Chapter 32: Let's End Here
As soon as Wang Jiaci said this, all the thousands of words in my body were suddenly speechless.
Her tone was calm, and her eyes were staring straight at her desk, not at me.
And I only felt an itch in my throat, and I struggled for a while before I let out a soft "um" and shut my mouth.
At this time, I had a very bad feeling in my heart, she had something to say to me at noon, no matter how I thought about it, I didn't think it was a good thing? Did what she said yesterday really mean to be separated from me?
As soon as I thought of this, my heart felt like someone was pinched fiercely, but I looked at Wang Jiaci, who was very dazed beside me, and immediately turned on the mode of self-comfort, thinking that it must be impossible, Wang Jiaci specially transferred to a table with me, and was so happy when he was with me before, how could he be separated from me in a good manner?
It must have been the little guy who had come up with some strange prank, or something he was planning.
As soon as I thought about it, I immediately felt a lot more comforted.
At this time, I looked at Wang Jiaci beside me again, and after a while, I breathed a sigh of relief, twisted my body and stopped talking.
After that, I spent the whole morning tormented, like a prisoner to be tried.
I hate this feeling, this feeling of waiting for the verdict to be pronounced, but I can't help it.
Whenever Wang Jiaci would run over to talk to Lin Qiaoman after class, she didn't give me a chance to talk to her, but even so, I could still see her unnaturalness, and I could feel that she hadn't listened to the class all morning, because her textbooks always stayed on a page that had nothing to do with the content of the class.
I stayed up like this until the end of class in the morning, and my heart beat faster again.
It was the first time I had been so nervous before school, and as soon as the bell rang, my nerves tensed.
Sure enough, the classmates in the class walked outside the classroom as soon as they heard that class was over, and I looked at Wang Jiaci beside me, she didn't move, and she didn't look anxious at all.
The calmer she was, the more I felt that something was not quite right, there was always a sense of calm before the storm.
Finally, when the class was almost gone, she stood up.
Seeing her stand up, I quickly turned my head, thought about it, and asked first
: "That.. What the hell is wrong with you? Something you want to tell me."
Hearing me ask Wang Jiaci like this, she turned her head, she looked at me, and then moved her mouth and said
"Xiao Xiaoming, let's go eat first.. Let's go to the cafeteria first.."
The answer was not asked, and a smile still appeared on his face.
I looked at Wang Jiaci in surprise for a while, and then nodded in a trance and spoke
"Uhhh Well.. Okay.."
Seeing her smile, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and when I agreed, Wang Jiaci moved again and walked outside the classroom.
I followed and stood up, took a few quick steps, and chased after him.
After going out, she walked downstairs beside Wang Jiaci, she walked very slowly, as if she had something on her mind.
Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but move my mouth and asked as I walked
"Which cafeteria do you want to go to?" The third year of high school? ”
Obviously, there was something to say, but it was true that at this time, I was afraid of her silence.
Wang Jiaci thought about it after being asked by me, nodded and said
"It's up to you to decide today, which canteen do you want to go to, Xiao Xiaoming?" You can go wherever you want.."
I was flattered by her words, and I looked at her with wide eyes, and couldn't help but stop and ask
"Huh? Let me decide? ”
Wang Jiaci nodded, looking at me without saying a word.
Her silence made me struggle for a moment, and finally spoke
"Let's go to the cafeteria in front of me, and I won't go to the third year of high school."
Actually, I don't have much appetite right now, and I can go everywhere.
Hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci whispered an "um", and took another step forward.
The two of us went into the cafeteria, and there were still so many people.
Usually I go to eat Wang Jiaci to occupy the space, but today I don't know what's wrong, she wants to go to eat with me.
In front of the window of the cafeteria, there is a sign asking for a queue to buy, but almost all the people in the cafeteria don't recognize these words.
I was embarrassed by her request, but in the end I agreed.
In order to protect Wang Jiaci from being taken advantage of by the groping pig hand or something, I almost tried my best to protect her, and I was almost speechless after the meal.
Fortunately, Wang Jiaci seems very happy, it is estimated that she rarely experiences this kind of life, because when she was a broadcaster before, she went to buy food when the canteen was almost empty, and after she became a broadcaster, I was buying food for her.
After the two of us sat down, she sat next to me and didn't move her chopsticks for a long time.
Seeing that she didn't eat me, I only ate a few small bites, so I couldn't help but ask
"Why don't you eat it?" "Shimatai is full of garbage.
Wang Jiaci shook his head and smiled at me
"I'm not hungry . You eat it.. I watched you eat.."
When she said this, her eyes seemed to be coated with a thick mist, and the light was sealed in her pupils, blurry and not emanated.
I saw that her eyes were a little uneasy in my heart, and I picked up the chopsticks to prepare to take another bite, but when the rice came to my mouth, I still put down the chopsticks again, looked at her and said
"What the hell is going on?" You.. What do you want to tell me? ”
I really felt that Wang Jiaci was too weird, so I couldn't stand this feeling of depression in my heart, so I asked like this.
Hearing me ask this, Wang Jiaci lowered her head, and then she raised her head to look at me and smiled, and said with an indifferent expression
: "That.. Let's go.."
Before I could speak, Wang Jiaci stood up and walked outside the cafeteria.
I looked at her figure for a moment, but still sighed and walked over.
Out of the cafeteria, Wang Jiaci walked straight to the playground, I walked beside her, looking at her pale face, and my heart darkened.
There are not many people in the playground, and it is past the season of taking a walk in the playground at noon, and I almost can't wait to go back to the dormitory to rest after leaving the cafeteria.
Wang Jiaci walked in front of me step by step, without looking back, and his steps were very firm.
I quickened my pace, but slowed weakly when I was about to connect with her.
Finally, after walking for a while, she led me to the bottom of the tree near the wall, and then stopped.
Seeing that she brought me here, the memory began to revive in my mind, and Wang Jiaci in front of me quickly squatted down, looking at his head in front of him without moving.
I was stunned for a moment when I saw her like this, and I followed her gaze, and the words that had been placed here with stones were no longer clear.
At this time, Wang Jiaci stretched out his hand to pick up the fallen leaves on the ground and put them aside little by little.
And with her movements, those few mutilated words slowly appeared in the eyes of the two of us.
Although he deliberately stepped into the dirt with his foot before, it was apparently discovered and destroyed.
When he saw that the words had been all messed up, Wang Jiaci's hands were clasped on his knees, his mouth was buried in his arms, and his eyes were gray.
When I saw Wang Jiaci like this, I only felt a blockage in my heart for a while, and then I came back to my senses and squatted down beside her, and spoke
"Which boring person messed up, you wait, I'll put them back together.."
As I said this, I stretched out my hand, ready to pick up the small stone on the side and spell out the words "like her" that were spelled here at that time.
However, at the moment when my hand stretched out, Wang Jiaci beside me moved his mouth and said slowly
"Forget it.."
Her "forget it" made my hand freeze in mid-air all of a sudden, and at this time, I only felt that my heart suddenly collapsed, and my vision was a little blurred.
After a while, I turned my head and raised my half-drooping eyelids to look at Wang Jiaci beside me, only to see that her eyes were moist, and her drooping bangs trembled slightly, as if a metaphor for her heart at this time.
And before his eyes stayed on her cheeks for long, Wang Jiaci moved his mouth again and said word by word
"Since it all started here... So.. Let's end it here.."
"Little Ming.. Let's go apart.."
Wang Jiaci's words seemed to have turned into countless sharp knives, and they instantly stabbed densely into my whole body.
I just felt a buzz in my head, and everything in front of me began to writhe, blurry and indistinct.
And I don't know how long it took, I turned my head and stretched out my hand blankly, picked up the gravel on the ground, and said to myself in a somewhat incoherent way while flusteredly displaying those words
"The words are messed up, it's good to put it on again, it's okay, I'll be able to put it back on in a while.. Soon I'll be.."
The more I talked, the more my nose felt a little sore, and my palms were covered with dirt on the ground, and my legs began to go numb, and I couldn't support my body.
Finally, after more than ten seconds, I froze, squeezed the stone in my hand hard, turned my head to look at Wang Jiaci beside me, and said in a somewhat choked voice
"Don't be kidding, don't take this kind of thing... Just kidding me..."