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Today, Yin Ziye took the initiative to ask her out, she can think that this is a special courtesy given to her by God, and it is also a good opportunity for her, and at the same time, she has also received the support of Tu Baobao, so many people at the right time and place, in Xu Yaran's opinion, the chance of success is very high, so Xu Yaran said loudly to Yin Ziye: "Yin Ziye, you heard me clearly." I have something very important to make clear to you. ”

Yin Ziye showed a lazy smile and said, "You can say anything directly." ”

Xu Yaran felt greatly encouraged when she heard Yin Ziye's words, so Xu Yaran forcibly supported her somewhat weak legs, and suddenly fell into Yin Ziye's arms, holding Yin Ziye's waist tightly with both hands, and buried her face deep in Yin Ziye's chest, she could almost hear Yin Ziye's irregular heartbeat, as well as the tense muscles all over her body, Xu Yaran's face was tightly attached to Yin Ziye's chest, and the body temperature on Yin Ziye's chest was transmitted to Xu Yaran's face through the shirt. Xu Yaran's heart, which was originally beating wildly because of her movements, actually settled down at that moment.

"Yaran, you ......" Yin Ziye was held by Xu Yaran in this warm posture, and Yin Ziye was a little adapted. So he wanted to push Xu Yaran away beside him, but Xu Yaran's hand holding him was very tight, and for a while, Yin Ziye couldn't break away from Xu Yaran's hug: "Yaran, don't be like this, you ......"

"Don't talk, can you give me a chance to finish what I want to say? Don't talk, just listen to me quietly. I really have a lot to say to you, and I'm afraid that I won't have the courage or opportunity to say it again in the future if I miss today. Just listen to me, don't speak. There was a hint of pleading in Xu Yaran's voice, she was begging Yin Ziye to give herself a chance to show her heart.

I don't know why when Yin Ziye heard Xu Yaran's humble voice, Yin Ziye's heart actually trembled slightly, maybe he thought of himself in front of Tu Baobao, why wasn't he so humble? The humble plea gives the speaker a chance. The opportunity to express himself, when he thought of this, Yin Ziye's heart softened, and he stretched out his hand to hug Xu Yaran's back, hoping to give her a little warmth.

Yin Ziye's actions undoubtedly gave Xu Yaran great support, and one of his subtle movements was more important than the countless words Tu Baobao said.

So Xu Yaran mustered up the courage to say to Yin Ziye: "Do you know? I've always liked you since I was in high school, but you're the baby's boyfriend, and when I confirmed your relationship from the baby's mouth, I really felt a special pain in my heart. Every time I see you and the baby in front of me, I feel a pain in my heart, but I have to smile and say blessings to you, because you are the man I like, and the baby is my best friend. Then you broke up with your baby and you went abroad. My heart seemed to be empty, and it wasn't until you returned to China later, and I accidentally saw your interview, that I knew that you had returned to China. Do you know how happy I am? Although you never have me in your eyes, I am still very happy, because we are now in the same city, we are very close now, and I am following all your news.

I know you're very capable, I know you've taken over the Yin family, and I know you've run the Yin family very well. I've always known that I've been silently watching everything about you in the dark corners that you can't see. You're like a glowing gem, and I know I'm not worthy of you, so I've never dared to appear in front of you.

Then the baby came back and you called me out for coffee, do you know how happy I was? This is the first time you've contacted me in years! I was going crazy with joy. But the reason why you came to me was still for the baby, and my heart was very complicated, happy and sad at that time. I'm happy that you asked me out for the first time, and I'm sad that the reason why you asked me out was for the baby. But I'm really happy to see you up close. In the rest of the time, I often thought that maybe it would be a good thing for you to be with the baby, and I could see you often, which could be regarded as a kind of compensation for me.

But then Nangong Yuhan knew that the baby had two children with her, so he married Nangong Yuhan for the sake of the child, my heart was also complicated, I was happy and sad, I was happy because you were not with the baby, maybe one day you will finally see my existence, but sadly, I am afraid that I will lose the only excuse to see you.

I like your things, has been pressed in my heart, I have always been careful to be afraid of being discovered by others, I am afraid that I and the baby have not even been friends, I am afraid that I and you will become strangers from now on, I am really afraid. Ever since I fell in love with you, I've been living this life of fear. My heart is full of you, I can't fall in love, I can't get married, I'm miserable. If I hadn't said that today, I think maybe I'd have gone crazy. ”

After speaking, Xu Yaran leaned into Yin Ziye's arms again, I don't know why when she said everything about it, she was relieved, but she also felt a little cold, only by hugging the man next to her tightly, she could feel the biting cold dissipating little by little.

"Yaran, I'm sorry, I didn't know I had inadvertently hurt you. But if I had a choice between feelings, I would not choose the baby, but you. I guess I'm going to be sorry for your affection, you forgot about me, right? I don't deserve you, you should find a better man to love you, I'm sorry. Yin Ziye hugged Xu Yaran and said to Xu Yaran with extreme guilt, Yin Ziye really felt very moved by what Xu Yaran said, but moving does not mean love, he has no way to forget Tu Baobao, let alone accept Xu Yaran.

Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's refusal, and tears poured out like a lake bursting its embankment. That beautiful longing was crushed in an instant, and that kind of despair was not something that could be experienced for a long time. So now Xu Yaran is experiencing the feeling of heartbreak, she was full of hope for this confession, but this moment was successfully shattered the moment Yin Ziye spoke.

"I'm sorry is really the three saddest words in the world, you made me forget you, but can you forget to paint the baby? If I could forget, I would definitely forget you. I've worked hard for ten years, but I haven't been able to forget you, because the love is too deep, so I can't forget it, maybe I can't leave you for the rest of my life, but I will try. Xu Yaran sniffed, then used all her strength to turn around and leave from Yin Ziye's side. Wen Xuan, who felt Yin Ziye's embrace, was even more reluctant to leave, but this man would never belong to him. So even if you can't bear it, you have to leave.

Xu Yaran returned to her position just now, wiped her red and swollen eyes, she has shed all the tears of her life today, and she will not cry again in the future.

Yin Ziye's arms were empty, and with Xu Yaran's resolute departure, Yin Ziye only felt that his heart suddenly felt a little empty, there was still a large water stain on the clothes on his chest, Xu Yaran's tears penetrated his clothes and seeped into Yin Ziye's chest, Yin Ziye only felt that his chest was hot.

Yin Ziye suddenly felt that he was a little sorry for Xu Yaran, or that he shouldn't have said it so directly, he could also feel how much courage Xu Yaran needed to show when he said those words, and now he shattered Xu Yaran's dream like this. He may be able to say something to make up for the guilt he felt about Xu Yaran in his heart: "Yaran, I'm sorry for my ......"

Xu Yaran reluctantly showed a smile and interrupted what Yin Ziye wanted to say, Xu Yaran said: "You don't have to say sorry to me, you didn't feel sorry for me, is there anything in the world that is more heartbreaking than sorry?" If it were possible, I would never want to hear those three words again. Although you didn't accept me today, I don't regret it, it was you who broke all my thoughts, which is good, really good...... Pretty good. I can have my own life, and I should be responsible for myself. Xu Ya's words were said to herself, and she was trying to convince herself.

"We'll be friends in the future, right?" Xu Yaran generously showed her smiling face and asked generously. It's just that Xu Yaran doesn't know that her smile now is even more ugly than crying. She looks really distressing like this. At least Yin Ziye was a little distressed, trying to show a woman who didn't care in front of her.

Yin Ziye also reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said, "Of course, we will always be friends." ”

Xu Yaran didn't know the eternal deadline in Yin Ziye's mouth, and she didn't know how far away her eternity was, but at this moment, Yin Ziye was willing to comfort herself, it was already very good, really good.

"Are you feeling better now?" Xu Yaran took a sip of beer and asked.

"Much better." Yin Ziye nodded.

"Since you're in a much better mood, let's go back now, I'll have to go to work tomorrow morning." Xu Yaran said.

"Hmm......" Yin Ziye nodded, originally he was in a bad mood to drink, but he didn't expect that so many things would be involved, and now although the two of them were acting as if nothing had happened, an atmosphere called embarrassment was brewing in the air bit by bit. If they stay any longer, maybe the two of them will be even more embarrassed, but now Yin Ziye's heart is more depressed than when he was up, and he always feels as if something is blocked in his chest, and there is nowhere to vent.