Chapter 80: Crying is a kind of strength work
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But now Li Yilan has already broken Xu Yaran's heart.
Except for that look, Xu Yaran couldn't find any traces of the original in Li Yilan. If it weren't for the child in her womb, Xu Yaran would almost have thought that Li Yilan only existed in her dreams and never appeared.
The current Li Yilan has never thought of being responsible for a woman. He didn't really treat Nangong Meining, but he also failed himself and his children.
Xu Yaran laughed all of a sudden, laughing from the heart. She laughed at herself for being stupid, what is so good about such a man, what is there to worry about?
Nangong Meining and Tu Baobao came in from outside and saw that Li Yilan was still like that. However, there was a more radiant look between his eyebrows and eyes. Nangong Meining looked at Li Yilan, then raised her eyebrows and looked at Xu Yaran, who was laughing.
The smile is very bright and coquettish, but her smile is sad.
Nangong Meining frowned, she didn't know what Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran, why Xu Yaran had such an expression. Seeing Xu Yaran's smile now, she felt a little sad, maybe she shouldn't have counted the matter on Xu Yaran's head.
Now Nangong Meining has some guilt, but she has no regrets. There are not many things in this world that can make her regret.
Tu Baobao glanced at Li Yilan with some suspicion, Xu Yaran's mood was obviously much better. Why did she just go out for a trip, and Xu Yaran would become like this? Tu Baobao was also very curious about what Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran.
"Alright, let's go. Miss Xu must be tired too, let her have a good rest. Nangong Meining said with a smile, she would not tell others, the reason why she didn't want to stay in this ward was because of the guilt in her heart, which made her feel a little unspeakable.
"Hmm." Li Yilan nodded, thinking of what Xu Yaran said to him just now, the big stone in his heart finally landed. Now his mood is indescribably happy. Nangong Meining said that he was leaving, and he naturally had no opinion.
Now there are so many people in the ward, and there are many words, and it is inconvenient for him and Xu Yaran to say. Rather than stay here and let you see the clues, it's better to go back early. Let Xu Yaran have a good rest, he will find another opportunity to accompany Xu Yaran in the hospital.
Nangong Meining reached out and grabbed Li Yilan's arm, and Li Yilan avoided it lightly and without a trace. Then he walked out with Nangong Meining, and the two of them had no physical contact. It is impossible for Li Yilan to say that he has no guilt towards Xu Yaran in his heart, in front of Xu Yaran, he did not get too close to Nangong Meining, so he could show his loyalty to Xu Yaran.
It's just a pity that Xu Yaran didn't pay attention to it at all, and even if she did, she wouldn't feel happy, or maybe she felt sad. Li Yilan said those words to Xu Yaran just now, which really hurt Xu Yaran's heart and cut off Xu Yaran's last bit of nostalgia for him.
Nangong Meining naturally noticed Li Yilan's movements, but she remained silent. glanced back at Xu Yaran, hooked the corners of her mouth, and walked out with Li Yilan. Now it seems to be getting more and more interesting, it turns out that I can't go out to travel and stay in City A, and there are a lot of good shows to watch.
She wants to see where Xu Yaran and Li Yilan, two people who love each other, will eventually go.
Tu Baobao didn't get up to see Li Yilan and Nangong Meining leave, but sat on the edge of the bed, not even the chair she had always been on.
Xu Yaran felt that the bed had collapsed slightly, and she put away the bright smile on her face. With a faint smile on her face, tears kept pouring out, and her nose was very sore, she clearly told herself that she was not allowed to shed tears, but the tears just refused to listen to her.
As long as she thought of Li Yilan's words, her heart was like a knife, and it hurt very much. That's how heartache feels. In the past, when she fell in love with Yin Ziye, everything was faint. Even if the heartache is not so intense.
As soon as he saw Xu Yaran's tears, Tu Baobao panicked all of a sudden. Obviously, he was smiling so brightly and movingly just now, and he cried into a crying person in an instant.
"Ranran, are you alright?" Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran in a bit of a panic, but she didn't know how to persuade her, because she didn't know what was going on. I don't know why Xu Yaran is crying, she has never been a person who understands how to comfort others, and now she can't figure out the ins and outs, so she doesn't know where to start persuading Xu Yaran.
"Don't cry, there's something you can tell me. One more person, one more share, don't cry. Tu Baobao could only reach out incoherently and hold Xu Yaran's hand. Only then did she realize that Xu Yaran's hands were as cold as iron, which startled Tu Baobao.
"Hey, why are your hands so cold, isn't there anything uncomfortable?" Tu Baobao asked worriedly. At the same time, he used his other warm hand to wrap Xu Yaran's hand and warm Xu Yaran's hand.
Tu Baobao helped her cover her hands, although it was just a small action, but it made Xu Yaran's somewhat numb heart slowly feel some warmth. It is not so much that Tu Baobao is warming her hands, but that Tu Baobao is using her own sincerity to warm her heart again.
Xu Yaran fell into Tu Baobao's arms, and her tears flowed out even more fiercely.
"Don't move, let me lean in." Xu Yaran choked up and said: "I don't want to cry, I really don't want to cry, I just want to cry." ”
Tu Baobao's questions, when they came to their mouths, almost asked. In the end, it all turned into a sigh. She didn't speak, just stretched out her hand and gently patted Xu Yaran's back again and again.
Tu Baobao didn't know why she did this, but when she was born Yu and Yanyan before. Yu Yuhe is still young, and sometimes he cries in the middle of the night. This is how Tu Baobao held Yuyu and Yanyan in his arms, and patted them gently again and again, Yuyu and Yanyan would be quiet.
Xu Yaran didn't know how long she had been crying, anyway, she had no tears to flow out.
Maybe it's because she has been crying for a long time, Xu Yaran only feels that her eyes are very sour. She rubbed her sour eyes, got out of Tu Baobao's arms, and said, "I...... I'm fine. ”
Sometimes crying is not necessarily a bad thing, at least it can vent the feelings in your heart, and it is not necessarily a bad thing.
Now Xu Yaran is willing to vent all the grievances in her heart, it is always better than holding all the unhappy things in her heart. Tu Baobao would rather see Xu Yaran cry completely like this, and he didn't want to see Xu Yaran smile again.
Crying is sometimes a good way to vent, and crying is not necessarily bad.
"It's okay." Tu Baobao didn't ask anything, and said lightly.
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth curved, revealing a sincere smile, it is really good to have a friend.
She cried for a long time, and after crying, she felt that her eyes were sour and astringent, and her eyelids were about to be lifted.
After talking to Tu Baobao for a while, he only felt sleepy and yawned. Tu Baobao saw it in his eyes, so he let Xu Yaran sleep well for a while.
Xu Yaran slept on the bed, and Tu Baobao helped her cover the quilt. Xu Yaran closed her eyes, her consciousness slowly began to dissipate, and before she lost consciousness, a thought flashed in her mind: It turns out that crying is also a kind of strength work, and if you don't sleep well in the future, just cry.
Xu Yaran was really tired of crying, this time she slept very soundly, and she didn't even dream of some messy things.
She slept long enough this night, and she slept for more than ten hours. Didn't even eat lunch and dinner. When I woke up, it was just dawning, but it wasn't very bright. It was very quiet in the ward, Xu Yaran could only hear her shallow breathing, and turned her head to look at the two figures hugging each other tightly on the bed of the escort hospital.
Xu Yaran only felt a little dazzling, but in fact, she was jealous of Tu Baobao. Tu Baobao is happier than her, there are so many men who love her, she can find a man who loves her, and she also loves the same, and they stay together for a long time, which is probably the happiest thing in the world.
These are the things that Xu Yaran craves the most, but in the end she didn't get them.
Although she was jealous, she was also happy that Tu Baobao could find her own happiness, who made Tu Baobao her best friend.
Xu Yaran stretched out her hand and slowly stroked her belly, there is a fresh life here, and it is a person who needs her to use her life to conceive. She is flesh and blood, but ...... I'm sorry child, mom doesn't want you to come into this world and become an illegitimate child.
The child had been in her belly for several months, but Xu Yaran knew that it had only been a few days. But I already have deep feelings for this unborn child in my heart. The more she loves this child, the more she doesn't want this child to come into this world and just be an illegitimate child.
Xu Yaran's eyes were dry, and she couldn't shed any tears, maybe her tears had already flowed yesterday. Now she just wants to cry but can't cry, her hand is on her stomach, it's just a piece of calm, after all, she hasn't grown up yet, even if she knows her mother's ruthlessness, she can't interact with her mother.
It's different when you apply the baby in your baby's belly. The child has grown up, and occasionally the fetus moves, and is very lively. Xu Yaran looked at Tu Baobao's big belly, she was very moved.
Xu Yaran kept touching her stomach with her hand, thinking about her own affairs.
It wasn't until dawn that the sunlight outside shone in through the window, Xu Yaran's eyes hurt a little, and she came back to her senses.