After Liang Xianyu left, Mi Zixuan was listless at work, and he didn't have much heart to tease Xiang Qixuan, he didn't follow Xiang Qixuan's mouth, but it made Xiang Qixuan feel a little awkward, no way, he was used to Mi Zixuan's mouth, he suddenly changed his sex and didn't say those words to tease Xiang Qixuan, how could she adapt?

People are like that, once you get used to someone, when that person suddenly disappears, you feel like something is missing.

Mi Zixuan was not used to Liang Xianyu's walking, so he was listless, and Xiang Qixuan was not used to Mi Zixuan's silence, so he felt awkward.

On this day, when Xiang Qi Xuan wanted to talk to Mi Zixuan and asked him what was wrong recently, a very special patient came to the emergency department, a young girl who was only twenty years old, why did she say that she was special? Because he was diagnosed at the age of 16 with motor neurone disease, also known as amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, the latter name is commonly used in China and the former in the United Kingdom.

The cause of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis is still unknown, but 20% of cases may be related to heredity and genetic defects, as well as some environmental factors, such as genetics and heavy metals

poisoning, etc.

Patients with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis have mild symptoms in the early stage, patients just feel some weakness, flesh jumping, easy fatigue and other symptoms, because the symptoms are mild, so many people do not pay enough attention, with the development of the disease, there will be generalized muscle atrophy and difficulty swallowing, and finally die of respiratory failure.

Twenty-year-old Song Liwan's amyotrophic lateral sclerosis has reached an advanced stage, and she can still move her head and arms a little now, and she can't move other positions at all, because she can't move, she can only lie on the bed, and if she wants to go out, she can only rely on her parents to carry her to the wheelchair and push her out.

There is currently no effective treatment for this disease, and doctors can only rely on drugs to make patients more comfortable in the last days of their lives, and even give them drugs like Demerol.

In fact, the symptoms of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis are not painful, and they are given Demerol just to relieve their mental pain, as we all know, although Demerol is a medical drug, it is also a drug with hallucinogenic effects.

Why do so many people go to drugs even though they know that taking drugs is a point of no return? Just because of the hallucinogenic effect of drugs, after smoking or injecting drugs, these addicts will be fluttering, they can have whatever they want, they can come what they want, this is a great spiritual satisfaction, after taking drugs, they will forget all the unhappiness in reality, and get what they will never get in reality.

It is precisely this great spiritual satisfaction that makes so many people take risks to take drugs at the risk of their lives.

Although patients with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis do not have much physical pain, the disease has brought them great mental pain that is unimaginable to ordinary people.

This is a pain that ordinary people can't experience and can't endure.

Therefore, doctors will give patients with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis to use Demerol, using the hallucinogenic effect of Demerol to relieve their great mental pain in a short period of time.

Song Liwan herself and her parents know very well that there is no cure for her illness, and it is useless to send her to the hospital, but why should she be sent here? Because she is in too much pain, in the past few days, she has told her parents several times that she doesn't want to live, and asked them to help her buy some sleeping pills, and let her leave this world peacefully after taking it, she really can't stand it.

In this world, there are only children who give up their parents' treatment, and there are no parents who give up their children's treatment.

Song Liwan's parents are the same, they don't want to lose their daughter like this, even if they know that their daughter's illness has no hope of being cured, they stubbornly believe that as long as their daughter is alive, there may be a miracle, but they also know that such a miracle is almost impossible.

But they still had hope, so in order to alleviate their daughter's pain, they brought her to the hospital, hoping that the doctor could give Song Liwan Du Lengding to relieve her huge mental pain and make her forget the idea of suicide for a while.

Song Liwan has been ill for a few years, and she is a frequent visitor to the county hospital, so as soon as Xiang Qixuan saw her parents, she knew who was coming, Xiang Qixuan sighed and looked at Mi Zixuan and said, "You can take care of this patient." ”

Xiang Qixuan didn't want to be lazy and let Mi Zixuan work, but she really couldn't bear to see Song Liwan and her dull empty eyes, she knew that Song Liwan had no hope of living for a long time, her hope was that her life would end quickly, death was a relief for her, she was too painful.

Mi Zixuan had just come to the emergency department for more than two months, but he didn't know Song Liwan's illness, and told Qi Xuan to let him take care of it, and he didn't think much about going to see the patient directly.

But when he saw Song Liwan, Mi Zixuan's brows furrowed, he didn't need to ask for a diagnosis or physical examination to see what kind of disease Song Liwan was suffering from, and he also knew that with the current medical technology, there was no way to cure Song Liwan.

Hundreds of years later, Mi Zixuan found a cure for this disease, but it was hundreds of years later, hundreds of years of development of human science and technology is constantly improving, and Mi Zixuan relied on these most advanced technologies to find a cure for this disease, he is God's favorite standing on the shoulders of giants.

But hundreds of years later, without the support of technology, even if Mi Zixuan knew how to treat this disease, it was useless, because the existing technology could not meet the relevant equipment, instruments and drugs required for surgery to cure this disease.

It's like Mi Zixuan has rice in his hand, but how can he make a pot of rice without a pot?

Mi Zixuan sighed silently, the last thing he wanted to encounter was encountered.

After being reborn, what is Mi Zixuan most afraid of? He is not afraid of having no money, nor is he afraid that he has a bad background, the starting point is too low, what he is most afraid of is meeting patients like Song Liwan after entering the hospital, because he knows how to cure their terminal illness, but he is helpless because of the limitations of technology.

The doctor's biggest helplessness is to watch a fresh life disappear in front of his eyes, and he can't do anything.

Mi Zixuan is a doctor, so he doesn't want to encounter such a helpless thing.

But it's not that he doesn't want to encounter anything, he can't meet it, he's not an immortal, it's not a demon, it's not a god, he can't follow his own nature and think that he can't encounter anything, he's just an ordinary person, unlike others, there is a soul in that body that comes from hundreds of years later.

Mi Zixuan sighed and said to Song Liwan's father Song Tao: "Is it hospitalized or ......" Now all Mi Zixuan can do is use Demerol to relieve her pain, and at the same time use some energy drugs such as albumin to delay her time.

Song Tao sighed and said, "Hospitalize, my daughter's illness ......"

Mi Zixuan interrupted him and said, "Uncle, I know what kind of disease she has, let's talk later, I'll ask the nurse to send her to the ward first." ”

After Song Liwan was sent to the ward by the nurse, Mi Zixuan looked at the man in front of him who was not too old, but looked as old as a septuagenarian, and said, "Uncle, there is no good treatment for her illness at present, I can only ...... it."

Song Tao interrupted him and sighed: "I know, just give her some Du Lengding, she is too painful." ”

Song Tao's face was very numb when he said this, not that he didn't love his daughter, but that he was also tortured by his daughter's illness and completely lost hope, so he had such a numb expression.

Mi Zixuan sighed and went through the hospitalization procedures for Song Tao, and then went to find Che Zhiping, Du Lengding This kind of medicine is not something that Mi Zixuan can prescribe if he wants to, even Xiang Qixuan is not qualified, and he must have Che Zhiping, the director, to be qualified to prescribe it, and it is not enough to prescribe this kind of medicine with ordinary white, you must use a red prescription.

The prescription of the medicine is not finished, each bottle containing the drug after the use of Demerol can not be still, the next time when it is opened, these bottles must also be taken over, and the special person will count it before it can be administered, and it will not work without a bottle.

The reason why there are such strict regulations is also because I am afraid that the drug Demerol will be obtained by some lawbreakers.

As soon as Mi Zixuan entered, Che Zhiping sighed and said, "Is Song Liwan here?" ”

The reason why Che Zhiping asked this was because he saw the red prescription that Mi Zixuan had taken, and in the emergency department, only Song Liwan had to come to Du Lengding every few months.

Mi Zixuan nodded.

Che Zhiping sighed and took the prescription and said: "If you can give her a few more, you can use more, you don't have to worry about the rest, try to make her comfortable, this child is too pitiful." ”

Only patients like Song Liwan, Che Zhiping, would say that Du Lengding can be used as much as they can, because even if they use Du Lengding too much, it doesn't matter if they become addicted to drugs, they don't have much time left in this world, they are too painful.

Che Zhiping prescribed ten sticks of Du Lengding to Mi Zixuan at one time, which is already an exception, even if it is replaced by those patients with terminal cancer, they come with anesthesia cards, Che Zhiping only prescribes them five at most, and he is coming to him with a bottle.

After Mi Zixuan handed over the prescription to the nurse, she went to Song Liwan's ward, her parents were not there, and she went out to buy her favorite fruits.

Seeing her empty eyes, Mi Zixuan felt very uncomfortable, he walked over and whispered, "How do you feel?" ”

Song Liwan still looked at the white ceiling with empty eyes, and did not turn her head, she said in a voice without any emotion: "What else?" As before, I couldn't move, so I could just lie down. ”

Speaking of this, Song Liwan's empty eyes suddenly had a hint of brilliance, and she said with some excitement: "Doctor, can you give me some medicine that can make me die?" I beg you. ”