"I'm sorry I'm late." Xu Yaran put away her thoughts, showed a perfect smile, and sat opposite Yin Ziye.

"You didn't come late, I came a little early. I'm sorry to call you out so late, but I couldn't find a better candidate for a while, so I called you over. Didn't bother you, did you? Yin Ziye's voice was filled with a sense of alienation, which made Xu Yaran's heart half cold.

"It's okay, you've had a lot of drink, haven't you? Drink less, drinking alcohol is not good for your health. And if you're in a bad mood, even if you drink, it's still bad. Xu Yaran hid all her thoughts and said to Yin Ziye with a smile. She also wanted to be as brave as Tu Baobao said, to show her heart to Yin Ziye, and tell Yin Ziye that she had secretly liked him for many years. But now that she saw Yin Ziye, Xu Yaran couldn't say anything. Her heart was afraid. She was afraid that after Yin Ziye knew her thoughts, she would cut off all contact. Xu Yaran felt that she couldn't stand this blow.

"Huh...... But when a person gets drunk, he forgets all his troubles for a while, doesn't he? After Yin Ziye finished laughing at himself, he ordered another dozen beers, and then took the bottle in his hand and poured himself two sips.

"It's even more sad when you get into the wine, so don't drink it, right? Now I'll send you home, right? Xu Yaran said to Yin Ziye with some distress.

"Hmph......" Yin Ziye snorted coldly: "Go home?" Which home to go back to? Which is my home? I don't have a home. ”

Xu Yaran asked, "Have you encountered something unhappy, you can say it." It's very uncomfortable to hold it in my heart like this, although I can't help you anything, but if you say it, your heart may be better. Why should you be so yourself? There will be a solution to everything, and I believe that you can solve any problem, and you should stop doing this to yourself. Xu Yaran snatched the wine bottle from Yin Ziye's hand and said to Yin Ziye seriously.

"Give me the wine......" Yin Ziye snatched the wine bottle back again, he took a sip and said, "There are some things that cannot be solved." Yin Ziye's face showed a look of distress. Some things can never be undone, for example, the ten years that he and Tu Baobao missed will never come back.

"But if you don't want to say it, then I'll have two drinks with you, right?" Xu Yaran pursed her lips and finally said to Yin Ziye, since Yin Ziye didn't want to say it, since he wanted to drink, Xu Yaran really couldn't think of any reason not to drink with Yin Ziye. Even if she can be sad with Yin Ziye, Xu Yaran also feels that this is a feeling of happiness.

"Thank you, Yaran." Yin Ziye said to Xu Yaran with a wry smile.

Xu Yaran didn't speak, but picked up a bottle of beer like Yin Ziye, took a big sip of the bottle, and expressed her support for Yin Ziye with practical actions.

When Nangong Yuhan came home from work, his face was gloomy, he came back to find Tu Baobao's damn woman's accounting, but after a long walk at home, he didn't see the woman's figure, was it because he felt too guilty, so he hid it?

"Grandpa, didn't the baby come back today?" Nangong Yuhan asked with a gloomy face.

"No, my granddaughter-in-law called back this afternoon and said that she would not be back today." Nangong Jing replied casually with the latest campus magazine in his hand. After thinking about it, Nangong Jing put down the magazine in his hand, then turned his head and asked, "Do you have something to do with your daughter-in-law?" If anything, can you call her? Is there something wrong with the two of you? You are a man, you have to tolerate your granddaughter-in-law more, she is not easy, she raised Yuyu and Yanyan alone, and she must have suffered a lot before. Nangong Jing thought that Tu Baobao brought two lovely children for their Nangong family, and Nangong Jing could always understand Tu Baobao in particular.

If it were another woman, she would probably kill the child if she was pregnant before marriage, so as not to delay her life. But the granddaughter-in-law actually gave birth to the child, and it was not easy for her to raise the child to such a big age in a foreign country by herself, so she squinted at this, their Nangong family should be kind to Tu Baobao, otherwise, it would show that they were too ruthless and unrighteous.

Nangong Yuhan's heart slandered, Tu Baobao's woman was scheming and terrible, she may not have a miserable life abroad with her children, with Tu Baobao's means, she should live a very good life, right? Even a man like Yin Ziye will be fascinated by Tu Baobao, other men should give everything for Tu Baobao, right? Nangong Yuhan thought sourly in his heart, his current thoughts were obviously jealous in his heart.

But Nangong Yuhan won't really say these words, and he won't let more people know what happened today, it's about a man's face, so Nangong Yuhan nodded and said, "Okay, I know." I won't embarrass her. ”

"Well, since she has something to do today, don't bother her. She'll be back tomorrow. Nangong Yuhan took off his glasses and said.

Nangong Yuhan didn't say anything, but the anger in his heart was slowly brewing, and he was still wondering if Tu Baobao was with Yin Ziye now. Thinking of this possibility, Nangong Yuhan's fists clenched tightly. The green tendons on the hands burst out, and there is a possibility of breaking up and hurting people. It was definitely a wrong decision that Tu Baobao didn't come back today.

Yin Ziye's amount of alcohol is not very good, he gets drunk after half of it, maybe it's because the wine is not drunk and everyone gets drunk, he wants to be drunk, so he is really drunk. Xu Yaran is a woman, and her drinking is even worse than Yin Ziye, she is also drunk in a daze, and the whole person seems to float.

"You know what? It turns out that my baby and I have really missed a lot of things over the years, and all of this is caused by my mother, you know? If it weren't for my mother, maybe the baby would have been waiting for me, and when I came back from studying abroad, the baby would still be waiting for me, and then we could get married, maybe now we already have two lovely children like Yuyu and Yanyan. But that kid is my Yin Ziye's, not Nangong Yuhan's. But it was all ruined by my mom, you know? I don't blame the baby at all, I don't blame the baby for why he didn't wait for me to come back, I don't blame the baby for giving birth to Nangong Yuhan's child, and I don't blame the baby for marrying Nangong Yuhan. I only blame myself for being too cowardly back then, so I will give Nangong Yuhan a chance to take advantage of it. I really hated myself. Yin Ziye said those secrets hidden in his heart with a smile, if he hadn't drunk wine at the moment, if he hadn't used alcohol to strengthen his courage, maybe Yin Ziye wouldn't have said this.

Xu Yaran is right about one thing, he is even more sad when he is drunk, now he feels weak, but at the same time he is very sober, he seems to have never been so sober as he is now. After drinking, not only did he not feel better, but he was even more painful, and now his heart was aching for a while, and Yin Ziye's tears of pain flowed out.

Xu Yaran said: "Actually, baby, sometimes what you say is right, why do you have to be obsessed with your love for your baby?" If one day you give up on the baby, as long as you are willing to look back, you will find that you have actually missed a good girl, she has always been behind you, as soon as you look back, you will see a girl who has been waiting for you for many years. He has never given up on you, she is as persistent as you, maybe you will never see her existence, but she still loves you so much. Xu Yaran mistook the strength of the wine, looked at Yin Ziye with burning eyes, and said to Yin Ziye with deep affection.

Yin Ziye looked at Xu Yaran and sneered, and asked rhetorically, "Is it?" But I don't want to look back, I don't want to give up the baby, I want to be with her, I want her to be my wife. I don't mind giving and talking, I can accept them. I only want to see the baby alone, but she has walked in front of me, and even if she does, she won't be there, why should I turn back? I have to keep running forward, it is possible to catch up with the baby's footsteps again, sometimes I want the baby to stop moving forward, occasionally look back, as long as she is willing to look back, you will definitely be able to see me, but why is she so stingy and refuses to look back at me? Even if it's just a glance. Sometimes I look back and think that ten years have passed in the blink of an eye. But in the blink of an eye, everything changed. I'd really rather go back to 10 years ago, when I didn't have anything, but I had a baby, I felt very happy at that time, and now I can't get that feeling back, no matter how successful I run the company, no matter how rich I am, this is not the life I want. ”

Xu Yaran pinched the corner of her clothes tightly, her hands tightened and tightened, and the tendons on the back of her hands burst out.

Xu Yaran took a deep breath, just take a gamble today, the big deal is a heroic sacrifice, she really can't stand Yin Ziye's mouth now, all she keeps saying is a baby...... Baby's, why didn't Yin Ziye refuse to give her a chance?

Since Yin Ziye is stingy and refuses to give, then he has to rely on himself, so he will give it to himself.

Xu Yaran slapped the table, and there was a loud bang, and then Xu Yaran was very serious, very cautious, today she plans to hide the words in her heart for more than ten years, and make it clear to Yin Ziye at one time today, she doesn't want to regret it many years later, regret that she was too cowardly, even if she is rejected by Yin Ziye today...... If you refuse, there's nothing to regret, is there? At least she worked hard for the fate between herself and Yin Ziye.

If Yin Ziye doesn't like herself, maybe she can really let go of Yin Zi's information completely in the future, like a normal woman, go on a blind date, fall in love, get married, and have children...... This is the normal trajectory of a woman's life.

She didn't want to spend her whole life in this fruitless crush. She's almost three, and if she doesn't say anything else, she may really not have a chance.