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Fu Lingyuan was slightly stunned, and his eyes immediately darkened.

Ruan Shu replied for him: "No, you are on this road today, not because of the 'Uncle Hao' who once appeared in your life for a short time, but because of your own heart." ”

"In those years, you weren't really degenerate, you were just at a loss, and the appearance of 'Uncle Hao' was at most a catalyst, not a determining factor. Even if you didn't know 'Uncle Hao' at the beginning, you would break free from the confusion because of other encounters, and the difference between earlier and later was just that. ”

"Even if you didn't choose to 'go abroad' at the beginning, you wouldn't be able to go all the way to the dark, at worst, you would be a stingy kid who simply lived this life under the shadow of the Fu family."

"So, how are you the same as Zhuang Yao and 'S'?" She cut back to the beginning point, "Even Zhuang Yao and 'S' are different. No matter how great Ruan Chunhua's influence is, Zhuang Yao has also become a defective product because of his original heart. ”

"To be honest, Ruan Chunhua's biggest mistake is that you are a child of the Fu family, you grew up in the Fu family, and the Fu family laid the most important foundation for you. Your mind is independent and autonomous, and if you don't accept it yourself, it will be useless for others to say or do more. ”

"Maybe we have to admit that 'Uncle Hao' did affect you to a certain extent in those years. But in reality it is only because the 'influences' are exactly what you are in, that you receive what you are able to receive, that you take the initiative, and not that he has successfully instilled in you. ”

Fu Lingyuan remained silent.

In order to make it easier for her to speak, she has also taken off her mask.

There were cars passing from time to time on the road not far from the fork, and her voice was not in the least drowned out by the occasional noise, but showed a penetrating sense of crispness, soothing his previous irritability little by little, smoothing his thoughts, and clearing his mind.

In those years, he wandered into various places, saw the depravity of too many people his age, and also saw too many broken and tragic happy families.

Gradually, he found that many things could not be solved by him threatening female classmates not to come to the bar to make quick money, and he felt the powerlessness in Uncle Hao's mouth.

He himself is no longer satisfied with hiding in the shadows and doing small things in a small area. He wants more room to play, and he wants to make himself more valuable.

This is the real reason why he chose to "go abroad" back then, and perhaps this is what she said about his heart.

After a pause, Ruan Shu spoke again: "Let me ask you again, did you destroy the Lu family and Qingmen for the sake of 'Uncle Hao''s expectations for you?" ”

This time, Fu Lingyuan replied personally: "No." ”

The voice was still slightly hoarse from the smoke and alcohol, but it was more flat than before, not to mention calm and convinced.

"Okay." Ruan Shu bowed his head and had a serious expression, "You didn't 'go abroad' for him back then, and now you don't want to destroy the Lu family because of his expectations, you do what you want to do, where can you say 'fulfill his wish'?" If you change yourself because your mission happens to coincide with his purpose, that is when you really lose the initiative, fall into his net, and be at his mercy. ”

Fu Lingyuan's thoughts trembled.

It's that weird.

He struggled with himself all day and couldn't get through, and when she said this, things seemed to become very simple in an instant.

He stared at her deeply, his lips still opening and closing with some difficulty: "As you just said, in a way, he did have an influence on me. ”

"Where there is an impact, there is an impact, so what?" Ruan Shu retorted, "As long as there is contact between people, it will inevitably have a greater or lesser impact. Even when I was walking down the street and saw a strange passer-by spitting, that passer-by had an impact on me, because the person's behavior reminded me of my moral standards. ”

"But he's not a stranger to me." Fu Lingyuan said, "He has always been my role model, and it is only now that I found out that everything is fake, found out that he was stupid, and many things have become jokes." ”

"Who hasn't been stupid? Who hasn't made a joke? Have you ever made stupid or jokes, but you are not confident in your life? Ruan Shu smiled, "It's like making a friend by mistake when I was young, and the three views don't agree, so I just shoot it and break up." ”

Then she corrected: "What's more, 'Uncle Hao' is not your role model at all, and the image run by 'Uncle Hao' is the example you want." Another person, as long as he has the character and beliefs that you respect, will also be your example. It is not 'Uncle Hao' who really guides you, it is the pursuit and belief in your own heart. ”

Fu Lingyuan's thin lips pursed.

Ruan Shu saw that he didn't speak, so he spoke up again, half questioning and half asking his confirmation: "Are you really tired?" Want to give up halfway? ”

"If yes, then let's not force ourselves, and if we don't do it, we won't do it. You are not a great man, and you don't dare to fight iron, and you have provided a lot of information and collected a lot of clues in Qingmen over the years, which can be regarded as fulfilling your responsibility. ”

Fu Lingyuan tugged at the corners of his mouth when he heard this: "Are you encouraging me to be a deserter?" ”

"If you can be calm, and in the days to come, you will not feel guilty about this incident, and there will be no burden in your heart, then the deserter will be a deserter, and I am willing to be the reason for you to be a deserter." Ruan Shu said sincerely, "The name 'deserter' is a kind of moral kidnapping. It's all about being at ease. ”

Fu Lingyuan's eyes flickered.

The woman in front of him was like a brilliant pearl, how lucky he was to be able to get her treasure from the vast sea of people.

Her waist was slender and light outlined by the clothes, and he could fully encircle it with his arms outstretched.

After grabbing her, he gagged her slightly open mouth as if she was going to continue talking.

His lips and tongue swept, and he didn't let go of every corner of her mouth, leaving all his smell, and he reluctantly let people go.

Ruan Shu was kissed so much that he forgot what he was going to say, and angrily smashed his chest twice with his fist: "Your mouth is full of tobacco and alcohol!" Stinks to death! ”

The inhabitants of the neighborhood walked by, probably seeing them kissing from a distance, and now when they walked up to the two of them, they looked at them twice, with a friendly smile on their faces.

Ruan Shu was embarrassed by being bumped into her and Fu Lingyuan, and subconsciously worried about being recognized, so she hurriedly lowered her head and pulled the mask back on her face.

When he raised his face again, he saw that Fu Lingyuan's eyes were hidden with a vague urgency.

Ruan Shu glanced at him fiercely.

Fu Lingyuan stretched out his hand and pulled down her mask again, and gently traced her fingertips along her forehead and lip line, teasing: "Mrs. Fu has analyzed the big truth, one by one." ”

"Blame me for being too preachy?" Ruan Shu himself looked back at this time and felt some of this. After all, most people's psychology instinctively rejects such a thing.

She didn't know why she was able to say so much.

Maybe unconsciously, I know Fu Lingyuan too well...... She knows better than herself.

In the past, he always reasoned with her while analyzing, and when it started, she could also recognize him......

Probably this is an interpretation of love as giving to each other and supporting each other.

Ruan Shu thought.

Of course, she also knew that some of her words might be too light.

Hopefully it will make some difference.

I heard Fu Lingyuan say: "No, Mrs. Fu's words, I am very teachable." ”

"Then ......," Ruan Shu asked, "you haven't answered my question yet." ”

Fu Lingyuan pulled the suitcase in one hand and held her in the other, and continued to walk in the direction of the community, and said lightly: "I need to think about ...... again"

Ruan Shu frowned: "What are you still worried about?" ”

She actually knew his answer very well, he couldn't be a "deserter". He is a very responsible and responsible man, he doesn't really want to let go, as long as he turns a corner in the relationship between Ruan Chunhua and Uncle Hao.

Fu Lingyuan was silent for a while, and said: "Although I am only responsible for catching conclusive evidence that makes the Lu family exculpable, Ruan Chunhua's incident and a large part of Lu Zhenhua's side are mixed together, and I will definitely have no way to avoid it at that time." It will delay me more time and energy. ”

"Don't try to throw the pot on me again." Ruan Shu stopped, his expression was not good, "I can afford to wait." ”

Fu Lingyuan then stopped, smiled lightly, and touched her face: "Well, I know." ”

Ruan Shu felt like he was reading his subtext again—"But I don't want you to wait too long." ”

Fu Lingyuan put down his hand, turned his eyebrows high, and looked solemn: "Ruan Chunhua's back...... It should be deep and complex. In terms of experimentation, I'm not sure there's much to say at the moment, but ......"

"Huh?" Ruan Shu asked with a smile.

Fu Lingyuan took a deep breath, and when he spoke again, he seemed to suddenly change the topic: "More than ten years ago, Ruan Chunhua mixed into the police and no one noticed the abnormality of his identity, and he was able to take over such an important undercover mission, and the backer behind it was not light. ”

Ruan Shu nodded, indicating that he understood this.

After confirming that Uncle Hao was actually one of Ruan Chunhua's disguised identities, Ma Yi suspected that there was a more serious involvement behind the experiment (Chapter 756), which was basically confirmed.

was thinking, she was frightened by Fu Lingyuan's next sentence: "The single family may not be able to get out of the relationship." ”

"Why do you say that?" She immediately asked, "What did you find?" ”

"Preliminary judgment, not yet verified." Fu Lingyuan reminded him, folded his eyebrows, and then informed, "The policeman in charge of Uncle Hao back then was from the Shan family. ”

During his conversation with Nguyen Xuan Hua at Wat Pho at Wat Pho, he only briefly remembered the incident (Chapter 803). Today, when he was left alone, he took it out again and thought about it......

Ruan Shu was stunned.

The audio of the humiliation of the biological mother, the ill-intentioned intentions of the former life coach, and the revelation of the identity of the third have been blows one after another, and it turns out that there is such a thing, involving his good friend's family.

If the Shan family really played any role in it, it would undoubtedly be another test for Fu Lingyuan.

Fu Lingyuan looked at her expression, but he regretted telling her a little.

"Don't think about it." He pulled up her mask to cover her face.

"Hmm." Ruan Shu also reached out and pulled out a mask and hat for him.

There was no word for a while, and it was difficult to hide a heaviness in the quiet.

The two of them had their own thoughts and entered the community together.

The three boys were playing with their skates, and Queer flew past them like the wind, laughing and shouting at who would finish first.

Fu Lingyuan led her to the side and gave way.

The last child was the slower, and he didn't play as well as the two children in front of him, and suddenly slipped under the soles of his shoes, and the whole person fell straight towards Ruan Shu.

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