809, I don't want to fulfill his wish

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His forehead is more sensitive than the back of his hand, and I can feel the prickly feeling of his stubble.

And the smell of tobacco and alcohol in his mouth became stronger because of the approach at this time.

Ruan Shu pushed his chest with great disgust, distanced himself from him, lifted his eyelids, and commented lukewarmly: "Capricious!" ”

Then he commented: "Childish! ”

Fu Lingyuan was like a second fool, just laughing, laughing and rubbing into her arms.

Ruan Shu dodged him and got up to put the medicine bottles back.

"No need." Fu Lingyuan grabbed her, "No one here will use it again in the future." ”

A particularly sad sentence.

Ruan Shu sniffed the aroma of herbs in his nose and asked in a low voice, "How are you going to settle Gege?" Will they send her back to the house of the former Great Elder? ”

"Those are not her relatives, what are you sending them back for?" Fu Lingyuan played with the hat and mask she had taken off before, and the undercurrent in her eyes was turbulent.

Ruan Shu moved his lips twice, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Huang Sang's grandmother, the old woman, has always been Ruan Chunhua's person, and she knew what Ruan Chunhua did, but she allowed Huang Sang to fall into Ruan Chunhua's trap. What kind of psychology does it have to be so bad for his own granddaughter's life?

Indeed, as he said, it is not Gege's relatives at all.

What's more, it's not clear now, is it only the old woman, or is there someone else in that family who also knows the inside story?

After all, you shouldn't send Gege back......

Fu Lingyuan stood up, took the cotton shirt and put it back on, and immediately took her hand: "Let's go, go and pack Gege's luggage." ”

Ruan Shu left the main house with him and walked to Gege's room.

The doors and windows of the room were wide open.

Even so, as soon as she entered, she could still smell the faint smell of carbon fire that had not completely dispelled away.

It probably comes from a carbon basin on the ground that has not been cleaned.

When Fu Lingyuan passed by, he kicked it over.

Kicked out a sense of disgust.

The iron basin was boiling, and the carbon pieces scattered to the ground, and the remaining water used to extinguish the carbon fire in the basin had melted the deep black of the carbon fire and slowly flowed out of the ground.

Like black tears.

The corners of Ruan Shu's eyebrows pressed very lightly.

Looking forward and then looking at the bed, the quilt was messy, the bottle holder next to the bed still hung with infusion tubes, and a chair was overturned.

Obviously, everything remains the same as when Huang Sang committed suicide.

It seems to be a scene from Huang Sang's suicide to the rescue of the two by medical personnel.

Fu Lingyuan led her to stop in front of the wardrobe, and after opening the wardrobe, his eyebrows pressed down, and he casually pulled a bunch of clothes hanging inside: "I forgot, most of the clothes Gege usually wears are cheongsam." ”

"Buy her a new one. Pack two items that can be changed first. Ruan Shu proposed.

The cheongsam will evoke Gege's memories of Huang Sang.

She hopes that Gege's future life will be completely new, no longer confined to this small Chinese medicine hall, she can breathe the outside air, she can go to school, and she can go wherever she wants.

The two had the same thoughts, Fu Lingyuan looked sideways, the light in his eyes was broken, and nodded: "Well, buy her a new one." ”

"I'll pick up the clothes, you go find two dolls she likes to bring with you." Ruan Shu divided the work with him, and went to the corner to get the suitcase.

After a while, Fu Lingyuan's advice came out: "Huang Sang's clothes are also busy looking for a set to be used as a shroud." ”

Ruan Shu paused for half a second, opened the other half of the wardrobe, and it was full of Huang Sang's clothes.

There are also a lot of new clothes, but several sets of tags are still there, and they haven't been worn, probably because they basically don't go out.

I basically don't go out, I still buy, after all, it's a woman, and there is no one who doesn't like to buy new clothes.

Thinking about Huang Sang's selfishness of not allowing Ge Ge to go out to school and completely closing off, how could she not have to endure it herself.

And she's definitely harder than Gege - she's really lived like a normal person, and she's more aware of how colorful and attractive the outside world is than Gege, who was brought here to seclusion at a young age......

Eventually, she settled on a brightly colored set.

Fu Lingyuan also took a Barbie doll and came over at this time.

Ruan Shu pointed to the suitcase and motioned for him to put it in.

"No, it's not meant to be brought to her." Fang Cai's smile had completely disappeared on Fu Lingyuan's face, and even his eyes were different.

Without going into details, he bent down to close and lock her suitcase, and said "let's get out", and took the lead with the suitcase in one hand and Barbie in the other.

As he passed the carbon basin that he had kicked over, he threw the doll inside.

The originally clean and beautiful Barbie was suddenly dyed with black carbs.

Immediately, his free hand wrapped Ruan Shu's hand again, and he left the room with her.

Ruan Shu pursed his lips slightly, glanced at the doll in the carbon basin, guessed that it was probably related to Uncle Hao, quickly retracted his gaze, and followed him back to the courtyard without saying a word.

At this time, I looked carefully, and the herbs in the bamboo dustpan were still dry, confiscated at night, and all the rain was poured and the tide was tidal.

However, the aroma of herbs wafts away.

Fu Lingyuan put the suitcase next to the stone table and chair in the courtyard.

Ah Shu and Ah Shang with their cats were sniffing around the wooden blocks of the rocking chair that had been chopped up, wondering what they were.

As soon as Fu Lingyuan appeared, the cats suddenly lost interest in the rocking chair, and rushed over to Fu Lingyuan, meowing and rubbing Fu Lingyuan's trouser legs.

The two cats, who were squeezed into no place and left alone, looked at Ruan Shu a little timidly, as if they were hesitating to rub Ruan Shu.

Ruan Shu stared at them wide-eyed, not taking the initiative to get close, but also did not deliberately stay away from them.

Fu Lingyuan squatted down, stretched his long arms, pulled all the cats in front of him, and followed their fur one by one, silent.

Ruan Shu suddenly remembered that he had told her that Ah Shu and Ah Shang were the descendants of the cat that Uncle Hao had raised before. Thinking about the memory he has been destroying about Uncle Hao today, even the Barbie doll just now has been lost, should he plan to ...... these cats

Fu Lingyuan got up again and walked in the direction of the utility room.

The cats all followed him. Their nest was at the door of the utility room, probably thinking that he was going to feed them again, but soon overtook his speed, returned to the cat basin, and cleaned the remaining cat food in the cat basin, and then looked forward to it.

Fu Lingyuan swept past them, went into the utility room, and took out two cat cages after a while.

The cats were clever and quickly scattered and ran away, hiding behind the flower beds.

It is like a wild beast in the forest that hides from the hunter who comes to capture them.

Fu Lingyuan stood there carrying a cage, his eyebrows tightened: "Want to stay here and wait to starve to death together?" ”

Turning his eyes back, he saw that the corners of Ruan Shu's mouth were spinning a light arc, and he was helpless to reveal a little embarrassment.

I don't know if those cats understood his words, but when Fu Lingyuan walked towards the flower bed with the cat cage, they didn't continue to hide.

Fu Lingyuan also successfully sent them into the cat cage.

Carrying the cat cage, he walked back, first put the two cat cages on the stone table, and then stretched out his hand to Ruan Shu.

Before he met her, he thought of something, and went to the faucet in the corner to wash his hands, and then put her hat and mask back on, and then put them on for himself.

Nguyen Shu Bang pulled a tight mask.

Fu Lingyuan took the opportunity to grab her hand and kiss her through the mask, but a lot of smiles had recovered in his eyes: "Our Ruan Ruan is so beautiful, we can't ask others to look at it again." ”

He stared at her, a glimmer of something she didn't quite understand.

But she could hear that he clearly had other meanings, especially the word "again".

She remembered how he had told her the first time he had met her, and how he had fallen in love at first sight.

And in the recording, a light just said......

Fu Lingyuan's fingers slid down her ears to her neck, pulling her coat up.

In the end, he himself put on his trench coat: "Let's go." ”

Ruan Shu prepared to take the suitcase.

Fu Lingyuan stopped her: "I'll just come." ”

"Two cat cages, how do you take them?" Ruan Shu reminded.

"Mrs. Fu is underestimating me again." Fu Lingyuan smiled, put the two cat cages together in one hand, and adjusted them so that Ah Shu and Ah Shang's family would be dizzy in the cat cage.

Just free up an empty hand to get the suitcase.

and did not care about his wounds......

Since he likes to be handsome, Ruan Shu will play whatever he wants.

When I got to the gate, I closed the red lacquered door panel and put a big retro lock on the knocker before I was done.

Fu Lingyuan didn't have the slightest nostalgia, and threw the key to the big lock into the trash can, and then walked without looking back.

A posture that will never come here again.

Ruan Shu turned around.

All the lights have been extinguished, including the two large lanterns in the doorway.

There is mist tonight.

The outline of the Chinese Medicine Pavilion faded away from her and him, blurred in the mist, and disappeared at the end of the long and winding alley.

Several cats have never been out of the Chinese medicine hall since they were born, and the unfamiliarity of the environment and the instability of the road make them meow and make noise.

The taxi driver was afraid that the cat would leave cat feces on his car, and he also thought that the cat was noisy, and he had an opinion and complained twice.

But it's only two sentences, so I don't dare to speak out.

Because Fu Lingyuan, who was dressed in black, wearing a black hat and a black mask, and wearing a woman with the same black hat and black mask on his side, tonight's aura had the evil aura of a black and astringent elder, and his dark eyes swept away coldly, and without saying a word, he scared the driver into silence.

And in the next second, Fu Lingyuan looked at her, clearly insight into her psychology, and his eyes seemed to be telling her: "I have not been in vain on the Tao for so many years. ”

Ruan Shu replied with an expression of "too lazy to take care of you naΓ―ve ghost".

Across the street from the old neighborhood, the two got out of the car and went to the pet store to foster a few cats.

You can't take it to Gege's hospital.

She's about to leave Haicheng.

It was inconvenient for Fu Lingyuan to take it back to the villa.

This foster care is indeed the best choice, and it can also allow several cats to get the best care.

When Ah Shu and Ah Shang saw that they were left behind, they screamed even more bitterly.

But there's no way around it, no matter how miserable it is, they still have to stay here first.

If cats and people could communicate directly, Ruan Shu wanted to tell them that their fate was much better than that of rocking chairs and Barbie dolls.

"I'll pick them up when Gege leaves Haicheng in a few days." Fu Lingyuan officially talked about the arrangement of Gege at this time, "Let her go to Rongcheng too." She will be very happy to meet Yan Xi. ”

The two of them were strolling on the side of the road where there was less traffic and less traffic, and he stopped and shook her hand: "Ruan, I have to trouble you to work hard for a few days, and I will be busy taking care of her." I'll be meeting you soon. ”

"Well, you concentrate on completing your tasks and don't get distracted." Ruan Shu pinched his calloused palms.

Fu Lingyuan's eyes darkened, and he didn't answer.

Ruan Shu was already tentative, and when he saw this, he sighed sensitively: "So the message you sent to your contact person wasn't impulsive?" ”

"Chu Qiao told you?" Ask is ask, in fact, the answer is unquestionable.

Fu Lingyuan's broad shoulders stepped down slightly in a rare way, and he didn't answer her question directly.

He held her hands in each hand, stood face to face with her, and gently curled the corners of his lips and asked her: "Don't you want me to get out of this dangerous environment as soon as possible, stay by your side safely and soundly, live an ordinary life with you, and never leave you again?" ”

Ruan Shu looked at him silently, his expression slightly cold: "Fu Lingyuan, what you said is indeed my hope and my wish, but this is not the same thing as my request." Don't rely on me for excuses, I am not your shield, let alone your burden and burden. ”

Obviously not expecting her reaction to be so big, Fu Lingyuan was slightly stunned, and clenched her hand trying to break free of him: "No, I didn't use you as a shield." I just ......"

He stopped talking.

Ruan Shu couldn't see him like this, so he told him directly: "Don't say anything, what do you say." I've heard all the conversations you had with Nguyen Xuan Hua at Wat Pho. ”

"Hear that?" Fu Lingyuan was stunned.

"Hmm. Ruan Chunhua recorded it and sent it to me in the afternoon. "In a place like Wat Pho, only Nguyen Xuan Hua's own recording is the most likely.

Fu Lingyuan's face immediately sank like water, cold as ice: "What the hell does he want to do?!" ”

Ruan Shu is also unsure of the purpose of Ruan Chunhua's move.

But it's right to save her business, keep abreast of the situation, otherwise she won't be able to guess Fu Lingyuan's psychology as quickly and accurately as she is now.

"It's okay, thank you to him for answering a lot of mysteries for us." She mocked.

Fu Lingyuan's eyes were deep, his thin lips pursed, and he mentioned Zhuang Peiyu first: "Mother-in-law, she-"

"Well, I straightened it out." Ruan Shu subconsciously lowered his eyes, with the intention of avoiding his gaze, and unconsciously grabbed his hand in his hand.

But in a second, she raised her eyes again and looked at him: "Zhuang Peiyu's matter, let's turn the page like this." I accept it, that's how she loves me. ”

"But, no matter what, it was a unilateral choice she made for me, and I was forced to accept the painful days that this choice brought me, thinking that my life should be like this."

"I understand her good intentions, I understand her helplessness to choose the lesser of two evils, it does not mean that I can completely let go, forgive her, and even thank her in return. That's impossible. ”

Hurt is hurt, and hard work can't erase those hurts.

Fu Lingyuan pinned the mask to his chin and showed his face, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around her: "Well, I understand, I don't forgive." I don't want you to forgive, I really shouldn't forgive her. You just need to remember that your mother-in-law loves you, and that's enough. ”

Her biological mother's hatred of her is her biggest knot.

Ruan Shu closed his eyes, leaned on his shoulder silently, and in an instant, he mentioned things to him in turn: "Even if you didn't 'see me' back then, other things would have happened to make Zhuang Peiyu and my whereabouts known to Ruan Chunhua." It's just a matter of morning and night. I can't blame you. ”

"Including Huang Sang and Gege, it wasn't you who caused their current situation, the culprit was Ruan Chunhua. They will also understand, and they can't blame you. ”

"I know you won't blame me......" Fu Lingyuan muttered softly.

But it is inevitable that you will blame yourself...... Ruan Shu added the subtext for him.

She actually knows and understands the truth, but the hurdles in her heart are not so easy to pass - not only him, but most people.

People have feelings.

Emotions are in trouble.

Gathering his thoughts, Ruan Shu then spoke: "If you avoid me, you can feel better?" ”

"No, I was wrong, very wrong." Fu Lingyuan laughed at himself, "If I can't see you, I feel even more uncomfortable." I miss you, I miss you very much, I want to see you, and you appear like magic. ”

"Who are you lying to? You're all pretending to be Ruan Chunhua, right? Ruan Shu debunked, pushed him away, and straightened his back, "If you smoke and drink, you don't even want your own life for him." ”

She said this, and Fu Lingyuan couldn't answer it.

He couldn't pick it up, so Ruan Shu picked it up himself, went around and asked, "Why did you have the idea of giving up and continuing the mission?" ”

"Don't use me as an excuse again." She deliberately emphasized, "If you really want to do it for me, you should have promised me as early as the first time I asked you to 'wash your hands in a golden basin'." ”

The subsequent words were rather sharp and harsh: "Wasn't it so persistent? Wasn't you so confident before? Now that there is a Ruan Chunhua, you are afraid of him? Backed up? Oh, it turns out that your faith is nothing more than that, it is not invincible, and it can be shaken casually. ”

She deliberately stimulated him like this, Fu Lingyuan understood.

Pursing his lips, he rubbed his eyebrows: "It's not that I'm afraid of Ruan Chunhua......"

The evergreen trees have dense foliage, forming a shade that is not very transparent, and at this time, the wind blows lightly, swinging the branches, and only then does it fall from the gaps.

The mottling was just on Fu Lingyuan's body and body.

His face was darkened by the obscuration of the brim of his hat.

The half of the body gathers light.

The connection is a little subtle.

The wind stopped, the rustling leaves quieted, and the mottling disappeared.

Fu Lingyuan's words continued: "Do you know how I feel now? ”

He asked himself: "I am the number three he has exiled, and on the surface, I am different from the other three in the cultivation method, and I am also taking the opposite path. ”

"In fact, Zhuang Yao became a killer, 'S' became an arms dealer, and I became a policeman, and from a certain point of view, it is basically the same. Completely in the net he had laid down, I walked in the direction he expected of me. ”

"What does he expect from me next? Don't talk about what is far away, but if you say it's close, it's to destroy the Lu family. I don't want to get his way. ”

"But how can you disobey him?"

"I thought about it for a day, and all I could think about was not for me to do it. Whoever makes the Lu family can mess with it, but it can't be me. ”

After talking one after another, he finally had a pause at this time, and Ruan Shu took the opportunity to frown and interject: "In this way, do you still plan to stop even the police?" ”

Under the thick eyebrows, Fu Lingyuan's dark eyes flickered imperceptibly.

Ruan Shu caught it and got the answer.

Fu Lingyuan still said a few words verbally: "Originally, after the end of this mission, I was ready to leave my job, be an ordinary person, and stay by your side." Now is considered to be in advance. ”

Ruan Shu really suddenly wanted to screw his head off, and then cut it open, and take a good look at what it contained?

How can such a shrewd person be confused, that is, a second fool!

Or, she just looked away, and the man in front of her was actually just older than more than ten years, and he didn't have the same brain.

"Why are you the same as Zhuang Yao and 'S'?! Why did you fall into Ruan Chunhua's net?! Why did you just walk away from what he expected of you?! She asked again and again, and her chest tightened with anger.

Fingers pinched his chin, she lowered his face, and also raised her own face slightly, looking at him squarely, her eyes straight: "Let me ask you, eleven years ago, did you make up your mind to 'go abroad' for the sake of the person 'Uncle Hao'?" ”

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