Chapter 235: Determination.
Genius remembered for a second, "Love ♂ ÷ small? Say →', provide you with wonderful novels to read. I was already very sad when I said such things to Wang Jiaci, but when I heard her say this again, I raised my head, and tears flowed down my eyes.
I don't know when it started. I've become so vulnerable, and Wang Jiaci's words made me easily break down emotionally, because I knew she was not wrong.
Since she chose to come back because of me, it means that not only me, but she also doesn't want to live that kind of life without each other anymore, so she will say this now, so from the beginning Wang Jiaci has decided to put all her last time on me.
But she certainly didn't expect me to say such a thing to her, and I would ask her to leave me again
What I saw in her eyes at this moment was not only sadness, but also a complex emotion. It's impossible to tell what it is.
But soon Wang Jiaci suddenly smiled again, she gently raised the corners of her mouth, and the hand on my cheek moved up again, wiping away the tears that had just slipped out of my eyes and said
"Xiao Xiaoming, you are really crying, and you dare to promise me that you will not cry in the future, which is not convincing at all."
Seeing Wang Jiaci like this, I moved my head, lowered my head and pretended to be calm and rubbed my eyes, while looking at her again, still not saying anything.
At this moment I don't know what I should say, what I can say, what I want to say has just been said.
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This is really a sad and difficult thing to choose, Wang Jiaci and I just looked at each other like this, not knowing who should make this step.
Is it me that I have to give up what I promised Jiaci's father, and then stubbornly let Wang Jiaci stay by my side and watch her physical condition get worse day by day
Or should I. Continue to convince her, continue to tell her that I don't want this, I don't want her to pay such a big price to stay with me
When I think about it, I feel a little overwhelmed by that tangled feeling.
And Wang Jiaci didn't react much, she looked at me silently, and she also closed her mouth and didn't say a word.
At the moment, the two of us seemed to be quieter than anyone else, as if who spoke first.
Finally, after a long while, Wang Jiaci still spoke.
She took a deep breath and said as she squeezed my palm slightly with her little hand
"Xiao Xiaoming, do you really think so in your heart?"
When I asked this, a trace of firmness flashed in Wang Jiaci's eyes, and her serious expression made my heart suddenly rise to my throat, and I was instantly stunned.
At this moment I felt a pressure that I had never felt before, because I knew. My next sentence will make the difference.
My next sentence will determine Wang Jiaci's stay or not, this is the first time I have seen her heart through her eyes, but I didn't expect it to be at this time.
How am I going to answer her?
Should I look at the bigger picture, or should I be selfish for once?
At this moment, my heart seemed to stop beating, and I kept clenching my fists in a bit of panic, and the joints creaked.
To be honest, I want Wang Jiaci to stay.
The world without her is a dark place for me. I don't want to experience that kind of life when I can only spend my days by missing every day.
However, at this time, there seemed to be a voice in my body that kept echoing.
The voice told me I couldn't do that
If I do that, what awaits Wang Jiaci will be getting worse and worse, and she is obviously in so much pain, but she still has to pretend to be strong in front of me, that kind of scene is definitely not what I want.
I hesitated for a while, but finally bit my lip and nodded
"Well, I want you to live"
"I want you to live longer"
As soon as the words fell, Wang Jiaci's expression began to blur, and after I don't know how long, she gently curled the corners of her mouth, a tear slipped from the corner of her eyes, and moved her mouth and whispered
"Okay, then I promise you"
Her words made me look up in surprise, and although I was so close, I didn't seem to be able to see her face clearly, and I only felt a chill pass down her palm to my heart, freezing my chest into the coldest North Pole.
It took a long time for me to move my mouth again, but it was as if I had lost the ability to speak in an instant, and I could only move my mouth without making any sound.
After a while, Wang Jiaci pulled out her little hand, she took a deep breath, and said in a cold tone
"Xiao Xiaoming, you go home first, I want to be alone for a while"
"I'll call you when I want you to come"
After saying this, Wang Jiaci moved her body again, as if she was very tired in an instant, she slowly moved her feet onto the bed, and lowered her head and stopped looking at me.
And I hadn't recovered from her words, and I felt that she was suddenly a little excited by such an action, and wanted to say something, but when I saw her now, I swallowed back the words that came to my mouth.
I looked at her for a moment before nodding my head again and whispering
"Uh-huh"
My words didn't make Wang Jiaci have any reaction, she didn't know what she was thinking, and her eyes were a little stupid.
I stood on the edge of the bed for a while, then I straightened up, turned around in a trance, and walked towards the outside of the ward little by little.
When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but turn my head, only to see Wang Jiaci curled up, her whole head buried in her knees, at this moment, she was extremely distressed.
Seeing her like this I really wanted to walk back and hug her, rubbing her hair while telling her I wouldn't let her go, I think she would always stay with me.
But in the end, I held back.
My heart was like a knife, but I dragged myself down the stairs.
When I got out of the hospital, the sun's rays made me feel dizzy, and I pushed the cart in a trance, and rode towards my house like I lost my soul.
I didn't know how I got home, I only knew that when I got home, I was in tears, and I was depressed.
I didn't expect things to turn out like this today, I didn't expect everything to turn out like this in the end.
I lay back on my bed, my body curled up, and my heart was sad for a while.
I didn't move for the whole afternoon, I just felt like the world was spinning and I couldn't do anything but shed tears.
By night, it was starting to get dark outside.
I lay in bed and looked out at the dark night sky, and the twinkling stars seemed to laugh at my incompetence.
However, at this moment, the mobile phone in my pocket suddenly rang, and I quickly took out the mobile phone with a thrill all over my body.
But when I saw the caller on my phone, the excitement disappeared in an instant, and it was replaced by a sense of foreboding.
It took me a while to put my phone to my ear and gently press the connect button.
As soon as the thumb was pressed, the voice of Jiaci's father came from the phone
"Hey, it's me"
Normally, I might have called my uncle or something, but at this moment I didn't have any strength, just spoke into the phone in a weak voice
"Hmm"
I guess I also felt my emotions, and Jiaci's father on the other end of the phone was quiet for a while before he said slowly
"In the afternoon, Xiaoci told me that she promised to transfer to the hospital, and I have asked someone to go through the formalities, and if there is no problem with the ticket, it will be set to leave Beijing the day after tomorrow."
Jiaci's father's words made my head buzz again, and I didn't feel anything.
I felt my hand holding the phone start to tremble, but I still gritted my teeth and forced out a "hmm" sound, which was an answer.
After hearing my "um", Jiaci's father sighed as if on the other end of the phone.
After a while, his voice sounded again, as if he was a little remorseful
"I know that this may not be very good for you and Xiaoci, but this is also a way to let you accept your grievances."
"If you can, I'll help you book a hotel in Beijing the day after tomorrow, and if there is no problem, you can send her all the way to the plane."
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