【080】Wayward Qingqing
"But your indifference to me and my rejection made me think of before, coupled with the effect of alcohol, it made me even more unhappy, so I must let you show up, I also came to the strength, so there is a story behind the two of us, but the more I contact with you, I find that I like your character more and more, I like your macho character, aura, can suppress me, can make me quiet, I also like your way of doing things, like your principle, although sometimes so naïve, but I understand, You will mature sooner or later, but I believe in your character, especially in the matter when you drugged me with Zheng Chenglong, and you still helped me, and I slowly developed a good impression of you. ”
"This is a bad situation, I will think of your appearance intentionally or unintentionally, remember your every move, your voice, and dream of you, I will care more about your affairs, but I know that I can't compete with Dong Ye, and women's intuition is also very accurate."
"I don't know how she feels, but I know that she must have feelings, she feels that I am not angry with you anymore, but when I really like you, she asked me to leave you, don't let me try you, she said that she will marry you, maybe she also feels the crisis."
"I agreed at that time, and I really didn't appear in your life, I thought I could forget about you, but it backfired, I found that I really liked you, and my competitive energy came up again, and in my Qingqing's thinking consciousness, it was impossible for any man to resist me, so I was not convinced, as I said, I don't believe that there are cats in this world that don't steal, so I just want you to make mistakes, and when it comes later, I'll go to see you, or find you, I won't go through Dong Ye, I will go secretly by myself, and I won't tell her, but I think she should know something, and many times, I find reasons for myself to comfort myself, telling myself that I just go to see you for a reason, not because I want to see you, I don't want to see you, and I don't want to believe it, and I don't want to face it, I like your things. ”
"For example, when you were hospitalized, I went to give you chicken fillet, in fact, I thought about it for a long time, hesitated for a long time, whether to go or not, but in the end I still didn't hold back, until that night I pulled you home, pulled you back to my room, we had a relationship, when we really had a relationship, I still proved a point, there is no cat that does not steal, no one can withstand my temptation."
Qingqing smiled and stretched out her hand to point at herself, "Am I very perverted?" Well? Qingqing laughed self-deprecatingly, After drinking a can of beer again, her eyes turned red "But to be honest, the moment we really had a relationship, I felt that I couldn't do without you even more, I like the way you lie on me and work hard, and I also like the muscles on your body, you look at me, I can get wet, I've seen so many men, I've never been like this, you don't understand what it's like, I didn't sleep all night that night, and the next day, I thought about it for a while, I made a big decision, because I deliberately seduced you that night, so I put a camera in my house, and recorded everything we had at night, and I took the SD card that stored our * video the next day, and went downstairs, I wanted to go to Dong Ye, show this to Dong Ye, I don't want to see you and Dong Ye get married, at this moment, I am selfish, I want to break you up, and at that moment, I think, even if I sacrifice the friendship between Dong Ye and me for so many years, for me, It's also worth it, because at that time, when I really have a choice, I really know that my friendship with Dong Ye has actually been shattered a long time ago, this is something that must be faced, how about it, am I bad enough to be selfish, right? ”
Qingqing pointed to herself, and when she took the cigarette again, she had finished smoking a box of cigarettes, "Fire Knife!" She obviously drank a little too much, this scream, the fire knife came in and handed over the cigarette, and lit it for Qingqing, Qingqing swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog again, with a social smile on the corner of her mouth.
"But I had a car accident on the way, I think this is fate, but I met you in the hospital, you also saved my life, let Luo Hao take care of me, although because of Zheng Chenglong's affairs later, you helped Zheng Chenglong, but the fire knife also helped me teach you a lesson, I think it's enough, I'm a very confident person, when the SD card had a car accident again, I lost it, I don't know where it went, I don't know until now, so I don't even have a backup."
"Moreover, I can't see a little bit of liking for me from your eyes, I'm a little retreating, and I don't want to destroy your feelings, I can see your love for Dong Ye, so at that time, I really chose to retreat, and after the serious thing that taught you a lesson from the fire knife, I completely let go, although until now, I still like you very much, and I will often miss you, but I control it, and I won't force it into your life like before, but I didn't expect it, It's that something happened in your house. ”
"I don't know the specific things here, but what I do know is that your family's movie hasn't been released yet, it's all over the world, your father committed suicide, your mother is seriously ill, everything, all of this has been turned upside down, and your whole person, it seems that overnight, grew up, but there is nothing in your house, this is true, during that period of time, Dong Ye has been uncomfortable in his heart, and he also frequently came to me and chatted with me, it is during this period of time, the number of times the two of us have met and chatted, I can see that she is under a lot of pressure than the two of you have been in love for so many years before, and I can see that she is under a lot of pressure, but now that I think about it, she chats with me, in fact, many times, it is also my words, Dong Ye After the accident at your house, she chose her spare tire, she doesn't want to live with you anymore, she doesn't want to marry you. ”
"I can understand her, she, like me, is a poor and scared person, she has no confidence to watch you make a comeback, waiting for you to make a comeback, she is not a child anymore, she also needs to start a family, overnight, there is nothing, this is actually a big blow to her, but Dong Ye at the beginning, should still want to share the hardships with you, but when the reality hits her face, she has to go out to work, go to work, and work hard to earn two or three thousand yuan a month. She can't stand it, she can last for a day or two, she can last for a month or two months, but she can't last a lifetime, the things in her bones can't change, she likes money, just like me. ”
"So in fact, she decided to leave you a long time ago, she still has a spare tire, and that big cat, but Dong Ye can't just leave you directly, if she really leaves you and comes out from the outside, it must mean that she Dong Ye left you when your Wen family was the most difficult, then in this way, her reputation in the future will be ruined, and the parents of the big cat will not accept such a woman who retreats when her own man is the most difficult."
"The total size of Z City is so big, basically the entire upper class knows about you and Dong Ye, and they all know Dong Ye, so can you say that she doesn't think about her reputation? And not only his reputation, but also the threat from Zhang Da Boss, when your father was still there, she was threatened, and now your father is gone, your family is like this, will Zhang Da Bang easily let Dong Ye go, she is actually scared, you are languishing in that short time, she has encountered some other things, because she was afraid, so she found me, I also deliberately looked for the fire knife, let the fire knife go to Zhang Da Lao, remind him not to touch Dong Ye, Zhang Da Lao also gave Huo Dao this face, so that he no longer harassed and scared Dong Ye. ”
"There is nothing left in your family, you are sluggish, you are still macho, and Boss Zhang is still eyeing you, so how long do you say Dong Ye can last, she has already crossed over, but I have already said that she is a good actor, she wants to break up with you, and she will definitely not fall behind, and she will leave the reputation of your family when it is the most difficult, because she will have to mix with this high society and this circle in the future."
"So another version of Dong Ye appeared, and when your family was in danger, she sold everything she had, took care of you, took care of your mother, worked hard, this spread out, who didn't dare to move, didn't think you found a good daughter-in-law, even your mother, was fooled by her, maybe she still has to pay for her conscience, for the relationship between the two of you, to make an understanding, after all, after so many years, there must be feelings, she returned all these things to your family, It's an explanation she gave herself, but just like I said, if her spare tire is a big cat, will the big cat care about this house and a car, but in turn, she will feel that Dong Ye, a girl, is good and trustworthy, and she will get more and more from this, all of this, taken together, is her ultimate goal, everything is given to you, and I don't owe you. ”
"Then she is actually waiting for another opportunity, waiting for a chance to leave you, if a woman wants to break up with you, it is too easy, and, as long as she wants to leave, how you keep it, it doesn't work, break up with you Wen Xiaoyu, and make Wen Xiaoyu feel that she is wrong, not her fault, that is also a very easy thing, your machismo, your self-willingness, your malaise, let her have many reasons, many excuses, and you really quarrel, she knows you so well and knows that you will not bow your head, she can take advantage of this matter to really leave you, you still think she will come back as before, but don't forget, she is not a twenty-year-old girl, her age does not allow her to toss anymore, and the period when she re-worked did suffer a lot, she is a poor and afraid person, she doesn't want to suffer, she doesn't want to suffer, so it is more normal to leave you, but at that time, her heart changed, I don't know, but the result, that's how it was. ”