couch not far away.

I was startled, remembering the scene in the hospital, and I rolled down to the ground in fright.

Someone turned on the light, and the whole room was shrouded in darkness, and I could see where the Mars was coming from.

Luo Ange dropped his cigarette butt and walked over, helped me up, and probed my forehead very affectionately, not with his hands, but with his own forehead.

Then he spoke to me, but I couldn't hear him, and I was so frightened that I broke free from him, ran into the corner, and wrapped myself in the quilt like a cocoon.

Ah Jiu threw himself on the bed and tore and bit at me, I didn't dare to hold it, it rubbed against my face, rubbed my saliva, saw that I ignored it, it got into Luo Ange's arms aggrievedly.

Luo Ange put it on the ground, and soon a man walked in and picked up Ah Jiu.

I know that man, the young master of the consortium I saw last time, he saw me awake and wanted to say something, but he was glared at by Luo Ange a few times, he rolled his eyes and went out with the dog.

Luo Ange climbed on the bed and wanted to pull my quilt, but I was so frightened that I punched and kicked him and slapped him in the face.

He didn't know that I had secretly grabbed a glass in my hand, so when he pressed half of his body against me and crushed the glass, I pushed him away with all my strength and lifted the quilt so that he could see me holding the glass shard against the carotid artery.

He gasped for breath, not daring to go any further, and even raised his hand to me begging for mercy, saying something anxiously in his mouth.

I don't think it's enough, I want to kill him now, I want to die with him.

I feel sad that I didn't die, which means that dying a pervert can threaten me and the people I care about.

This means that there will be disgusting people and things in my world.

I moved closer to him, and he understood what I meant, got out of bed, and stood twenty centimeters away from me.

He was still talking, but I couldn't hear him, and I didn't want to think about what he was going to say, I just wanted to leave him.

He saw the shape of my lips clearly and told me with the shape of his lips: impossible.

I suddenly remembered that when I was fine, I loved to pretend to be deep, and I always took a copy of Lu Xun's complete works and pretended to read it there. There is a plot that I remember most clearly, Mr. Lu Xun said: I opened the history and checked, this history has no age, and the words "benevolence, righteousness and morality" are written on each page. I couldn't fall asleep, and I looked carefully for half the night, only to see the words in the cracks, and there were two words written all over the book that were "cannibalism"!

I vividly remember that the version I read was the "Selected Works of Lu Xun" published by the People's Publishing House in 1992, and I still remember that this sentence was on page 12 of the first volume.

In the past, I couldn't quite understand why Mr. was watching in the middle of the night, just take a magnifying glass, it would definitely be true in no more than three seconds, but now I suddenly understood when I looked at Luo Ange.

I think he is also a history, there is no history of the age, and the word "perverted" is written on each page crookedly, I can't sleep horizontally and vertically, and I read it for several months before I can see the words in the cracks, and there are two words written all over the book "cannibalism".

It's really bad to be controlled by others, since you think you can eat me to death, then it's better for us to die and break the net.

Anyway, I don't mind being that dead fish.

I tried to make my movements as graceful and fast as possible, and when I threw myself towards Luo Ange, I thought that with his skills, it would be easy to dodge me.

But he stood still, the fragment of my hand stuck deep in his chest, and he smiled at me.

His white shirt was quickly stained red with blood, I didn't know how strong I was, I didn't have time to think about it that much, I just took two steps back, and then pulled my legs and ran.

Running to the door, the young master of the consortium and another person walked over talking and laughing, and when they saw me, they realized something and rushed over quickly.

I quickly passed them downstairs and bumped into a person, it was Zhu Bang.

He helped me to say something to me, and I trembled, pushed him away, and ran outside.

It was a big, big yard, and I ran towards the gate, not daring to turn back, just running frantically.

Before I could reach the gate, a lot of men in black came from all directions and grabbed me.

I opened my mouth wide and yelled, I tried to break free, but they held me back.

The two men and Zhu Bang walked out, all three of them had anxious looks on their faces, and one of them still had blood stains on his hands and shirt.

The young master of the consortium raised his face at me, but was dragged by the man next to him and shook his head at him.

He was very angry, holding his forehead and exhaling, I felt that he looked like a little dragon man, a little dragon man with horns on his head.

The little dragon man gave me a blank look, turned around and left.

I was so scared that I cried, this place is so big, it's like a prison, I can't get out of it for the rest of my life?

Zhu Bang said something to the man who stayed, and the man waved his hand, and the men in black let go of me.

They must have practiced it, and they caught me without hurting me at all.

I flinched back and hugged myself, trembling with fear.

The man waved his hand again, and the men in black dispersed, and soon disappeared without a trace, like Japanese ninjas.

The two men were talking about something, glancing at me from time to time, and I told myself to be calm and not impulsive, and I told myself that I would definitely get out of here.

But my brain couldn't control my hands, I tore the gauze on my head, kept hitting my head on the ground, kept slapping myself, kept tearing my hair, kept picking at my eyes.

Zhu Bang held me down, and the man pinched my chin, probably because he was afraid that I would bite my tongue and kill myself.

But I really couldn't control it, and kept biting him, although I couldn't reach it, but I kicked Zhu Bang.

My head exploded, and I fought with both of them as if I had been injected with a stimulant.

Fighting against this fate, unyielding.

Luo Ange ran out clutching his chest, followed by the young master of the consortium.

As he staggered, I saw blood running down his fingers and dripping on the ground.

He walked up to me sweating profusely and said something, and Zhu Bang and they reluctantly let go of me.

In fact, the moment I saw Luo Ange, I didn't struggle, his face was terrifyingly white, like a thick layer of lime.

There was moisture in his eyes, and he said something to me, and I saw it clearly, and he said: I'm sorry.

I hate these three words, Luo Ange, I also tell you I'm sorry, are you willing to let me go and Shu Congxuan?

I never knew what it was like to mourn more than die of the heart, but at this moment, I experienced the feeling of death of the heart.

With that feeling, I immediately changed from a living person to a walking corpse, and even if Luo Ange passed out in front of me, I didn't feel sad.

As the days passed, I was imprisoned in my room, and I could not go anywhere, because there were four big men standing at the door.

As soon as I opened the door, they stood in front of me like a solid brass wall.

Slowly, I realized that this was not Cannes, that there were no such large phoenix flowers like a sea of fire, and that there was no such pale blue sky.

Every day, the doctor came to help me with check-ups and injections, and every day the maid would watch me take various colors of medicine after three meals a day.

I can't make phone calls, I can't watch TV, I can't surf the Internet, I can't learn about Shu Congxuan's situation, there are only some expired magazines in the room, not to mention other people, I can't even see Ah Jiu.

Probably because they were afraid that I would kill myself again, they took away all the knives and glassware, and the fruit was cut by the servants and brought in for me.

When I was living in the hospital, Shu Congxuan did the same for me, and at that time I thought he was so cute, and I felt so good to be cared for.

But now, Luo Ange is doing this for me, I don't feel it at all.

No, I have feelings, I hate him.