Chapter 275: Dissuade Yin Ziye
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"Just like the baby was pregnant with Nangong Yuhan's child, even if they were separated for six years, there is fate between them, even if they are separated for ten years, they will still walk together after ten years, although there are tribulations between them, but in the end they are still a couple, but you and the baby are fateful, why do you keep not looking at it? What about Yin Ziye in the past? Where did the former Yin Ziye go? Why can't you bear the blow now, you are a coward now, why can't you be brave enough to face the facts now. β
"We can't undo what happened ten years ago, but why don't you grasp the present? Time cannot be turned back, even if there is a great misunderstanding between you, even if you should not be separated. But to be separated is to be separated, there is no if, why do you always refuse to face the present? Why do you always think about escapism? If I continue like this, not only will I look down on you, but the baby will also look down on you. You're a coward, and you're going to do it forever? Xu Yaran said so many words in one breath, it was nothing more than wanting to cheer up Yin Ziye, of course, there were many of them that Xu Yaran used to provoke him.
"That's all I have to say, if I were you, I wouldn't be obsessed with what I did ten years ago. Because I don't want to be ten years later, I'm still struggling with ten years ago, that is, I didn't do anything meaningful at this moment, that's all I have to say, if you want to keep drinking, okay, I won't care about you anymore, even if you drink to death, it doesn't matter to me. Xu Yaran said.
"Are you finished? If you're done, then can I go? Yin Ziye's voice was a little muffled and asked.
Xu Yaran's tears finally fell at this moment and said, "Let's go...... If you want to go, you can go, just think that I Xu Yaran is blind to see a coward, I am blind to find you so hard, I should let you get drunk to death in the wine tasting bar. β
Yin Ziye didn't listen to Xu Yaran anymore, he turned around and changed into a set of clothes and left.
Xu Yaran sat at the dining table, looking at the porridge she specially cooked for Yin Ziye, Xu Yaran fell on the table and cried loudly, she gave up all the dignity of being a woman for Yin Ziye, she never cooked before, she didn't like the smell of oil smoke, even if she ate instant noodles every day until she vomited, she would never cook by herself. No matter how expensive her own clothes are, they will be washed in the washing machine, because washing clothes by hand will make her hands rough, but today he violated all his taboos for Yin Ziye, but Yin Ziye was not half moved.
He had been cooking in the kitchen for so long, and he hadn't even eaten a bite. He worked hard to help him wash his clothes, he only said to throw it away, why can't he move Yin Ziye by doing so many things for Yin Ziye? He didn't even look at it, this was the reward for his sincere efforts, she really wanted to give up, and when she was rejected by Yin Ziye for the first time, she wanted to give up. But she found that no matter how excessive Yin Ziye said to herself, she could not easily put him down, so she couldn't do it this time. Sometimes Xu Yaran hates herself a little bit, as if she doesn't have any dignity.
Xu Yaran wiped the tears on her face so-so, took a small coat of her own, and followed Yin Ziye out of the house, she must save Yin Ziye. She didn't allow the man she had liked for more than ten years to fall like this for such a ridiculous reason. He must save Yin Ziye, even if Yin Ziye does not belong to him in the end.
Xu Yaran followed behind Yin Ziye all the way, stopping and stopping step by step, and finally walked into the bar, although she had already thought of the result, but when the local people really saw that Yin Ziye planned to carry out the decadence to the end, Xu Yaran's heart would inevitably rise a burst of disappointment.
During the day, there was basically no one in the bar, only the waiters and bartenders gathered together to drink and chat, obviously Yin Ziye was very familiar with the people here, and as soon as he came in, the bartender said to Yin Ziye: "Sir, is it still the same?" Yin Ziye nodded, found a corner place to sit down, Xu Yaran ordered a glass of beer and sat not far from Yin Ziye, looking at Yin Ziye quietly, sometimes she really didn't understand why Yin Ziye was like this? Even if he knew the news of Tu Baobao's marriage, he didn't see Yin Ziye's appearance so downcast, but this time, ......
Yin Ziye may have been drunk or wanted to get drunk to death, but he didn't stop seeing Yin Ziye for an afternoon. Xu Yaran, who had planned to watch how much wine Yin Ziye could drink with cold eyes, finally didn't hold back, and after Yin Ziye continued to ask for a dozen beers, she snatched the wine from Yin Ziye's hand.
Yin Ziye looked at Xu Yaran for a long time with a confused look in his eyes, and said with a smile: "Why are you again?" What do you want to do? Give me back the wine, my business has nothing to do with you, don't meddle with it, how I love to live is my business, do you care...... Give me back the wine. β
Xu Yaran threw down a few hundred yuan on the table, took Yin Ziye's hand and was about to take him out of here. Yin Ziye drank a lot of wine today, and now he is drunk, top-heavy, and he has no strength to take it out. So in the end, he could only be dragged behind by Xu Yaran like a dead dog. Struggling weakly, Xu Yaran didn't know where she got so much strength today, so she dragged Yin Ziye all the way out of the bar, and then stuffed it into a taxi and said, "Master, go to the beach." Xu Yaran must not know that her current image is simply like a lady bandit.
After arriving at the beach, Xu Yaran casually threw a few hundred yuan to the master, and then pulled out a man as big as Yin Ziye.
Xu Yaran pulled Yin Ziye to the beach, and pushed the last one into the sea, her hands pressed Yin Ziye tightly into the sea, and from time to time let Yin Ziye get up and take a breath of fresh air, and then press his head into the seawater, now Xu Yaran is simply not like a woman. After repeating this several times, Yin Ziye slowly regained his consciousness and strength, and he vigorously pushed away Xu Yaran, who was like a madman next to him, coughing. Xu Yaran was pushed away by Yin Ziye and immediately fell into the sea, but Xu Yaran was unwilling and stood up from the sea, planning to play again.
"Xu Yaran, what are you doing...... Are you crazy? Yin Ziye wiped the seawater on his face, and saw that Xu Yaran didn't seem to be planning to give up, so Yin Ziye glared at Xu Yaran angrily and said.
Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's voice, as if all the strength just now had been drained, she sat down in the sea and cried loudly: "Yes,...... I'm crazy, do you know now that I'm crazy? If I wasn't crazy, how could I have loved you for ten years, and now I still can't let go of you. You're forcing you to go crazy for me, you know? You forced me, you drove me crazy. Aren't you very courageous? Haven't you lost hope in life? Don't you want to live? Then don't you struggle, why do you struggle, either you will die, or you will give me a personal life, you live like a ghost, who do you want to be cold? Let me tell you, now the baby is living a very happy life, and their family of four has gone to the United States, who are you showing like this now? She can't see the baby, she is very happy now, she will not care about your old lover. Why can't you be kind to yourself? Why can't you be nicer to me? Instead of torturing yourself, you might as well be dead? If you really don't want to live anymore, then you just have to walk over it, and I will never care about you. After you die, I will help you collect the body, so you can rest assured, you go, why don't you die? Don't you want to live? Where you go......
When you die, you will tell the baby, maybe she will feel sad for your death, but there is Nangong Yuhan by her side to comfort her, accompany her to travel, she has the safety of the child and her husband by her side, she will soon come out of this shadow and be happy again, she will slowly forget you, and will only remember on a specific festival that there was a man who loved her like that, but in the end he died. β
Xu Yaran's voice seemed to have some kind of magic in her voice, and every word she said seemed to reach Yin Ziye's heart, yes...... If she dies like this, maybe the baby will really be sad, but no matter whether she is sad or sad, the person next to her is always Nangong Yuhan's enigmatic man, not herself.
"Don't say any more." Yin Ziye covered his head with a headache and said.
"Why don't you dare to listen, you are not even afraid of death, what else are you afraid of? Are you afraid to hear all this about the happiness of your baby? You are choosing to escape, even if you don't listen, it doesn't mean that things haven't happened, now the baby is very happy, but what about you? You live a life of no one and no ghost, what do you want? Does drinking make you forget those pains? That will only make you more painful, trust me, you start over, let's start again together, okay? Xu Yaran knelt in front of Yin Ziye, held Yin Ziye in her arms, and whispered to Yin Ziye.
"You know what? Do you know what it's like to be betrayed by your family? Originally...... If it wasn't for my mom saying a lot of excessive things to the baby, maybe we would have ...... We wouldn't have been separated so easily. We won't go through so many things between us, and we still can't be together in the end. If you ...... Do you know? If it weren't for my mom...... But that person is my mother, and I can't even hate it. Yin Ziye's voice was a little choked. If it was someone else, or something else, he might ......
"It's none of your mother's business, she was just doing it for your own good, no matter what she did, her starting point must be for your good. Maybe her way of understanding is wrong, her way of dealing with it is not good, don't blame Mother Yin, she is for your good. The matter between you and the baby is over, why can't you let it go, there is nothing in this world that you can't let go, you just have to force yourself to let go, you must believe that there is nothing we can't do. Do you know? You have loved the baby for ten years, I have loved you for ten years, I am willing to let go of this relationship for you, let's try together, okay? Is it okay for us to try to forget each other together? β
Xu Yaran's voice was a little trembling, it is very difficult to forget a person, it takes courage, if there is Yin Ziye by his side along the way, even if it is worth it, right?