Chapter 256: Our Innocent Youth (Finale)
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Hearing Ling Lingling say that, I also nodded, I looked at her, and said with a smile It must be, you will invite me to drink next time we meet.
At the time, I never thought that the next meeting would be many years later, you see. Life is like this, an inadvertent turn. Maybe it's a lifetime.
After Jiaoyang Gaoshan and Ling Lingling left, my senior year of high school life became simpler, or rather, lonely.
No one asks me to skip class anymore, no one sits on the playground with me and talks. Department of the head of the Tucai.
In the past, when I was a freshman and sophomore in high school, I still came to the campus here from time to time in my junior year, but I suddenly moved here, and I was still so unaccustomed to it.
The good news is that you don't have to walk that far to push the cart after school. The bad thing is that no one will ever be waiting for me at the parking lot again.
Every day when I go to and from school, I will pass by the teaching building of the first year of high school, and every time I can't help but look up at the classroom in the corner.
The former classroom is no longer my own classroom, and the window seat I used to sit in is no longer my exclusive position.
One day at noon, I was bored and secretly went back to the classroom of my freshman year of high school, but I didn't go in because I saw a boy and a girl through the window, who should be new students and younger sisters.
The two of them sat in that position and didn't know what they were talking about, but their faces were filled with youth and happiness.
I stood in front of the window and watched silently for a while, then turned and left.
That's it, it turns out that there will always be people, repeating our story.
I once heard that the life of the third year of high school is very boring and tedious... When I really reached the third year of high school, I realized that it was actually like that.
Some people began to study hard, and some people. Start looking for other ways out.
For example, Yang Wei, who chose to drop out of school to join the army in his third year of high school... I've been at peace with him for more than a year, and he's still the same, but he's a lot more restrained.
When he left, he left a letter to Lin Qiaoman, Lin Qiaoman has received countless letters from the first year of high school to the present, from the senior to the junior, but she doesn't seem to have read it, but this time there are some exceptions, she read Yang Wei's letter and wrote a reply.
Thank you Xiao Yuyao for always arranging for me to have a table with Lin Qiaoman. So I instinctively used my eyes to peek at the reply she wrote to Yang Wei.
The letter is written so simply that it can be about the size of a note. There are only a few sentences in it, which is to hope that everything goes well for Yang Wei.
This letter should have become Yang Wei's treasure, or rather, the last gift of his youth.
After all, the soldiers are all strong men, and it is possible that viagra will go there and change the base.
After Yang Wei left, the gangsters in the class who were good with him had nothing to do, and simply devoted themselves to studying.
This made me feel quite stressed, because I was still in the middle for many years because of the selfless dedication of those gangsters, and I naturally couldn't capsize the boat when I saw their efforts.
Fortunately, I was next to Lin Qiaoman, who worked part-time as a tutor for me while being a student, tutored me whenever I had free time, and even supervised my studies in self-study classes.
Under her management, my grades have improved, but English still proves my patriotism.
I thought, maybe I won't be able to learn English in my life...
Maybe it's providence, I'm destined not to go abroad.
For more than a year, everything has become dull.
Time is such a terrible thing, the things you thought you couldn't forget, the people you thought you couldn't forget, will slowly forget.
When the college entrance examination was approaching, I finally had the so-called nervousness.
I don't know what I'm nervous about, my parents don't have high requirements for me, don't say anything about getting into a business card university, just live.
And there is also Lin Qiaoman, who I see every morning when I come to the classroom, and she is very stressed because the school has a lot of hope for her.
The school attaches great importance to good students like her, because if Lin Qiaoman can be admitted to those famous universities, first, he can win glory for the school, and second, he can get a large amount of scholarships.
This amount is very high, and for Lin Qiaoman, it is a lot of money, and it is also what she needs very much.
I always feel a little inexplicably distressed when I see Lin Qiaoman working so hard, she has endured the hope that too many people have pressed on her.
But there was nothing I could do, I couldn't show anything at this time to disturb her heart.
As the countdown to the college entrance examination at the back of the classroom became less and less, the atmosphere in the class became more and more depressing, and only the sound of buzzing electric fans could be heard every day, which consumed the last high school years of these people in the classroom.
Finally, when no one cared about the numbers at the back of the classroom, the college entrance examination came.
I remember it was a very hot day, and it was dizzying.
When I arrived at school in the morning, Lin Qiaoman found me early.
When I saw her, I smiled lightly and spoke
"Nervous? Seeded players.."
Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman nodded, she looked at me, and after a while, she took out a few pens and knives from her stationery bag, handed them to me, and said
"Be more prepared, so as not to make a mess when you get it~"
I stretched out my hand to take the things handed over by Lin Qiaoman, and when I was holding the things, I gently squeezed her hand and whispered
"Come on.."
Lin Qiaoman bit his lower lip lightly and nodded vigorously.
Seeing her nod, I let go of my hand and prepared to go to my own exam room.
However, as soon as he took two steps, he heard Lin Qiaoman's voice behind him
"You haven't answered me... Can you tell me.."
"Would you like to.. Did you get into a university in Beijing? ”
I instinctively stood up again when I heard Lin Qiaoman say this, and after a moment I turned my head and smiled at her and said
"Do you mean Peking University?" I can't pass the test... But.."
"If you are admitted to Peking University, I will go to Beijing to go to university."
My answer made Lin Qiaoman's eyes flash a glimmer of light, she clenched her fists, and a happy expression appeared on her face.
Seeing her like this, I waved my hand again, and walked to my exam room.
I was very calm in several exams, and I used my eyesight to the extreme when I took the English test.
God gave me such good eyesight, I guess that's what I used today.
Although I don't know what the result is, I still copy it full, and the person I copied looks like a scholar, it is estimated that it will not be too bad, of course, it is definitely not as good as Wang Jiaci.
If only Wang Jiaci were here, if she sat in that position, she would definitely let me copy enough.
However, she is gone...
When I walked out of school after the exam, I couldn't help but turn around.
The imaginary feeling of finally leaving the school was not at all, but it felt like something was booming and collapsing in an instant.
I turned around and took a few more steps, remembering how I had been when I first came here a few years ago.
It dawned on me that my high school career, my youth, my best story, was over in this moment.
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Later, Lin Qiaoman was admitted to Peking University.
And I, went to a city in the south.
I lied to her and she didn't blame me.
She's that kind of person, and she'll never blame me, just like I will never blame Wang Jiaci.
At first, the two of us would keep in touch, talk about the latest developments, talk about simple things, but later on, the contact became less and less.
The two of us are people who are used to living alone, and I know that she should have her life, and there should be me in it.
The reason I came to the south was that I heard that it often rained here, but to be honest, the weather was much hotter than I expected, and I wanted to go to the Dragon King Temple to ask for rain when I was fine.
But college life is okay, with fun roommates and simple fun.
In fact, I really didn't expect that without her, my life would be so plain.
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By the time I graduated and returned to the county, it had already been four years.
I came back to attend Jiao Yang's wedding with my cousin, I met with Gao Shan and Ling Lingling in advance, and secretly prepared gifts for Jiao Yang and my cousin.
I haven't seen Gao Shan become mature for many years, and he still has a beard, and Ling Lingling has also become an authentic cold beauty.
Both of them seem to have a good life, especially Ling Lingling, she seems to have also gained the happiness she lost.
Because in the middle of the chat, I heard her answer a phone call, and the man on the phone urged her in a kind tone to come back for dinner in the evening, and he and her mother were waiting for her.
After hanging up the phone, Ling Lingling had a simple smile on his face, and I saw the remarks on the phone screen, which were the words "Dad".
After so many years, finally Nojitai came.
It reminds me of what she said to me many years ago, when she said to me
"Everything will be fine.."
Later, I said goodbye to Ling Lingling and Gao Shan, and I wandered around the county aimlessly alone.
Because it was winter, the weather was surprisingly cold, and the sky was overcast.
However, the roadside is quite lively, full of stalls selling apples.
I've rarely come back over the years, and every time I come back in a hurry, barely walking around the streets.
The county has changed a lot, many old shops are no longer there, and many new high-rise buildings have risen from the ground.
After walking unconsciously for a long time, I realized that I had actually walked to the gate of the high school.
Already.. Nothing is impressive.
It's a lot worse than I remember, but it's like, it's very similar.
I stood at the school gate for a while, realizing that it was noon to get out of school.
I thought about it, but walked in slowly.
When I walked in the door, I saw the job list on the bulletin board on the side, Xiao Yuyao had become the head of the grade, and the principal had changed faces from the previous teaching director.
I looked at Xiao Yuyao in the photo, her face was still so young, and she seemed to be a student who had penetrated into the teacher's interior in the photo of a group of people.
I looked at it for a moment before I left for the classroom again.
The familiar steps, with every step, are like stepping into reincarnation, as if returning to that innocent era.
When I reached the door of the classroom, I was surprised to find that there was a figure in the classroom.
I stood in the doorway stunned, and the people sitting in the classroom turned their heads.
The four eyes looked at each other, as if countless springs, summers, autumns and winters had passed.
It took a long, long time for me to come to my senses and walk in.
When I walked towards Lin Qiaoman, I had the illusion of going back to my high school years, and if I think about it, I haven't seen her for four years.
She's still so beautiful, and her hair has grown.
She was dressed in a teacher's clothes and sat in her former position.
I walked over to her, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, she spoke first, and she looked at me and said with red eyes
"Did you sneak into our classroom to steal something?" ”
I smiled and shook my head when I heard her say this, and whispered
"You're thinking too much, I'm just.. Take a look around and see if you can meet beautiful women, and by the way, look for memories. ”
Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman stepped forward slightly after a while.
I walked over to the seat inside and sat down, I had never felt cramped before, but now I felt so much cramped.
After sitting firmly, I looked at Lin Qiaoman and smiled, I moved my mouth and asked
"Do you want to be a teacher here?" How does it feel.."
Lin Qiaoman nodded slowly, she was still so well-behaved, and replied softly
"It's okay, it's peaceful and quiet.. And.."
"I can still think back to some things from the past from time to time.."
She looked at me again as she said this, but soon her gaze lingered on my hand again.
After a long time, she took a shallow breath and spoke
"What about you, do you have any news of her?" Your ring... It's still there."
Hearing Lin Qiaoman say this, I was stunned for a moment, and lowered my head to look at my fingers.
The ring has turned a little white, and the years have left indelible marks on it.
Soon I said "um" and whispered
"No.. I can't take it off.."
"It's been a part of my life for so many years."
My words made Lin Qiaoman silent, she lowered her head and was silent for a long time.
It was a long time before she suddenly stood up, first sighing, then looking at me and smiling
"To be honest, I was surprised to see you today."
"Your home, or there?"
When I heard Lin Qiaoman say this, I first nodded, and then I also stood up and said
"Well, it's still that.. I'm the same, to see you.."
"It's very happy, there is a feeling of going back to before.."
Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman's eyes began to blur again, she looked at me and whispered
"Was it, before... means: When you are the youngest and most innocent, right? At that time.."
"It's a very happy time.."
After saying this, Lin Qiaoman gently tidied up his coat again, and then spoke
"Okay, I'll go first. You're here alone... That.."
"Goodbye.."
Immediately before I could speak again, Lin Qiaoman turned around and walked out of the classroom step by step.
I watched her walk out of the classroom, and my heart slowly fell again.
I sat alone in the classroom, looking at everything strange around me.
It's all changed, and it doesn't seem to have changed.
Things are not people, and it is really the saddest word in the world.
Then I walked out of the classroom alone, out of the campus full of my memories.
The sky outside was even more gloomy, and I walked home slowly, ready to spend this Christmas Eve at home honestly for my birthday.
I still love this holiday, and no one doesn't like peace.
While I was sitting on the couch waiting for my parents to come back from the supermarket to cook a hearty meal, there was a soft knock at the door.
The sound was soft, and the sound of the knock was exceptionally clear in the gloomy night.
I stood up and was about to get up to open the door when suddenly my eyes were out of the window.
Just for a moment, the sky began to fall with snowflakes.
In a short moment, a white expanse slipped from the sky.
I froze, and suddenly I remembered that Chinese New Year's Eve many years ago, that night that was also covered with heavy snow.
The words that I couldn't remember that year finally became clear, and the voice that had disappeared in my ears for many years finally rang again.
It's still such a nice voice, and it's still that heartwarming tone.
It was as if she was standing right in front of me, whispering in my ear
"It's snowing~ When it's snowing.. It's a miracle."
After a long time, my eyes were red, and I walked to the door and slowly opened the door.