After the official contract, there are more and more opportunities to perform, from the opera house to the apartment is not far away, but because the theater itself is very remote, if the apartment I live in takes half an hour to walk, if you take a bus in a few minutes, but from the apartment to the opera line line is not much, only 30 minutes a shift, sometimes from the theater to the bus station, just meet the bus to drive away, so if the time is still early, I basically walk back and forth.

The days slipped quietly between my fingers, and the people and things that used to be seemed to be far away from me, so far away that I didn't think about it for a long time, but not remembering it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, and when I thought I had forgotten some people and things, and I could live peacefully, there were people and things around me......

On this day, because there was no performance in the theater, I went back to my apartment early, and the habit I had developed for more than half a year was that if I didn't go to work during the day, I would definitely go to the bridge of Sant'Angelo on the Tiber in the evening, as usual, there were not many people during the day, and I sat quietly on the banks of this river that crossed the ancient city of Rome, the third longest river in Italy, and my thoughts drifted far and wide, on the other side of the ocean, are my elderly parents still well? Is it heartbroken because of my unfilial daughter?

Father, mother, it's not that my daughter doesn't want to contact you, it's just that because my daughter has had so many misfortunes, I don't dare to face you anymore, so I don't think I gave birth to my daughter!

There is also Brother Yu Han, who is close to Uncle Lin's tomb, you have been sleeping in that pine and cypress for a full year, and Aunt Lin, the woman I regard as my daughter, is now also lying in the cold ground, and finally Lin Yuhao, the man who almost broke his liver and intestines in the face of his brother and mother leaving at the same time, has gradually recovered from the pain......

Every time I think about it, tears splash down my cheeks and the hem of my clothes.

Knowing Blue Pool Hyun was just an accident, in fact, I don't know if it was an accident or an inevitability.

Because I haven't always believed in coincidence, but this person, even once, twice, appeared when I cried so much, what is even more ridiculous is that in those days, he took over the entire opera house with a lot of money, just to listen to a few concerts, since then, I feel that his appearance is somewhat inevitable, but no matter what, I am convinced that Lan Chi Xuan has no malicious intentions and intentions towards me, because this was quickly confirmed, Sister Xiaoxuan said, the Lan family is an ancient and mysterious family in Italy.

In Italy, the Blue House is a symbol, just as the ancient Colosseum is a symbol of Rome. The prestige of the Lan family is a deep-rooted symbol that will never fall down in the hearts of the people of Jingdali.

So for such a prestigious and mysterious family, if I can get the favor of any member of their family, the first thing I should feel is lucky, and not wonder what his intentions are?

It seems that I am really lucky, after experiencing the birth of Sister Xiaoxuan, Lan Chi Xuan is inextricably linked with me and the Jiang family, and I can't get rid of it!

I don't know if Blue Pool Hyun is important to me, and I never ask about his background, but in the five years I've been in Italy, he's seemed to be everywhere, and he's always there for me whenever I need him, and I don't know if his GM position is just in name, because he never seems to have to run around the company like any other GM.

He has a lot of time to squander, but I found that he has always been clean and self-loving, never set foot in certain places, and never go to any parties alone, and occasionally invite me to participate together, most of the time I refuse, sometimes out of curiosity, I will even agree to his invitation, accompany him to a drinking party, but after being rumored to be the heroine of a few scandals, I don't dare to do it again in the future, although I don't know what the background of this Lan family is, but as long as I am with him, no matter what the occasion, The degree of respect that the people around him have for him can be seen.

However, no matter how big his family background is, it doesn't have much to do with me, so for five years, I haven't even inquired or searched the Internet. It is said that the wealthy are overturned, and in the past, Fang Virgin and Fang Weinan, I saw the boredom and helplessness of the wealthy family very clearly. I don't see a feeling of boredom in Lan Chi Hyun, but I feel that he feels a little proud to be the descendants of a musical family.

Because Lan Chi Hyun really likes to listen to music, he is a regular visitor to the opera house, whenever there is a big concert, he will go to enjoy it as much as possible, but when I participate in a performance, no matter how big or small, he will not leave a single one. Lan Chi Xuan also has a strange habit, usually get along well, but every time I perform on stage, he sits in the audience, often has a hollow eye, as if he wants to look at another person through himself, and that person must be someone he wants to cherish in his life and can't touch.

Later, I learned that he was learning the violin, and sometimes I would ask him to play it to me, but he would not refuse, but it was really hard to play, as if his fingers were not very flexible, and I really couldn't imagine how a child born in a musical family could have such a low musical attainment, and whenever he laughed at him, he always smiled good-naturedly, and was not angry.

We only occasionally collaborate on one or two songs, because most of the time, I don't really like ensembles of two. Because every time I play in the ensemble, I think of Yuhan, and I think of the person who practiced the piano with me and taught himself to become a flute; In order to match my chorus, the teenager who was often in the dead of night and was still secretly practicing, back then, he always thought I didn't know! But across the evening breeze of the Han River, I must have been able to hear Yu Han's suppressed flute.

Yu Han, it's been five years, I thought that time could really change everything, but five years ago today, not only did not I fade away from my thoughts about him like a relative, but the scene that happened in front of me five years ago became more visible.

In the long years of almost 30 years of my life, I have had two long-term nightmares, both of which are closely related to Yuhan, one is the 'Yellow Leaves' incident when I was a child, and the one that almost caused Yuhan to drown in the Hanjiang River at the entrance of the village; The other one is the car accident five years ago.

The first time I had a nightmare, my nightmare lasted for months, and luckily music healed me; When the second incident happened, my nightmare lasted for five years, and in addition to Lan Chi Xuan, Teacher Jiang, Sister Xiao Xuan, and Xiao Muxue, it is no surprise that music has become my medicine for continuing to treat nightmares.

In the past five years, my musical journey has been very fortunate in this foreign country, but it has also been extremely difficult.

Fortunately, I have Jiang Xu, a teacher who is also a brother and a brother, who paved my future and let me move forward triumphantly on the road of music; The difficult thing is that in addition to overcoming the language barrier, I also need to continue to improve, and I need to go through my own continuous efforts to fade the halo that Mr. Jiang and Mr. Wei gave me at the beginning. Because there are many people in the opera house who are more qualified and talented than me, if you are not careful, you can be thrown far away by other colleagues. The initial aura is only temporary, but the brilliance you can exert will never change.

Of course, in the past five years, I still have to feel someone, and I am very glad that Lan Chi Hyun has always been by my side, accompanying me to rejoice and accompany my sorrows, whenever I cry, when I need to vent, he will appear by my side on time, although he doesn't say anything, just give me a hug tightly, and my irritable heart will slowly calm down.

Ah Xuan, please forgive me for being selfish, while enjoying your warmth, I still want to reject you for thousands of miles. It seems that I can only thank you in my heart for not giving up on you for the past five years, and ignore the expectations and sorrows in your eyes. Because my heart is too small to fit too many people and things.

Actually, there is another reason, I once promised that person, if we separate, I will wait forever for him to appear.

Now, the person I've been waiting for has finally appeared......

I finally waited for the day of reunion, no matter the road ahead, on the road of red dust, I will join hands with him to advance and retreat......

Volume 1 is over