When he said this, he was obviously crying, and his eyes and heart seemed to be soaked in water in an instant, cold and damp.

And Wang Jiaci, who was beside him, just bit his lip when he heard me say this. Her eyes darkened for a while, and finally she spoke in a very weak voice

"Xiao Xiaoming, I'm sorry.."

I thought that what came out of her mouth at this moment was a joke, and I thought that at this moment, she would suddenly change to a smiling face and say to me, "Xiao Xiaoming looks at you sadly, you are fooled~"

But the reality was bloody in front of me, and I heard her "I'm sorry" clearly in my ears...

I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..

When did the words that were supposed to be used to apologize become words full of sadness?

I felt a chill in my back at what she said, and I was forced to hold back my sadness. looked at her and said

"No kidding, okay?" Okay, why do you say such a thing? Is something wrong? ”

In addition to sadness, the rest is countless doubts.

When I asked Wang Jiaci, her expression was even more sad, she buried her head down, and after a while she stood up and said slowly

: "No kidding.. I've .."

"There's no way to continue to be with Xiao Xiaoming.."

Her words made me feel a heartbreak, but I still endured the pain in my heart, stood up and looked at her, and said with a firm gaze

"Why do you suddenly say that, am I doing something wrong?" If I make something wrong you tell me, I can change it... Anything can be changed, I can change anything.."

"But... Would you like to take it back if you want to be separated? No matter what, I'm not going to part with you."

My chest tightened when I said this. It's like something is weighing down there.

Hearing my words, Wang Jiaci lowered his head. Her gaze was a little glazed, and her body seemed to be petrified. Didn't move for half a day.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, I was even more panicked, and I couldn't help but lean in front of her and pause, but I still reached out and grabbed her arm and pulled her into my arms, and said while holding her trembling

"Speak." Take back what you just said.. Tell me you're going to take it back."

Although I was holding Wang Jiaci at this moment, I could feel that her body had no strength at all, as if she would collapse at any time.

Not long after I was holding her, Wang Jiaci suddenly regained her strength, she struggled to twist out of my arms, and took a small step back.

She didn't stop until she was away, her head shaking, and she muttered

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.. I.."

"It's not your fault at all... The one who is wrong is me, you have nothing bad to do.. It's me.. It's my selfishness.. It's going to be like this.."

Wang Jiaci said this while tears overflowed in her eyes, and the moment I saw her flowing out of my eyes, my brain buzzed, realizing that this was not her joke, and the words she said were all real thoughts in her heart.

After realizing this, my heart immediately clenched together, and my feet seemed to be stepping into a quagmire, and I couldn't exert my strength at all.

And Wang Jiaci in front of her had already bitten her lower lip, her tears kept sliding down her cheeks, and she could see her body trembling little by little.

Seeing her at this time made my mind empty, and for a moment my thoughts were gone, and my hands and feet began to become cold.

Finally, I don't know how long it took for Wang Jiaci to reach out and wipe the tears on her cheeks, and then she took a deep breath and said with a pale face

"Xiao Xiaoming, I'm leaving here.."

With a thunderbolt on a sunny day, I only felt that something in my body fell with a bang, as if it was something I could bear, and it had reached its limit.

I don't know what courage it took me to look at her again, and it took me a moment before I asked, with a trembling voice

"What did you say?" ”

Hearing me ask, Wang Jiaci's eyes lost their luster, her face seemed to be covered with a shadow, and a sad emotion seeped out of it.

After a few seconds, she moved her mouth and spoke slowly

"I'm leaving, I can't stay here anymore.."

"I'm sorry.. I should have told you sooner.."

Her words made the pain extend to my heart little by little, and I almost lost my mind, but I still looked at her and spoke

"Where to go?" Where are you going? Why can't you stay here, didn't you just change shifts? And now you are saying something like this... In the end, it is.." Shimabu is carried.

The words he said were a little incoherent, but Wang Jiaci was only silent for a while, and still said word by word

"My dad's company was going abroad, so... We're moving... This morning is my last few classes here and I'll be packing up in the afternoon.. Leave this school.."

Wang Jiaci's tone of words was particularly flat, as if he was completely talking about other people's affairs.

And my eyes widened little by little in her words, and my heart seemed to be cracked into countless pieces, and I felt a faint pain.

Finally, after a while, I understood, and I couldn't help but let out a self-deprecating "heh", raised my head to look at Wang Jiaci and said slowly

"What is this.". What are you? ”

"Okay, all of a sudden, they called me here and said they were going to separate, and they said they were going to move abroad, so they couldn't be with me anymore.. From start to finish... Have you considered my feelings? You were the one who said you were going to be together. Now you are the one who says you want to be separated. What am I in your eyes... Toys that can be together if you want to be together.. Can't you just leave it behind when you're together? That's why you use it. Are you going to walk away from me?.."

When he said this, he was a little angry, and tears began to roll in his eyes, and he endured it so that he didn't flow out.

And Wang Jiaci was lowered by my words, she didn't say anything for a long time, and the cold wind blew her hair, making her whole person look full of sentimentality.

After a while, Wang Jiaci took a small step forward, she stretched out her hand and gently grabbed my palm, and said in a trembling voice

"I'm sorry... It's all my fault.."

"It's me who knows that Xiao Xiaoming will make you sad... But I still selfishly chose to be with you.."

Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci leaned forward again, hugged me hard and said

"Me.. I don't want to leave Xiao Xiaoming's side more than anyone else.. But... I can't stay with you any longer... It's all because of me... So Xiao Xiaoming, if you hate me, if you hate me, if you hate me... It's okay to think I'm selfish, it's okay to think I'm sorry for you... It's all right.."

"As long as you can feel comfortable in your heart, you can do anything."

After saying this, Wang Jiaci let go of her hand little by little, and only after she let go of her hand did I look at her in front of me, I looked at her red eyes, with tooth marks on her lower lip, and the tears in her eyes finally overflowed.

The moment the tears flowed, I reached out and grabbed her, shaking my head desperately and said

"I can't do it. The ones you said. I can't do all of it."

"I can't hate you, I can't hate you... I like you.. You are all I have in my life right now. ”

"So I beg you... Don't leave me.. Don't leave me, can't you.."

I couldn't hold on any longer, and at this time my tone completely turned to pleading, and all my strength was used on the words that came out.

However, hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci's eyes quickly turned red again, and she looked at me with a little trembling in her jaw, and it took a long time before she said with a crying voice

"In this world, I only have one relative left for my father... If I stay: . Can you take care of me? Can you give me food, clothing, and shelter. Can you give me. These? ”

Wang Jiaci's words made my body tremble violently, and the whole person froze.

I don't know how long it took me for my scalp to tingle for a while, and the hand that was holding her loosened little by little.

At this moment, the feeling of powerlessness came out of my heart again, and these naked realities were pale and cruel in front of me.

I lost my voice and couldn't say anything.

Seeing me like this, Wang Jiaci sighed deeply, and after a while, she moved her body and said in a misty voice

"Even if it's separated... Me.. I will always remember Xiao Xiaoming.. I will remember the way you look, your gentleness, your goodness... Your everything.. I'll always remember it."

"But... Opposite.. I hope that Xiao Xiaoming will be you in the future.. Don't remember me anymore.."