Chapter 81: Knock out the child 1
lifted the quilt and walked barefoot on the cold floor, and the cold breath suddenly poured into Xu Yaran's heart from the soles of his feet. made Xu Yaran feel once again what it means to be cold.
Walking to the window, Xu Yaran looked at Nangong Yuhan, who was sleeping on the bed and was shining on his face by the sun, with an unstable expression. The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth lifted. The curtains were drawn, just enough to block out the sunlight shining on the bed.
She stepped to the other side and looked out the window at the world. The floor where Xu Yaran lives is not high, and looking down from the window, you can see the endless stream of people coming and going. After staying in the ward for so many days, Xu Yaran was about to forget the lively world outside.
The sunlight outside is particularly good, just looking at such good sunlight, Xu Yaran can almost feel the feeling of the warm sun shining on her body.
"Baby, mom will take you out to bask in the sun today, and our mother-son relationship will be broken in the future, if you have a fate, you will be in your mother's belly next time." Mom will definitely cherish you doubly. Xu Yaran had a soft smile on her face, and the hand in her stomach was unusually gentle, even her eyes were gentle.
Standing by the window for a long time, she suddenly felt a sinking of her shoulders. A garment draped over her shoulders.
As soon as Xu Yaran turned around, she saw Nangong Yuhan standing behind her. The sun shone on Nangong Yuhan's face, making Xu Yaran feel that the expression on Nangong Yuhan's face was unprecedentedly gentle and calm, and Xu Yaran couldn't help but be a little stunned.
A man like Nangong Yuhan has a good skin. If it weren't so cold, it would be more flattering.
"It's such a cold day, don't catch a cold, let her worry." Nangong Yuhan stood beside Xu Yaran, not caring about Xu Yaran's gaze at all, and looked at Xu Yaran very calmly. The tone was still cold and said to Xu Yaran.
She? Of course, Xu Yaran knew who Nangong Yuhan's mouth was referring to.
Xu Yaran blinked, and then looked at Nangong Yuhan. The sun was still shining on Nangong Yuhan's overly handsome face. But there was no longer the first gentleness and calm on his face. With a black face, an icy color, even colder than the weather outside.
Maybe she was wrong just now, how could a man like Nangong Yuhan be gentle and calm. Such words are only suitable for Fa Yin Ziye.
"Well, I'm fine." Xu Yaran turned her face away and looked at the people who came and went outside, her heart was also full of vitality, she should be kind to herself, and she shouldn't give up on herself anymore.
The man who once made Xu Yaran feel sorry for her no longer exists, and there is no longer a man in her life. will care about her bad life, will care about her poor physical fitness, take her for a run. I was worried that she was afraid of the cold, so I warmed her bed against the wind. To whom did she show herself? If she doesn't treat herself better, no one in this world will care about her.
"Don't stand here, it's cold." Nangong Yu said coldly.
Xu Yaran felt warm in her heart, whether it was for the sake of Tu Baobao's face or not, Nangong Yuhan would say that. However, hearing this sentence did make Xu Yaran feel cared for.
It's just that if the person who said these things to her didn't have such a cold face, a tone that wasn't so blunt, and a temperament that wasn't so awkward, Xu Yaran would feel more cared for.
"Hmm." Xu Yaran nodded and responded.
"I went out to buy breakfast, what do you want to eat?" Nangong Yuhan turned his head and asked.
"I want to eat steamed buns, fried dough sticks, and soy milk." Xu Yaran lowered her head and thought about it, and then said to Nangong Yuhan.
Nangong Yuhan nodded, and told Xu Yaran not to stand here, so he went out to buy breakfast. Xu Yaran looked down and found that what was draped on her was Nangong Yuhan's blazer, and there was the smell of Nangong Yuhan's body on it.
Xu Yaran took off her coat and put it on the sofa casually. She looked at Tu Baobao, who was still sleeping sweetly. Xu Yaran once heard others say that the older a pregnant woman is, the harder she sleeps. But look at Tu Baobao again, where is the appearance of not sleeping well.
Nangong Yuhan waited carefully for her, for fear that she would have a headache and brain fever. It's no wonder that Tu Baobao is so smooth, but there is a man by his side who takes everything through. Even her good sister takes care of it, and it is a blessing for Tu Baobao to follow such a man.
A few days ago, Nangong Yuhan brought a few sets of clothes for Tu Baobao from home, and Xu Yaran took one easily. She is actually about the same size as Tu Baobao, and now Tu Baobao has a big belly and much bigger clothes, but it doesn't matter.
He took a piece of clothing and put it on himself. Xu Yaran glanced at Tu Baobao, who was sleeping in Zhengxiang, turned around and walked out quietly.
Now the sun has come out thoroughly, although there is a little chill outside, but the sun shines on the body, but it is warm. Huang's eyes couldn't be opened, and the sun shone on his body, making Xu Yaran feel that in fact, this world was still beautiful.
She walked carefully by herself, this was the first time she had taken her children out for a walk, and maybe the last, right?
Although this is a hospital, the lawn behind it does not have the lifeless dullness of a hospital. The atmosphere here is as vibrant as the sun right now.
Xu Yaran thought, maybe it was these patients who had been sick. In order to be able to better appreciate all the beauty in this world, it is also more fascinating.
I found a place and sat down, my head propped on my hands.
After sitting for a while, the sun shone on her body, making Xu Yaran a little drowsy.
"Ranran, why didn't you tell me when you came out, I was scared to death by not seeing you just now."
Xu Yaran squinted her eyes when she heard Tu Baobao's slightly caring resentment. Xu Yaran turned her head and looked at Tu Baobao, who was walking towards her. Next to him was Nangong Yuhan, who was carefully supporting her.
Tu Baobao came over with a big belly and sat down next to Xu Yaran.
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth raised, and she said in a good mood: "I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't bother you." After spending so much time in the hospital room, I can't forget the warmth of the sun shining on my body. ”
The smile on the baby's face is a little stiff. Hearing Xu Yaran's words, she felt a little sad in her heart, and she felt sorry for Xu Yaran. At the same time, I also felt guilty in my heart, if it wasn't for pulling her, Xu Yaran wouldn't have bumped into her.
I always felt that Xu Yaran was just flashing her waist, and if she hit it, it would be a corpse with two lives. But now the situation is different, and Xu Yaran is also pregnant. If Xu Yaran and the child have any mistakes, she will die of guilt for the rest of her life.
Now Xu Yaran has been in the hospital for so long, and it is all because of her.
"Don't think about it so much, everyone has their own life. If it hadn't been hit, I wouldn't have known there was a child in my belly. If you don't pay attention, you don't know what will happen in the future? You don't have to take it personally. Xu Yaran grabbed Tu Baobao's hand and said, "Your hands are so warm." ”
Xu Yaran's hands have always been cold and cold, even if they are not cold, her hands are always cold. The most important thing to take is that in summer, there will always be a lot of sweat in her palms, and when she reaches out to wipe it, it will be particularly greasy, unlike Tu Baobao, who is very warm in winter in her hands.
Xu Yaran glanced at Nangong Yuhan out of the corner of her eyes, and the corners of Xu Yaran's mouth twitched. Although the sun is shining well today, it is winter after all. No matter how good the sun is, it is very cold. But Nangong Yuhan is really amazing, he wears a thermal underwear inside and a shirt outside. The top two buttons of the shirt are unbuttoned, revealing the white thermal underwear underneath.
Just looking at Nangong Yuhan's clothes, coupled with Nangong Yuhan's cold face, the surrounding temperature immediately dropped a lot.
"You want buns, fritters and soy milk." Nangong Yuhan handed the things in his hand to Xu Yaran, and Xu Yaran reached out and took it. It's still warm, she has been looking at Nangong Yuhan's clothes and the cold face just now, but she didn't notice what he was holding in his hand.
Nangong Yuhan is a person who is already cold, and his original face is not very good-looking, but now he has a face that is not a face, and his nose is not a nose. Xu Yaran was holding a warm bun in her hand, and felt that Nangong Yuhan might be blaming her for making Tu Baobao unhappy.
Xu Yaran's face was embarrassed for a moment, and finally took out the breakfast a little awkwardly. handed a bun over to Tu Baobao and said, "You didn't eat breakfast either, did you?" ”
Tu Baobao took it with a smile, she took a bite of the bun, and her eyes narrowed into a line with a smile. She turned her head, looked at Nangong Yu with a smile and said, "It's late today, you go to work." I'm with Ran Ran, and none of us will be fine. ”
Nangong Yuhan sighed and said, "Okay, I'll come back in the evening." You stay well, don't run around, you are a pregnant person now, and you have to take care of the child in your belly regardless of yourself, you know? ”
Tu Baobao nodded impatiently.
Xu Yaran looked at Nangong Yuhan with some envy, Nangong Yuhan always had to say a lot of things every time he went to work. Seeing that Tu Baobao agreed one by one, he would feel relieved to go to work.
Xu Yaran is envious of Tu Baobao, and she has a good heart for her and the child. When she is not with her and the child, she always thinks about it in her heart, for fear that she will be wronged and hurt. Compared to her, Tu Baobao is happy.
Xu Yaran watched the interaction between the two people, and her smile was a little bitter.
The hand slowly stroked his stomach, and said silently in his heart: Baby, it's not your mother who is ruthless, it's your father who doesn't want us. Mom doesn't want you to be born, you don't have your father's love, you don't have your father's care, you forgive your mother.