When he was asleep, Yin Ziye was still gentle like a piece of warm jade, gentle and comfortable, like a big brother next door, always making me want to get close. When Xu Yaran saw Yin Ziye in the bar today, she couldn't believe her eyes, the beard on her face had grown, she hadn't shaved it for a long time, her hair was messy, and the white shirt she was wearing couldn't see the previous color. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, who would have thought that Yin Ziye, who was high-spirited before, would also fall into this step?

Xu Yaran lay beside Yin Ziye, quietly looking at Yin Ziye's face, her fingers slowly crossed the corners of Yin Ziye's lips, and said a little stupidly: "Midnight, why does it have to be a baby?" Why do you have to like babies? There's a woman who's been standing there waiting for you for more than a decade, don't you know? I was really cruel to that woman, you know? Originally, I thought I could let go of you, but I tried, I can't do it, love is love. I'm as persistent as you, and I've been waiting for a love that doesn't belong to me. But the result? As a result, I always make a wedding dress for her, but what is consumed is my own youth, I don't mind that you have a baby in your heart, I will be willing to wait for you, as long as you are willing to let me stand by your side, I will be satisfied.

I often think you're stupid, why don't you let go of your old feelings? But how often am I? Why can't I let you go? Love is such a torment, tormenting each other, this is called true love. I really don't understand, you know? Sometimes I really envy babies and can find a lot of love in their lives. ”

Xu Yaran lay beside Yin Ziye and talked to herself, talking and talking, with a smile on the corner of her mouth and tears in her eyes. In the dream, he seemed to be back to the year when he was sixteen years old, he was wearing a school skirt in school, holding a large stack of materials in his hand, Yin Ziye walked over to him, just so quietly it was enough to attract all Xu Yaran's attention, the morning sun fell through the mottled leaves on the boulevard on both sides of the campus, hitting Yin Ziye's body, Yin Ziye's body was wearing a white shirt, and the sun fell on Yin Ziye's jade-like face, making Yin Ziye look like a fairy. At that moment, Xu Yaran heard her heart beating irregularly for many years, like a song about youth and love, it was really beautiful. This was how she felt when she first saw Yin Ziye, when they were only seventeen or eighteen years old, when they were young and ignorant. Everything was so beautiful, so pure. It's just that they won't come back that year, right?

Xu Yaran opened her eyes that were a little astringent, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. Yin Ziye beside her was still sleeping soundly, and even her posture had not changed, Xu Yaran sat up from the bed, holding the lacquer cover with both hands, she had not had such a dream for a long time.

It wasn't until today that she found out that she still remembered the scene when she first met Yin Ziye, and she hadn't forgotten it for so many years, probably because she really loved him, right? Otherwise, what do you remember so clearly about what happened so long ago? Even Yin Ziye's expression at that time was clearly remembered, a tear slipped from the corner of Xu Yaran's eyes, and ticked down on the back of Xu Yaran's hand.

When Yin Ziye woke up, the sun had already refracted through the window and shone on the quilt covered by Yin Ziye. There are a lot of small beige flowers on the quilt, and it smells of sunshine on the quilt, and he is in a completely unfamiliar environment, not in the Yin family's villa, nor in his own small apartment. Judging from the elegant layout of the room, it should be a room where a woman lives, Yin Ziye looked down at his clothes again, and actually changed into brand new pajamas, and the trademark on the pajamas has not been torn off. Touching his face again, the beard on his face was gone, Yin Ziye frowned with a headache, and got up from the bed.

Walking out of the room, Yin Ziye saw this familiar living room and suddenly remembered it. This is Xu Yaran's home, he remembers that once when he went out to play with Tu Baobao, he came back here to eat, Tu Baobao was not Nangong's wife at that time, Nangong Yuhan did not marry Tu Baobao, and he still had a chance at that time. It was also the first time he had eaten Yuyu's cooking. Everything seems to have happened yesterday, but everything has changed in the blink of an eye.

Tu Baobao is no longer here, so who brought him back? Is it Xu Yaran? Or is it to paint the baby? Yin Ziye's heart had a faint hint of expectation, he was looking forward to Tu Baobao, and she was expecting Tu Baobao to still not let go of him.

Suddenly, he heard a movement coming from the bathroom, and Yin Ziye walked over with the steps he was expecting.

He saw the back of a woman in the bathroom, he couldn't see the woman's face, the woman was squatting on the ground, and a washed dress was placed next to her, and the woman was holding a piece of clothing and rubbing it little by little, it could be seen that she was very serious, Yin Ziye's heart suddenly moved, how familiar is this scene? He had imagined his future life countless times, and that picture almost overlapped closely with the current scene, isn't this the life he wants?

"You ......," Yin Ziye said tentatively.

Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's voice and knew that he had woken up, Xu Yaran stood up from the ground in surprise, stretched out her slender arm to wipe the sweat on her face, showed a sincere smile, and said to Yin Ziye: "Midnight...... Are you awake? Do you feel uncomfortable in any way? You must be hungry, right? I cooked porridge, you can wash up and eat. There is a decanting soup I prepared for you in the refrigerator, and if you feel uncomfortable, you can take two sips, which is good for your body. ”

Xu Yaran said to Yin Ziye without pretentiousness, the action and tone were as if he and Yin Ziye were husband and wife who had been together for many years, so quiet and natural, Yin Ziye was a little stunned, and his eyes fell on the clothes that Xu Yaran was trying to clean, which was the clothes he had been wearing these days, the color had completely changed, and it was almost impossible to see the original color, it should have been washed out, even if it was washed out, it could not be worn again.

Xu Yaran quickly took out the porridge, then poured a cup of sobering soup for Yin Ziye, put it on the table and said, "Come and eat some porridge, or your stomach will not be able to stand it." Xu Yaran put the porridge into the bowl, and then beckoned Yin Ziye to come over and eat.

Yin Ziye sat at the dining table, looked at the porridge in front of him, and asked, "Why am I in your house?" ”

Xu Yaran sat down opposite Yin Ziye and said, "Yesterday I went to your company to look for you, but the people in your company said that you haven't been to work for a long time, and then said that you have often appeared in some bars in the east of the city recently, so I went to try my luck and said to see if I could find you, but I didn't expect to really let me find you." It's just that when I found you, you were already drunk, I don't know if I should send you back to the Yin family, I don't think you should want to go back now. But I don't know where you live, so I'll take you back to my house first, and let you rest for a while. Although I found you, I lost your wallet and mobile phone, and I can't find it. ”

Yin Ziye said: "Those are not important anymore, but they are just some things outside the body, and whoever likes them will take them." Did you change my clothes for me too? And my beard ......."

When Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's words, she suddenly thought of Yin Ziye's body, Xu Yaran's face turned red unconsciously, and she whispered: "It's because when I found you yesterday, you were already drunk, and then you vomited all over your body, and I had no choice but to ......."

Yin Ziye smiled and said, "It's okay, thank you last night, do you have any wine at home?" I want to drink. ”

Xu Yaran said with concern: "You have just woken up now, if you drink now, it will not be good for your body, so don't drink anymore, eat some porridge to nourish your stomach, if you don't eat anything like this, it is easy to get stomach problems." ”

"Thank you for your kindness, but I just can't take it. Thank you for yesterday's incident, my clothes don't need to be washed, you just throw them away, I have something to do now, I'll go first. After Yin Ziye finished speaking, he didn't care about Xu Yaran's ugly face, turned around and stood up to leave.

"Midnight ......" Xu Yaran saw that Yin Ziye was leaving, Xu Yaran immediately called Yin Ziye to stop, but she didn't know what she could say to Yin Ziye with her current position. She is just Yin Ziye's friend, although she confessed to Yin Ziye before, but she was clearly rejected by Yin Ziye. Xu Yaran bit her lip, not knowing what to say to Yin Ziye, and finally only asked, "Where are you going?" Do you want to go to the bar again? Don't go, that kind of place isn't for you. ”

Yin Ziye's body paused, and his voice was a little cold: "These things have nothing to do with you, don't care about me in the future, I have my own life, you have my own life, there is no relationship between us, even if I die in the bar, it doesn't matter to you, please don't care about me in the future." ”

The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth moved, she really has nothing to do with Yin Ziye, she has no power to care about Yin Ziye, she and Yin Ziye are probably not even ordinary friends, right? She has no power, but if she lets herself watch her beloved man spend his days drinking all day long, he is obviously a promising young man, but in the end he becomes an alcoholic, she Xu Yaran can't do it. Xu Yaran's eyes were a little red, and she desperately resisted the urge to cry and said, "Although I am not your girlfriend or your lover, but we are friends, don't you remember what you once said to me?" You said we can't be friends as a couple, why don't you recognize me as your friend now? How can I ignore my friend now when I see him so decadent, not to mention that this friend is still the man I love most in my life, why do you want me to ignore it? ”

"If you see your baby soaking in a bar every day, wouldn't you care? Will you ignore it? You can't, but what are you a baby? You're nothing, you're just her old lover, and you're not even a regular friend. Why would you want to spend yourself like this for a love that has been lost for so many years? ”

"You know what? Seeing you like this, how much do I feel sorry for you? What the hell are you going to do? Do you think that if you die drunk in a bar all day, you can go back ten years? Can you get your baby back? Sometimes fate is predestined. ”