Chapter 276: I Can't Love You
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"I ......" Yin Ziye's eyes were red, and he was a little hesitant and didn't know how to choose, now that Tu Baobao has found his own happiness, he can only fulfill it, no matter how hard he tries, Tu Baobao will not leave Nangong Yuhan to be with him, it is better to forget about it, right? But it only takes three seconds to love someone, but forgetting someone can take a lifetime.
"Let's do it together. Forget the baby, when you decide, you will find that the world is still very beautiful, the sky is still blue, the grass is still green, nothing has changed in this world, only we have changed. Xu Yaran said softly.
Since Xu Yaran said those words to Yin Ziye, Yin Ziye disappeared into Xu Yaran's world again, and what happened that day seemed to be just a dream. Yin Ziye cried like a child in Xu Yaran's arms that day, and after breaking up that day, she never saw Yin Ziye again, as if he had never appeared in his own world. If it weren't for the suit at home that couldn't be washed in its own color, Xu Yaran really had to suspect that all this was her own fantasy.
When Yin Ziye disappeared for a month, when Xu Yaran was at work, Yin Ziye suddenly appeared downstairs in the company, he wore a white suit like a prince charming, Xu Yaran's eyes were moist instantly, she thought she was dazzled, she blinked, and tears fell like this, but the man in front of her was still there, he was a prince He has always been, but he is not his own prince.
"Yaran, I'm going abroad." Yin Ziye approached Xu Yaran's side and smiled mildly at Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran held back her tears, pursed her lips and smiled: "Really? When the plane. β
"This afternoon." Yin Ziye said: "I'm here to say goodbye to you, and thank you by the way." β
Xu Yaran sniffled, showed a flower-like smile and said, "Congratulations, it seems that you can finally let go, before you leave, can you promise me a small request?" It should be the result of my efforts during this time. β
"Whatever you ask, I'll grant you." Yin Ziye said, he doesn't know if he can really forget Tu Baobao, but he is willing to try now, if he is not even willing to try, maybe there is really no way, in this matter, Xu Yaran has played a vital role, now the company he handed over to his father, he needs to go abroad for further study to relax, maybe one day he can completely forget Tu Baobao.
Xu Yaran smiled, there was one thing he had been thinking about for a long time, and finally Xu Yaran took Yin Ziye to the school where he was in high school, on the boulevard where they first met, since the love affair between the two people happened here, then it ended here. In Yin Ziye's puzzled gaze, Xu Yaran smiled and said, "Aren't you very strange why I brought you here?" β
Yin Zi nodded and said: "Indeed, I didn't expect that in just one year this year, I would actually return to my alma mater for the third time, it is really nostalgic, I have left all my good memories here, me and the baby, how good we were back then, it is really good to be young." β
Xu Yaran and Yin Ziye walked side by side, both of them walked very slowly, Xu Yaran turned her face and saw Yin Ziye's handsome side face, Xu Yaran showed a sentimental smile and said: "Maybe you don't remember, this is the place where we first met, I was only sixteen years old at that time, wearing a school uniform issued by the school, holding a large stack of materials in my hand, it was here, I saw you walking towards you, you were wearing a white cotton shirt, looking clean and refreshing." At that time, the morning sun shone through the shade of your clean face, I thought that you were not as beautiful as a person in this world, I had never seen a boy like you, my heart beat faster at that time, and then I fell in love with you. How simple we used to be, just fell in love with it at a glance, without any impurities, what a warm and beautiful love. It's just that this love is only mine, and it is difficult to sprout and grow, so I can only see him withering day by day, but I am reluctant to throw it away, this love is more than ten years. Sometimes I feel very emotional and admire my own perseverance. β
"I never thought about ......" Yin Ziye said a little sadly, he finally lost a woman who loved him. But love is love, and not love is unfair to both people.
Xu Yaran interrupted Yin Ziye's words, and she smiled: "You don't have to say anything, I understand." I didn't call you here today to make you say sorry to me, the cruelest words in the world are probably sorry, right? If I could, I would never hear the words sorry for the rest of my life.
Do you know? The night I brought you back to my house, I dreamed of our meeting again, such a dreamy and so beautiful, and I suddenly wanted to see again how we met back then, okay? We met again, I want to see that after more than ten years, I still won't have the feeling of heartbeat that I had more than ten years ago, and I can let go of it after I know it, and you can also go abroad, and since then we don't owe each other, just ordinary friends. β
Yin Ziye nodded, and when he saw Xu Yaran's delicate and clear eyes, Yin Ziye nodded. Xu Yaran showed a smile like a flower, this has always been what he has wanted to do the most for many years, but he didn't expect that it could really be completed one day.
Xu Yaran and Yin Ziye stood at the end of the boulevard, the boulevard is really long, and there is no end in sight, Xu Yaran took a deep breath, like she was sixteen years old, walking on the boulevard of the school with novelty, the sky is blue, the clouds are white, and the sunlight hits the cement road, Xu Yaran walked on this road with great expectations, looking forward to meeting Prince Charming, she still can't go back to sixteen years old after all, that carefree, simple-minded little girl. Xu Yaran's back appeared on campus a little lonely. It's just that along the way, Xu Yaran has never met the boy who made her heart pound back then, a clean boy like a fairy, and what awaits her is loneliness.
Xu Yaran left the school with some disappointment, at the gate of the school, he saw the man leaning under the tree, when Xu Yaran saw him, he raised his head as if he had a feeling, and said to Xu Yaran's eyes: "I'm sorry, I can't stay on that boulevard and wait for you, it's a road to the door of your emotions, I entered by mistake ten years ago, and I can't go in again after ten years." β
When Xu Yaran sent Yin Ziye to the airport, Xu Yaran said, "Why don't you let me stay by your side?" Maybe one day, I will take the baby's place in your mind, wouldn't it be great? Why won't you give me another chance? I'm willing to wait for the day when you forget your baby. β
Yin Ziye sighed and said, "Maybe in the future, there will be a woman who will really be able to replace the baby's place in my heart, but that woman will definitely not be you." It only takes three seconds for me to fall in love with someone, and if I don't love it's forever, we've known each other for more than three seconds, so I don't love you and I won't ever be. You have to learn to be kind to yourself. He patted Xu Yaran on the shoulder, and turned around to pass the security check without hesitation, Xu Yaran could only stare at Yin Ziye slowly disappearing from his sight and disappearing into his own world. Yin Ziye: From now on, we are really people from two worlds.
Xu Yaran came out of the airport, all the tears gathered in her eyes, Xu Yaran raised her head and wanted to let the tears go back, but the sun in the sky was too strong, and all the tears that pierced Xu Yaran were left. Yin Ziye, this is really the last time I will cry for you, and I will never have you on my boulevard again. He didn't appear on the boulevard, which is a good thing for Xu Yaran, and in his dreams in the future, there will never be Yin Ziye in his memory.
Xu Yaran returned home with red and swollen eyes, Yin Ziye's clothes were still hanging in her room, which was particularly conspicuous, Xu Yaran took off the clothes and put them in the suitcase, and took out all the memories of Yin Ziye that she treasured under the bed. There are volumes that Yin Ziye once made, and there are photos of them together, the photos have faded, but I have been reluctant to throw them away. Xu Yaran stuffed all these things related to Yin Ziye into the suitcase, there was a full box, and finally threw Yin Ziye's memories into the suitcase, and she wanted to throw them all away.
After throwing away the suitcase, Xu Yaran sent a text message to Tu Baobao: Baby, I will be truly single in the future. After sending it, Xu Yaran took out all the ingredients in the refrigerator, and she wanted to make a big meal for herself to comfort herself. She never knew how to cherish herself before, after eating, Xu Yaran made a mask again, cleaned herself up and began to sleep beauty, women must learn to be kind to themselves.
Xu Yaran, you have to come on...... Before the age of thirty, you must find love again and then marry yourself.
Tu Baobao, who was on vacation, received a text message from Xu Yaran, knowing that she was referring to the fact that she could finally let go of the relationship between herself and Yin Ziye. Tu Baobao's heart was melancholy, she originally hoped that Xu Yaran could be with Yin Ziye, but now Xu Yaran sent such a text message, obviously saying that the two of them had no drama. Although it was a pity, Tu Baobao felt very happy that Xu Yaran could finally get rid of the shackles of feelings, which was a good thing for him.
Nangong Yuhan came out of the shower, just in time to see Tu Baobao holding the mobile phone for a while, his expression was tangled, which made Nangong Yuhan's whole body uncomfortable, and after a while, he smiled as if he had won the ** lottery, Nangong Yuhan bully came in and asked, "Which handsome guy sent you a text message?" Your shield makes you happy, your mouth is about to grin behind your ears, are you so happy and so funny? Nangong Yuhan asked with some jealousy,
"What do you say? You're not jealous, are you? Tu Baobao seemed to have discovered a new continent, and asked happily, Okay, after a trip to Nangong Yuhan, I have learned to be jealous.
"Is there anything wrong with being jealous? Do you wish I wasn't jealous? If I'm not jealous, doesn't that prove that I don't have you in my heart, do you hope that's the case? Nangong Yuhan raised his eyebrows and asked.
"Okay, okay, don't you just want to know who sent it? And then, she said she was finally single. Tu Baobao said truthfully to Nangong Yu.
Nangong Yuhan thought for a while and asked with some surprise: "Hasn't she always been single?" When do you fall in love? β
"This is a matter between our women, how can you men understand, so you better not ask so much."
"Okay...... If you don't ask, you won't ask, but our plan to create a human being cannot be put on hold, and we must continue. Nangong Yuhan kissed the baby's lips, the stars outside twinkled and twinkled, and the room inside the house was full of spring.